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reddit user: here's some sound thinking as to why I headcanon this fictional character as neurodivergent

the rest of reddit: NO WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL OF THOSE POINTS CAN BE REFUTED YOU'RE AN IDIOT AND MUST DIE OF SHAME THAT'S JUST A NORMAL DUDE

tumblr user: i think this character is neurodivergent because. the vibe.

the rest of tumblr: OH MY GOSH BESTIE YOU'RE SO RIGHT LOOK AT MY LITTLE NEURODIVERGENT SON I'M NEVER GONNA STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM

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i hate when two close friends that have practically adopted me fight it feels like my parents fighting

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I don't care if somebody was "born a man" or "born a woman"

We were fucking born as babies, I frankly don't care what you were "born to be," so long as you are happy in the here and now. That's what matters more, not this bioessentialist "you're born this way, and nothing you do or say matters more than how you were born"

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!!!

I don't talk about my psychosis often on my main but I just saw something on my dash that was like, "I'm delusional about this character and made them better in my head!"

You are not delusional about this character. You simply like the fanon version that you made up of them, and you can say that, instead of glorifying delusions.

In grade 7, I delusionally believed that a kid was going to rape me, and it led me to bully him so hard that he was left in snotty tears. I live with the guilt of what I've done every day.

In grades 8 and 9, I failed gym twice in a row, and slipped back into my phobia of knives because I was convinced my teachers were pedophiles. I became afraid of everything associated with them and ruined any possible relationships with them and my classmates, they always saw me as the 'crazy' one.

Now in the past year, I've had to deal with believing there are monsters in my house coming for me, believing that there's a double of my psychiatrist disguised at my school to keep an eye on me, believed innocent people are stalking me, believed that people are dropping messages to me and talking about me from a distance, believed that I could make the bus crash just by thinking about it and rode the rest of the ride in fear, and so much more.

Delusion has even affected my ability to communicate with people, because when I believe people can read my mind I stop making any effort to say actual words to them.

"Delusional" is not a word to describe your funny or quirky feelings towards a fictional character! It's a life ruining experience that burns bridges and ruins your image, and it often it's an experience that comes packaged with disorders that are already stigmatized enough.

Please, if you care about us psychotic people, don't use the word "delusional" like this.

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Hi it’s a long shot since you haven’t posted in awhile but in one of your posts you said you found a solution to force dormancy, we’re trying to do the same so I was curious to what that was

hey ! sorry, i completely forgot this app existed for a while.

i vaguely remember posting something like that but i have no idea where i said it i’m sorry :/

a lot of the system is inactive now anyway but i’m not sure exactly how many of them are dormant

if i find the answer i’ll make another post about it as soon as i can

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hello ?? no the two underneath normal vision are the exact same dont fuck with me this way

MY FRIEND IS FINDING OUT THAT HES COLORBLIND AND WE’RE ALL HELPING HIM THROUGH IT LMAOOOOOO

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The Autism Spectrum

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me doing that thing princesses do where they lift up their dresses when they run so they don't trip but i'm wearing a lab coat

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Criticize peoples' actions without pathologizing them challenge 2023

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this joke is so stupid i love it

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people talk a lot about direct bullying in school but never like, when you're isolated because you're "weird" and the hushed whispers where they look over at you and point then crack up laughing. when everyone avoids you for being too blunt or having interests in "kid stuff"

so, ig shout out to everyone who wasn't bullied to their face. i was, but the majority was being an outcast

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Maybe don’t hate people

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Please interact with the post if you're intellectually disabled or learning disabled. There's no way I'm the only one who's "slow" on this hellsite.

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Something hardly any Percy Jackson fan talks about is the fact that all demigods have a learning disability. Growing up with a learning disability, I often would get made fun of for not being able to read aloud correctly in elementary school. I would struggle with basic words. But when I first read Percy Jackson, it was one of the first times in my life that made me feel like having a learning disability wasn’t such a bad thing. And for that, I’m genuinely thankful that Rick Riordan included learning disability in his series.

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@halfasleepalice

STOP SCROLLING!

You are doing such a good job handling all of the difficulties in your life! You are handling things way better than you think you are. You are here today. Give yourself credit for that.

That’s it. I just wanted to let you know that. You can continue your scrolling now🍀🕊

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@halfasleepalice

You really tagged this damn blazed post about IBS with #shitter?????