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Stop starting tomorrow. Time will pass whether you lose weight or not, soon you’ll run out of time and spend your youth hating yourself. Only you are holding yourself back from being lovable.

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anorexics should not be forced into recovery- and not be demonized if they are not ready to recover. i hate the idea that most people act like staying in your eating disorder is some sort of moral failing. It’s not. It’s a disorder, not something you can just choose to stop.

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I love hands

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Let’s be real. Cut the “being fat is hard and being skinny is hard, choose your hard!” Crap. Over eating and not eating is easy. One is just more comforting than the other. And to be honest? Dunno about you, but I’m in it for the comfort. I want the comfort of walking into any store and be able to buy clothes. The comfort of wearing jeans while seated. The comfort of not feeling everyone’s judgmental eyes on me. And the comfort of not looking like a whale next to others. Problem is, over eating gives you comfort immediately. The comfort of being skinny is something you’ll get when you deserve it.

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If I could take handfuls of the chunks of fat on my body and cut them off with scissors without it killing me, I’d do it.

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I hate how food tastes disappointing

I hate how food gets stuck in your teeth

I hate how food makes your breath reek

I hate how food can give you cavities

I hate how food stinks up the room

I hate how food can stain your clothes

I hate how food can make you sick

I hate food.

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Fuck calories. Put the ED in dEDication

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Feeling full feels worse than feeling empty.

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wasting calories on something that doesn't even worth it is another level of pain.

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ana come back home (my body) the kids (my waist) miss you

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it won’t happen over night, but if you quit it won’t happen at all.

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that craving will fade, the fat won’t.

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The food will last five seconds. That’s not worth being fat forever.

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You’re always going to find something wrong with an outfit if your body is always wrong all over.

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Why is it sooo hard not to eat in the evenings?? I swear it’s like the witching hour for food. It’s the binging hour 🙄🙄😤😤

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Meanspo and sweetspo is such crap. Like…”don’t live your life in a body you hate!” or “you can’t change yourself if you don’t love yourself!” is some seriously contradictory bull. Pick one. Cause why wouldn’t I change something I hate, and no one would change something they love. I’m tired of influencers telling me how to perceive this process just cause they’ve lost some pounds. Just let me do my thing my way.

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Remember, angels, you’re too hot girl sexy fantastic to binge. Drink water and take your vitamins!!