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i found brimstone in my garden i found roses set on fire and i found jesus- what a liar

little pistol mother mother

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he can see dean’s soul from miles away  ,  bright /  shining / reborn  !  it is holier than the others surrounding it . a clear beacon of hope that any angel could see . his own hosts body responds in kind to the sight  /  goose pimples popping up on otherwise unchanging skin .  only the righteous man can pull such a reaction from him . playing him like a stringed instrument , every word a HOLY sign that he is indeed the same dean , that castiel has been helping for so long. he appears beside dean , teleporting from the heavens to his side . celestial being encompassed in a vessel to small  /  but strong enough to house him. he hopes he’s still remembered though it’s been so long.

 “ dean winchester , you are born again from death . it’s good to see you once more . ”

there was a bitter taste that lingered inside of dean’s dry mouth. he was parched, he felt like he had been dragging his own body through a dry, barren wasteland. his balance was off, so he used the trees around him to steady him. there was a light flutter of wings, he could almost feel the tips of the feathery wings brush up against his cheek. he turned to his right, to see a being standing before him. a beckon of light seemed to radiant from them, causing a warm comfort to envelope the hunter like a blanket. his eyes widened a bit. he could feel the presence of an old friend. even though he wore a different body, he could still tell. you are born again from death “cas?--” hesitation. “how--how long?” he couldn’t find the words. but he knew cas would understand. he was the only one who could.

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The night was dark, the girl couldn’t even see her hands in front of her as she sat beside the boy, waiting for him to wake up, at least she hoped he was beside her, the young telepath jumped at the sudden yelp of panic, quickly crawling over to where the voice had come from, a few feet away. 

“Shut up, shut up shut up shut up-” flicking on an almost dead flashlight, making a yellow glow instead of the bright white light she was used to she looked at the man, mixing her fear with his into her eyes. “If you scream, he will find you, he’ll find me, and I sure as hell don’t want to go back into that hell hole.” the younger female whispered frantically blond hair that was matted with blood, and cuts along her face moved back a bit, giving the man some room. “It hasn’t been day time for a long time. I’m surprised I found you, my flashlight was going to run out when I saw you laying here about? Three days ago? I’m not sure, time is weird here. But be quiet.”

It was so dark that Dean didn’t even notice the girl standing only a few feet from him. His heart was racing so fast, he couldn’t comprehend his surroundings. Dean covered his eyes from the light of the flashlight. It wasn’t bright, but it felt like it was the brightest thing he’d ever seen. His eyes were so used to the darkness that any form of light caused them to sting and ache.

Wide eyes glanced down at the girl. He instinctively raised his hands a bit, as if the girl was ready to pull a trigger. Once he realized he was in no current danger, he lowered his hands. With a furrowed brow Dean crept closer to the girl. “What are you talking about? Who will find us?” He said in a soft whisper. He backed up a bit and batted his eyes as he took in this information. “Where exactly is here? and who are you?” He had so many questions. The sound of a twig snapping, following the crunch of leaves caused Dean to turn around quickly towards the sound. It was too dark to see, but something was there.

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[ ugh i wanna reply to you guys but xkit won’t download. helppp!! ]

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he had been asleep for a long time. his eyes were still heavy and his vision, still blurred. where had he gone? does he know what he’s done? maybe its better to stay repressed in the back of his scarred brain. he appeared back into this life, with confusion written all over his face. he looked him himself, sounded like himself, felt---like himself. but he was alone. in this dark, damp patch of forest. he looked up to see the stars flickering above the tree tops. “hello!?” he called out, his voice shivering with sudden panic. “anyone out there?!” he called out again, hoping for a friendly reply.

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[ Hi guys. I’m currently in the process of reclaiming all my RP blogs. For the time being I’ll be here: https://dimiittas.tumblr.com/  thank you ]

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[ Hi guys. I’m currently in the process of reclaiming all my RP blogs. For the time being I’ll be here: https://dimiittas.tumblr.com/  thank you ]

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Discord Server

Hey guys! I know I’ve been gone awhile. I do miss all of you so I decided to make a discord RP server. ANYONE can join! https://discord.gg/JncTHQu

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“He had green eyes, so I wanted to sleep with him. 

Green eyes flecked with yellow, dried leaves on the surface of a pool. You could drown in those eyes, I said. The fact of his pulse, the way he pulled his body in, out of shyness or shame or a desire, not to disturb the air around him. Everyone could see the way his muscles worked, the way we look like animals, his skin barely keeping him inside. I wanted to take him home, and rough him up and get my hands inside him, drive my body into his like a crash test car. I wanted to be wanted, and he was very beautiful, kissed with his eyes closed, and only felt good while moving. You could drown in those eyes, I said, so it’s summer, so it’s suicide, so we’re helpless in sleep and struggling at the bottom of the pool.”

Richard Siken

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Jack Conte | Yeah Yeah Yeah (version one)

I bought you a gift It’s a picture frame For my face When you decide To place me in the past Because nothing lasts I won’t talk or move I’ll fit well upon a bookshelf When I look upon myself I’ll disappear There’s nothing there to see me

Yeah, yeah, yeah I knew it all along I knew it From the very start I felt it in my heart (If there’s even One to feel)

And you’re always on my mind But I never mind the space That you take up in my veins I’ll take you any way I can Cause day by day, we’ll fade away

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DEAN IS A NATURAL ON THIS BULL. ONE HAS TO WONDER WHERE AND HOW HE DEVELOPED HIS RIDING SKILLS

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worried starters

trigger warnings apply! ( mental illness, drugs and alcohol use, self-destructive behaviours, and vomiting )

“You haven’t slept for days, have you?” “Are you eating properly? You don’t look it.” “Why do you keep stumbling over your words? Just how tired are you?” “You need to think about yourself every once in a while.” “I know your work is important, but you’re going to end up in hospital if you go on like this!” “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?” “You look so… empty. I’m worried for you, please talk to me.” “Are you alright in there? You’re so quiet.” “How did you get these bruises? Please don’t lie to me.” “There’s something bothering you that you’re not telling me and I can see it slowly destroying you. What happened?” “You’re sleep deprived and you haven’t been eating. Why do you think you’re feeling dizzy?” “I can give you some pills to help you sleep. They aren’t healthy, but this is even less healthy.” “If you didn’t just blink I would’ve sworn you were dead, that’s how sickly you’re looking. Go to bed, please!” “Have you drank all of these bottles in one weekend?!” “I know you don’t want this, but it’s for your own good. Sign the papers so they can pick you up tomorrow and you can get clean.” “What the hell are you doing?! Did you do that to yourself?!” “When was the last time you left the house? Or opened the curtains for that matter.” “Here, just keep breathing. It’ll be okay. Better out than in…” “This can’t go on like this! You’re not eating, you’re not sleeping, you barely talk!” “I’m sorry. I went through your room and found this. Explain what the hell this is doing in your room!” “I thought you’d quit! How long have you been lying to me?” “I’m only trying to help and right now I think I have a much better idea of what you need than you do.” “Did you take anything? Why are you passing out? Hey! Stay with me!”

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IT'S MUNDAY :P

♠: Full name?

≈: Mun nickname

♫: What's your gender?

☼: How old are you?

╪: What country are you from?

Ω: Show your face!

☮: How long have you been rp'ing?

♥: What fandoms are you in?

♡: Your favourite film, book and television series.

♦: Relationship status?

♣: Song you're listening to right now?

§: Favourite song?

∞: Celebrity crush?

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[ YA GURL MADE THE DEANS LIST. HELL YEA ]

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