s--ikari

[s--ikari]

don’t forget about me!

[s--ikari]

life isn’t easy, but i’m not afraid of being alone anymore.

[s--ikari]

it’s been a long time.

[s--ikari]

I want to hear what you think about me!

[s--ikari]

Who, if I cried out, would hear me among the angels’ 

hierarchies? and even if one of them pressed me

suddenly against his heart: I would be consumed

in that overwhelming existence. For beauty is nothing

but the beginning of terror, which we still are just able

to endure,

and we are so awed because it serenely disdains

to annihilate us.

Rainer Maria Rilke, First Duino Elegy

[s--ikari]

oh yes. i miss the... like of my life, so very much.

[s--ikari]

... i almost forgot.

it’s my birthday! 🎈

[s--ikari]

how long has it been now?

i think about you every day.

[s--ikari]

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Great Gatsby

[s--ikari]

[s--ikari]

there are so many things that i miss that were never truly mine.

and so many things that shouldn’t be mine.

i hate this life i’m in.

[s--ikari]

[s--ikari]

hi.

i’m still here.

[s--ikari]

i finished watching the anime for the sixth time. 

...

Take care of yourself. 

[s--ikari]

[s--ikari]

[s--ikari]