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Reasons to lose weight <3

• being able to wear shorts

• feeling confindent in Swimsuits

• to be the skinny friend

• „i wish i had her body“

• taking pictures and feeling pretty

• your crush thinks you are pretty

• feeling sexy in underwear

• wearing the clothes you want

• not having a panic attack when someone wants to pick you up

• sweating less

• being seen as „fit“

• looking good in pictures

• to show everyone that you can do it

• shocking the people you did not see for a long time

• eating outside and not receiving looks because you are fat

• looking good naked

• „Do you eat enough“

• not thinking it is a joke when someone finds you attractive

• being someone else bodygoals

• people using your pictures for their bodygoals

• to feel your bones

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i dont fucking know how much longer i can take this guys

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A trick I’ve learned (I don’t condone or recommend this to others) is to convince my brain that eating makes me physically sick.

For example, “oh god if I take another bite I’m gonna puke” or “the texture of this food is disgusting I feel nauseous” or “this food looks revolting it’s gonna make me sick if I eat it”

This works pretty well for me considering I’m terrified of throwing up or being sick in general like that. When I convince myself I’ll get sick, I start genuinely feeling nauseous and start gagging sometimes too.

I just repeat those uhhhhh affirmations (???) until they kick in, which they do every time.

I feel disordered lol

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sometimes u just gotta do things because 12 y/o you would think you’re literally the coolest for doing those things

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theres still time to lose before school starts. do it for the awed looks. do it for people not even recognizing you. ana believes in you

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sum random 4n4 stuff i have

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im back!!! hopefully i'll be more active now!

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my therapist keeps on joking about sending me to ED recovery

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I'm very intimidated and anxious but I find you so cool?? A a

aww dont be!

i think im generally friendly

tho i do wanna be seen as intimidating cuz like rr strong man

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Ale to jest ironia, złamani ludzie nie są słabi.

~Clinton Sammy Jr.

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PLEASE READ

kitty and i are in need of some help,really big help, we are facing eviction and possibly homelessness if we are not able to reach our goal of 5k to pay for backrent, we're both scared because 80% of our household is disabled and everything is scary right now. please please spread this like wildfire yall. we have up until the fifth of December

LINKS HERE

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every guy with a big beard and glasses scares me

(if you've been online long enough, yk)

my science teacher-

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+ +

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tough pill to swallow but maybe trauma/mental illness didnt make you interesting maybe it robbed you of the opportunity to develop a real identity of your own and so you've made it your personality

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i was almost something good