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Nothing is more tragic than loving someone to the depths of your soul and knowing they cannot and will not ever love you back.

-Rick Riordan, The Hidden Oracle (The Trails of Apollo, #1)

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“The saddest truth is realising you have fallen madly in love with what can never be.”

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Love Letter from Delaila

Hi Ida, I understand what you feeling, my sister is facing it as well. But do not let any negative set in you. Life is short and love is never engh to give to to get, so dont fill up the spaces with negative. Everyone will have problems, cos without problems they will not look for allah.

1. Learn to love allah before you look for love or even to love ppl ard you and that includes your parents.

2. Spend time to do soul searching, meaning how to better of yourself.

3. Cleanse your internal heart, ensure there is no penyakit ain (bintik hitam di dalam hati)

4. Forgive ppl ard you, and always treat equally and well even if you do not like it. Everytime when you do not like smthg or someone, quickly tell to yourself astarfirullah ya allah ampun kan aku dan hilang kan perasaan keburukan di dalam hati ku.

5. Express your love to ppl whenever you feel it.

6. Everyday the shortest and a must to doa is always bersyuruk, ya allah aku bersyukur dengan apa yg engkau berikan kepadaku.

Ppl tend to ask what they want but they forgot to say thank you everyday.

Oh i frgt 1 more tips, setiap kali keluar rumah or jalan2 try to make doa, ya allah kau temukan la aku dengan jodohku. So from today onwards u only talk to allah make him ur diary or bestf. Every langkah u jatuh kan niat. Niat is important.

sebab kadang kala allah do not give certain things cos you are not ready for it. Jodoh ini bukan di carik, dia akan temukan bile dah masa nye, sama jugak dengan segala rezeki.

I strongly encourage you not to give up, sebab setiap ujian tu, allah nak kite carik dia, nak kite come closer to him, for you to doa and doa.

At this process you will than somehow find the meaning of Patient, Tawakal & Redah. Ini 3 perkara is preparing you to the next step in life.

So if you give up and you dont make doa, he will delay things for you.

you know the test you going thru is actually allay love you and longing for your attention, so give it ida, you wont regret it

Oh i frgt 1 more tips, setiap kali keluar rumah or jalan2 try to make doa, ya allah kau temukan la aku dengan jodohku. So from today onwards u only talk to allah make him ur diary or bestf. Every langkah u jatuh kan niat. Niat is important.

You will tend to cry alot and gt emotional, every tears u drop help to clean ur heart. So it is a gd thing. Dont be scared to cry.

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If only someday you would know...

I couldn’t find the courage to tell you that I love you, more than anything. And I know that you are with someone and that maybe we have no chance to be together like that but the world could end tomorrow and I’d die before I can tell you how much it hurts to keep this love to myself. You’d die and never know how I feel. And even though the world could end tomorrow, I can’t find it in me to tell you that I love you.

- Dawn

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I choose to love you in silence, For in silence I fear no rejection.  I choose to adore you from a distance, For distance will shield me from pain, I choose to kiss you in the wind, For the wind is gentler than my lips, I choose to hold you in my dreams, For in my dreams, you have no end.

(via sad1ands)

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I need to be happy. Period.

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All I ask is If this is my last night with you Hold me like I'm more than just a friend Give me a memory I can use Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do It matters how this ends 'Cause what if I never love again?

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Never. Now and forever.

I miss you...

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yes. he fucking chose her.

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I look at you, then I realized I love you.

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How I miss you and you’re not even mine.

(via heart2heartwritings)

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“While you were falling in love with her, I was trying so hard to not let my feelings for you became even deeper.”

Because we were friends and friends should not have feelings for each other. // Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #54 (via hereliesmybrokenheart)

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