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having anxiety is like being given permanent unwanted custody of a halter arabian. like okay buddy is it panic time again. cool you probably need more exercise and an apple and then maybe you'll calm down.

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what if i loved her soooooooo much i exploded and died.

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I just wanna draw dragons 😭😭😭

Not all of this university bullshit 😭😭😭

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I’m going to unlearn shame *bursts into tears and beats my head against a brick wall*

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When Senshi was young in the dungeon the majority of the adults he were with ostracized him. All except Gillin, who died to make sure Senshi had something to eat: unseasoned boiled meat that may or may not have been one of their comrades.

It really puts into perspective why he was so nurturing towards Chilchuck. When Chil reveals he’s 28 to the party, Senshi responds by telling him that he thought he was older. Senshi was in his 30s when he and his comrades got trapped in the dungeon, so it’s safe to assume that he thought Chil was at a similar age.

He met a young boy who was, from his perspective, forced to do dangerous work in the dungeon just like he was, and so, Senshi made an effort to look after Chilchuck in the same way Gillin looked after him.

Mind you, when Senshi was young in the dungeon he had to starve for weeks, eat the horse he loved, and finish it off spending the next i don’t know how many years wondering if he committed cannibalism.

Senshi understands first hand the value of nutrition and proper eating, so when he’s with the party he makes an effort to make sure they’re all eating a full and balanced diet. Not only that, but Senshi INVOLVES them in the process of getting food to eat, always preparing it in front of them and narrating every ingredient in the process so that there’s no doubt about what they’re eating.

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Hehe I'm quirky lil guy :3

Tagging people who probably won't kill me for tagging

@infifi3 @ohthefaggotry @bitter-sweet-coffee @umbramus @delusivefear @shiirubaxo

Can we do a picrew chain? please?

Take this uquiz

Do this picrew

this is pretty accurate except I dont have blue in my hair

nf for all ofc but ill tag my friends

@3-kids-in-a-trenchcoat @esotericisnotdead @river-blue @samijami @kirby-impostor @genderfcker @destructivelynch @moonsfavoritedaughter @vermilion-love @chocolate-cake-enthusiast @logicallyanxious9z @lunarsands @icefireanimates @that-one-furry-sky @selenadoom @davvero-annoiatx and anyone else who stumbles appon this!

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I set my Discord banner to random photos of deer being silly on trailcams resulting in multiple people asking about My Collection so here are some of the finest photos from my unreasonably sized gallery of goofy deer trailcam pictures

Did you know deer will sometimes just straight-up box/slapfight with each other which often involves standing on two legs and it looks really silly

Here's some kisses

Some weird chaotic ones. I call the first one of these four "girls night"

bonk (this is one of my most favorites)

This one's my halloween/autumn banner

Spring-loaded animal

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what if...... the eeper.......

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Had a shitty day so I played coloring book with this wip from like… December….. or something……….

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i WOULD eat if my body could just b normal abt. but nooooooo. eat sucks and is bad until the exact moment the sun alligns n i feel like i need 2 eat everything in my house or ill die. life is hell

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1, 12 and 31 :3 (hi fellow autistic infinite truther)

HI HI HELLO :3c!!!! 1. what initially drew you to infinite? was there a specific moment that hooked you? a particular mannerism that he displayed? or perhaps it was his design? his powers?

answered heeere

12. do you headcanon any significant events that shaped his worldview?

hmmmmm my hc for how the jackal squad was formed! i think they were siblings (w infinite being the oldest one) n infinite pretends not to care about them but in the deepest part of his heart he is fond of his siblings :3 so when he loses them something breaks in him and he stops caring about others cuz otherwise they get hurt AM I MAKING SENSE,

31. does he stim? what sort of stims does he have?

bear with me cuz im going to project a lil here- i think he stims by biting thingz >:D

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22, 23 and 33! :]

Oooh interesting picks!

22. do you think he's well travelled? where has he been?

Probably not, I'm sure Infinite hasn't been in large cities ever. And in terms of climate I think he stayed in more familiar enviroments: rocky deserts, savannahs and very rarely some forests and coasts.

I feel like he has trauma related with jungle for two reasons:

1. Their first mission there ended with his squad dying

2. He hates bugs parasites and overall abundance of life, it reminds him of times he looted corpses in various states of decomposition full of maggots, flies etc, he still has nightmares about it

23. do you headcanon him to have any special possessions?

Tbh no. I think he took pride in his sword (taken as a trophy from famous bandit captain), but after episode Shadow he abandoned all things that could remind him of his past identity, he doesn't know nor care about those stupid jackals and their captain (lies sweet lies that hold him together)

33. what do you think his plans were after the war? if they had won... what next?

There was no plan, just pure hatred. He is a man without tomorrow. His life is ruined and he will ruin as many others as he can until he is put down. Infinite did not have any hope in Eggman or himself. The fact that they almost won took him by surprise, he is conflicted about it. He probably should think about what will he do with Eggman being in charge of the empire, but it's too hard, it's a problem for future him, right now he will just carry out the orders and abuse his endless power.

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infinite the jackal ask game!

so i thought that for fun i would write up a bunch of questions for infinite fans to send to each other and answer! it'd be interesting to hear the different takes and headcanons etc, and maybe for those who like talking about him but don't know where to start, it could help break things down into more specific pieces instead of a bundle of stuff that's hard to pick apart, so. yea! :]

1. what initially drew you to infinite? was there a specific moment that hooked you? a particular mannerism that he displayed? or perhaps it was his design? his powers?

2. what's your favourite trait of his, and why is it your favourite?

3. what's your favourite part of his design? why?

4. scarf or fluff?

5. what kind of dynamic do you think he had with his team?

6. what other relationships do you think he's had? were they platonic? romantic? something difficult to label?

7. what do you think his parents were like?

8. how does he approach intimacy – of physical or emotional variety? does he avoid it? is he interested in it at all?

9. what do you think his dynamic was like with eggman? with orbot and cubot?

10. how do you think he met his team, and why did he become a mercenary?

11. what do you think his childhood was like?

12. do you headcanon any significant events that shaped his worldview?

13. how do you think he got the scar?

14. do you think he had any hobbies? any other skillsets outside of swordfighting?

15. do you have any sexuality and or gender headcanons?

16. do you have any disability headcanons?

17. how old do you think he is?

18. how do you feel about shadow killing squad jackal? do you headcanon otherwise?

19. do you think he can be redeemed? do you want him to be?

20. what do you think he wants more than anything else? does it align with what he says?

21. do you have any ships? what are they, and why?

22. do you think he's well travelled? where has he been?

23. do you headcanon him to have any special possessions?

24. what do you think is his favourite memory?

25. do you think his powers have side effects? what are they?

26. what does his self-care look like?

27. does he have a favourite scent? flavour? what about textures?

28. what kind of fashion can you see him wearing?

29. what would his texting style be like?

30. what sort of humor does he have?

31. does he stim? what sort of stims does he have?

32. what would be his greatest gesture of trust?

33. what do you think his plans were after the war? if they had won... what next?

34. how long have you been an infinite fan?

35. what do you think about his fate? is he dead? alive? somewhere between?

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you know infinite fandoms in hell the way every other post talking abt him is tagged w 'but i didnt play/dont care about forces XD'

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yeah