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ââSome touches leave imprints on your heart.ââ

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Oak Tree | 18 +
WARNING: This is porn. This contains mature and adult content intended for readers 18+. It explores emotional depth, sensual relationships, and realistic portrayals of love, loss, and coping mechanisms in the face of death.
â ⊠THE ROOTS OF ROT
The garden had always been Cassiusâs pride and performanceâan empire within an empire. Acres upon acres of manicured hedges, marble fountains whispering over imported stones, and flowerbeds curated from the most obscure greenhouses in Belgium, Morocco, and Kyoto. Every petal, every trimmed boxwood, every blade of ornamental grass had been selected with the precision of a sovereign ruler assembling his court. Everything was obsessively symmetrical, obsessively perfect. But like most things Cassius loved, he never really touched it himself. The hands that brought life to it belonged to someone else. Someone older. Someone Valeria noticed.
He bent behind the roses like a ghost, unnoticed by the man who signed his checks. He moved through the estate as if he were part of its original foundationâpre-dating the family name, pre-dating even the roots of the oaks. Valeria watched him. She had, for years. She noticed him for reasons she didnât always want to admit: he was coarse, silent, unimpressed. The kind of man who said nothing, and by doing so, said far too much. He had no patience for charm or pedigree, and even less for the performance of wealth.
His name was Luca. Sixty, maybe older, with a face worn like an old field hatâdiscolored, soft at the edges, torn by time and weather. His skin had been cooked to a bark-like brown by decades of sun and toil, his jaw shadowed with persistent stubble like iron filings. His back hunched slightly from years bent over roots and stone, but his gait was sure-footed, animal. And when he did speak, which was rare, his voice scratched like the underside of a boot scraping gravel. Tobacco had taken part of his mouth, but not his eyesâthey still burned with that wild, lupine glint of something that shouldâve died out long ago.
He lived on the estate, technically, though no one really saw him outside the gardens. His quarters were tucked away behind the eastern orchardâwooden, sagging, cloaked in ivy and silence, and supposedly off-limits to all but staff. No one went there.
Except her.
She found him that morning behind the oldest oak tree, the one with roots like serpents and a crown that scraped the sky. He was shirtless, wrestling with a patch of ivy that had gone rabid overnight. Sweat darkened his chest, rolled into the hollow of his throat. His handsâenormous, cracked, brutalâheld the shears like weapons forged in older wars.
"Luca," she called, voice light, taunting, like a young mistress addressing a ghost.
He didnât turn.
"Luca."
This time, he gave a glance, one eye narrowing under the hard crown of his brow.
"Signora," he muttered, not stopping.
She stepped further into the light, letting it cling to her silk like a second skin. The pale slip she wore was nearly translucent, her nipples dark through the fabric. No bra. No panties. Her hair was loosely knotted, her cheeks bare. She looked like a painting designed to provoke religious men and ruin temples.
"I need to sit," she murmured, touching the tree trunk with a kind of reverence.
Still he said nothing.
She perched herself upon one of the massive roots, leaning back on her palms, stretching her legs like she was bored. The slip caught on her thighs and bunched. She let it. Her legs parted slightly. Not much. Just enough to see him notice.
He went back to his work.
Coward, she thought. The venom curled beneath her ribs.
âI had a dream,â she began, tone syrupy and half-religious. âI was crawling through mud. There was dirt in my teeth, in my hair. I was gagging on it. And there was someone behind me. Not young. Not gentle. Just⊠solid. Brutal. Ancient."
No response.
She licked her lips.
âI think it was you, Luca. I think I screamed your name before I woke up."
He exhaled, slow and angry. Tossed the shears aside like they insulted him. He didnât walk to her. He charged. No words. Just a noiseâlow, guttural, animal.
Valeria smiled with wicked satisfaction and let herself fall back against the roots.
âCome on,â she whispered. âRip me out like a weed.â
He dropped between her knees, the forest floor crunching beneath his weight. No pretense. No permission. He shoved the slip to her hips and buried his face in her folds like a beast starved of salt. His mouth was greedy, clumsy, desperate. He devoured her with the impatience of decades spent abstaining.
âGod,â she hissed. âYes. Sloppier. Like you hate me.â
He groaned into her, the friction of his beard a brutal blessing. She arched, legs quivering, her hands sliding up his skull to grind him against her cunt. Each thrust of his tongue sent shivers racing up her spine.
âIâm a spoiled fucking slut,â she said, louder now. âMy husbandâs counting gold bars while Iâm fucking the dirt. You like that, Luca?â
A grunt. Maybe a growl.
âYou like tasting me before breakfast? Before the sunâs all the way up?â
He pulled back. Wiped his mouth with the back of his hand like she was filth. Then stood and unzipped. His cock hung heavy, veined, and angry-looking, flushed dark with blood.
âTurn over.â
She obeyed, laughing. On her hands and knees, dress bunched to her waist, skin kissed with dirt and dew. She looked over her shoulder, eyes wide and mean, the slip now torn in two places.
âDo it,â she dared. âMake me a hole in the ground.â
He shoved into her hard enough she gasped. Her spine snapped into a brutal curve. The sound she made was half-pain, half-glee.
He fucked like he was uprooting her, like he was trying to bury himself inside her spine. It was not love. It was reckoning. It was punishment for her silk, her soft voice, her knowing smile.
âHarder,â she moaned. âCome on, you old bastard. Harder. Or Iâll scream for my husband Cassius.â
That name broke something.
He yanked her hair, her head snapping back until their eyes met. He growled, nostrils flaring.
âSay it,â she begged.
He slammed into her.
âSay what I am.â
âA rotten bitch,â he spat. âA cunt full of secrets. A wife in name only.â
âYes,â she groaned. âMore.â
She wiggled once, mockingly, as though to tease a response out of him.
âShow me what you do to weeds,â she murmured. âPluck me. Cut me. Leave me to rot.â
The slap echoed. It landed across one bare cheek, the sting blooming instantly.
âYou think this is a game?â he growled, his breath hot over her back. âYou think you're some bored duchess playing dirt-whore in her husbandâs orchard?â
She smiled, wicked and breathless. âMaybe Iâm both.â
His cock pressed against her entrance once again, hot and heavy, and thenâwithout warningâhe thrust in. Deep. Brutal.
Valeriaâs cry tore out of her like a confession.
âGodâ yesââ
âYou donât get God,â he snapped. âYou get me. You get earth. Mud. Teeth.â
He fucked her without rhythm, without mercy. Each thrust was a reprimand, a judgment, a reminder that she wasnât kneeling for loveâshe was begging for punishment.
âYou wear silk to the garden,â he snarled. âSpread your legs like itâs your birthright. You know what you are?â
She was panting now, drooling into the roots, her eyes glassy.
âTell me,â she gasped.
âA mouthful of lies and a cunt full of strangers.â
She moaned so loud it startled a crow from the tree above.
âIâve seen you,â he went on. âSeen the way you look at every man who doesnât kneel. The way you ache to be ruined.â
She nodded, wordless.
âSay it.â
âI ache,â she sobbed. âI ache to be ruined. I want it. I want to be nothing.â
He pulled her hair back so their eyes met. His face was red with fury and heat.
