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Silent Constellations

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chrollo lucilfer x reader

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sʏɴᴏᴘsɪs- ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ʙᴇɢɪɴɴɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴛɪsᴛ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғɪɴᴅ ɪɴsᴘɪʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ ʙɪɢ ᴘᴀɪɴᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇɴ’ᴛ ʜᴀᴠɪɴɢ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʟᴜᴄᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ ғɪɴᴅɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴀɪɴᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ʏᴏᴜ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴘᴀssɪᴏɴᴀᴛᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴄʜʀᴏʟʟᴏ Lᴜᴄɪʟғᴇr

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I’m Sitting on the ground feeling so lost on what to paint about I used to never have to think about what to paint I would just know instantly as soon as I picked up a brush but lately it hasn’t been that easy I have been having a painters block.

I find it’s easy to paint how I’m feeling and no I don’t just splatter differs paints onto a canvas in a fit of emotion and call it art far from that actually. As a painter I do enjoy painting in my most comfortable state in my underwear I keep my white tank top on leaving my pierced belly button revealed

I run my hands through my hair blowing the smaller strands out of my face my I lay on my back striving for a singular thought of something I could possibly paint anything some stars, a woman, a feeling I’m desperate for this painters block to pass already.

The air was soft melodic even as I sit there deciding to light a cigarette taking a deep hit I didn’t even notice him there in the doorway at first. Chrollo had a way of blending into shadows when there were none in sight I had seen him after a few moments looking over my shoulder he was leaning against the doorframe watching me in a unreadable expression I lock eyes with him

“Do you always look like you stepped out of my dreams” the low timbre of his voice startled me I take another hit the fine tipped paintbrush in my other hand slipped through my fingers at this point “how long were you standing there ?” I ask out of pure curiosity

He just stands there for a short period of time before responding “I haven’t been here long I just came in about a minute before you noticed” I take in another hit before noticing the amount of ash and flicking it into the ash jar getting rid of the cigarette “It just seems I can’t stay away” he starts again I began looking up at him

I flash a shy grin “What is there to stay away from, this beautiful mess I’ve made of the studio?” I say

He chuckled under his breath at my remark the sound rich and warm, like sunlight breaking through the clouds “No,” he replied, his voice softening. “From you.”

The weight of his words had changed the feel of the room in the moment, Im not really sure what to say Instead of talking I just had kept the same grin on my face as he knelt down beside me. His dark eyes swept over the half-finished canvas in front of you, lingering on the swirling colors and soft, abstract shapes.

“What are you painting?” he asked, his tone curious but gentle.

I glance at the canvas, suddenly self conscious under his gaze. I bite my lip slightly before responding before looking back at him “well….. I’m not really sure yet” I admitted “but I think It’s everything I can’t say out loud” I say my voice lowering I lightly trace my fingers against the wooden frame “It’s like my hands are trying to make sense of something my heart feels, but my mind can’t put into words.”

I feel chrollos gaze shift from the swirling colors to me “what is it your heart feels?” He asked, his voice soft yet probing, as though he were unraveling a mystery hidden between your words. I take a deep breath “ a sense of longing” right the words come out of my mouth after I feel a regret in sharing the vulnerability out of my mouth unsure of what he would say in response I look to study his face

his expression was calm eyes as dark as ink I decide to continue my explanation further “Not for something specific, just... a connection. Something bigger than me. Like there’s this vastness, this… infinite something out there. And I’m reaching for it.”

“I understand,” he said finally I look at him my eyes looking into his deeper the question bothers me does he actually understand me? I look at him slightly in shock as I have never accurately been able to talk about my feeling with someone to actually understand

“There’s a pull into the unknown isn’t there? A desire to touch what we can’t quite see but know exists. Like a star that’s too far to grasp, yet it still lights the way.”

His accurate articulation of my words was spot on exactly what I have been trying to express it sent a shiver down my spine “exactly” I mumbled “that’s it!”

