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full of love for Johnny and his brain goop..... 🖤 love for you for doing art to him..... hurray.........

I cant stop even if I wanted to.. thank you ❤️

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Gorgeous shade of red ver🩸🩸🩸🩸🩸(I tried to make it more like the Sanguine color aargh)

I don’t know I just like Eric and Fear Cult

I came up with this silly idea while being in kinda boring English class or something

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i was gonna finish this more but i ended up having to remake most of it from scratch because my file got corrupted and i lost all of my progress. lol

u can see which scenes i locked in for and which ones were just to fill space....

song is p.u.n.k girl by heavenly

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fanart for @igallbladder's creations

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randoms..

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Just wanna add I was listening to sweetmeat by pigface when drawing him and I think it's a fitting song

You still want JTHM asks? Because I kinda wanna see your take on older Squee or just squee and Pepito.

You don’t have too but I’m just interested.

asks/requests will always be welcome its just that i will use them more as prompts if i dont have ideas or ill draw them if i really like it. Ill draw pepito and maybe an older pepito at some point but i really liked thinking about older Squee lol.

I can see him being riddled with so many issues but he doesnt take them seriously because he some sort of outlier separated from everyone else. i think hed be the opposite of Johnny where instead of trying to jump through hoops to rationalize everything he disassociates and tries not to think as much as possible because he knows that what might be true will hurt him. Hes accepted there is something wrong with him but he can think of a world that is better.

his daydreaming and disassociations would probably lead him to see schmee as a form of guidance more than protection when he gets older. After all he doesnt want to think what to do next and has been sort of conditioned to not focus on reality so much to the point he is stuck not being able to function properly, plus when has his free will ever been a good thing anyway? if he has something to do schmee will tell him.

^^i still think Todd can think for himself and second guesses a LOT of things but he has no choice but to be this way so its kind of like he knows better but he cant DO better.

bonus stuff: as a kid hed pull his mattress off the bed to avoid monsters being capable of hiding under it and it follows him into adulthood where he still sleeps on the floor. its also comforting to be low down because he feels hidden.

Schmee also gets beat up and dirty overtime but Todd doesnt feel obligated to fix him because he is afraid to taint or ruin anything associated with Schmee.

i also think hed experience that cartoon trope where he meets whos obviously supposed to be his love interest which is just a female version of himself in appearance (like him with pigtails) but he is so mental he feels nothing for her at all and never sees her again.

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You still want JTHM asks? Because I kinda wanna see your take on older Squee or just squee and Pepito.

You don’t have too but I’m just interested.

asks/requests will always be welcome its just that i will use them more as prompts if i dont have ideas or ill draw them if i really like it. Ill draw pepito and maybe an older pepito at some point but i really liked thinking about older Squee lol.

I can see him being riddled with so many issues but he doesnt take them seriously because he some sort of outlier separated from everyone else. i think hed be the opposite of Johnny where instead of trying to jump through hoops to rationalize everything he disassociates and tries not to think as much as possible because he knows that what might be true will hurt him. Hes accepted there is something wrong with him but he can think of a world that is better.

his daydreaming and disassociations would probably lead him to see schmee as a form of guidance more than protection when he gets older. After all he doesnt want to think what to do next and has been sort of conditioned to not focus on reality so much to the point he is stuck not being able to function properly, plus when has his free will ever been a good thing anyway? if he has something to do schmee will tell him.

^^i still think Todd can think for himself and second guesses a LOT of things but he has no choice but to be this way so its kind of like he knows better but he cant DO better.

bonus stuff: as a kid hed pull his mattress off the bed to avoid monsters being capable of hiding under it and it follows him into adulthood where he still sleeps on the floor. its also comforting to be low down because he feels hidden.

Schmee also gets beat up and dirty overtime but Todd doesnt feel obligated to fix him because he is afraid to taint or ruin anything associated with Schmee.

i also think hed experience that cartoon trope where he meets whos obviously supposed to be his love interest which is just a female version of himself in appearance (like him with pigtails) but he is so mental he feels nothing for her at all and never sees her again.