âYouâre nothing,â he spat. âNot a wife. Not a woman. Just a spoiled little parasite. Iâve fucked better holes in the field.â
And still, she smiled through tears.
âThen fill me like one,â she whispered. âUse me like dirt.â
He grabbed her hips and drove into her like he meant to bury her. The slap of their bodies filled the orchard. Her thighs were slick, shaking. Her mouth hung open, no words now, just breath, just need.
âCassius wouldnât survive if he saw you now,â he muttered. âHis golden girl on her knees, drooling into the moss, begging the gardener for cock.â
Her laughter turned hystericalâhalf broken, half victorious.
âHeâd die,â she gasped. âHeâd kill himself.â
âYou want that?â
She nodded. âI want him to smell you on me. I want him to kiss me after. I want him to taste the dirt.â
That broke him.
He growled again. Her body shook as she climaxedâviolent, primal, tearing at roots. She howled into the moss, fingernails caked with soil. Still, he didnât stop. He used her until his hips stuttered, until he came with a noise so low and broken it felt like it rose from the roots themselves.
He came with a savage groan, body shaking, releasing inside her with a force that felt like punishment. She collapsed, barely breathing, the aftermath a blur of sweat, soil, and sin.
When he stood, he didnât speak. He pulled out with a slap, semen running down her thigh. No goodbye. No praise. He tugged up his trousers, picked up his shears, and walked away like she was never there.
Valeria stayed there, cunt leaking, face pressed to the earth. A smile, slow and reverent, curled her lips.
She belonged to the dirt now.
The oak tree stood tall above her, its ancient limbs whispering judgmentâor maybe approval.
The leaves above shook like theyâd watched something forbidden. Something holy.
The oak, she thought, will never be clean again.
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JINX | Ashen Saints
CHAPTER ONE â Chapel Dust & Cherry Lipstick
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
The first time I saw her, I didnât know she had a daughter.
Didnât know she wore her wedding ring on a chain around her neck like a cross she couldnât bear to carry. Didnât know sheâd whisper my name like a sinner praying for more sin. Didnât know Iâd be the one kneeling at the end of it all, like I had anything left to give.
All I knew was her perfume hit me like the first warm drag of a cigarette in winter.
Sweet. Sharp. Familiar in the way someoneâs mamaâs kitchen used to smell before they stopped coming home.
She was sitting in the second booth at The Cross CafĂ©, her elbows resting on the sticky red vinyl, one heel slipped out of her shoe. It was a slow Tuesday. Heat clung to the windows like guilt. Iâd just ridden back into town, dust still on my jacket, knuckles split from a fight I barely remembered.
âBless me,â she said when I walked in.
Didnât sound like a greeting. More like a dare.
Her name was Evelyn Grace Mayweather. Pastorâs wife. Thirty-nine. Married since she was nineteen to a man who couldnât kiss without quoting scripture. Churchâs darling. Townâs porcelain ghost.
And that day, she ordered cherry pie and sweet tea like she wasnât starving for something else entirely.
I donât remember what I said first. Something stupid, probably. I was twenty and new blood in the Hallowed Houndsâtoo pretty to be taken seriously, too fucked up to care.
What I do remember is the way her eyes looked when she leaned across the booth and said:
âYou ever sin with a preacherâs wife, boy?â
We didnât go far.
Behind the cafĂ©, the gravel lot smelled of gasoline and summer sweat. I had her pressed against the side of an old church van, palm between her shoulder blades, her mouth on my neck like she could taste every bad thing Iâd ever done.
âTell me your name,â she panted.
âJinx,â I whispered.
âReal name.â
âNico.â
She moaned like it was a gospel.
Three days later, I met Salem.
Her daughter.
The girl with a Walkman strapped to her hip and a dead tooth she painted gold with nail polish. The girl who didnât look anything like her mother except for the way she looked at meâlike I was either going to ruin her or save her, and she was hoping for both.
I was leaning against my bike outside St. Judeâs Chapel, lighting a cigarette with busted fingers when she walked up.
âYouâre not allowed to smoke here,â she said.
I didnât even look up. âAnd yet.â
She stepped closer. Close enough that I saw her eyes were two different shades of brown. One almost green. Like something wasnât finished in her.
She held out a strawberry lollipop. âBetter than the cigarette.â
I took it. Popped it in my mouth. Still didnât say thanks.
âYouâre Jinx,â she said.
I raised an eyebrow. âWhoâs asking?â
She didnât smile. âMy mom talks in her sleep.â
I shouldâve left then.
Shouldâve gotten on my bike and burned down the highway like hell was chasing me. Because maybe it was.
But Salem sat beside me on the chapel steps, and we watched the sun cut across the stained-glass windows like it was painting sins.
And then she said:
âYou think people get what they deserve?â
And I said:
âNah. I think they get what they touch.â
Salem wasnât like her mother. She wasnât fragile or careful. She asked questions you werenât supposed to answer. She kissed me with her eyes open and her heart closed. Her mouth tasted like cherry Kool-Aid and secrets. She had calluses on her fingertips from playing guitar and a scar on her thigh shaped like a broken wishbone.
We kissed in the chapelâs basement.
She was wearing my leather cut.
I was shaking.
Not because I was scared. But because it felt like the first time someone touched me without trying to take something.
I didnât sleep with Salem that week. Not yet. We stayed up till 3 a.m. talking about ghosts and hell and where bruises go when they heal. She asked about the club. I asked about her guitar.
We didnât touch much.
We didnât need to.
When she kissed me, it wasnât soft. It wasnât sweet.
It was like she wanted to eat the part of me her mama had already claimed.
One night, Evelyn found us.
We were sitting on the chapel roof, Salemâs legs over mine, a flask between us.
Evelyn stood below, white dress blowing in the summer wind, looking up like a widow at a grave she buried alive.
âSalem,â she called. âInside. Now.â
Salem didnât move.
Evelynâs eyes turned to me. âYou stay away from my daughter.â
I smiled, slow and cruel. âShouldâve thought of that before you fucked me against a church van.â
She slapped me two days later. In the grocery aisle, between the canned peaches and instant grits.
I didnât flinch.
That night, Salem came to my room above the bar. Said nothing. Just stripped off her hoodie, climbed into bed with me, and tucked her cold toes between my thighs.
We didnât speak.
She fell asleep like I was a pillow.
I didnât sleep at all.
Thereâs no punchline here.
No twist.
I loved her. I loved the way she talked to her goldfish. The way she bit her thumbnail when she lied. The way she played sad songs faster, like speed could hide sorrow.
I loved her even when the club warned me. Even when her mother cried in the back pew like she was the victim. Even when the preacher asked if I believed in forgiveness, and I said:
âOnly if it comes with her.â
I was Jinx.
The rookie. The sinner. The boy with bruised knuckles and cherry lip gloss on his jaw.
And I think maybeâjust maybeâshe was my only accident worth keeping.
CHAPTER TWO â The Girl in My Cut
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
They say when you wear someoneâs jacket, you wear their name.