I almost instantly throw my arms up in celebration of this discovery I find myself embracing chrollo the heat of him is great I feel it on my back as he embraces me as well

“I think sometimes you are the star that I have failed so many times in the past to reach” he reveals to me in that moment my cheeks heat up at his words I let go of him and he does the same to me we then lock eyes before he slowly presses his lips against mine

Chrollo is a handsome man I could have only dreamed of him making love to me before today what was only a fantasy soon quickly became reality

We soon found ourselves running to my bed desperate to feel the warmth of each-other he began kissing my neck trailing down I then feel his hands tread lower to my ass grabbing it harshly he then picks me up places me on the bed he begins stripping all articles of clothing

Before I then take off everything but before I can get to my underwear he pulls them down for me as I lie down on my back he kissed one of my feet as he takes my underwear off standing at the edge of my bed I smirk at him

He looks at me with eyes full of lust “flip” I do just that my ass now in full view of him I arch my back as he then rubs my ass gently before smacking it several times my ass surely has his hand print on it I wince at the stinging but I like it

Suddenly he slams into me thrusting at a face pace I moan out his name as he hits my g spot at every thrust he begins to grunt I look back curiously wondering what chrollo looks like during sex he looks so hot I think he’s sweating he then catches me looking back at him then smacks my ass and grabs my hair “ look straight “y/n“ I bite my lip at his words looking straight

I moan as he speeds up his pace he smacks my ass again I cry out at it the pleasure he’s giving me is unmatched to anything I have felt before. This moment feels so euphoric I could even feel tears forming in my eyes tears of joy

Suddenly he then pulls out carefully and flips me he looks down at me his built body overshadowing my room light he rubs his hands over my stomach “mm you’re so beautiful beneath me y/n” he then pulls me closer to the edge of the bed aligning my entrance with his member and he places his hands on my hips before he resumes thrusting the same pace as before

I since in a mix of pain and pleasure I grip at the sides of the pillows I lay my head on tightly I feel my walls get tighter around chrollo I tell him I’m close and he says he is too after a few more thrust we came together I moaned the loudest I had ever moaned that night

Chrollo then crawled in bed laying down next to me we both stare at the ceiling for what feels like forever just then I feel like a fool for not sleeping with chrollo earlier this man is a professional and he helped me figure out exactly what I am going to paint Silent constellations. They’re like our feelings for eachother —quiet, always there, and connected, even if no one else notices. It’s like they hold all these unspoken feelings,

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"Love, betrayal, and a leader's dangerous charm..."

The Angel And The Thief

When Y/N meets Chrollo, she isn’t prepared for the secrets he hides—or the way he unravels her life. But how do you walk away when the devil holds your heart in his hands?

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(I just published this new story with four amazing chapters)

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The devil in my bed (hisoka x reader) SMUT

(when you feel your relationship with chrollo has run its course you are caught in a moment of desperation you give in to the temptation of hisokas touch)

I sit across from him, the man I once proudly called mine. The room is quiet, save for the steady hum of the world outside, but inside, my thoughts are loud, screaming at me to recognize the truth. I am not blind to it yet still hesitant to throw away something that could possibly be repaired.

I don’t know this man I sit across from.

His eyes, once filled with purpose and something I dared to call love, are cold as ice now, as unreadable as the pages of the stolen books he treasures. He doesn’t look at me the way he used to—not with curiosity, not with sexual appeal anymore. Now, it feels like he looks through me, like I’m another object in his world, useful but replaceable.

I thought I knew him. I thought I could unravel the mystery that is Chrollo Lucilfer, stand beside him as an equal, love him in a way no one else could. But the man I fell for—the man who made me believe in something greater than myself—is long gone. Or maybe, I was wrong, and he was never there to begin with.

I still see glimpses of him, in the way he adjusts my coat before I step outside, in the way his hand lingers just a little too long on mine when he takes something from me. But it feels hollow, like muscle memory rather than love.

Lord knows how I craved that man to touch me the way he used to. He hasn’t touched me months. I craved a intimate moment with him .We always made love passionately, rough but passionate.

“You’re quiet,” he says, his voice low, smooth interrupting my thoughts. The same voice that once made my heart skip a beat now feels like a distant echo.

“I don’t know what to say.” My words are careful, measured. I don’t know this man well enough to speak freely anymore.

He doesn’t press me. He never dares to. He leaves the room instead, disappearing into the shadows as he always does, leaving me alone with the weight of everything I’ve tried to hold together.

I breathe deeply, trying to steady myself, but the lump in my throat won’t go away. I’ve never felt so unseen, so unwanted. I don’t know when I started craving something—anything—that might make me feel alive again.

And then he’s there.

Hisoka.

He leans against the doorway like he’s been waiting for this moment, for the cracks in my resolve to finally show. His smile is sharp, predatory, but his voice is soft when he speaks.

“Rough night darling~?” His tone is teasing, but his eyes—those gleaming, dangerous eyes—tell me he knows. He always knows.

I should tell him to leave. I should shut him down the way I always do. But tonight, I can’t find the courage to stop what has always felt inevitable

“I’m fine,” I lie. My voice wavers, betraying me. I quickly flash a shy grin to hide it

Hisoka steps closer, and I don’t stop him. He’s hot, far too hot, and the room feels smaller with every inch he closes between us.