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My Eric truth is that when he grows up he starts balding and looks way older than he actually is. His friend group splits off and he gets fed into working a deadend job and dresses cooperate because he has no choice then when hes like 28 and having a "midlife crisis" i think hed have an epiphany and remember how he can be a vampire or something and get back into it but now hes old and ugly and nobody cares about him. i think its funny if he never grew out of the vampire thing but i like if he does because then he can just mope about how society forces him to hide his monstrous truth and/or hes so good at fooling all these ignorant mortals by blending in. for a long time i think he wouldnt even think of his goth phase in highschool but when he has his epiphany it all comes flooding back and he remembers who hes "truly meant to be" and hilarity ensues. i just think its so funny for a 30 year old Eric to be places cuz its like "who invited this guy" type of thing

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Hi!! I wanted to follow, do you have a DNI list? :"0

Nah

Idc who follows me or sees my posts or whatever, I don't really take interactions personally enough to care. Thx for asking tho

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finishing this post off with additional information regarding erics SH that i didnt include previously, realized im too lazy to draw something for it and format it like that so you get a copy paste i sent to my friend; " -with time Eric would eventually learn to romanticize it in the way he appreciates its purposes. for him its both a coping mechanism and a way to fulfill his vampire need for blood through himself and also through other people. He rationalizes that the inability to quit self harm even after the problems that caused him to do so to begin with are gone must be tied with his vampire identity, much like how Sven rationalized the urge to self harm as being a byproduct of his vampire identity. Eric would feel shame but not because he thinks self harm is shameful, its because he knows the wrong person finding out would automatically not take him seriously so his appreciation only shows through his online presence where it's easier to share personal things without feeling actually vulnerable or admitting anything legitimately. Eric is into theatrical vampires who are very fantasy centric which makes him reinforce all the things that make them far from human, one of the main things being vampires cannot bleed and self harm indirectly admits that he does which is one of the main reasons he is secretive about it. Online its much easier to find people who are likeminded and will overlook these plotholes because they make exceptions for themselves aswell. "

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For just a moment, you thought everything might be ok.

she made that poster for them teehee

I CANT DRAW FAST ENOUGH FOR HOW MANY IDEAS I GET AUUURGGAGAAAAA

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Miku

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Can you tell who my favorite is

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ace pride from Johnny a second time

happy pride to everyone remember infighting is stupid bee whoo youuu areee

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I have a thing detailing this way more but it only works in a specific format and the concept is just an idea I've had that shows the week where Schmee paranoia really instills itself into Todd forever. The summary for it is essentially Todd stuffs Schmee away (per schmees request) but by the time Schmee is ready to return Todd thinks his presence is what manifested bad luck. Despite it returning and Schmees beckoning he tries harder to keep Schmee away, trapping him in a box in his closet. At the end of the week Schmee informs Todd through a nightmare that he will die on Monday without Schmees protection so he takes Schmee back and falls into a pattern of being overdependant to make up for his neglect toward Schmee since he feels constantly in debt for what he did. His personal guilt is a factor but its mostly because he thinks Schmee must still be mad.

Todd wouldn't be able to debunk or know if Schmees warnings were actually good willed or if Schmee had control over whatever would have killed him and would have done it as a form of revenge or punishment for turning him away. His best bet is to convince himself Schmee tells the truth because he can never abandon him so he might as well believe some good comes from it even if it is false hope

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i I think its interesting for Todd to be encouraged to daydream so severely but not fully from his own mind, instead its mostly Schmee planting this in his head because he knows Todd will have to have SOMETHING to live for so he tries to manifest this coping mechanism for him. as like motivation or something Another thing is i think Todd would fall into intense paranoia surrounding him because hes afraid Schmees presence near him contributes to the forces that makes his life bad, though Schmee is his protector and without him Todd worries Schmee could make things worse as karma. it puts him in the constant dilemma of being afraid of Schmee but also relying on him so he can never distance or be rid of him no matter how much Schmee starts to ruin his mental conscious. It turns Schmees company from comforting to sort of an obligation but.. its still kind of comforting. Todd would go from loving Schmee out of love, comfort and familiarity to still loving him but for some fucked up dependency way because his presence is associated with safety

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i I think its interesting for Todd to be encouraged to daydream so severely but not fully from his own mind, instead its mostly Schmee planting this in his head because he knows Todd will have to have SOMETHING to live for so he tries to manifest this coping mechanism for him. as like motivation or something Another thing is i think Todd would fall into intense paranoia surrounding him because hes afraid Schmees presence near him contributes to the forces that makes his life bad, though Schmee is his protector and without him Todd worries Schmee could make things worse as karma. it puts him in the constant dilemma of being afraid of Schmee but also relying on him so he can never distance or be rid of him no matter how much Schmee starts to ruin his mental conscious. It turns Schmees company from comforting to sort of an obligation but.. its still kind of comforting. Todd would go from loving Schmee out of love, comfort and familiarity to still loving him but for some fucked up dependency way because his presence is associated with safety