So when I saw Salem strut across the gravel lot behind The Rusty Nail in my leather cut, her boots stomping dust and defiance, I knew she wasnât just starting a war.
She was naming it.
The jukebox inside howled something about freedom and sin. Bottles clinked. Laughter flared. But the sound of her steps cut through it all. Measured. Sharp. Like she was walking toward judgment day and didnât care whose god she pissed off getting there.
"You look like trouble," Hyde muttered beside me, eyes tracking her like she was a fuse already lit.
"She is," I said.
He took a long drag off his cigarette and gave me that sideways look all patched members save for rookies. The kind that says donât catch feelings louder than words ever could. I didnât reply. I was too busy watching her swing that pool cue onto her shoulder like a rifle.
The bar was alive. Snake was halfway through a story about a girl in Tupelo who thought his patch meant he knew God. Razor was collecting bills off a game he didnât play fair. Someone was carving initials into the bathroom door, and someone else was crying into their whiskey. But I only saw her.
Salem.
She was wearing my cut like sheâd earned it. Like she bled for it. Like she knew it would make someone mad.
Maybe everyone.
She didnât look at me until she was at the pool table. Cue in hand, hips cocked like a warning shot. My jacket hung over her shoulders too big, sleeves falling over her fingertips. And stillâit fit her better than it ever fit me.
"You staring, Jinx?"
"Always."
She smirked. Bent over the table. Broke the rack like she was breaking bones.
We didnât talk about her mom.
Not after that night.
The slap still echoed in my bones, but Salem never asked why Evelyn cried in church or left roses on her pillow like apologies. All she said was:
"You still smell like her perfume."
And I answered:
"You wear my name now."
We talked about other things.
What it felt like to die without dying. The way the chapel sounded at midnight. Her favorite song. My worst memory. We lit matches just to watch them burn. We played chicken with every red flag we had.
She told me she wanted to leave Rivenstead someday. Head west. Steal someoneâs car. Watch the desert swallow the sky. She didnât want forever, she said. Just a little time where the air didnât feel like a sermon.
I said Iâd go with her.
She didnât believe me. But she smiled anyway.
The club didnât like it. Snake said I was poking a hornet's nest. Razor just laughed like heâd seen this story before and knew it never ended with a wedding ring. Doc warned me once, quiet and kind: âDonât let pretty kill you, boy.â
But they didnât stop me.
Because Salem didnât belong to the church. Didnât belong to her mama. Didnât belong to anyone but the parts of herself she hadnât burned down yet.
She belonged to the part of Rivenstead that never made it to the postcards. The dirt roads and bar fights. The bruised knuckles and motel lies. The place I came from.
She kissed me in the back of my pickup, in between smoke breaks and bad ideas. And every time she said my name, I forgot who her mama was.
I remembered who she was.
And who I was when I was with her.
One night, she asked me, "Would you burn it all for me?"
I said yes.
And she smiled like a girl who never believed in promises.
They found out, eventually.
Not the club. Not her mother.
The preacher.
He came to the bar in his Sunday best on a Thursday night. Smelled like Old Spice and hellfire. Put his hand on my shoulder like he was laying down a blessing and said,
"My daughterâs seventeen."
And I said nothing.
Because I knew. And he knew. And Salem knew.
She wasnât a child. Not in the way the law counted. Not in the way that mattered.
She was a girl with a blade in her mouth and my jacket on her back. And weâd already chosen each other.
That night, Salem broke into the chapel with a crowbar and a curse word. We sat in the front pew and watched candlelight flicker across our faces. She lit a joint from the altar.
âStill believe in redemption?â she asked.
âI believe in you.â
She laughed. But it sounded like crying.
I kissed her like it was the last time.
And it might've been.
Because someone slashed my tires. Because Evelyn stopped looking at me in church. Because Razor said, "You better choose soon, rookie."
But Salem didnât flinch. She said:
"If you run, I wonât follow."
"But if you stay..."
She didnât finish.
She didnât need to.
So I did what anyone with nothing to lose and something to love would do.
I kissed her in front of the whole damn town.
Right there on the sidewalk outside the gas station. In front of her mother. In front of her father. In front of God and the ghosts that followed me home every night.
And let the ashes fall where they may.
CHAPTER THREE â Ashes & Baptisms
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
It started with silence.
Not the quiet kind, but the kind that pressed its hand over your mouth and dared you to breathe. Rivenstead had gone still, and in that stillness, everyone looked at me different. Not like a rookie. Not even like a sinner.
Like a fire someone forgot to put out.
It was the kind of quiet that made you question whether the sins you tasted were real or just a fever dream. But I remembered the way Salemâs lips felt on mine. The kind of kiss that peeled paint off chapel walls. I remembered the heat of her skin, the scrape of her voice, the way she laughed like sheâd already made peace with hell.
Now, she was gone.
Salem didnât call for three days. Didnât show up at The Rusty Nail. Her boots didnât echo on gravel. Her hands didnât sneak under my shirt. She just disappearedâlike she was never mine at all.
And it burned.
I spent those days doing shit that made no sense. Rode my bike until my hands blistered. Fought a guy at the gas station over a pack of smokes. Walked past the preacherâs house three times before I realized what I was doing. Went to the chapel, just to sit in the back pew where she kissed me once with ashes on her tongue.
I watched the wax drip from half-melted candles, listened to the old wooden walls breathe, and tried to remember who I was before Salem put her teeth in my story.
Everyone knew. They didnât say it, but they knew.
Razor stopped laughing. Doc stopped warning. Hyde looked at me like I was already gone.
Snake said, "Sheâs a preacherâs daughter, Jinx. You think they donât have ways of making a girl disappear?"
I didnât answer.
Because maybe she disappeared on purpose. Maybe Iâd driven her to it. Maybe sheâd lit the match and I was just the nearest damn building.
The next time I saw her, she wasnât wearing my cut.
She was wearing white.
Standing next to her mama outside the chapel, holding a basket of hymn books like she hadnât set fire to the place inside me. Like we hadnât sinned in every room of that damn church.
Her eyes flicked up when she saw me.
Flat. Cold. Controlled.
But her fingers curled.
Like she wanted to reach. Like she remembered.
Like it still hurt.
The service started. People filtered inside. The pews filled with bodies and hollow praise. And I stood in the back, leather cut creaking as I leaned against the wall. The preacher talked about redemption. About sacrifice. About the wages of sin.
He didnât say my name.
But he looked straight at me when he said temptation.
Salem sang.
Voice pure as Sunday rain. But her hands trembled. Her eyes never found mine. Like if she looked, sheâd break. Like if I moved, weâd both be struck down where we stood.
I wanted to drag her out. Onto my bike. Into the sky.
But I didnât.
I stayed.
After the service, I lingered. Watched her slip out the side door like smoke escaping a bottle. I followed. Didnât even think. Just moved.
She turned the corner fast, like she knew I was there.
"You shouldnât be here," she said.
"Neither should you."
She looked at me then. Really looked. Like maybe she missed me. Like maybe missing me was killing her.
"You kissed me in front of my father."
"Yeah. I did."
"You think that makes you brave?"
"No. I think it makes me yours."
