I'm shy, 5'2 in height, and hair up to shoulder. I have written a couple of poems and songs. If I wasn't lazy enough to convey my thoughts every minute, I would have created millions of it. Of course, you would wonder about the name of my blog. It actually comes from Japanese. "Rupusu" as lupus and "chou" as butterfly.
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The Third Cross
I didn't think about my father last night but I dreamed about him. We were all gathered with my family and then he came down like an angel from heaven. He sat where he used to sit from our dinner table. He talked about "The Station of the Cross" which is technically I don't know what's all about even though I'm Catholic. And that he said he was on the third cross. After he vanished, he said "Amen" for about three times. I then asked my mother later that morning when I woke up. She explained and said that there might be a meaning why I dreamed of this. I searched through the net about the third cross and it was called "Jesus Falls for the First Time". I read through its definition and I guess I finally found the meaning.
The reason I want to share this is I don't know anything about what he said like the third cross and so on. It was all unintentional. The dream was so clear that I feel like it was real and that it's much better than the rest of dreams I ever had.
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Past memo: 08/07/2014 Thu 7:37 PM
Opening the closed doors that I never had Though I need to grasp it with my hand Some have driven me away so bad Maybe it's not were I supposed to land There are many times that I failed And I wonder if there's still light Then I felt it's getting fainted Maybe I'm gonna take this night ©tamin
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Past memo: 08/06/2014 Wed 10:50 AM
Back It Was May
The time I’ve given you the chance I doubted myself but I just dance Because I want to know if you know how I can see the difference now
But it seems again you’re going away Cause’ you haven’t called since yesterday Maybe I was just wondering too much But I really have known this so much
I think that I was just stuck on you And for me to forget about you I have to truly erase the past By changing my number real fast
I wished I never had this in me The feeling that came back to me If saying goodbye still feel the same So then calling you by your name
After some time it made me realized This is not what I’ve fantasized It is finally making its way Back to the time it was May
©tamin
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Past memo: 07/29/2014 Tue 5:50 AM
It seems to me that our time is getting nearer Time passes by so fast With every page in our story written I could tell everything we’ve been through
This feeling I had when I’m staring at your photo I couldn’t understand why but It seems so sad, like you’re going to leave And never ever have to stay with us again
Remember the days when you laugh with me Cared when you see me start to cry You were there to comfort me even if it’s just for a moment Staying behind me while tapping your hands behind my back It’s nice to think that I had you in my life But sad to say we’re going to part our ways around this time
I know I’m just being emotional right now But I can see reality in my eyes Life has been mysterious but everything falls in the right path Your advice I still had it That was one of the best things you ever shared to me That was the time I realized I had you as my solution You were like a hero that I would never forget
I always thought you were reckless before But that was because you were still growing up This time you are fully mature And I could tell that
Because when I stare at your photo I started to form tears in my eyes I don’t know why but maybe I know there will be a time that’ll soon come That you’re going far away from us Never ever had the time to stay with us I will miss you
©tamin
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Past memo: 07/09/2014 Wed 1:14 PM
The road from Balingasag to Cagayan de Oro. The places that I saw by catching a bus were getting even more dirtier. Everything has its own same pollution mostly the garbages. People are getting more irresponsible nowadays. I thought that in this generation everyone will now improve by taking each one’s responsibility but it’s just even getting worse than ever. In the few months that I haven’t taken the bus trip to Cagayan de Oro, all seems unnatural. I swear in my own opinion it’s really getting even worse. We know how to take responsibility but we don’t apply it with our everyday lives. It was easily said than being done. What will our society lead us? I think it is a tragic reality. - tamin
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Be Happy
The things in this world, valuable or not, will never last. After your time comes, you’ll leave these behind taking nothing but memories that’s been created. I am content with what I have. Do whatever makes you happy and feel the moment. What I mean is we have to be happy with complete joy deep in our hearts that would certainly last forever. Never forget to fill our hearts and so with our souls. - tamin
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Past memo: 07/05/2014 Sat 9:02 AM
Even in the morning I can see and hear you crying, and even your eyes can tell me why
Oh you should’ve told the reasons why and we should’ve never end like this, like this
©tamin
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Past memo: 07/05/2014 Sat 8:05 AM
If I ever did that thing. Would you be proud of me?
©tamin
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