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i hope you find someone better, junebug, i hope destroying me was worth it for your mental health, i hope you get better and grow, i know you said you couldn't sacrifice yourself to love me anymore, but you lashed out at me every time i was doing bad, i feel like i was sacrificing myself more than you were yourself. i put my all into loving you. and you tossed that all to the side like it meant nothing to you. after countless arguments and so many hurt feelings i would always come back to you, because i wanted so badly for you to be good. but now that you've made it clear to me that you didn't care and never loved me as deeply as i loved you, i see that you can't be good, not for me at least. i hope you find peace. i hope you find comfort in your bed at night. you said this would be better for both of us but you only ever thought of yourself. you were always first. you presented in a way that made it seem like you cared, but in the long run it was all for you. my energy, my love, my emotion, all for you. i do hope you find peace. i wish you all the well in this world. but i cannot forgive you. you tore open my chest and left me to bleed on my own. with nothing.

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like are we actually fucking for real.

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on the count of 3 we are all going to wake up and it was just a bad dream are you ready

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I mispelled my @ and im too lazy to change it

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Aurora Borealis Snake ✨🌌✨ Not my usual style but sometimes I just gotta go with the flow ya know? My brain seems to default to snakes whenever I do that. Idk why.

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bioluminescent starry night sharks 🌌 this is a sticker sheet reward for my kofi members! if you joined in april, youll get it in may ☔️🌈

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dunno, sorry for posting so much about you on here, sorry if you see this ,

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i feel sick

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like it feels like one big lie it feels like they were conspiring against me

like it was all just fake .. like it was a lie.. to make me feel better. i just want to be held by rhem one more time but itll never be the same

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scrolls through their sideblog with tears in mg eyes because they loved me. they loved me and they said it was unending, they loved me then and they don't now.

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its good to know that they wont quite remember

i hope when im gone they don't quite remember.

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i dunno , actually reading his tags , i used to be pretty princess, he called me that all the time , im still so jealous , im getting better i think though,, i used to be a pretty princess

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i used to be his prettiest princess,,

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People have written a lot of touchy-feely pieces on this subject but I thought I’d get right to the heart of the matter

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enough with the bishop imagery you take that hand off your face right now clancy

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the fact there’s several moments where Josh is staring at Tyler with what seems like concern and Tyler spends most of the mv turned away or covering his eyes until that ONE moment where he says “I promised you a contract” and then it goes into the mfing jacket scene and then he doesn’t even look at Josh but at the jacket and then seems to turn away and opens his eyes I CANT