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they're on a date and they're shyly playing footsie under the table. if you even care

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au where it’s been years since sam and dean have done anything. it was safest that way, but one day sam comes home drunk and starts kissing dean slowly, waking him up. he kisses back and it feels like heaven. their mouths find each other like magnets - their lips crash together, desperate and hungry, years of silence and longing breaking all at once. dean can’t even open his eyes as he grabs sam’s waist, rough but trembling, while sam clutches at his brother’s shirt, dragging him closer. their kiss is messy and breathless, teeth clash, and tongues tangle like they’re both drowning, and the only air they’ll ever need is each other - it’s always been. it is a fever that comes from holding back too long, a mix of frustration and need, love and ruin. it feels like confession and sin at the same time, a kiss that says i hate you for making me want this, and i’d burn the whole world down just to keep tasting you.

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i think we don’t talk enough about how sam is equally as obsessed with dean as his brother, he just shows it in a different way - or represses it more. the shaking, the overthinking, his brain deactivating when he’s with dean because he knows he’s safe. i’m sure sam was the one who started their romantic/sexual relationship as dean felt like it was too wrong, after all he raised sam - but sam always reassured him. i love their love.

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samdean sex but dean always stays fully dressed he just pulls his cock out while he makes sam get all pretty and naked for him.

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he would be such a cute activist

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Nothing Beats A Jet2 Holiday! ^_^

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actually, it’s perfectly okay to refer to sam as “she” when it comes specifically to wincest, especially from dean’s pov. not only because dean canonically sees his little brother as his wife, but also because robert singer refers to sam in feminine terms in his interviews (“girl”, “mom”). the show creators themselves gave sam a traditional feminine role when it comes to samdean dynamic, and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with acknowledging it

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au where every time sam doesn’t listen to dean, dean teases him reminding him how much of a good boy he was when they were teens - but deep down dean loves how now sam can be more dominant and angry sex to make up

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i know that the night before dean went to hell, he and sam clung to each other, kissing and holding on like it was the only thing keeping them alive. making love one last time. dean fought to stay strong, if only to cradle sam, who was breaking even more than he was. there was no hope left, not really, but they gave themselves one last night - of whispered promises, of desperate tenderness, of a love that refused to die even as everything else was ending for them. ♡

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He's so obsessed with his brother-wife, I really can't blame him.

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pre teen sammy would always rest his head on dean’s legs. teenager dean suffers the consequences. it isn’t normal, but it’s just hormones. just hormones. right?

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