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"did i... become human?"

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i'm in the middle of cooking up another longer post but there are some rumors going around that are making my head boil.... (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) i'm sure nothing will be the same after this and it's a bittersweet feeling...

so this thing about aetiphia..... and why i'm seriously considering pulling for her right before cyrene. based on these current rumors it looks like they will be in perfect synergy with each other and they will set the new meta... which is good because. first. they would probably help me survive another year for sure. second. a pink team hello??????? ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ

but you know............... i originally planned to only collect mei and elysia expies on my account (silly? yeah)......... and i had this huge sadness inside me when i got that free dr. ratio (in fact i didn't even want to claim him LOL) because i knew that acheron wouldn't really be my first limited character. and now that we can basically add earlier limited characters to the lost pity pool like seele, i feel like keeping myself to this so strictly is kind of pointless.

i made it through star rail's first year with just four star characters and the few permanent five stars i was lucky enough to get until i finally got my e6 s5 acheron. honestly? i still suffered a lot in endgame content! it was fun and i'm very proud of myself because i did it for her and cyrene but i feel like i need to change my playing style..... and i knowww letting this thing go doesn't make sense to someone who never dedicated themselves to something like this and this post might read as whining but honestly i don't blame anyone for it..... i really need to chill LOL

but!!! i definitely want to keep my standards high and only pull for very special characters.... like damnnn when i see all these crumbs about aetiphia or the sakura expy..... my heart is racing!!!! and even if sometimes i will allow myself to get an e0 s1 character i like, it's not it will be a huge setback from saving for future variants of my oshi. it's not like i will love them less if i pull for someone else, right? i'm excited and even if i chicken out from getting aetiphia before cyrene, i can still get her in a rerun i guess ( = ⩊ = )..... it will be okay!!!!!

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heart eyes for her

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your blog is so cute omg! as an elymei shipper i am happy to have found you, please never stop

YAY thank you so much!!!!! ＼(≧▽≦)／ i feel kinda bad answering this a million years later but even if i'm being busy i will always come back!!!! elymei forever!!!

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their height difference T.T

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uhhhh i can't remember the last time in my adult life when i was as busy with everything as i had been recently........ but now that i finally have time to play the trailblaze mission, i saw many people online being overwhelmed by emotions after reading and now i'm too scared to play haha

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cyrene purikura ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ

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my OTP

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i hit my 1000 special pass saving milestone in star rail the other day!!!! ＼( ´ ▽ ` )／ i'm really really excited for cyrene. i have no idea how much should i save or if i'm safe now lol!!! since my acheron pulls were really lucky, in my head i can do e6 s5 with just 900 passes........ right??? ........ i wish....... (￣ω￣ )'

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we are in an elymei DROUGHT!!!

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elysia in yae village (>⩊<)

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Warm up

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mei's development during the elysian arc is one of my favorite things in the game. she, just like the player, gets thrown into this new world with all these new characters and their life stories.

being so focused to find what she's looking for, she doesn't even notice that she's become so very different at the end, and because of the overwhelming amount of information, i, even as a player had took a minute to realize how much she's really grown.

she entered the realm at maybe one of the lowest points of her life emotionally, trying to act tough and view everything objectively, yet she gradually opened her heart up again which brought her back to her origins.

because in the end, she was still that girl from the start who's friends meant the world to her, the girl who cooked with love, the girl who was never meant to be a lone wolf, the girl who wanted to guide, teach and share her experience, but now stronger than ever and with her newly found confidence.

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