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sorry for making yall wait a bit and ty to mod siris (if you do reglance at this blog occasionally) for taking over for a night lol

our irl has been busy but this is definitely not a dead blog and im committed to running it even if asks come in once a dirty blue moon!!! i love you rvb kin fandom, never die.

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Oh, yeah, confessions. Not just saying hi across the bar. Uh!!!! Caboose is my bestie and I miss him very very much. He just got it. I wanna have a slumber party with him and watch Mean Girls and bake cookies and be matchies w our pjs -“Duncan” Donut

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Hey, I know those guys! <- Donut, in cahoots with those big strong men (Washington, Church). I’m fresh off the presses but I’m here infiltrating their asks, hi

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Hey, I know that guy (I found your ask, Wash). -Church

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Don’t worry Wash I’m sure there’s a few of us still here. I am- signed a Doc, Grif, O’Malley and surprisingly Temple

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Helo i am Caboose irl irl caboose smiles

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*Enters room with carton of milk.* Hey guys, I'm back! Uhh, where is everybody? Hello?

- Washington

(seriously, is there anyone left?)

Based on the email notifications I still get, we just haven't received many submissions recently. If there's still an active RVBkin community out there in the tags, here's a gentle reminder that this blog exists and would love to hear from you!

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I think it's a little bit funny and a little bit fucked up that a friend who's known us for... Idk probably around 12 years now, with off and on contact, recently learned we were a system. They looked at our Simply Plural and immediately said "why is Church not listed on here? WAIT WHY IS WASH ALSO NOT ON HERE?!"

Like, bitch?? We don't TALK ABOUT THAT!!!!

We didn't know we were a system until like 4 years ago! There's no way we can COPE if we acknowledge The #1 DiD Guy of All Time in the back of our head. That's a hydra we don't need to poke, thanks!!!!!!

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yoyoyo!!! a noncanon RvB kin here comin atcha live from the vast nullity!!! >..D

'names Agent Indiana, Indie for short, i didn't talk much, and was a TANK compared to most other freelancers.

white armor and purple highlights. also had black-tinted out visor to myself from flashbangs.

t'was an innerestin' "storyline."

nyways.

the main reason i wanted to share this is. uh. well, i died...then came back from the impossible.

my uh. head got blown off by a sniper.

i couldn't take cover in time. think my oversheild upgrade malfunctioned or somethin'.

the last thing i yelled, accordin to someone who remembers me, was, “I'M FUCKIN INVINCIBLE!!!”

that was ironic as hell.

...paraphrasing here, but some essentially said;

no one's ever seen an AI scream in rage and send that many robotic soldiers in one direction at once.

after a bit, i came back somehow, don't remember how of what happened. but i remember that i came back...

anyways, thats how i got my irrational fear of sniper weapons / snipers!

-brokennexus

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I’m a Simmons fictive who’s been influencing/cofronting in this system for over 15 years and I’ve gotten a lot more time to myself as of late. With it comes a near painful yearning for a certain dumbass.. I wish I had more time to process everything… Maybe make a better choice..

Regardless.. my time shared with my team.. with the dirty blues.. with everyone… It will always be a formative part of me. I miss you stupid assholes. 🚩❤️🦾

- Rich Simmons

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kinfession: for awhile i had a serious problem with grif there on chorus. that attitude changed over time, believe me (this isn't in any way meant to be a callout literally at all), but i did. at first i didn't care much one way or the other about him, and then i just grew to feel like he couldn't give less of a shit about any of us, our planet, the war, any of it. what sucked more is that i absolutely couldn't blame him, how could i? these weren't his people, this wasn't his problem. still, the disgust was there. and it felt so terrible watching the other rebels fall all over themselves trying to get near these guys, especially matthews and especially with the way grif treated him. i can't even say anything beyond that cuz i fed into the bad treatment too, but it just feels different when it's an outsider picking on one of your people, like they haven't earned the right to do that yet. but things changed, things grew from there, and i outgrew the bad blood. grif could go on and on about how carefree and lazy and too cool for it all he is, but his actions said different and i guess actions were what mattered most. i miss him, i really do. i feel like a background character in his story, but he's not one in mine and that sucks, but whatever, i can feel some type of way about it and still deeply, deeply miss him. i just try to remember the actions, not the words, and it makes me feel a bit better -a bitters introject

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To the Church that sent in an ask a lil while ago: we have a Tex in our system who already knows their Church but would still be happy to talk to you if you ever feel like chatting with someone. We also have Several other RVB introjects most of whom are blue team aligned! So if you want to reach out feel free to dm us.

As an actual kinfession: Season 19 wrapped things up so beautifully for our Tex fictive and they are super happy that the ending lined up basically perfectly with the one concrete memory they actually had that was important to them. It's been making us a little sad that the finale has been kind of unloved :(

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caboose kin in my 2016 era turned caboose AND tucker AND wash kin in 2024 . heh . what depressed transmasc swag does to a mfer

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I regret going back to earth. I regret leaving you Simmons.. well I more wish you came with me. I wish we could’ve had long walks on the beach, we could’ve relaxed on a hammock together. I miss you and I’m sorry

-Dexter Grif

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dude i can't even figure out who i'm supposed to be. "church introject" makes sense. alpha? epsilon? i have NO idea. one of them, definitely. maybe both. wouldn't that be crazy. i didn't know it worked like that.

identity crises aside, god i miss blue team. and tex, but she's resting now. i don't expect to see her again. that's fine. but the others i wish i could see. i don't even know what i'd say. i don't HAVE much to say. i'm just feeling a whole lot.

i hope they're doing okay. and if she's here, i hope it's at least a bit easier.

- 💿🪼

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I love Tex but clearly she didn’t really feel the same considering she unplugged me often but she was the only person I could trust and she never harmed either which was a plus. I’ve never knew any positive affections until I met Dufresne

All I’m saying is Tex even though you didn’t like me, unplugged me often in pfl, and … tried to kill me. I still care about you

Frank, Dufresne. Doc. Thank you for being so nice to me, no matter what I did you were always so kind. Even when I didn’t deserve it

-Omega/O’Malley (sorry for coming back like right away usually I wait but O’Malley’s being very loud rn)

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hi!! just saying hello to all the other rvb kinnies and introjects out there, i hope you're all doing well and if you ever wanna chat i am literally always down at all times forever until the end of time!! also saying hello to the person who runs this blog, i appreciate you and this blog very much :3 i guess my rvb kinfession is that as a chorus person i often feel like kinda just a prop to the main cast, and i so badly wish there were more chorus peeps out there, but i've met some absolutely incredible chorusans who i still remember fondly even if we haven't talked in awhile. still, i love this community and am always hoping to see someone, ANYONE AT ALL pop in and say hi!! you're all cool as fuck :D <3 -your friendly neighborhood palomo introject, come say hi to me (and bitters, along with some others) at @chorusan !!!

@chorusan 👏