She sucked in air like it was her last.
"I told you if you ran, I wouldnât follow."
"I didnât run. I waited."
"Well, Iâm not coming back."
And that was the lie.
Because an hour later, I found her on my porch.
Barefoot. Drunk. Crying. Laughing.
Wearing my cut again.
Hair wild. Knees bruised. Eyes wild with the kind of fire that only comes from loss.
"You still believe in accidents, Jinx?" "I believe in you."
She collapsed into me. Her weight all bones and need and stories unsaid. And that night, when I held her on the floor of my shitty apartment, listening to sirens fade and a storm roll in, I realized something:
Some girls donât need saving.
Some girls just need someone to burn with.
And Iâd burn again.
Every damn time.
We didnât sleep. We just laid there, tracing scars. Her motherâs perfume still lingered on her collar. Mine smelled like oil and danger. She whispered things I couldnât catch. I whispered things I meant.
We listened to the thunder roll.
And when the sun came up, she kissed me like we werenât doomed.
Like we hadnât already set fire to the whole damn town.
CHAPTER FOUR â Let the Devil Watch
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
It was her scent before it was her face.
Jasmine and sin. Sweat and candlewax. Like sheâd walked barefoot through heaven and dragged hell behind her.
Salem was in my bed. My floor. My damn skull. But that morning, she was gone again.
Just the faint echo of her laughter.
I woke up alone, with a half-burned cigarette still stuck between my lips and a bruise blooming down my ribs. The room smelled like herâlike confessions, bourbon, and regret. Sheâd left without a word. Again. That was her styleâkiss me like sheâd never leave, vanish like I was the one who disappeared.
I didnât chase her.
Not yet.
Instead, I rode. The kind of ride that made your bones hum and your heart forget its own name. I took the long way down to Dead Creek, the one with the broken fence and the swamp that stank like old secrets. I needed noise. Wind. Heat. Something to remind me I was alive, something to drown out the memory of her mouth.
The sky was heavy, sun chewing the edge of the clouds, cicadas screaming like they were warning me. My head buzzed with too many what-ifs and not enough good reasons. That was the thing about Salemâshe didnât just haunt your nights, she rewrote your days.
But when I pulled up to the clubhouse, the silence was worse.
Razor was sitting on the front steps, smoking the end of a joint he wasnât sharing. Doc leaned against the rusted truck, arms crossed, watching me like he could see straight into my guilt. Hyde was nowhere. Snake didnât look up from sharpening his blade.
The air was thick. Like we were waiting on judgment day. Like the kind of silence that comes after you realize something sacredâs been spoiled.
"Youâre late," Razor said, flicking ash with a flick of attitude.
"Didnât know there was a roll call," I muttered, boots grinding into gravel.
Doc snorted. "Thereâs a body."
I froze.
"What kind of body?"
"The preacherâs wife."
The words didnât hit me right away. It was like hearing thunder without seeing the lightning. Like knowing something terrible just happened but not knowing if you caused it.
Razor flicked his smoke. "They say she slipped. Hit her head on the marble tub."\n "They also say she was drunk," Doc added, his voice flat.
I looked at them both. "You think I had something to do with that?"
"We donât think," Snake said, still sharpening. "We know you fuck trouble."
Salem didnât show up for three more days.
And when she did, she wasnât alone.
She was with Daniel Clayborne. Star quarterback-turned-worship leader. Clean hands. Clean teeth. Clean damn lies. He wore his righteousness like a suit two sizes too tight, all buttons and no soul.
They walked into The Rusty Nail like it was their wedding reception. Salem wore a summer dress with tiny blue roses, and Daniel had a hand on the small of her back like he owned her.
The room split.
Half watched her. The other half watched me.
Razor leaned in. "You gonna make a scene?"
"Only if she asks me to."
Daniel saw me. Smiled. Smug and sweet like the choirboy he was. He whispered something in her ear. She laughed.
That sound used to belong to me.
Now it belonged to him.
But only for a moment.
Because when Salem locked eyes with me across the bar, the laughter died.
And she looked like she was choking on her own smile.
I didnât wait for her to come to me.
I got up. Walked across the room. Every boot step like a gunshot. My heart in my throat, my fists already aching to ruin something. Or someone.
"You slumming it, Salem?" I asked, voice low, breath tasting of smoke and venom.
She blinked. "Nicoâdonât."
Daniel squared up. "She doesnât want to talk to you."
"She got a mouth. Let her use it."
Her fingers twitched. Just like they did that day at the chapel.
"Weâre just here for music," she said, trying to sound casual. Trying to sound clean.
"Then why you look like youâre about to cry?"
Daniel moved. I blocked. He shoved. I didnât move. I smiled, slow and mean.
Salem stepped between us. Pressed her palm to my chest.
"Please," she whispered. "Not here."
I looked at her. Really looked.
She was shaking.
I backed off.
But I didnât leave.
Because she didnât ask me to.
An hour later, I found her outside, behind the bar, smoking one of my cigarettes. She held it like she hated the taste but needed the burn.
"Youâre gonna ruin him," I said. "I already did." "Then why play house?"
She turned. Fire in her eyes. "Because you make me want to ruin everything. And I canât keep doing that."
I stepped close.
"You already did."
She kissed me.
Rough. Desperate. Like a confession. Like sheâd been saving it in her throat and needed to spit it out before it killed her.
And in that kiss, I tasted every lie we ever told.
The preacherâs wife was dead. Salem was breaking.
And me?
I was just getting started.
That night I didnât sleep. I drove the loop twice. Lit a match just to watch it burn down to my fingers. Her name tasted like gasoline in my mouth, and I knewâthis wasnât over.
Not by a long shot.
Because some sins donât stay buried. Some ghosts donât leave when you ask.
And love?
Love just makes you easier to haunt.
CHAPTER FIVE â All Saints Bleed
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
It started with a knock.
Not a loud one. Soft. Almost sweet. The kind of knock that didnât belong here, not outside the back room of The Rusty Nail where we kept the good whiskey and the bad secrets. It was the sort of knock you felt in your ribs before you heard it with your earsâpolite, hesitant, like a sinner asking for absolution.
I opened the door.
Salem.
Eyes glassy. Hair a mess. Like sheâd walked out of a fever dream and forgot to wipe the sleep and sin from her skin. She looked like she'd run here barefoot, like she'd outrun the devil himself just to land on my doorstep.
"I canât go home," she whispered, arms folded like she was keeping herself together with sheer will.
I didnât ask why.
I just stepped aside.
She didnât cry. Not right away.
She hovered in the middle of the room like a ghost still deciding whether to haunt or be haunted. Like she didnât know what to do with her hands, or her pain, or me. Her eyes scanned the worn-out couch, the crooked lamp, the half-empty bottle of bourbon on the dresser, and finally meâsitting on the edge of the bed like a man waiting on his sentence.
I didnât speak.
I waited. Let the silence work its weight. Let it press against us both, until it cracked.
And then, she moved.
Climbed onto my lap like she belonged there. Like gravity worked different when it came to us. She pressed her face to my neck and breathed out something that wasnât quite a sob.
"Donât be gentle tonight."
