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"I'd rather have you cursed or not."

kind of just meant to have dean/cas overlaying one another but it looks like dean is whispering into cas’ ear which wasnt intentional but hey im not complaining

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hi this isn’t really a question or anything I just wanted to say that the “favourite sacrificial lamb” text you wrote has become a permanent part of my brain. It’s so well done in a way I can’t explain at all. The descriptions are all so beautiful, and gentle and violent. The one flowing sentence with no grammar. It’s just so aaaaaaaaa

thank uuuuu <3 glad it’s resonated w u <3 <3

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verso books has made books on palestine, mass protests, and student rebellions free to download on their website

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Regarding my prev ask: I’ll compile a list of my most unhinged theories and send them after the the fic is done so you can laugh at the chokehold wfrau has had on me.. also wanted to add that s would def have had this on his crying-playlist ch 23-25: https://open.spotify.com/track/4PxzGOH79jcmmldKgoI9sB?si=4FlrTA77RymLvCQyF6NI0g

(Or maybe once in a lifetime by talking heads to keep it more accurate to the time…..🫡)

looking forward 2 it lol 🫡🫡🫡🫡 also LOVE that song omg ur right…

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The Midwestern Princess

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“what’s the song of the summer” ?? it’s DANCING IN THE DARK by bruce springsteen for the 40th year in a row

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omg i bet on losing dogs is in the playlist. literally all i heard during the werewolf fighting ring phase. just s being there on the crowds watching. making sure r wasn’t being torn apart 2 death. cause if he was he would be there. just a guy to what him die… just a guy to lose by his side 😨

sometimes u just gotta bet on losing dogs…u know their losing & u stay by their side etc…

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damn.....

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Mass graves are still being discovered in Al Shifa Hospital

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"The point to be argued is not how to qualify the status of homosexuality across the broad historical and geographical, not to mention religious, regional, class, national, and political variances of the Middle East. We must consider instead how the production of homosexuality as taboo is situated within the history of encounters with the western gaze. While in Said’s Orientalism the illicit sex found in the Orient was sought out in order to liberate the Occident from its own performance of the repressive hypothesis, in the case of Abu Ghraib, conversely, it is the (perverse) repression of the Arab prisoners that is highlighted in order to efface the rampant hypersexual excesses of the U.S. prison guards. The Orient, once conceived in Foucault’s ars erotica and Said’s deconstructive work as the place of original release, unfettered sin, and acts with no attendant identities or consequences, now symbolizes the space of repression and perversion, and the site of freedom has been relocated to western identity. Given the unbridled homophobia (among other phobias) demonstrated by the U.S. guards, it is indeed ironic, yet predictable, that the United States nonetheless emerges as sexually exceptional: less homophobic and more tolerant of homosexuality (and less tainted by misogyny and fundamentalism) than the repressed, modest, nudity-shy Middle East." Jasbir K. Puar, Terrorist Assemblages: Homonationalism in Queer Times (2007)

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Now for real, to me the highlight of the chapter is this:

“Sometimes I don’t know if this is all in my head, if I read too much into things. I have this way of wanting something so much that I convince myself it’s real sometimes, and I know that’s selfish. I know I’m selfish.”

I’ll never expected sirius to acknowledge this about himself, its something that i was enjoying a lot about him as an unreliable narrator, and this was a fucking surprise that brought me back to the first chapters of the fic so beautifully… and i dont know, everything just fits, makes it a very satisfying full circle of emotions.

Just beautiful as always 💖

thank u!!! honestly i think that letter has been the most difficult thing 2 write thus far in the fic….trying 2 find the balance between like. where he’s become more self-aware & where he still has blind spots etc…happy 2 know that bit stuck w u <3

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After chapter 25, 3 cigarettes and the way you played with me yesterday… I have only one question left for you… would you marry me?

literally buying the ring rn…

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That chapter😭😭 I’m so suspicious of everything now, reading into things like crazy, trying to piece together what’s going to happen, the amount of WILD theories I’ve had over the last few chapters…. While I’m at it I also wanted to say that the way you’ve written Sirius as pretty much 2/3 different people but still managed to keep him the same at his core is insane to me, honestly some of the best (and most complex) character development I’ve read in recent memory, you could have written crime and punishment but Dostoyevsky could never write wfrau…

love a wild theory <3 also thank u!! so happy 2 hear that it’s definitely been like. a fun challenge 2 think abt…how do u make someone a different person while also keeping them the same etc…glad it’s coming across well!! <3

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Colonizers write about flowers. I tell you about children throwing rocks at Israeli tanks seconds before becoming daisies. I want to be like those poets who care about the moon. Palestinians don’t see the moon from jail cells and prisons. It’s so beautiful, the moon. They’re so beautiful, the flowers.

— Noor Hindi, from “Fuck Your Lecture on Craft, My People Are Dying,” DEAR GOD. DEAR BONES. DEAR YELLOW.

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i love when life seems to hate a character but… omg sirius has been through so much all ready🥹honestly rip him might be his only solution here, give this man a heavenly break or something🕊️🕊️🕊️

assuming there’s an afterlife in the wfrau universe….

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when a professor forbids me from using chicago style citation it’s like. so u want me to die

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“emphasis on the past tense 😁😁😁” what’s your issue.

us rn…