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a guy i‘m hooking up with just asked me if i gained weight💀💀💀 ( he said it looked good buut guess who almost had a panic attack in his bed)

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I hate this, I hate feeling like this. I fucked up. I gained 4kg and i feel so bad. I‘m trying not to panic. I went from 46kg to 50kg. My thighs are touching again. why am i like this. I started crying when I saw the number on the scale.

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i cannot describe to you the feeling of wearing a dress and your thighs not touching anymore ommggg

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xu3fe1 on instagram

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not ed related (or is it ?haha)

but do you guys have any youtuber recommendations? I used to love Best Dressed and Emma Chamberlain and just watch their old videos now 🥹 do you have any vloggers or smth that are the same vibe ?

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stomach is red from the heating pad 🫡

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anyone else reach their goal weight and still not happy 🤡 ?

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Anybody else relate? 😂

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before and after

(ca 57kg vs 49kg)

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I just weighed myself for the first time in a long time and I lost a lot of weight without really realizing. I‘m now down to 49.5 kg / 109lbs.

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Consistency is more important than perfection.

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first time ever starting into the new year pretty content with my body

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i may not be magically happy when i’m skinny but i will at least be skinny