My heart jerked, kicked like a horse startled.
"Salem..."
"Donât treat me like Iâm fragile," she said, her voice trembling like it was carrying something too big. "I want it to hurt. I want to feel it. I want you to remind me Iâm still alive."
I didnât say a word.
I just kissed her.
Not soft. Not sweet. The kind of kiss that digs its nails in. That leaves teeth marks and questions. Her gasp caught in her throat, but she didnât pull away. She pulled me in. Tighter. Closer. Like she was daring me to ruin her properly this time.
Clothes fell like ash. Like regrets we didnât have the time to name. Her skin burned beneath my palms, slick with sweat, heavy with need. I held her like I was drowning, like if I didnât, Iâd disappear completely. I kissed every scar she didnât show the world, every hollow part she tried to fill with righteousness and rage.
She didnât make a sound when I slid inside her. Just a soft shudder, a breath caught halfway to a prayer. Her eyes fluttered open and looked at me like I was the last terrible choice she was ever going to make.
We didnât make love that night.
We made war.
And in the quiet that followed, we surrendered.
After, she curled up in my bed, her back to me, skin cooling against the sheets. The silence between us wasnât peacefulâit was full of sharp corners and unspoken things.
"You think Iâm a monster?" she asked, her voice barely there, like it might fall apart if I answered too quickly.
"No."
"Liar."
I reached for her. Brushed my fingers against the bruises blooming on her thighs, the bite marks on her shoulder like constellations of our wreckage.
"I think youâre running from something."
She turned. Slowly. No mascara. No lipstick. Just Salem, raw and real and tired of pretending.
"I keep waiting for someone to stop me."
I didnât know how to be that kind of man. Iâd never been anyoneâs saviorâbarely kept myself from burning.
So I kissed her again.
Slower. Deeper. Like I was trying to stitch her back together with my mouth.
And she let me.
The morning dragged its fingers through the blinds, golden and cruel. She was gone again.
But this time, she left something behind.
Her necklace.
A tiny silver cross. Tarnished. Bent at the tip like it had been caught in a fistfight with the devil. Like it had seen too much, just like her. Just like me.
I stared at it for a long time, turning it over in my palm until my fingers smelled like rust and memory.
The next time I saw her, it was Sunday. Church bells ringing like they were trying to shake the guilt off the roof.
And there she was.
Salem.
On Daniel Clayborneâs arm.
Front pew. White gloves. Blue dress. That same smile she wore when she lied to herself.
He had a hand on her knee, and she let him.
I stood in the back, hat pulled low, trying to look like I belonged in Godâs house.
She looked at me.
Right at me.
Didnât blink.
Didnât flinch.
And I saw it, clear as sin:
She wasnât mine.
Not anymore.
Maybe not ever.
But sheâd left her cross.
And that had to mean something.
Didnât it?
CHAPTER SIX â Mercy Donât Come Free
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
The necklace sat on my dresser like it had teeth.
Silver cross. Bent tip. Still smelled like her. Like salt and something sweeter underneath. I hadnât touched it since that morning. Like if I left it long enough, sheâd come back for it. Like it was a thread sheâd follow home.
But she didnât.
Not for three days.
And on the fourth, I heard she was back on Daniel Clayborneâs arm. Wearing white. Laughing pretty. The preacherâs daughter, all haloed up again. And me? I was in the garage, knuckles raw from punching the rust off some old Harley, pretending it didnât feel like sheâd ripped a piece out of me and handed it to the devil with a smile.
Then Vex came in, grinning like he knew something ugly.
"You hear about your little church girl?"
I didnât look up.
"She and Clayborne got caught behind the altar after service. Handsy. Real holy of them."
I wiped the grease off my palms. Real slow.
"Ainât none of my business."
"Ainât it?"
I let the silence answer for me.
But inside, I burned. Not with jealousy. With something meaner. Something that curled tight around my ribs and whispered: She used you.
The next time I saw her was at the diner.
She walked in like nothing had happened. Hair tied up. That same little blue dress. Only difference was the bruises sheâd tried to cover up and the way her eyes flinched when she saw me.
I didnât move.
She came to my booth anyway.
"You left this."
I tossed the necklace on the table. It clinked like a gavel.
She stared at it. Then at me.
"You mad at me?"
I laughed. Not because it was funny.
"You think Iâm that soft? That stupid?"
She blinked. Bit her lip. Like she was waiting for me to soften.
I didnât.
"You think I ainât heard what you been doing with Clayborne? Or what you said about me? That I was just some game to piss your mama off?"
She opened her mouth. Closed it.
"I didnât mean it like that."
"You didnât mean a damn thing, Salem. Thatâs the problem."
I stood up. Let the booth screech behind me. Threw a few bills on the table, but not for her.
"Keep your cross. Youâre gonna need it."
That night, I rode.
No helmet. No lights. Just me, the bike, and the road clawing at my tires. Every mile was a scream. Every turn was a prayer I didnât believe in. I rode until the trees blurred and my hands felt like they werenât mine anymore.
I stopped at the old bridge.
Looked down at the black water below. Let the wind whip at my jacket like it was trying to tear it off me.
And I thought about her.
Not the preacher's daughter. Not the good girl in the front pew. But the one who crawled into my lap and begged me not to be gentle. The one who moaned my name like a curse.
That girl.
My girl.
Maybe just for one night, but still.
She had made me believe I could be more than a mistake.
And now?
She didnât even look back.
When I got back to the clubhouse, the lights were on.
Inside, the boys were drinking. Vex, Razor, Smoke. The usual crew. Music playing low. Some old blues song about heartbreak and whiskey.
I walked past them without a word.
In my room, I found the necklace.
On my pillow.
Back where it started.
Tied with a ribbon.
And a note.
"Donât give up on me. Not yet."
I stared at it.
And for the first time in days, I felt something real.
Hope.
Or maybe just the echo of it.
But either way, I wasnât done with her.
Not yet.
CHAPTER SEVEN â Cross My Heart
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer 1977
I wasn't planning on going back to church.
But I did.
Not for God. Not for forgiveness. For her.
The pews were empty when I slipped in through the side doors. Light filtered through stained glass, painting the floors in fractured colors that didnât feel holy. It was quiet. Too quiet. The kind of quiet that makes your sins echo off the walls.
I sat in the back. Hat off. Heart in my throat.
She came in five minutes later. Alone this time. No Daniel Clayborne. No white gloves. No blue dress. Just Salem, in denim and a threadbare tee, hair up like she'd stopped caring again.
She didnât look at me.
Walked straight to the altar, lit a candle, and sat in the front row. Like she had something to say but wasnât sure who to say it to.
I waited.
Until the silence felt like it would split me in two.
"Why him?" I asked, voice low, carrying too much weight.
She didn't turn around.
"Because he's safe."
Safe. Not me.
I stood. Walked up the aisle slow. Every step felt like a confession. When I reached her, she finally looked.
Eyes red-rimmed. Not from crying. From trying not to.
"He wonât hurt me."
"I never meant to."
"But you did."
I sat beside her. Close enough to touch. Far enough not to.
"I gave you everything," I said.
