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lone star | Peter Quill

Summary: the aftermath of a life altering fight.

A/N: cross posted on my wattpad in honor of my Peter Quill collection hitting 105K and being #1 in fandom imagines.

The Milano drifted through the dark expanse of space, an echo of loneliness amid the vast, indifferent cosmos. Inside, the Guardians had all mostly fallen silent, each wrapped in their own private turmoil. Peter sat alone in the cockpit, his gaze fixed on the shimmering stars beyond. He could hardly see them through the blur of his tears.

You had tried to find solace in the endless reaches of the universe, hoping that time and distance would heal the fractures in your relationship with Peter. But the galaxy had a cruel way of amplifying pain rather than mending it.

The argument that had torn you apart replayed in Peter’s mind with relentless cruelty. It had been a shouting match, born from frustration and unspoken fears. The kind of argument that left scars deeper than any physical wound could ever imagine.

"I can’t keep doing this, Peter!" you had yelled, your voice breaking off near the end. "We’re not the same people we used to be. We’re suffocating each other."

Peter had tried to hold on, but his attempts to reach out only drove you further away. "I don’t know how to fix this!" he had shouted back, desperation and vulnerability lacing his words. "I thought we’d make it work. I thought… I thought you were my forever."

Your departure from the cockpit was a crushing silence, each step echoing the finality of the end. You retreated to a other room for the night, avoiding his eyes as you passed him in the narrow corridors of the ship. It felt like an entire lifetime had collapsed into those few moments.

Now, alone in the cockpit, Peter replayed the memory of your last moments together, unable to escape the crushing realization of how far he had let things fall apart. The words you’d exchanged seemed to float around him like specters, haunting and accusing.

He had tried to convince himself that breaking up was the right thing, that it was necessary for both of you to find yourselves. But every moment spent apart made the agony of that decision sink deeper into his soul, eating away at him as the seconds ticked by.

He reached for a familiar object—a mixtape, a relic from when things were simpler, when every song seemed to speak of a bright future together. He had made it for you, filled with songs that once made you both smile and dance. Now, it was just a reminder of how broken things had become.

The first notes of the mixtape played, each song a sharp reminder of your shared past. The lyrics, once full of promise and joy, now twisted into cruel echoes of what could have been. Peter buried his face in his hands, overwhelmed by the weight of his regret and sorrow.

He had hoped that time would make things easier, that the pain would eventually dull. But as he sat alone in the cockpit, the cold, sterile environment of the ship seemed to mock him, emphasizing the chasm between you that he could never truly bridge. Every star outside the window felt like a distant, unreachable point of light, reflecting the void left by your absence.

In the quiet of the Milano, the reality settled in: the space between you was not just physical but emotional and irrevocable. And as the stars glimmered coldly in the infinite void, Peter was left with nothing but the haunting silence of what once was and a broken heart that nothing in the cosmos could ever mend.

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this slaps honestly

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Uh enjoy my sleepy ramblings about Dean Winchester!

Dean Winchester is the type of girl dad who'd put a tiara and makeup on just to make his little girl happy. He'd let her paint his nails and proudly show it off to Sam, Cass, and Jack. He's the type to insist on daddy-daughter dances every year that they're offered. If his daughter dressed as a princess for Halloween, he'd dress as a prince. He would watch "girly" cartoons with her and become invested in the story.

Dean would make sure his girl knew how grateful he was for her existence. He'd be the exact opposite of John when it came to raising his baby. I don't see him ever raising his voice with her either. If there were ever any problems, he'd have an actual conversation with her about it.

Dean is the definition of gentle parenting.

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One fanfic a day,

keeps the mental illness away

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Y/N: Hey, Sam, do you think I could fit in the dryer? Dean doesn’t think I can

Sam: Let’s- and I cannot stress this enough- not do that

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so can we start hunting down white liberals now or what

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I want to so badly hug my favorite character who has suffered so much and just let them know they're okay. I want to hug them and give them the love they deserve. I want to hold their hand as they talk about their feelings. I want them to know someone is on their side.

If they're insecure? I want them to know how beautiful I think they are both inside and out. Their "flaws" make them who they are and so many people love them, flaws and all. Being overweight or covered in scars, they're still worthy of all the love in the world.

If they have strained relationships with their family? I want them to know they aren't alone and I understand the pain. I want them to know family isn't specifically blood relation. Family can be friends.

If they're neurodivergent or disabled?  I want them to know that doesn't define their worth. I want them to know how much respect I have for them for getting through a world which isn't designed for people like us.

I dont know.

I hate seeing people in pain, and I would love nothing more than to take some of their pain away, any way I can. 

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Can I ask who you write for? Just to make sure before I request lol

Hi! I'm willing to write for the following, however if a character isnt listed, feel free to request anyway and I'll write for them! (Or if they're from a source/fandom not listed, give a small description and I'll research them before writing!)

MARVEL

-Peter Parker

-Harry Osborne (TASM only)

-Tony Stark

-Clint Barton

-Loki

-Peter Quill

The Walking Dead

-Negan Smith

-Rick Grimes

-Daryl Dixon

Supernatural

-Dean Winchester

-Sam Winchester

-Castiel

House M.D

-Dr.House

-Dr. Wilson

Anime Characters

-Gojo Satoru

-Yuji Itadori

-Sukuna

- Most BNHA characters

Others

-Leon Kennedy

-Anakin Skywalker

-Sirius Black (older and younger)

-Remus Lupin (older and younger)

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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Two years of writing today!!! Kinda insane to see how far I've come :') thank you guys for the support & love

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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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I don’t run away because you’re so cool!! I’m glad you like it :)

Special birthday post for one of my dearest friends!

@mr-tr4sh-g0blin , we met clear back in December 2021 from a random post, but since then you've become one of my best friends in the entire world. I know I dont reply as frequently as I should, but you mean so much to me.

I hope you know just how loved and cherished you are. I hope today treats you wonderfully and I hope the next year brings you nothing but good fortune.

Thank you for always being here for me, no matter what. You're an incredible person, and I am truly blessed to have you in my life.

With love,

Rain :)

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wifi has been out the last week so i’ve been unable to post or write. Hopefully should be back up and running by the time I get home tonight. If everything goes well, expect posts this weekend! thanks :)

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I am such a “huh” ass bitch. Lmao i got bad hearing sorry

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Special birthday post for one of my dearest friends!

@mr-tr4sh-g0blin , we met clear back in December 2021 from a random post, but since then you've become one of my best friends in the entire world. I know I dont reply as frequently as I should, but you mean so much to me.

I hope you know just how loved and cherished you are. I hope today treats you wonderfully and I hope the next year brings you nothing but good fortune.

Thank you for always being here for me, no matter what. You're an incredible person, and I am truly blessed to have you in my life.

With love,

Rain :)

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me: i’m in my [character/fandom] era. i think it’s going to be permanent

also me, literally a week later: i’m in my [different character/fandom] era. i think it’s going to be permanent

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To those in our community who do not have the support and love they need this month and every other month in the year, I see you. I love you. You are so fucking important and do not let people crush your spark. It doesn’t matter if you’re publicly out or if you’re still in the closet. You deserve to know that your sexuality, the special thing that makes you you is amazing. It’s a beautiful thing. If you have a preference, if you don’t have a preference, you still matter no questions asked. You’re still a human being deserving of love, and I will be that source of love if you find yourself alone this month. My ask box is always open. My dms are always open.

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It's pride month again so you know what that means.

I'm here to scream at the top of my lungs

Peter fucking Parker is bisexual in every god damn universe

I don't care if you dont agree, that's your loss.