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25/02/24

Who am I to you?

Why does my name cross only when you're bored?

No you don't get it,

loving someone who doesn't love you back is one thing,

But loving someone you believe loves you,

Always, stumbling around the fences of your heart just so you could notice me,

It hurts a little, but,

Why am I the only one ignored?

I hate being distant from you, and you know,

Then why am I the only one getting hurt,

Everytime?

Then why do u remember me in your darkest nights?

Tell me why am I the only one waiting for you,

Always, so patiently,

If not, then why do I feel so lonely?

All left alone, I am always waiting for you to come back,

Now tell me, are you really sure?

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Lament

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I craved you so badly,

Until I didn't.

Until not even the echoes of

Mediocre passion could bring me back.

You threw water on me repeatedly,

And hissed to keep burning,

So you could take my heat as you wanted.

I hope the next time you reach for warmth,

You remember the way my flames kissed your skin.

The way no amount of water could stop

The explosion.

The passion that ignited in my eyes,

As I left your grasp.

I needed you so badly.

Until I didn't.

And you have to live with that.

x

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You don't see

Don't understand my pain

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I'm a sacrifice, antichrist, anarchist, nihilist

Now cut a little deeper

Hate, another death, another crucifixion

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Artist: Angelina Zhogina

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I will smash your fucking head with a hammer

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girls night

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This is the beginning of my end.

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“Just fake a smile, fake a laugh, fake everything you can, you know nobody cares, nobody wants to deal with how miserable you really are”

-the honest voices in my head

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“I feel so fucking unimportant to you”

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“The person you are meant to be with will be fascinated by you….

completely and breathtakingly fascinated by you.”

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