She shook her head. "You gave me the broken pieces. Then acted surprised when I bled."
I looked at the altar. At the flame sheâd lit.
"You ever pray for something you know you shouldnât want?"
"Every damn day."
And then she turned.
"Do you love me, Nico?"
"I love the mess of you. The madness. The fire."
"Not what I asked."
I hesitated. Swallowed.
"Yes."
She closed her eyes.
"Then stop making me choose between feeling alive and staying safe."
I reached for her hand.
She let me hold it.
Not tight. Not soft. Just... there.
"You still wearing it?" she asked.
"The cross?"
She nodded.
"Yeah."
"Then cross your heart, Jinx. Tell me you won't break me again."
I brought her hand to my chest.
"Cross my heart," I whispered.
She leaned in.
And for a moment, it felt like maybe we could start over. Like maybe the fire could burn with us instead of through us.
But outside, someone was watching.
And mercy doesnât come free.
CHAPTER EIGHT â Saint Nothing
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â August 1977
The night Salem floated beside me in the lake, everything changed. Not in the kind of way you feel right away.
More like a fracture. Hairline. Quiet. Until it splinters everything.
She didnât come back to the club after that.
Didnât swing by the Rusty Nail. Didnât call. She ghosted, vanished, like maybe sheâd imagined it all too.
I tried not to let it eat me. Did the runs Razor told me to do. Patched up a rookie who got glassed in a bar fight. Shot pool with Widow and Tank.
But everything tasted like nothing.
Every drink went down bitter. Every laugh felt borrowed. Every girl I looked at looked like her shadow.
Sunday came again.
Rivenstead Church sat like a crown of bones at the top of the hill. Salem walked in on Danielâs arm, like clockwork.
Except this timeâ There was a ring on her finger.
I didnât breathe. Didnât blink.
Just stood in the back, behind the pews, wearing guilt like a second skin.
Widow elbowed me after service. âThat your little preacherâs daughter?â
âSheâs not mine,â I muttered.
He laughed. âShe looks like she knows it.â
That night, I broke my hand on a bathroom mirror.
Didnât bandage it. Didnât ice it. Rode through the bayou until the stars bled.
I didnât go home. I didnât sleep.
I parked my bike outside her house.
Engine cut. Silence so loud it rang.
Her light flicked on around 2AM.
She stood in the window. White nightgown. Pale face. Bare feet. Like something out of a dream you regret the moment you wake up.
She didnât open the window. Didnât wave.
She just stood there.
And I felt it.
The ending.
Crawling up my spine.
Next day, Razor called me into the back room.
âYouâre slipping.â
âIâm fine.â
âYouâre in love with a girl who ainât yours and never was.â
I lit a smoke. Didnât answer.
He grabbed my collar. âThis club gave you blood. Gave you name. You want to piss it away for a church girl whoâs gonna marry the first man her daddy approves of?â
I let the silence answer for me.
He shook his head.
âYouâre not built for heartbreak, Nico. Youâre built for ruin.â
Salem showed up at the shop the next night.
Tears on her lashes. Dress wrinkled. Heels in her hand.
âI ran,â she said. âI ran straight from the altar.â
âYou said yes.â
âI didnât mean it.â
âYou still said it.â
She walked toward me like she was walking off a cliff.
âYou ruined me.â
âNo,â I said. âYou let me.â
And then we kissed.
Outside the club. Where anyone could see. Where anyone did.
Inside, Razor was waiting.
âYou done?â he asked, voice low, eyes dark.
Salem clung to my arm.
I looked at her. And for the first time, I didnât have an answer.
CHAPTER NINE â The Devil's Bride
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Late Summer, 1977
They say you canât sell your soul if you already gave it away.
That Sunday, I stood at the edge of Rivensteadâs old cemetery with mud on my boots and a cigarette between my teeth. The preacherâs voice rolled across the headstones like thunderâloud, certain, full of verses that didnât quite land right when you knew what he kept in his bed.
Salem wore black.
Not for mourning. Not even for ceremony. She wore it like armor. A velvet dress clinging like smoke, like a funeral veil stitched from sin. Her heels clicked soft on the gravel path. Her eyes never found mine.
But I found hers. I always did.
âYou look like trouble,â I told her, two nights before, when she snuck into my garage after midnight.
âGood,â she whispered, pulling my shirt over her head, âIâm tired of being good.â
I kissed her with engine grease still on my hands. Laid her down on a bed of tools and dust, in between the growl of metal and the clatter of wrenches. She tasted like whiskey and war. Like the last sin a man gets to choose.
She didnât cry that night either. She didnât need to.
But she trembled.
And I held her until the shaking stopped.
Back at the cemetery, Clayborne clutched his Bible like it was going to save him from the truth.
I wondered if he knew.
If he really knew what Salem sounded like when she broke. When she begged. When she swore my name like a prayer and a curse, all in the same breath.
She stood beside him now, lips painted red, fingers laced with his, while her eyes burned holes through the sky.
She was beautiful in the way a burning church was beautifulâglorious, damning, unforgettable.
And I couldnât stop looking.
Later that night, after the last hymn fell flat, and the mourners were gone, I found her again. Out back. Smoking the end of a clove cigarette, arms wrapped tight around herself.
âYou shouldnât be here,â she said without turning.
âI never shouldâve been.â
She laughed. Bitter. Soft. Like rain hitting a stained-glass window.
âI keep thinking this will get easier,â she said. âLying.â
I stepped closer. âThen stop.â
She turned, finally. Her eyes rimmed in ash and ache.
âI canât.â
I wanted to shake her. Kiss her. Burn the whole town down with her name on my tongue.
Instead, I took her hand.
She let me.
And for a moment, beneath the hanging moss and broken stars, I thought maybe we still had a chance.
But love, like ghosts, only lingers when it's unfinished.
And we were nothing if not unfinished.
CHAPTER TEN â The Boy Who Prayed Too Late
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Late Summer, 1977
I stopped praying the night Salem showed up barefoot on my porch with blood on her elbow and glass in her hair.
She didnât say a word. Just looked at me like I was the last bad idea she hadnât ruined yet.
I opened the door anyway.
We didnât speak for the first twenty minutes. She peeled off her ruined dress and stepped into the shower like a ghost shedding skin. I sat on the edge of the bed, listening to the water run and wondering how many times I was going to let her wreck me before I asked for mercy.
When she came out, she was wearing one of my shirtsânothing else. Her hair dripped down her back. She looked like salvation and damnation rolled into one soft, shaking girl.
"He hit me," she said. Quiet. Unapologetic.
I didnât ask who.
Because I already knew.
Clayborne. That smug, holy bastard. The kind of man who preached fidelity and practiced fists. He'd raised his voice in the pulpit and his hand at home. And Salemâmy Salemâsheâd swallowed it like scripture. Until tonight.
"I thought I could fix him," she said, curled against me in the dark, voice trembling with some old grief she never let surface before.
"You can't fix fire," I said. "You either burn with it, or you run."
She looked up at me then. Eyes red. Lip split.
"So run with me."
I wanted to say yes. I wanted to grab her hand and ride until the road gave out.
