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"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have

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You know that ADHD experience where you’re really excited about something and you just want to talk about it with anyone who will listen but then they pull out the “if I hear you say that one more time I swear” and it’s just a kick to the stomach like come on man if someone wanted to talk to me about their interests you bet your ass id be asking questions and going uh huh yeah man that’s really cool damn and not “hey can you like not”

Anyway sending love to all the adhd friends out there who just want to talk about your interests but have nobody who will listen you folks are real ones and i love you you’re doing okay and one day you will find people who will listen I promise you

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spontaneous hugs and compliments make me so happy

like do i exist in a big enough space in someones head for them to think about little things that nobody notices? and someone wanting a hug for the sake of a hug like you do, and like… initiating it?

gah

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a sea of spiders

or somehow its a fish. on land. swimming past ur leg.

me, a sensible boy, feeling a tickle: just your leg hair, calm down

caveman brain: it is so many spiders

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if she doesn't give you a lil squeeze, she ain't your gf

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where the earth met the sky, both love and war were born.

a love so bright it threatened to outshine the sun, and so the war took the love as fuel and stoked the all consuming fire of rage.

fire that burns bright never lasts, crumbling what is left behind into ash.

the earth and the sky learned one biting truth that day,

fated as they are to be forever known together, they are destined for distance, never to touch for more than a breath.

the love that they share is too strong to hold on to, but too precious not to try.

💚💙

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WAIT A C2 REUNION LIVE SHOW???

give me a second, im going to go die brb

HUH???

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y’all know what i’m a sucker for? seeing characters with their hair down who always wear it up.

i live for that shit. i die for that shit.

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i think everyone needs to adopt "i didnt say it was good, i said i liked it" into their vocabulary right now. it did me wonders

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clexa cats clexa cats clexa cats

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subtitles should be on automatically. people who don’t want them should have to turn them off

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i avoid printers at all costs but deep down i think i should've been a printer. life so easy. i sit there all squarelike and when someone has a minor task for me i goFUCK YOU

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anya appreciation, if you dont like anya… try again

ANYA KOM TRIKRU - Portrayed by Dichen Lachman

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why does my schedule have to fucking sabotage me all the fucking time? i cant do this because of that other thing, and i cant have any fun because im tired from that other fucking thing.

bullshit i tell you, fucking bullshit that makes me feel awful and like i wanna crawl into the forest and live like a goblin because why the ever living FUCK am i doing this shit when it causes me this much stress?

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i’m so done.

Willow (2022) being removed from D*sney+ is by far not the worst thing that is happening rn, but it kills me nonetheless. there have been too many emotions as of late. its cancelled, then its not cancelled just delayed, now its being taken down. idk what to feel anymore and i am done.

we shouldn’t have to fight so damn hard for representation, we shouldn’t have to petition and scream to get more than one season. of anything.

Me personally? the emotional stress of falling in love with characters and plots that are pulled out from under me like some sick fucking magic trick has ruined me just a little. this whole Willow debacle and the fact that The 100 just got removed from Canadian Netflix has drained me. (netflix removed the 100 because the contract was up i think) I miss Lexa. I miss Clarke. I’m already preparing myself to miss Jade and Kit. Hell, I’ll even miss boorman.

like fuck, man.

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I’m not caught up yet, but damn did i miss him and his maps

the glorious return of travis 'map man' willingham

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Kit’s dislikes from the wiki

(@aro-of-artemis you’re a star for the screencaps ✨💖)