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im literally the fattest person in the world

(im bmi 22)

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I know you want to eat this, this, this and that. But you know what? As it is now, it won't be for the rest of your life. Someday you can eat these things again. You don't have to live without it all your life. The food is not going to dissapear from the world. You only have to restrict until you are thin.

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Fat lasts longer than flavour

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im getting closer than ive ever been to my ugw and i finally feel like im achieving something

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nobody cared about how low i was til i started talking about my swicid3 attempts. and they still dont care about me, they only really care about how much i hurt them by wanting to d13...

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my binge era

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damn forgot that irl people freak out if u say ur goal is like 40 kg

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i love it how enabling everyone is around me. almost as if e4ting dis0rders are no big deal if it causes weighloss.

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the fact that i used to be my ugw away from my ugw is insane.

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my therapist pointed out my weighloss 💖

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i keep fantasizing about eating to a point i can almost feel the textures, the smell, everything. AND I FEEL TERRIBLE because its making me believe im gaining.

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god i love starving

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Please reblog if you have an ED and are 18+. I feel like a creeper following minors

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ive been starving for so long i feel full

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i hate it when in balls deep into a fast, im feeling sick to my stomach and a non ed person decides to say they "didnt eat much that day hihi" with nobody asking whatsoever.

oh shut up emily "i only ate a muffin today and its 4 pm" i know damn well ur gonna eat what ur mama made for dinner AND have a snack after.