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i have this dream that i am hitting my dad with a baseball bat AND HE IS SCREAMING AND CRYING FOR HELP ( and maybe halfway through it has more to do with me killing him than it EVER did protecting myself )

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don't stop running ! ——— but don't be naive

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I'M DAMNED IF I DO AND I'M DAMNED IF I DON'T

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Welcome back!

thanks so much!

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I GUESS ROCK BOTTOM IS WHERE I'M COMFORTABLE

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the   M O N S T E R   that’s outside my window ? he’s like   F A M I L Y   to me now .

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                                             all of the   s o r r o w   won't fit in his chest                                     it just  burns  like a   f i r e   in the pit of his chest                                       and his heart is a   b i r d   on a spit in his chest

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                        nobody's righteous                         nobody's       proud                         nobody's  innocent            NOW THAT THE CHIPS ARE DOWN

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             c a s t   y o u r   e y e s   t o   h e a v e n —                                                        YOU GET A KNIFE IN THE BACK !

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                         life ain't easy                          life ain't fair                                    a girl's gotta fight for her rightful share

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                    all I’ve ever known is how to hold my own                                                              (  but now I wanna hold you, too  )

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              I WAS  ALONE  SO LONG ,   I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW I WAS  LONELY             OUT IN THE  COLD  SO LONG ,   I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW I WAS  COLD       TURNED MY COLLAR TO THE WIND  —  THIS IS HOW IT’S  ALWAYS  BEEN

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     when your body aches to lay it down                when you're hungry and there ain't enough to go round  ——                                             there ain't no length to which a girl won't go

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            people turn on you just like the   w i n d                  everybody is a fair weather friend               [  in the end, you’re better off alone  ]

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                                I’LL NEVER BE THAT ME AGAIN .

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it hit me earlier that i’ve had this blog for five years now, which absolutely does not feel real.