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you're back!! i hope you've been having a good summer and have been staying safe/cool in this harsh heat.

as for me, i've had a fairly decent few weeks. i went on a small trip and have been getting back into art, lately. my darling and i are better than ever!! i truly believe he's the one for me. i'm also learning how to be more comfortable with my ... obsession, even if i would still never let him know.

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That's awesome! Always nice to get a good update, and seems like things are going good. Hoping it keeps on that way!

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my darling barely talks to me anymore. i see he was active on tumblr one hour ago, but no response to my fucking texts. he doesn't say i love you anymore, he hasn't said it in almost two weeks, two entire fucking weeks. he posts these vague lyrics alluding to not loving me, to not wanting me using me as a way to stop being lonely and numb, but when i ask about them he tells me the lyrics have no meaning. maybe they don't. maybe i'm overthinking it, maybe maybe maybe. but we used to be on the phone at ungodly hours of the night and now you ignore me. you reject my devotion to you. have you been busy, my angel? it only takes a few fucking moments you know, two seconds to tell me you care about me. that you love me. good morning, goodnight baby, i love you. maybe that we sleep together on the phone we don't even have to talk i just want to feel close to you, thats all i ask for. you push me away and know i will wait around for you like a pathetic kicked dog. i'm patient, even though sometimes i hate you so deeply i cant even explain that doesn't stop the bliss when you respond. i'm a good mutt, i'm your dog n no one else could hurt me as good as you. — 🪚

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She hasn't talked to me all day... After telling me yesterday that she'd talk today.

I'm fucking pissed. Not at her, never at her.. just.. mad because I want to hear from her. I feel like I'm going insane.

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what is up, my dude !!???!! how was the big break??!

my mutuals and i hav missed u

ur a hot topic

Hey, Roadkill! The big break was pretty intense, a lot of things happened, but it was much needed to feel better and come back. Saying a big hello to your moots, and I'm glad to be back!

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update for the masses ( nobody remembers me ) I got into a situationship with my darling . <333 One step closer to dating heeheheheh . He calls me his good dog and his prince and his husband . Giggling kicking my feet …. -✉️ ( I think this is my emoji ? I forgot and I ‘ m too lazy to go digging to try n remember )

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Im fucking losing it here not seeing you for 2 days, my heart can't take it, im so worried if you are ok. very very very worried.

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How do you guys make friends on tumblr?

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Fuck if I know. LMFAO

But really, you can do it through anon, or you can do it through your actual account. Talk to the person you want to befriend, make your intentions clear, and chat with them! You can start with sending anon (or not) asks, chatting there, or you can go right for messaging with them. If they like Tumblr's system of chatting, stick with that, if not, then you can keep trying to get along until you two are close enough to move over to a better platform. It's just about connecting, talking, and having fun!

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hey there red, my apologies for not interacting much, things happen, , ,

but i just had to deal with the most heart wrenching news about my sweetheart that made me feel so sick i almost lost my appetite,

i was doing so well and bonding lovingly towards them these past couple weeks until,,they told me one day that they just did the deed with someone else.

i don't understand. i just don't fucking understand it. we were so cuddly towards eachother every night and they go out of their way to stab me in the back.

my whole obsession feels ruined, im afraid ill never feel the same way i used to towards them again. my poor sweetie...

- sincerely, 🌹

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Do you love me? Even a little bit? Maybe not the way my future angel will, but at all? You make use of me, and I'm grateful for it. But, I'm scared I'll be used up with nothing to refill with if this continues. . . Maybe dogs really have no business being around angels, their own or not. 🟦

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He wants to get a tattoo to represent me…he’s gonna do it. I feel like this is such a symbol of his commitment, and I couldn’t be happier. My darling wants me, my beloved wants some part of me etched into his skin…I’m always afraid they’ll leave, but this feels like the biggest evidence that they won’t. I’m gonna be there. I’ll be in his skin. ~🔨

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She says she needs to escape from her home. She says she will not be coming back. I keep trying to convince her to let me help, I have the time and money to go collect her but she keeps refusing. She insists she does not want to be a burden to me, even when I beg her to let me help. I'm scared. I don't care about anything else, I just want her safe but. . . To only be given 2 weeks together is painful. I'm doing all I can to at least cherish our time together but. . . She won't really speak with me anymore either. I worry she feels guilty or that she's already leaving me. 🟦

That’s horrid. I’m so sorry, I wish you could just go get her and keep her safe like you deserve to. If you know anyone around her, irl or online, ask them too.

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Welcome back, Red, I hope you are well. I'm sorry to bother you, but I am in a panic. My angel is finally mine, and I love her so much, I do everything she tells me to do without complaint! I know she's my angel because she told me how sorry she is that she didn't come out of hiding sooner and that she's been looking for me too but. . . In 2 weeks, she says she is going to vanish. She won't let me change her mind, she won't let me help her, she won't let me follow, she won't let me throw myself to anyone else after. I feel like I'm drowning, I can't focus during the day, she's started to rarely respond to my messages. Ah. . . I don't know what to do. 🟦

Where is she going? Any promise she’ll return? If you can keep her away all to yourself, maybe that would work, but be careful. If not, try to convince her or at least make the most of the time you have.

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Really funny that you came back as soon as I started thinking about your blog.

Welcome back, Red.

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What can I say! My timing is impeccable. And thanks so much!

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Hi! I've been feeling despair lately, but it's alright, I'm getting better at drawing and am having New hopes of meeting him in the future.

After all, Gabriel is my one and only.

— 📘🪽

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im so obsessed with him, i don’t know why. he doesn’t think of me that way, and i know it. but i can’t stop the feeling in my stomach whenever i think of him. i want him to be mine. or me to be his either way i don’t know. i hate this lonely feeling. the one sided obsession with someone. it’s sickening. - @crpsebnny

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hi ,, i rly like hw u color coordinated all ur emoji anons .

this isnt a confession but i js wanted 2 say tht i rlyappreciate the effort

Thanks! A great anon did it for me.

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ambiguity makes me anxious. what exactly are your intentions with me? with us?

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