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Show up everyday for yourself like you do others…

And just watch how far you fly

Love ,

April

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If I could make a deal with god ….

It would still be for all of you.

Love ,

April

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Those eyes are so kind it warms my heart

But they’re almost empty.

Love ,

Women on the bus

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Tolerance does not mean immunity

Take that break please

Love ,

April

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No one will have you like yourself.

So please.

Love you more than more ever could.

Love , April

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It hurts when you realize that they too were just like everyone else.

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Move forward on your own

Or go back to the comfort with your friends ?

The first option is scary but it’s true growth

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Give hope and inspire people to do better and good.

April.

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I love love

Love more than ever could

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Happiness is within you

This took me 26 years to realize

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Perfection only stops pursuit… so be you flaws and all

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It’s like I was put here to change the lives of others

Forever taking on their problems

Pain Fear Addictions Hopes Dreams Demons Generational curses Trauma etc.

And when they’re ready to stand on their own and fight

they go ….

And I’m left all alone

Smiling with watery eyes

The process is so painful …

At least I know I helped

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Prone to chaos and loss

Forever stuck in the fire but immune to the results of prolonged exposure to it ……

Forever recovering from what should be life ending

Forced to constantly pick myself back up and put the pieces back together

The scars will always be visible

I one day hope to turn this curse into a gift

The curse of a unbreakable soul the soul of a fighter

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I can’t escape it

Madness at every corner

If not every day then every other

Not matter where i go

Unyielding and unrelenting just as I am

As always I will stand in fight with restless eyes

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I was scared all my life

I did everything everyone wanted of me

Everything wasn’t enough

I was scared to let my anchors down

When I let my anchors go I realized everything was so much more lighter

I was free from that weight and burden

I could breathe freely and it scared me more because now I have to figure out what I wanted

I had never learned to do for me

I could fly as high as I wanted but to where

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Original

Trust in you

Have you ever failed you

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Before I lay myself to sleep

I pray to you my soul to keep

I hope it’s not too late for me.