“You don’t have to lie to me.” His hand brushes against mine, light as a feather, but I feel it everywhere. “You look... lost.” He says while placing a hand on my left cheek i Can almost instantly feel it heat up.

I can’t Denie He’s right. I am lost.

And for a moment, I hate myself for the way I don’t pull away. For the way my body leans into his touch, desperate for something—anything—to fill the void Chrollo has left behind.

“It’s not a good idea,” I whisper, but the words sound weak, even to me.

“Maybe not,” he murmurs, his breath ghosting over my skin. “But since when have you cared about good ideas?”

I don’t know if it’s the loneliness, the heartbreak, or the way his hands feel against me, but by the time his lips find mine, I stop thinking altogether. I give in to temptation

For the first time in months, I feel something other than emptiness. And I know it’s wrong. I know it’s a mistake. But tonight, I don’t care.

Hisoka and I soon find ourselves on bed he is on top of me like a animal in heat

Hisoka and I soon find ourselves on the  bed he is on top of me like a animal in heat feeling me up under my shirt and soon my pants  his touch sends a sensation through my body I longed to feel

We each begin tossing articles of clothing until each of us are bare he then puts his mouth to my nipple and begins to suck his hands massaging my other nipple I gasp at his action out of sheer shock for a moment the feeling of pleasure just by this is immense

He makes eye contact with me during this I slide my fingers into his hair massaging his scalp his hair is so soft I pull it slightly when he switches to the other nipple repeating the process I can't help but moan

I feel his member harden at my thigh almost immediately after I impatiently slide my hand down to my entrance and begin rubbing gently hisoka gets off of my chest and gives me a look with a slight frown "impatient are you ? Y/n"  he smacks my hand away from between my legs before he inserts two of his fingers

He starts of slow, and I moan the more and more he speeds up he begins to whisper all the dirty fantasies he has had about me in my ear “ever since chrollo first brought you around I knew I wanted to have my way with you “ I look into his eyes

If you were to ask me a year ago if I would find myself in bed with this man I would have told you no and laughed at the mere thought . “I’ll make sure you won’t regret this” he removes his fingers then

Without warning he swiftly enters me I moan his name his size hitting a spot I didn’t know was possible I scratch a back as it hurts just as much as it feels good he thrusts in and out at a godly pace I feel my walls tighten around him he moans as I do

I wrap my arms around his back scratching deeper now screaming his name in between moans I feel so hot hisoka then positions his head into my neck sucking my neck filling it with love bites all the while still keeping the same pace fucking my brains out

I feel hot tears come running down my cheeks at the amount of pleasure I was receiving from this man I feel myself nearing my climax more and more I then tell hisoka this in between moans he shares he is also close to finishing when he finnaly gets of my neck and sees my tear stained face he looks confused and chuckles

“Darling your crying, I hope I didn’t hurt you” I shake my head side to side before he presses his lips onto mine and we finish together I moan in the kiss we remain connected for what feels like hours in that moment before he gets up for air and completely removes himself rolling to the other side of the bed I look over at him in pure admiration I had never made love like that before

Who knew it could be that intense? I had never cried during it before. I had never scratched someone so much. I realize just how badly hisoka’s back is scratched when I see him place a hand on his back and slightly wince

I sit up quickly apologize for scratching him so deeply I then see his mouth shape into a smirk running his hand along my bare thigh exclaiming he preferred rough sex so there was no reason to apologize

The silence after is unbearable the room feels heavier all of a sudden suffocating, as if it knows what I’ve done. I lie there, staring at the ceiling, the faint sound of Hisoka’s steady breathing filling the room. My skin still burns where his hands had been, but it’s not warmth I feel the realization quickly hits it’s shame.

What have I done?

I close my eyes, hoping the darkness will make it all go away, but it only makes his presence feel closer. The bed shifts as he moves beside me, and I feel the weight of him there like a reminder I can’t escape.

"You’re thinking too much," Hisoka’s voice cuts through the air, low and taunting. I don’t have to look at him to know he’s smiling, amused by the chaos in my head.

I wrap the sheet tighter around me, as if it can somehow erase what just happened. I don’t answer him. I don’t trust myself to speak.

"The devil in my bed," the thought strikes like a knife, and I swallow hard, bitterness rising in my throat. "That’s what he is. That’s what I let him become."

Hisoka leans closer, his breath brushing against my shoulder. "Regret doesn’t suit you, darling," he purrs. "You made a choice—own it."

"The devil in my bed," I think again, the words ringing in my head like a curse. "And I was the one who invited him in."

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why does he look like every manipulative ex bf from a dark romance mahwa

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