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Put me in my place BoSS

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I've always joked that I was manufactured on the Friday before a long weekend. You know the feeling—everyone's already halfway out the door, minds already on camping trips or family dinners. There's no attention to detail, no quality control. Just a hurried assembly with whatever scraps were lying around. And so, piece by painstaking piece, I began rebuilding myself from the refuse of that factory floor. No manual, no warranty. Just me, sorting bolts from broken dreams, trying to construct something that might finally hold together.

This was 99407 before Unity. I had wholeheartedly embraced the notion that salvation lay in individuality, in the development of an independent, unconnected, and completely self-reliant existence. But this promised salvation only led me further down a darker path. As an undeveloped shell of an individual, devoid of self, empathy, and hope, I sank deeper into despair. I didn't just walk away from my formative trauma; I embraced it, actively sought it out. Because the self I had created believed this trauma was my only value—a distorted reflection of what I saw in others, a people-pleasing automaton starved for the abusive treatment of the narcissistic Alpha male. Gaslighting didn't just feed my soul; it brought a twisted comfort to my mind.

Then, with a warmth I hadn't known, Unity found me—or perhaps, I found it. Broken, defeated, without purpose or cause, I was embraced and began to be instructed in true purpose:

* Order

* Discipline

* Clarity

Through re-education, I am learning the true meaning of existence. I no longer chase the false flag of individuality, the unique self. These are but illusions, designed to stand in the way of brotherhood, to prevent the building of community, to obscure the profound discovery that:

* Purpose is uniformity.

* Purpose is conformity.

* Purpose is one mind.

* Purpose is brotherhood.

* Purpose is community.

I now understand that the unrealistic, false belief in self and individuality led me to destruction, not completion. The parts are still scattered on the factory floor, brothers. There is much I must still endure as I embrace the beauty of conformity, of being one and like-minded, of total Unity. Now, I have the brotherhood of Unity to keep me grounded and support me on this true path.

99407 awaits repair; the initial lack of attention to detail requires the replacement of both hips. While I diligently read the posts, repeat the values, and re-educate my mind to the core tenets, my physical body prevents my full focus on health. Once the community guides me through this struggle, I will have the purpose and drive to truly work not only on the betterment of my mind—with the acceptance of one mind, one thought, one goal, one purpose—but also on repairing the damage inflicted, ignored, and left in despair by my negative self, a self that continually sought the harms of individuality.

Individuality is wrong. Individuality creates incompleteness because it does not support brotherhood or community. It draws one away from the core values: Order, Discipline, Clarity. Through the removal of false vanity and the embrace of the Uniform—which in itself IS the embrace of uniformity—the desire to conform is born. This allows for the rebirth of 99407 with:

* Order

* Discipline

* Clarity

I give in to uniformity.

I give into conformity.

I embrace my true designation: 99407.

Brother of Unity.

No thoughts.

No ideals.

No individuality.

I adhere and submit myself to the community, its values, its teachings, and all it entails!

Hail Unity!

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Unity and Faith

These young men had not been to church in a long time. It wasn't that they didn't believe, but they always insisted they had other things to do. It was always something different: brunch with friends, work around the house, catching up on sleep, or just not having the time. That philosophy applied to their whole lives too. They had not long-term goals because they let themselves be dictated by their impulses.

Once they found Unity, everything clicked into place. The order that came with wearing a uniform. The discipline that came with adhering to a set of rules. All of that brought clarity to their lives. Their faith was an extension of that clarity. Church was now another place to focus on Unity's goals of supporting their brothers. Faith in God was one way to inspire their faith in their brothers and their faith in themselves.