But love isnât just want. Itâs cost. And Salem was already bleeding.
The next morning, she was gone again.
Left her cross. Again.
Left a note too, scribbled on the back of an old mechanic's receipt:
*"I'm sorry. But this ain't your burden. It's mine. - S"
I punched the wall so hard my knuckles split.
Because it was my burden. Because I loved her. Because I didn't know how to stop.
At the next Hallowed Hounds meeting, I showed up with bruised hands and a heart cracked open.
"Where the hell you been, Jinx?" Vex asked.
"Nowhere good," I muttered.
They laughed, the way men laugh when they sense blood in the water.
But Razor looked at me too long. Like he saw something he recognized.
"You fallin' for the preacher's girl?" he asked, low.
I didnât answer.
Because I already had.
That night, I rode out past the levee where the air smelled like iron and guilt. I took the cross from my pocket and held it to the moonlight.
"Please," I whispered, even though no one was listening.
"Bring her back. Or let me forget."
But saints donât answer broken boys.
And I was too late anyway.
CHAPTER ELEVEN â Crossroads Ain't for Lovers
A Hallowed Hounds Tale Rivenstead, Louisiana â Summer's End, 1977
The first time I kissed her, I tasted rebellion. The last time, I tasted blood. Somewhere in between, we forgot how to stop.
I found her by the crossroads just before midnight. The air smelled like cut grass and regret. She wore the same dress from our first time, black lace and bare shoulders, but now it hung on her like a promise half-kept.
"You came," she said.
"You left," I replied.
She nodded, like she knew what that cost me. Like she always did.
"I canât do it anymore," she whispered. "Running. Hiding. Lying."
"Then donât."
"And what? Stay here? Let him break me? Let you bleed for it?"
"Let me love you."
She looked at me like Iâd offered her fire, not safety.
"You donât know what loving me will do."
I took a step forward. Close enough to smell the clove smoke still tangled in her hair.
"Baby, loving you already wrecked me. Might as well let it finish the job."
I kissed her like it was the last prayer I'd ever say. Her hands gripped my cut, nails pressing into the patch that marked me as a Hallowed Hound. For once, she didnât tremble.
For once, she took.
And I gave.
On the hood of my bike, under a sky split with thunder, she gave in like a sinner on her knees. And I held her like a man who knew what it meant to lose.
The next morning, I rode into town with her behind me. Her arms around my waist, chin on my shoulder, like nothing ever hurt us.
The preacher met us on the church steps.
He didnât get a word out.
I dropped him with one punch. Hard. Final. No sermons, no psalms.
Just silence.
She stood over him with bare feet and a burning stare. Pulled the wedding ring off her finger and let it clatter on the stone.
"You're done preaching at me," she said. "He speaks louder."
I didnât say anything. I just took her hand and walked away.
We left Rivenstead that afternoon.
No map. No goodbye.
Just two sinners on the run with too many scars and not enough shame.
She leaned into me as the miles unfurled. Whispered in my ear:
"You still believe in accidents?"
I smiled.
"Only the kind that leave bruises and poetry."
Because some stories ainât about salvation. Theyâre about survival.
And some love stories? They donât end in forgiveness.
They end in flame.
FIN.
⊠Authorâs Note âŠ
To whoever held this story in their hands and heartâ
Thank you for riding all the way to the end with me.
JINX was never meant to be clean. He wasnât supposed to make sense. He wasnât the kind of boy who came home to a porch light. He was bloodied knuckles, a crooked smile, and bad decisions that feel like silk. And Salem? Salem was every girl told to pray the fire out of her bonesâonly to set the church alight instead.
This story is about the kind of love that doesnât ask permission. It bruises. It devours. It chooses you even when it shouldn't.
I wanted it to be aching and unfiltered. A little southern-gothic. A little unholy. I wanted it to feel like something you shouldn't touch, but you still reach for it anywayâjust like they did.
To everyone who knows what it means to fall for someone that wrecks you sweet: Youâre not alone.
This was my love letter to the brokenhearted. To the wild girls. To the boys who never got told they were worth saving. And to anyone who knows that sometimes, choosing each other means choosing the fall.
Weâll meet againâsomewhere between smoke and salvation. Until thenâŠ
Stay doomed. Stay divine.
Au revoir, Rolly
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Note: This story contains mature themes, explicit content, emotional conflict, jealousy, and morally grey decisions. Reader discretion is advised.
I wrote this with shaking hands and a messy heart. Itâs not just about loveâitâs about the parts we hide, the people we ache for, and what it means to belong to no one, and still be wanted by two. I hope it stays with you.
âRolly
EPISODE â
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Los Angeles.
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A fading sun spills gold over a dusty, glass-framed skyline. The air is thick with dreams and defeat. Inside a run-down loft with character and charmâcracked white walls, thrifted furniture, and a fridge held closed with duct tapeâGiselle stands barefoot, pacing in a cotton slip, the hem brushing her thighs.
Giselle quietly says, barely above a whisper, âWeâll lose the house, wonât we?â
Stryker leans back in a creaking chair, sleeves rolled up, a ring of sweat darkening the back of his grey shirt. His jaw clenches around a cigarette he doesnât light.
Heâs not handsome in the traditional way. His face tells storiesâcrooked nose, faded scars, and eyes that used to shine when he looked at her. Theyâre dull now. Worn out.
Stryker tries to smile but fails, âIâm gonna fix it, baby. Just one more pitch, and itâs gonna catch.â
She scoffs. Not because she doesnât believe himâbut because sheâs tired of believing, âYouâve said that before. Every time it gets darker, you say weâll find a light.â
He stands, crosses to her slowly, touches her cheek. His palm is calloused, warm. Still hers. Still trying, âI just need a break.â
And then, as if summoned by desperation itself, the break arrives.
ââââââââââââââ
A glitzy art gallery, downtown. Somewhere Giselle only ever saw from the bus window. Velvet ropes, champagne towers, high ceilings painted black. The event is a charity auction for âEmerging Voicesâ. Stryker scored tickets through an old college friend. They're dressed up, but out of place. Giselle in a backless satin gown she borrowed from her boss, Stryker in a suit that fits his shoulders but not his confidence.
Giselle tugs at her neckline. She hates feeling watched, but tonightâevery man stares. Stryker notices. Thatâs when he sees them.
Silas Duval.
He stands near a sculpture that looks like twisted metal kissed by fire. A glass of red wine lingers near his lips, untouched. Heâs olderâmid to late 30s.
Black suit, no tie. His hair is slightly tousled like he just got out of someone elseâs bed and didnât care.
He doesnât smile. He studies her.
She feels it instantly.
Giselle turns to Stryker, uneasily and whispers, âSomeoneâs looking.â
Stryker upon noticing, frowns, "Yeah. Rich prick with a god complex.â
A woman in a red jumpsuit slides beside them, glossy lips and clinking bangles.
âMr. Duval requests your presence upstairs. Just you two. Private auction preview.â
ââââââââââââââ
The space is quiet, intimate. Thereâs a fireplace that isnât needed, yet itâs lit. A single bottle of rare wine, already uncorked. Three chairs, one couch, two crystal glasses⊠and a third, untouched.
