I know Hobie's supposed to be super confident and everything, especially in himself and I know that's probably the most accurate characterization of him considering how he acts in the movies
But can you imagine overthinker!Hobie?
Hobie with abandonment issues?
He sees someone else talking to his S/O and he tries to act like he doesn't care, like he feels confident in his relationship and everything but on the inside he's overthinking like hell.
He's thinking to himself, Shit what do I do? Do I say something? Do I just let them be? Would I seem clingy? What if they like this other person more? What if they don't think im attractive anymore? What if I'm coming on too strong? What if I'm not enough?
And then eventually, once he gets really comfortable with his S/O, he starts showing them how he feels.
Sometimes, late at night when you're holding him and the conversations turn from fluffy to deep and sensitive, he'll murmur to you about how much he loves you and how he's so scared of losing you. He'll hold you a little tighter and bury his face in his neck while he whispers to you about how much you mean to him.
And he'll tear up a little bit while he waits for your response, his eyes shut tightly while he holds onto you cause he's so scared that you'll leave him alone and he doesn't want to be alone because he's been lonely for so so long. He's been by himself for so long that the idea of losing you physically hurts him.
But the moment you whisper to him that you love him too, even though he already knows that, even thought you've said it countless times before, he'll still feel this flash of warmth spreading through his body and he'll look up at you with the most loving eyes and give you the softest kiss as a thank you for putting up with him, and for being his one and only.
And then he's falling asleep in your arms as you gently caress his face, watching his eyes flutter shut and his breathing slow down because he's just so pretty when he's content.
about Roy I literally sob my eyes out and throw up I roll around on the floor I claw at my walls I kick the floor and bang my hands against the floor I can’t do this any more A AAAAAAA
warning — mentions of character death, angst, pretty much self indulgent lmao
a/n— i just felt angsty today :) also i wrote this like you aren't in teyvat? you're you (obv) in this universe and they're just your comfort character. ik shifting is a thing so this is for my #icannotshiftforthelifeofme girlies. listened to ykwim when writing this as well.
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sometimes you wish you were dead. it sounds blunt and quite, dramatic, yes. but not really when you remember that reincarnation may or may not be a real thing.
we have all heard of the word "soulmates". the idea of soulmates has been present in various traditions for centuries. the "concept" suggests that there is a special connection between two individuals that goes beyond physical attraction and emotional compatibility.
it is believed that these two people are connected by an invisible thread or string that can never be broken, no matter the distance or time. this thread binds them together, and their souls recognize each other even before they meet.
it is said that when soulmates find each other, they experience a sense of completion and fulfillment that they cannot find elsewhere. love itself is a powerful force that can bring people together, even when they are from different worlds. when two individuals are soulmates, their love transcends time and space.
now, death is a natural part of life, and it is something that everyone will experience at some point. while death is often associated with sadness and loss, while some people believe that it can also be a time of reunion with loved ones or, finally being with someone they have loved for so long in another world.
for those who believe in reincarnation, death is not the end, but rather a new beginning. it is an opportunity for the soul to move on to a new life and continue its journey. for some, the idea of being reunited with their soulmate after death brings comfort and solace.
they believe that when they die, they will be able to join their lover/comfort character from another world and be much happier than they ever were in this world. this gives them hope and a reason to keep going, even when times are tough.
for some, some may think it is absurd to even think about death in this way. you really want to die/are waiting for your death just because you want to be happier with your comfort character? how.. weird.
the heart is a mysterious thing, and sometimes it leads us down paths that we never thought possible. loving someone from another world can be a lonely road to travel, but it can also be one filled with wonder and amazement. our hearts may ache for this person that we cannot touch or hold, but the love we feel for them can give us a sense of purpose.
the pain of loving someone who is not real can be overwhelming, it really can. the thought of never being able to hold them or feel their warmth can be unbearable.
but in times of sorrow, the comfort and solace you find in loving them can be the only thing that gets you through. it's easy to dismiss this kind of love as make-believe, but it's not.
the heart doesn't discriminate and doesn't see boundaries at all. even though they are not real, the love you feel for them is. it's a feeling that is deep and real and can bring joy to your life.
just how long have you been yearning to feel their touch, to know what their kisses feel like, to see them face to face? a long, long time. and you know that. how many times have you cried into your pillow, just because you love them so much and that they aren't real?
sometimes the pain in your heart can become unbearable. The emptiness and the loneliness can consume you entirely, leaving you with nothing but despair. it's in those moments that you start to wonder if death would be a better alternative.
you imagine that if you passed away, you could be reunited with your lover from another world, a place where love is eternal and pure. you know that in that world, you would find comfort and solace, and your heart would finally be at peace.
because even though you two are two worlds apart, the love you hold for each other goes beyond measure.
I don't have words to express how much I enjoyed the second season of good omens, nor to describe how heartbreaking it's ending was to me.
I just can't get over it. I love you David Tennant, but please, you can't do this to me. His level of facial expressions is nuts. It's insane how desperate Crowley looked on that last scene. His Angel was leaving him, and he couldn't even handle thinking of it.
Even with how difficult it is for him to express her feelings for Aziraphale verbally, he desperately tries to find the words that will convince him not to leave him.
I mean, just look at my little serpent! He was doing the best he could to keep his angel by his side, totally afraid that whatever he said, it wouldn't be enough to make him stay...
When Crowley said:
"—You can't leave this bookshop..."
What I think he was really meaning to said was "You can't leave me."
But Aziraphale thought of it literally, unintentionally breaking his heart with his answer, making him to put his glasses on to don't let his Angel watch him cry.
It wasn't his intention to hurt him, I would even dare to say that what those words meant to him, was that he would leave that bookshop, those theaters and even the fancy restaurants that he completely loves, for a life with him in heaven.
It kills me to think that I am going to suffer the next few years waiting for a next season, due to a bloody communication problem.