rowanthesorcerer

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alright I caved I'm learning blender now

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Omg hi we used to be mutuals on Instagram hru?? (I was a random cosplay account)

hi heyo, i’m a grub and i live in the soil. i’m doing pretty good.

hope you’re also doing good

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i’ve been unable to draw or write anything for bloody months now. someone help me. my motivation, beloved, come back.

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tumblr friendships are hard to maintain like im sorry i know i havent talked to you in 5 months but you’re still super rad and i still consider us friends im just dumb

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i sat with a drawing the other day. i said “i kinda wanna give up art….”

and then i remembered i’ve been drawing for years and there has been improvement (even if it’s slow) and it doesn’t have to be good, i will look back at my sketchbooks and see what i loved at the time, not the art skill. it’s like a diary, but with cute little silly drawings and stickers

by making art you are improving no matter what im so serious never stop making art ever . Never stop drawing that game you like or those ocs only you know or things you see or objects that appeal to you or stars or hearts or shapes. draw wonky hands and weird proportions . This is important btw

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stop eating gruel with the fools and come eat a leek with a freak

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but also, my main fandom is 10 people maximum, so it takes a while for anyone to see

its just embarrassing when you make a fandom related post and it doesnt get any notes like okay. so no one want to play tuoys with me. no one wants to play with our little guys together. okay thats fine. yeah its cool... puts my hands in my jacket pockets. kicks a beer can that was on the side of the road a little

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y’all just don’t get characters like i do. i wanna read specific fanfics, but someone else has to do it, writing it takes time and i can’t enjoy things i write because of self criticism or whatever.

i will have to request and commission writers when i have money.

it's me and the four people on ao3 who understand my favorite character in the exact same way against the world

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mood fr. i win because i have my own functioning brain. and that brain makes creative ideas too, then it makes art and writes stories.

and yea i can do emails and also lists. and i can decide what to make for dinner

don’t talk to me if you’re a frequent chatgpt user. i am on a high horse, you cannot reach me and i am galloping into the sunset leaving you behind.

it really is crazy how quickly people were willing to just let chatgpt do everything for them. i have never even tried it. brother i don't even know if it's just a website you go to or what. i do not know where chatgpt actually lives, because i can decide my own grocery list.

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Midnight meet

I miss this story so much, it`s so sad it didn't have a proper end

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You know i’m thinking about them

i’m remembering my rage

i was so pissed off when the Dorian takeover was announced. i dedicated paragraphs to ranting under their posts. they still refuse to acknowledge LL was ever even a thing, despite it being the most popular story on fictif (probably)

time passing is not an apology.

some of us are still here and that says a lot.

i wish things were back to how they were. when we’d look forward to the story updates and go feral under those posts.

many things have happened since then, but this, it’s always remained.

i’m still angry.

this post has no purpose, i’m just in the mood to reminisce.

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my fave ship dynamic? well, it’s hard to say. ships should probably be quite hydrodynamic, but also potentially aerodynamic…unless you have sails…which you want to catch the wind. it’s very difficult to pick a favourite ship based on its dynamics.

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I’m done with experiencing the horrors. Now the horrors are going to experience me.

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never forget what they took from us

This is my Roman empire btw. I think about this so often it's embarrassing to admit I want my babies back fuck you Dorian FUCK YOU GIVE ME BACK SAGE and the rest of my babies 🥹 MY SHEILAAAAAAA

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Fighting depression by drawing memes 👍

This looks awful... a pity that this is my first contribution to the fandom lol

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i just wanna be able to say “guards! get this man out of my sight” once in my life and have actual guards (complete with clanking armour and spears) take someone away for me. throw him in the cells or whatever. is this too much to ask?

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i can't even put in caption that i'm crying anymore, it's been 2 years now and I still haven't moved on...