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Just found out that my default costco protein bar that advertises 180 cal is in fact 220 💀

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moderate restriction w exercise >>> high restriction

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Me fr!!!

Born to be a morning person

Forced to rot in bed all morning and afternoon to avoid meals

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Here’s where we’re at atm

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Going to the in-laws means eating like a normal person… I’m afraid, my last trip to them set off quite a spiral of eating “normally” and that took me months to really get back on track…

They are the sweetest and have the best dog ever though.

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Right?? I feel like such a normal and smart person until it comes to my ED.

Decided to be stupid and weigh myself in the evening. Surprise surprise I gained a pound. Like I know it’s just the water and coffee I literally just drank but still. It’s like no matter how much logic I apply it still feels like I failed.

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I only regret the food I did eat.

I never regret the food I did not eat.

When will I understand it. The answer is always no.