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I want to be rich enough to afford the luxury of choice.

Just another way of saying beggers aren't choosers.

Richness of knowledge, health and wealth.

For who ever comes to my door, shouldn't go back with the same mind or a growling stomach or with an empty hand.

What would one not do to to get a lamp lit Devine glimpse of his. I am sweaty tired and I still want to walk, I am thirty but I still want to continue w 'goooovindaaaa' , my feet being grilled on the overheated path and I still want to stand still cause I don't wish to leave his abode, my stomach is full and my hand still reaches for that one extra bite of rice, surrounded by a thousand people but my mind, still, calm, unbothered. Each one might have different intentions but the collective consciousness of the heart of temple complex is meant to make one feel something, at least I did. The feeling of submission, heart-fullness, clarity.

What do I want? The fulfillment of my desires or the fulfillment of my desire to be free of desires?

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070523

I've liked visiting temples, especially the ones with Devine feminine energy. It was not the feeling of devotion as such which made me like it or motivated me to go, but the feeling of fulfillment and calm which I received after the 'Darshan'. Something similar happened today. I felt nothing till I reached a few feet close to the Devine grace. I dropped my body, on my knees I was, head down, heart racing, I couldn't think, I couldn't look at her and I kept on saying- thankyou for hosting me in your heart for a year and giving me the life I have right now.

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I love distortions, movements, a bit of imbalance, the sense of idk thrill? Lol butbat the same time i love organisation, stillness and balance. But this image, kinda explains it all, the hypocrisy, the later half bein portrayed by the manadla, and the former, by the RGB glitch. It is just beautiful how all these things can co-exist and it totally depends on us, on how we perceive it.

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Remember this girl plis💜🌝

(via Saturday Morning Cartoons: Baopu #15) by Yao Xiao

words to remember

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Being a mess is okay, it may inflict creative response in some.

As my mother says, clutter on bed, clutter in cupboard, mess in your workspace, mess in your mind.

Everyone is different and has different strategies, but why is one thing portrayed more attractive?

Sadness is okay, it is a part of life, it too, may sharpen up your creative self but what is it with the young adult culture trying to glorify it? Why are they being portrayed as the center of the whole godamn universe and as if no grieves , no problems are greater than their own. Every other one is just stupid, immature and incapable of understanding.

And the worst part is to see people idealizing allvthe unhealthy coping mechanisms, all the arrogance etc.

Again inwanna speak more but me is sleepy goodnight Roma.

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Some try for years for it, some get it accidentally.

Pregnancy

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Wonderful creatures women are, they literally cultivate a human inside them, just from a small seed.

They put all the energy in it, all the bearing and suffering and vomiting and heavy breathing.. swollen ankels, weakness and vaccines and compressing all other organs and uncountable things..

Singlehandedly taking care of it for a sum of 9 months..

then the childbirth.

All the screaming and shouting, sweating and pounding, baby head peeping outta coupla fingers wide passage and all the bloodshed. THIS IS NORMAL. This immense pain is NORMAL. All that effort and energy put in is NORMAL.

And what if the baby decides to breat the norm?

After being taken care of, by it's mom, for over 9 months, just one fine day, it decides to reduce it's movement, to decrease the heart beat. And to my surprise, mommy knows everything. She knows baby ain't moving.

Baby demands to be taken out, the doctor has to C through 🤫

Now, you still have to bear all that pain, but just not during your childbirth but for the months coming up. Your skin, fat, muscle, uterus are ripped apart, just to get that lil' thing out. And then, the damage control. Sutures, whose pain gonna last for over 2 months.

This doesn't end here, after all this pain, she has to let her baby suckle her breast, caus ebabay food in there. I consider this as devine bond formmation between the mother and the child. Literal spurts of oxytocin.

And thisnjust continues but i am sleepy

Goodnight

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Weird world we live in.

A 21 y/o with PCOD seeking conception, me a 21 y/o giving her the advice.

A 21y/o with pelvic pain, oh, that's rough and unhygienic sex for a recently married, me a 21y/o looking into her cervix in order to learn about PID.

1. Life ain't the same for everyone obviously .

2. Age is juat a number.

3. Why?

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Lmaooo this is soo me and Dhawnniiii!

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😭😭💜😩😩omg so pure

“This video of this adorable little girl encouraging her Dad while he tries to do her hair, is just what we needed to brighten up our day.” [X]

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😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ossimoro

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💜

instagram.com/emmazeck_

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Yes, but nyop

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I believe in the rebirth of emotions as strongly as i believe in their death.

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I was told that time was supposed to heal

But its been so long

Always hurting just the same

Thought that I'd be better off alone

But I realised how good you were

Only after we became Known Strangers

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Having an elder sister = having a wardrobe (or even 2-3 lmao) extra