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Are your dms open? :( also, it's weird for a stranger to say this I know but you are doing good, please don't punish yourself so harshly, you are trying and it definitely looks like it's paying off

Hope you have a good day/night

Oh wow, I haven't used this blog in a while. Thank you, you too. And yeah they are.

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I'm such a fucking failure

Promising myself that if I eat over 300 cal today I'm cvtting. I can't do this anymore

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Thinking about the prospect of cvtting every time I binge.

I mean it'll help with accountability fs.

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Promising myself that if I eat over 300 cal today I'm cvtting. I can't do this anymore

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"you need to let it go" that would be really cool, unfortunately I'll take it with me to the grave

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the moment anyone slightly hurts me, i feel the need to cause them intense emotional agony.

all i want in that moment is for you to suffer worse than the pain you’ve caused me.

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Jesus christ I'm so fucking discusting. Probably had over 2000 cals today, I need to punish myself.

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i fucking hate the term ‘neurospicy’.

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small sesh bc I got new blades.

I love cutting outside, it's so euphoric

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I need to get higher or I am going to slam my head against the wall repeatedly

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gonna try for under 150 tomorrow.

I also got around 5000 steps in.

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Got high and elapsed for the first time in months.

I'm honestly disappointed at the outcome, could onto manage baby-cvts and light styr0 with this stupid thing.

(couldn't figure out a way to take the gaurd off.)

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these are pathetic lmfao.

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Yall ever hit a bong so hard you drool..

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My mother canceled our mothersday plans because apparently my gifts and cleaning the house wasn't enough.

Well fuck you I guess.

Might as well cvt and starve.

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Going on a trip to New York for pride.

I have to lose weight by then,

I swear if I don't I'll kms

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I want his hands around my throat, even if he's trying to kill me.

I'd be honored to be snuffed out by his grasp, turning purple,

he is all I will see, all I am.