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rasywmtra · 9 months

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Almost holiday rants of the funny kind

them almost holiday feels are crazy

Like what better time to binge 30 minute videos that are either deep dives, video essays or comedy specials that I randomly listen to while drawing for that one mlp au I made and only work on bc I like character designs than right before the holidays when you have a crap ton of schoolwork bc your teacher doesn't understand the concept of having things to do outside of school, like awkwardly holding up conversations with my grandparents and watching them judge my dad like the most stereotypical start to a reddit story about in laws.

Because as soon as my cousin comes live with us, its over. Have you ever had a cousin that's one year younger than you, but is taller than you? Like a whole head taller than you? Because you got the short genes in the family? Horrible. Imagine a teen dude who's been raised as a macho man in a large Brazilian family interacting with the gayass cousin who was raised to do whatever the frick I wantd as long as it was legal and safe? Bitch i'm over here writing my silly fanfics at 3 am while he's probably doing a workout routine. We are opposites in every way except that we both have no idea what to do with ourselves when we're together. so anyway have fun with that ill update if anything funny happens while they're here, other than literally everything that's going to go wrong just because

#rasywmtra #rants #almost holiday vibes #family #got them am I the asshole in law story vibes whenever they visit #At least its funny #They're bringing me chocolate I haven't eaten since last time they visited so thats fun (the last time they visited my mom died)#thats a lot of damage #but yay chocolate #:)#everything is fine lol

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rasywmtra · 10 months

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*cw for a sort of rant under the cut, I mean no offence to anyone by writing it but I just had to let it out and swearing*

(This is just a rant for myself, not on my main blog for obvious reasons)

white boy neurodivergent privilege. It exists and it pisses me tf off.

Because when they have a melt down, it's ok, they're just being boys and they don't know what they're doing and you have to understand that they have issues so they can do no wrong because their disorder made them do it. When they (due to being enabled their whole lives) throw a violent tantrum, it's not their fault. It's never their fault, they're just confused and they can't have possibly stoped it or anything, they're perfect little angels. When they need accommodations, it's provided. They're so cute with their silly stims and cute little entitlement and how they always get away with it because look at them they're a little blond boy who can do no wrong.

This isn't to say that all white boy neurodivergents have perfect lives, or that any of them do, but I think we can all see they are by far the most accepted packaging for spicy brains.

Now when anyone else has a meltdown? OH NO FUCK THE CRAZY PERSON NEEDS TO BE LOCKED UP! "stop being dramatic" "Stop crying, you have no right" "Don't you dare make another sound" "you're making a scene" "You ruin everything with your crazy mood swings" "Stop faking it" "You're making me look bad" "Why can't you just be normal?"

Stimming? "Go sit in the corner and think about what you did" "You're disrupting the class" "Stop, it annoys me" "Why are you so weird" "Hands at your sides, this is important" "Why are you fidgeting? are you hiding something?" "I'm going to take it away from you until you can hold it normally"

Sensory issues? "It's not that bad" "wow so convenient that you can't come help us because of this, suck it up" "No one else has an issue with it" "The flickering isn't even noticeable" "What do you mean you can't hold it? Why is it so hard to do one thing for me?" "It's not like you can even hear it"

nonverbal? "Use your words" "Stop ignoring me you brat" "Speak to me! I didn't do anything wrong!" "Answer me right now or else" "did you lose your voice or something? It was working fine when you were yelling at me for [insert triggering thing they did]"

Need accommodations? too bad! You're gonna need about five billlion notes including one from your dead relative, figure it out!

"You're not disabled enough for this" "Well you aren't like really neurodivergent- you function properly" "My cousin is autistic and you're not like him at all! So clearly you're faking it!" "You can talk though" "Oh... that's not normal, my brother is hyperfixated on trucks and you aren't, so clearly you don't really have adhd" "You don't LOOK neurodivergent" "You're not exactly like [insert white boy name] and he's [insert disorder] so you have it easy!"

It happens time and time again!

I was shunned and called names and just fucking hated for just being myself and my brothers were put on a gold stage for using their neurodivergence as an excuse to be brats.

Me? banned from the office unless i was fucking dying

My brothers? "Oh come in dear, have a key to the back door so you can come in if you ever need anything!" "You don't like class? just stay here!" "You beat up a kid? I'll call them in to apologize to you"

And clearly this isn't the instance for every person but I have seen it far too often, not just with me but with literally every single time I come across neurodivergent people. There is a diferent between how we're treated and it sucks ass!

Anyway sorry if I offended anyone, but yeah, if I help even one person not feel like a bitch for agreeing with me i've done my job

#rasywmtra #rants #vent #tw swearing

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