rougarouuu - Tumblr blog

[rougarouuu]

Apollo is in the warmth of a heartfelt hug

[rougarouuu]

After a long, LONG while, I finally sat down with Apollo to have a proper time with Him. When it ended I tried talking to Him through tarot and it went like this:

Me: So, how'd you like our hang out today?

Him: It was lovely :)

Me: Great! Anything you want to tell me?

Him: Glad you asked :) *proceeds to give me the worst fucking spread I've seen in my life*

[rougarouuu]

Incoming Rant...

PRINCE STOLAS DOES NOT BELONG TO VIVZIEPOP!

Vivzie did not create him. Nor did she create any of the other daemons in the Ars Goetia.

According to my own UPG this is an insult to Prince Stolas.

When I and other daemonolators try to find research material on Prince Stolas, be it on Google or YouTube or wherever, and 99% of what we come up with is Helluva Boss this and Helluva Boss that, it's extremely infuriating. At least for me.

Sorry for the rant but I'm pissed. At least it was a short rant.

[rougarouuu]

I have been looking for information about the Goetic Prince Stolas and all I can find is information of the character from Helluva Boss.

I recently started watching that show and I love it. Stolas is a very sensitive character.

BUT he is not the Stolas I seek information on.

It seems like damn near anything concerning Prince Stolas that is NOT about the Helluva Boss character has been taken down. His wiki has disappeared.

There's only one site that I can find that can help me - but I have to become a member. Not sure I want to do that yet.

Are there any Demonolators out there who could possible help me out?

[rougarouuu]

the duality of crowley can be best summed up by him unconditionally denouncing suicide among humans but then turning around and telling gabriel, archangel of the lord, to jump out a window the second he annoys him

[rougarouuu]

Currently thinking about Robin Buckley from Stanger Things

I just finished listening to Rebel Robin, the podcast, and so this post is confined to JUST the context of that series, so heads up, there's gonna be spoilers ahead! Read at your own risk!

!! SPOILERS AHEAD !!

I loved Rebel Robin so so much. And like, I love how much of an in-depth look we get to take on her character in this series. Like yeah, we get to see her through the series, but since this is so focused on her we get to see more of a look at her inner monologue.

I think my favorite part of the podcast (and I have a few favorites) was Robin explaining to Mr. Hauser that she doesn't want to stand out too much, even academically, because she needs to stay in her camouflage. This happens in Episode three, "The Inferno" (thank you to @clowns-are-cool for making a transcript of the podcast!!) Mr. Hauser and Robin discuss this in which Mr. Hauser asks her why she's reading Dante's Inferno in the original translation, and she says that she "likes a challenge." When Mr. Hauser asks her why she isn't in advanced classes, Robin explains that she tries so hard to be painfully average and go unnoticed. They have a bit of a back-and-forth, jumping from topic to topic, and eventually, it shifts to Barb, but that's not what I'm referring to here.

Robin, in this scene, breaks down what I think a lot of people feel, and I know that I felt like this myself in High school and I'm breaking out of that now in college, but -- the mindset that you can't stick out too much or you'll be mocked no matter what. Robin's fear of being the nerd, fear of being chewed up by "The Hawkins Monster", which is really just high school society breaking you down until you fit in, and Robin doesn't want to lose her individuality. And this kind of goes back to her saying the following:

"I hope so. Because otherwise- If I'm totally honest with myself I'm scared of really truly rebelling and it feels like I'm close sometimes you know? Like I'm almost someone who is unique and interesting and unafraid but the camouflage is working too well and I'll turn into someone who never fights at all because I never decided who I wanted to be and I worry that if I- If I don't figure it out soon that someone else is going to decide for me" -Rebel Robin: Surviving Hawkins Episode 2, "Frankenstein"

She explains that she gets really close to rebelling, but doesn't. But what I don't think she understands is that her teetering on the edge of society by not fitting in and pushing back against the expectations and trying to fight "the system" is a bit of a rebel against society. She IS someone whos interesting and unique, maybe not entirely unafraid but she still gets close to it with how brave she is for following behind Dash in "The Outsiders" (Ep. 5), and saving Mr. Hauser from being essentially stalked. She is all of these things she just doesn't realize it because she doesn't fit her idealized version of this description, I think. She has decided for herself, she just doesn't see it yet.

Another thing that I really love is the way that Robin puts two and two together about Mr. Hauser's sexuality in the end, and she doesn't make it a big deal. She has her moment of realization, and she processes it, and then she immediately hatches a plan to protect her favorite teacher. She immediately came up with a plan to keep him safe and threatened Dash into staying in line, essentially, with her false accusation of pulling the fire alarm. Personally, I love this scene because it shows her connection with someone else on a deeper level than just "outsiders in this society", it's beyond that. It goes into Robin seeing someone like her. Seeing someone who is unconventional and, while afraid to be himself, still becomes a role model and is still passionate about his job and the life he's made for himself. And I know that some people might think that that twist is so unnecessary and not needed, but I think it's a key part of Robin coming to terms with herself and her own sexuality. I think that's why the smile that Mr. Hauser gives her at the end means. The happy-yet-sad smile. I think he's happy that she's coming to terms with herself, but he's sad that she's going to have to live her life in fear and not be open about herself, either. He sees himself in her. He sees his potentially awkward, askance, fifteen-year-old self who didn't fit in anywhere trying so badly to figure out why the system is so against him. And he sees it in Robin throughout this entire time that they get to know each other. He's happy that she has someone she can see herself in but he's sad because he's been along the same exact journey that Robin's walking on and he knows it isn't easy.

I have so much more I can say on this podcast but I also want to read the book, so I might ramble more and more every now and again but I wanna get the full picture before I make any assumptions. This post was entirely impulsive though so who knows what'll happen. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk :) Feel free to add on / comment / ask anything I'm so absorbed into this world right now /pos

[rougarouuu]

Hi tumblr :]

Call me Rou, Robyn, whatever ya want! I'm new artist here on Tumblr, and I mainly draw fandoms -

I draw:

Stranger Things

MCYT

D&D style races

Original Characters / Characters from my projects

And other things that I get fixated on!

Some fun facts about me:

I'm a Cancer ♋

I have two books in the works

I am a forensic psychology major, with a criminal justice minor

I do most of my art digitally!

I'm Hellenistic Eclectic Pagan, devoted to Apollo

This is my linktree:

Here you'll find links to my commissions carrd, my pronouns and names, my etsy shop, and my kofi! Feel free to ask me about my commissions in DMs as well ✨

I'm looking forward to using the platform more often :) Blessed be!

Here's a work in progress sneak peek :)

[rougarouuu]

Eddie “The Freak” Munson || First time drawing this guy :) I’ll def be drawing him more