Giselle steps in first, barefoot heels clicking, her dress catching the golden glow. Stryker follows, slowerâuncertain, protective. Theyâre both still playing polite.
And then, there he is.
Silas Duval.
He rises to greet them. Doesnât extend his hand. Just nods, eyes locked on Giselle for one breath longer than acceptable.
His voice like honey over gravel, âI wasnât sure youâd come.â
Stryker speaks up flatly, âWeâre curious people.â
Silas raises an eyebrow, âCurious⊠brave. Or broke.â
His smile is slight. Dangerous. But Giselleâs intrigued. Something in her shiftsâher spine straightens, her lips part, her gaze dares back.
âAll three.â She says, coolly.
Silas chuckles. Low and real. He gestures for them to sit. Stryker pours himself wine before itâs offered. Silas doesnât mind.
âYouâre a writer, right? Stryker Rhodes? I read your old screenplayâthe one about the man who sells his future to save the past.â
Strykerâs jaw twitches.
âNo one bought it," Stryker replies.
âI mightâve, had you offered it to the right person,â Silas says.
His meaning is layered. Deliberate. Giselle feels it, hot on her skin.
They talk. Twenty minutes. About ambition, money, love. Silas is charming in a way that makes you hate yourself for liking him. He quotes poetry without warning, talks about pleasure like itâs currency.
But he never touches her.
Then silence.
He leans forward. Eyes only on her, âWhat would you do to save him?â
She looks at Stryker. His fingers tap the glass like a warning.
Giselle frowns, âWhat do you mean?â
Silas reclines again, a predator with time.
âLetâs say⊠a man offers a woman a million dollars. Just one night. Not a marriage. Not a promise. Just one. Wild. Unforgettable. Silent.â
Stryker scoffs. Giselle goes pale. But not for the reason he thinks. Her knees⊠ache.
âYouâre joking.â
âNo, Mr. Rhodes. I never joke about things I can afford.â
Beat. The fire crackles.
Silas speaks again but to Giselle, softly. âBut itâs not about the money. Itâs about⊠curiosity.â
She swallows. Her pulse is a drumline.
âWhat if she says yes?â Stryker asks, furiously.
Silas smiles softly while leaning in, âThen Iâll change her life in more ways than money ever could.â
The room stills. No background music. No sound but her breath.
Thenâ
Silas to Stryker, âYou can talk about it. Tonight. Or not at all.â
And he leaves.
ââââââââââââââ
Their loft, just past midnight. The city outside hums with sirens and late-night laughter, distant and careless. Insideâitâs quiet. Tense. A single lamp spills amber light across the bed, still unmade from the morning. Her heels are already off, her makeup a little smeared. His tieâs undone, but not removed. The silence is thick enough to chew.
Giselle sits at the edge of the bed, her back to Stryker. She doesn't move when he walks in behind her, the door clicking shut like the final chord of a piano piece.
Stryker breaks the silence with a dry, bitter laugh, âGuess thatâs what rich men do for fun, huh? Dangle women like meat and call it curiosity.â
Giselle doesnât answer. Her fingers fidget with the clasp of her earring, but it wonât come off. Itâs stuck, like her thoughts.
She hums quietly, âIt wasnât about that.â
Stryker fires sharply, âWhat was it about then, huh? What did you see in his eyes, Giselle?â
She turns. Finally. And her voiceâfragile, but dangerously clear.
âI saw a man who doesnât beg for life to be fair.â
That silences him.
Stryker's voice cracks after a pause, âYou think I beg?"
Giselle shakes her head softly, âNo. I think you⊠wait. You hope. Every time we lose somethingâyou hope itâll be different next time.â
She stands now. Slowly. The hem of her slip brushes her thighs again. Her bare feet pad across the floor toward him.
âIâm tired of hoping," She adds.
Stryker grits his teeth in disbelief, âSo what? You sleep with him and we pay off our debt with your body?â
âItâs our body when itâs love. When itâs rent, itâs mine?â Giselle shoves him angrily.
He flinches like she slapped him. But sheâs not yelling. Sheâs not falling apart. That scares him more.
âI didnât mean it like that.â
âYou didnât stop him.â Giselle retorts.
âWhat was I supposed to do? Punch a billionaire in the face?â
âNo. But maybe⊠tell me not to go.â
Silence again. The worst kind. Because in it lives every doubt theyâve both buried.
Stryker's voice breaking, âI shouldnât have to.â
She looks at him. And for the first timeâreally looks.
Giselle whispers, âYou donât want to lose me. But you donât know how to keep me.â
She walks past him. Into the bathroom. The door closes.
But not all the way.
He sits on the bed. Shoulders hunched. And behind the cracked doorâshe leans against the wall. Heart in her throat. She didnât say yes. But she didnât say no.
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Morning. Pale blue light filters through sheer curtains. The loft is quiet, almost holy in its stillness. Giselle sleeps on her side, curled tight, her cheek against Strykerâs back. Heâs awake. Eyes open. Staring at nothing. He hasnât slept.
A soft sound at the door. A paper slip. Stryker hears it. He untangles from her carefullyâhis fingers graze her wrist as he slips out of bed. She stirs but doesnât open her eyes.
He moves to the door, barefoot, silent. When he opens it, no oneâs there.
Just a thick ivory envelope, sealed in black wax. No name.
He breaks it.
Inside: â A black card. Minimal lettering. Just an address. â A suite number. â 9PM. Tonight. â And beneath that, a line: âThis isnât a transaction. Itâs a revelation.â â S.D.
He stares at it. Eyes narrowing. Hands tightening. He knows she didnât ask for this. But he also knows she didnât run from it.
He doesnât wake her. Not yet.
Cut to: later that morning.
Sheâs at the kitchen counter in his shirt, stirring cold coffee with a spoon like sheâs trying to wake something that wonât come back.
The cardâs on the table.
Giselle speaks up, barely a whisper, âYou opened it.â
Stryker nods, sitting across from her, âYeah.â
âDid you read it?â
Stryker scoffs, âI memorized it.â
The silence is sharp. Their fingers donât touch on the table. Not like they used to.
âTell me not to go.â Giselle's voice quivered.
Stryker's eyes met hers, âTell me why you want to.â
She doesnât speak. Her lips part. Her throat works around the words she doesnât say. Thenâ
âBecause itâs not about sex."
Stryker frowns, "Then what the hell is it about?"
She stands. Takes the black card in her hand. Runs her thumb over his initials like a secret.
Giselle didn't reply at first but then chose to form her words calmly, âItâs about being wanted. Not needed. Wanted. Do you remember what that feels like?â
He stands. Face close to hers now. A breath apart. His hand cups her jaw like heâs about to kiss her. But he doesnât.
Stryker's tone grew hoarse, âI still want you.â
âThen why do I feel more alive standing in his shadow than in your arms?â It was heartbreaking to breathe those words out.
And that does it.
He slams his palm on the tableânot in violence, but in grief. A man watching his entire world shift in one sentence.
But she doesnât flinch.
She kisses his cheek. Soft. Final.
And walks away to shower.
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