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This one goes out to all the people who have a speech disorder

Now as you have already guessed I have a speech disorder and I have gotten teased and even a little bullied about it. now some of the things I hate personally about having it is I get pulled out of class to have meetings with my speech teacher. another thing that bothers me is when someone new finds out that you have a speech disorder and they want you to say as many words as you can and then act like they are your teacher by saying oh please that doesn't sound bad. okay by now your probably like well what sound do you have trouble with I will tell you drum role please...…. the sound is …….R. now one person who always teases me is my grandpa and how he dose it is he always says I am his little Dutch sailor and that still really hurts. well now to the part where I was bullied (and still kind of am)  okay so in science I sit at a table of all boys except me(yay) well the guy I sit next to (lets call him guy1 because he doesn't deserve a name) always makes fun of people and I am one of those lucky people who get made fun of. now guy1 has said that he's trying not to make fun of me but he still continues it. I can typically just ignore it. the only time he really gets to me is when he try's to talk like me when my speech is really bad. I am the bigger person those times by I just stop talking to him. now something that will hurt you later in life is when friends will use you speech disorder in an argument knowing that its a sensitive topic. but the other day when I was at Safeway with some my friends an old friend told me that she missed my voice and how calming and nice it is. and after that her friend even agreed and she even said something about my nice little accent I have which I get that from my speech disorder. after that I felt more proud of it. I really wanted to tell this story to show that even thought their will be bad times in your life, but if you get past those times then you find the people who will love you for how you really are and will look past all your flaws and just see you.

------ feasel out 

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Okay can we talk about the newest episode of Steven universe. I cant tell if Rebecca ended the show or just left a session finally that is a really big cliffhanger. But like if it is the end their is to many spaces that she didn't fill in. I also just want to see more of the new fusions. Okay I loved the new designs for lapis and Peridot. Okay I have talked enough I am done.

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I saw death as a child.

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Old Friend

I once had an old friend,

We would never leave each other's side

Till that sad day my dad died

And mother could not take it

We made a promise

That we would wait for each other

Everyday for five years we talked

Till you just stoped

I thought you hated me for three years

Till that frightful day I got back to our little town

Only to hear you are in the graveyard

Now I go there everyday to see you, my love

I miss you so much.

--- R.F