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A simple question

You smile and ask me how I am feeling today and you look so hopeful that I feel a need to conceal the deflating feeling in my chest and force what I hope looks like an earnest half smile as I tell you, “I’m doing okay,” in the most assuring tone I can possibly muster; sometimes, it is just so much easier to veil the paroxysms in my bones, to shield the ache in my eyes and silence the demons screaming in my mind…

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Spiderwebs

“You remind me of spiderwebs sometimes.” He cocked an eyebrow curiousy as her, but her eyes were fixed on the swirling cream in her coffee cup. “So strong and resilient, able to weather any storm life throws at you. A home where outcasts of sorts can find comfort, qhere outsiders become entangled, unable to fully escape.”

She paused for a moment and he watched her, the shadows growing on her…

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Ruined

An older piece full of bittersweet truths and memories.

I wanted to taste the sour patch kids off your tongue, kiss black lipstick onto your shirt collar and toss it to the floor where it could be forgotten until next week’s laundry.

I wanted to claw into your shoulders as you kissed along my collarbones, your hands tracing the shape of my body, like tonight was your last chance.

I wanted to wake with your scent

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So I may have done a thing. Not the best install I've done since I was flying blind half the time but I'm still hella happy with then and plan on rocking them as long as my head will let me. #doctoredlocks #drlocks #syntheticdreads #syntheticdreadlocks #dreadlocks #blackandgrey #dreads #dreadedgirls #alternativegirls #nonbinary https://www.instagram.com/p/B0-PmR5l-bC/?igshid=1cr2nfre6wmhu

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And now they're outside ready to bust It looks like you might be one of us #heathens #twentyonepilots #top #lurkingclassheathen #lurkingclass #redlips #blueeyes https://www.instagram.com/p/B0PN-7QlfWN/?igshid=dafhii8g3q6e

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Balance

Balance. That wasn’t what I saw when I first laid my eyws on you; I saw darkness and a troubled, lost soul who knew the way but was trapped at a fork in the road. I saw a man with great passion and a kind heart that had been sheltered in layers of brick and barbed wire, afraid to let anyone in, afraid to get hurt again.

Balance. I still don’t see it in you, though I sometimes catch glimpses, brief as the blink of an eye,

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Now you know Every scar will shape me Every scar will build my T H R O N E #throne #bmth #bringmethehorizon #everyscarwillbuildmythrone #throwmrtothewolves https://www.instagram.com/p/B0KWD3_lcRG/?igshid=1q6db961sq355

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It’s been years since she passed away, and I never did get the chance to meet her face to face, but she really was an angel, and I miss her dearly. Love you, Jade D ♥

The moonlight lit up her eyes And made them seem as if They were akin to all The galaxies that fascinated her But the stars would never Shine quite bright enough To catch her eye The way the kitchen light Reflected off the bottle

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Feel up baby feel on me Pull up if you're feelin lonely #megatron #nickiminaj #jeffreestarcosmetics #thirsty #divine #velourliquidlipstick #wifey #platinumice #glacier #icecold #androgynous #nonbinary https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzbvcp6FIYS/?igshid=1digt8hisj93v

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Always on the hunt for a little more time Just another LA Devotee #ladevotee #panicatthedisco #nonbinary #androgynous #blackandwhite #relaxing #alternative https://www.instagram.com/p/BzN0BT7luOu/?igshid=fwb0tbmwpjjt

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Don't feed me to the vultures I am a vulture who feeds on pain #top #twentyonepilots #levitate #vultures #piercedgirls #altgirls #androgynous #jeffreestarcosmetics #delicious #androgyny #icecold https://www.instagram.com/p/By8uSGalY6d/?igshid=1kb71wovsfpg5

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I'm the bad type Make your momma sad type Make your girlfriend mad type Might seduce your dad type I'm the bad guy Duh #gothgirls #gothboys #nonbinary #jeffreestarcosmetics #medusa #androgyny #badguy #billieeilish #whenweallfallasleepwheredowego https://www.instagram.com/p/Byi1urUlzCD/?igshid=1ikl7uu3j82kp

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Beautiful sunny days and boardwalk adventures all summer please ❤ #boardwalkadventures #walksandmusic #waterfront #ilovethisplace #summerdays #sunnywalk https://www.instagram.com/p/Byd5EuhleGn/?igshid=1elzlqb2cl23d

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We will never sleep Cause sleep is for the weak No we will never rest Til we're all fuckin' dead #bmth #bringmethehorizon #diamondsarentforever #suicideseason #jeffreestarcosmetics #thirsty #delicious #platinumice #dollface https://www.instagram.com/p/BybRA4Glhdu/?igshid=aejdlk4dkirn

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I know I said I was under your spell But this hex is on another level And I know I said you could drag me through hell But I'd hoped you wouldn't fuck the Devil #ouch #followyou #bringmethehorizon #bmth #gothgirl #gothboy #monbinary #feelingsexy #sexyfucker https://www.instagram.com/p/ByS-841FPKo/?igshid=zxmcdp19zee5

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I made delicious fried tofu bites with seasoning salt 😍 the babes loved them~ #tofu #friedtofu #yum #icookedtoday https://www.instagram.com/p/ByL6Kx9lrDO5rgfp4N49rv05UCGeGOfS296ScU0/?igshid=tfayqkcnvzgq

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I'm a goth queen dream living my own version of the high life 💕 #gothgirl #gothboy #nonbinary #alternative #noseringchain #bonejewelry https://www.instagram.com/p/ByIgw-Fl24o/?igshid=18c6bajmiyhra