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sharing this form forever digital with one through the physical veil of the timebound space of “IRL” is the entire reason they sent me to the shivering isles in the first place….

there were rumors of folks going IN normal and the returning mad, but they saw my curse and decided to toss me through the portal and had a small squad of volunteers “escort” me to the gates of dementia and mania.

who wouldn’t choose mania??? ¿¿ ???

all in all i am at peace with the whole ordeal, i sometimes wonder if my other half the human entity is somehow content in the suffering i dream as she lives it- *shudders*.

at least i met runs-in-circles… what a fine lizard she is

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WOOOOOOOOOO *cheering and jeering*

fargoth

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i just wish to wander under such a beautiful turgid sky for the rest of my languish in frenetic day-skipping mania. lizard wife agrees. the hist hallucinations are getting worse, where's my damn greenmote? how did we get here? n'wahs.... urhg.

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there's something about the dementia side of the shivering isles, just after it has rained all night and the sun has come up, only to barely peek through the clouds and the fog... it really is such a special place. i can still feel the cold ground beneath my bare feet, still hear runs-in-circles making those damned car/animal/acceleration noises, too. dare i pass over the hill of suicides, or shall i climb inro a tar shroom to the top, just to float down again? alas, alas.... i must find SOME way to distract myself from my shared form. entity of the so-called "real" world is being thrown down the stairs, and i am just sitting here like a bad dream, surrounded by near morbid beauty. glory to the madgod.

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hai all!!

yes, this is an introductory post... hi. you can call me- runs-in-circles's loving wife. jk, i mean sure call me tha t bscause I LOVE HER i even love her so much i made a neocities SHRINE for her (WIP but done soon) hehe i just love her.

i literally spent more hours of my entire childhood online playing elder scrolls morrowind and oblivion that i did probably ANYTHING else. im talking thousands upon thousands of hours. i can probably quote by heart every stinking dialogue tidbit/whatever from oblivion and the shivering isles, hell, id put money on it. thats for real. i literally grew up in tamriel, and like to say i am from the shivering isles.

life irl has always somehow been a far off and foreign thing to me. i grew up chronically online, as in- always. ALWAYS online. i now see how lucky i was to be able to do this- as a 25 year old adult, i am now faced with a rather unique and trying set of challenges involving money, survival, mental health, and the dreaded IRL (that turned out to not be so bad, but at the same time terrible).

anyways, i am a huge lurker/fan of the open mw project, i LOVE darkelfguy, he even gave a review to one of my house mods (telvanni mushroom house by Croon) on the morrowind modding nexus. i adore him. from afar!~ anyways, i hope to one day make a video game of my own on the engine, but for now i stick to nerdy webdev stuff and using dropshipping stores like i'm gambling with them (ive made over 40 just to see if they worked).

i am an artist, a graphic designer, a web user, a webdev, a programmer, a car hacker, a hacker, a designer of trinkets, an argonian at heart, and a worldbuilding fanatic (it's called ELRIEL, you can check it out anytime you want)

what a long intro, huh. well, hi. nice to meet you all and if you are reading this i love you!!