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@teamorkid @little69kitten @daddyslittlegirl16-blog1 @500days-0f-summer @prism-personal @daddystightpussyprincess @theoddportrait-stuff 

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can they please model together professionally 😩😩

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My late Valentines pair(?) or square. Love square. Just feel the plot. Happy Valentines 💖💖💖

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The National Academy of Sciences provides a free ‘science hotline’ for filmmakers in order to encourage more scientifically accurate movies. The service is free to both professional and amateur films, as well as TV and video game projects. 

Most of the Avengers films have used it, as well as Thor, TRON: Legacy, Prometheus, Green Lantern, Ant-Man, Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, and more.

Source

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Do any other american high schoolers have intense survivor’s guilt and trauma with school shootings even though they weren’t at your school?

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Hey sooooo, do you know the whole -text your partner "I want to have a baby" trope? That but in Miraculous,,, UwU

Chat Noir / Ladybug:

Adrien / Ladybug:

Chat Noir / Marinette:

Adrien / Marinette:

Nino / Alya:

Kagami / Chloe:

Bonus!!

Gabriel / Nathalie:

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ml fic recs

I’m too lazy to write a mini review, just know that these are really good and I love them all to bits and pieces and they’re all Love Square. Some are classics and a good chunk are uNDERAPPRECIATED FICS THAT I AM SURPRISED I FOUND.

tangled ribbons by demistories/ @sadrien​

Tikki’s New Friend by panda013 (Amiria_Raven)

The Night Patrol by chassecroise (rhapsodyinpink)/ @chassecroise​

spin cycle by tonguetiedcat

Sting by KryallaOrchid

Smoulder by midnightstarlightwrites

Of Brains and Brawn by Megatraven

Curiosity and Satisfaction by imthepunchlord

Over the Wall by imthepunchlord

Lucky Us by PrincessKitty1/ @geek-fashionista​

Riptide by itsamystery

Serendipitous Fate by SKayLanphear/ @skaylanphear​

Keep It In Your Plants by Reyxa

Stray Chat by Pozolegirl

Découvrir by Yilena

Little Bits of Mari by breeeliss

Retrouvailles by gigiree

A Brand New Dawn by whitebear_ofthe_watertribe/ @whitebear-ofthe-watertribe

Check Plus One by volti

C/h/atwalk by Inkkerfuffle/ @runningoutofink

I’m Here to Dance by kisstheprincessofpurewhite

Snuggle Bug by imthepunchlord

My Last Thoughts are of You by SKayLanphear

Le Chat Noir by ParadiseAvenger

Telltale by Zizzani

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OKAYYYYY SOOO

I'm sick and BORED as fuck so I edited this iconic Flavor of Love scene to fit into MLB

Also has this been done???? Pls I spend an hour on this don't let this flop

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It’s my birthday today. I’m a year older. And honestly I never thought I would be here right now. Alive. But, I am. And I’m proud of that.

Today marks the birth of new person and the death of an old one. I am not going to be someone who is down about the world. Someone who is closed off. Someone who is. . .well depressed. I refuse to be them. At 11:25 pm, August 25, 2019 marks the death of the old me and the birthday of a new me.

Happy Birthday to me 🥳

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Abusive Parents

I’m just going to touch on this real quick. I know no one actually reads these but, it’s more for me.

I have moved from one abusive parent to another. Only difference is I’m a young adult now. And one parent realized what they were doing was wrong and managed to mend the relationship before it was too late. Even now we’re still working on it.

The other was absent most of my life and only recently began to get involved. They feel as if I owe them something. They seem to blame me and the other parent for their misfortune in life. And I think they find joy in the other parents bad luck right now. They seem to think that they are the only one who can feel anything. They think I should be grateful for their help. I was. But, I see them for who they really are. Someone who only cares for themselves. They try to control and monitor me. Which of course I don’t mind telling them where I am but, when I have to ask persmission to leave the house and given a curfew as a legal adult is ridiculous. Also, they don’t believe that depression and anxiety are something young people suffer from because they don’t deserve it. Imagine having to “deserve” being depressed.

I know I am not the best offspring. And I know I can do better. But, being around the previously absent parent. . . I have cried and contemplated suicide more times in the last year living with them than I did the years I stayed with the other one. I’ve been dealing with MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) for well over half my life. I was doing well the last couple years and to have a relapse to the point where getting out of bed when I don’t need to is an accomplishment, well stranger, it sucks. I’m constantly stressed. I’m always sad. And I know this is my choice. My choice to be in this situation but, there are other things in play that stop me from leaving. Completely honest love, my life went to shit 2 years ago and it hasn’t changed. The second I think it’s going to get better something else comes and yanks me by the ass. The bad has outweighed the good. But I guess that’s life for you. I hope to change that soon. I’m going to be happy for myself. By myself. I’m going to be healthy and wealthy and thrive. One day. One day soon. And I wish the same for whoever reads this.

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8.10.19

Today, I cleaned my room. I haven’t cleaned my room in like 2 weeks. Partly because I’ve been working a lot. Partly because I’ve fallen back into this depressed state. I hate it. I feel better now that I’ve cleaned it. I ate something today and I’m drinking water. I’m going out with a friend later. For the first time in weeks. I hope it will be fun.

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This is my blog

So after today, I decided I need an outlet for my mental illness. Everywhere else is too public or people will be able to trace it to me and this...isn’t. Not really. I’m going to use this as a way to track my progress. The ups and downs I guess. Hopefully, this not only helps me but, people going through similar things.

Today was a not so good day. I’ve been under a lot of stress lately due to family, school and work. It is about to be 10 pm and I’m just now making food. I had chips and salsa earlier but, not a meal. I just started drinking some water. I haven’t really talked all day. All day I’ve been thinking that it would just be easier if I didn’t exist. I know that it’s not completely true. But, things are hard right now and no one is confirming my importance in their life. So I have just been feeling like this. I hate feeling this way because I do stupid things when I do. By the time, I have posted this I will have finished two cups of water and made food. It’s not much but, it’s something.

If you feel like this or suffer from a mental illness or know someone that does, don’t let yourself or that person distance themselves. Have someone check in on you or check in on them. I dont really have anyone right now and I don’t like burdening myself on others because a lot of people in my life have their own problems to worry about. And if you feel the same way I do, well I like distracting myself by trying to solve other peoples problems so I don’t mind if you talk to me.

I hope whoever is reading this has a good morning/good evening/good night.

~Signing off~

#mentalillness #copingmechanism #depression #anxiety #blog #psychology #talkaboutit #outlet #tumblr

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I just love dogs

this is the money dog, repost in the next 24 hours and money will come your way!!

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Review Blog

I’m turning this into a review blog. I’m gonna be reviewing movies, tv shows and books. Maybe even doing reaction time during tv show airings! I have a few movies/tv shows I’m gonna be reviewing over the next few days! Thanks !