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Reblogging because life is rough rn

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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in another universe we were able to tell each other i like you too at the right time and i didn’t have to watch you become a stranger to me

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i never realized healing would be more painful than being broken.

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What they don't tell you about catholic guilt, is that it doesn't go away after you stop being catholic.

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I hate you. Not in the way were I wish you harm, but in the way that I hate that you are so intertwined with my life that I’ll never truly be rid of you. You broke my heart, broke my trust, but you are still everywhere. Some of my favorite photos of myself are ones you took of me. My camera roll is full of us and you. One of my favorite books, we loved together. An amazing trip that is riddled with memories of you. Group pictures where you are next to me, always touching and always together. Gifts that mean the world to me that are tainted by your ghost. Songs that make me think of you because you suggested them to me. Stories of my life that are nearly impossible to share without mentioning you. I hate you because you won’t let me love you anymore. You won’t explain and you keep hurting me. I gave everything for you, sacrificed so much to be there for you, and now I mean nothing to you. I hate that I don’t mean as much to you as you meant to me. I hate that I loved so much and thought you did too. I hate that you made me feel special and loved until you didn’t. I hate that you were my whole world. I hate that it feels hard to breathe without you. I hate that I want you here knowing it would hurt more. I hate that I can’t erase you without erasing parts of me. I hate that I can’t hate you.

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Two stunning winners ✨️

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donald trump will die on july 20th 2025 at 1pm pacific standard time

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I really dislike Catholic schools. I can’t be affectionate with a friend of the same gender without people being weird about it. Like, I am a very affectionate person around those I feel safe around because I am touch starved but also have issues regarding touch. They are also super hypocritical, like this dude complained about two girls dancing and “being gay”, they’re not even dancing super close or anything, but then turns around and dances the same way with another guy. Like, shut up, you hypocrite! No one has ever given me a legit reason as why being gay is wrong. All they’ve done is make me feel guilty for being really affectionate with a friend of the same gender. There are no romantic/sexual feelings between us and yet I feel guilty as fuck just for being physically close.

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reblog if you're gay, not gay, slightly gay, or if you just want to launch donald trump into a dying star

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Please

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imagine being able to witness sam and castiel fall in love. the angel who looked at sam in disgust for his demon blood ways and thinking he could save the world with tainted powers. sam praying and wishing for the help of angels only to realize how they view him. but the transition to not wanting sam to get hurt, get captured by lucifer and trying their hardest to join together despite everything. it doesn't just stop there though. the gentle hand-holding, the gentle palm and fingers barely touching sam when he needs to get healed. trusting each other when everyone else seems to think they're making stupid decisions. witnessing them and all their flaws and love must've been so... magnetic.

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I wonder how many universes Castiel falls for humanity and how many times Sam's the face of their faith in it.

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If I had a nickel for every time that I saw a car covered in Xmas lights this winter season, I would have three. Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it happened three times…

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”I will dislocate my jaw to fit it all in”

@mothercain

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It’s Tuesday!