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hello welcome to tumblr, if you look to your right, you'll see the supernatural fandom going up in flames, as per usual

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I cannot live without my life. I cannot live without my soul.     —  insp | requested by anon

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DEAN & MIRACLE | SUPERNATURAL S15E20 “CARRY ON”

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i think i had a stroke making this, sorry

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Oh Misha, we love you! Jensen, aces!

(〃＾▽＾〃)  

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I firmly believe what ever you're obsessed with at 11/12 years old becomes a core part of who you are, regardless if you lose interest in it or not. Maybe some of you were lucky and were obsessed with warrior cats or smth, and if you're real unlucky it was probably twilight.

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Also would like 2 say I’m still doing my spn finale rewrite script and I’ve just finished draft 1 of the first act so. Like I’m still pissed over the bury your gays of it all and the way the finale just… sucked. Anyways Watch out for my script bc I’m very proud

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Dean, hey. It’s me. I’m back in the bunker, and you got to listen. Mrs. Butters... Went psycho. We know.

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Y yo a ti, Cas.

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Thank you, Jared, for 15 amazing years as Sam Winchester!

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I love you. And I you, Cas.

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presented without further context

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Misha Collins  |  Burcon October, 2019

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november, huh?

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Yeah I’m bi

bilingual

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And why would an angel rescue me from Hell? Good things do happen, Dean. Not in my experience. You guys aren’t supposed to be there. You’re not in this story. Yeah, well… We’re making it up as we go. I’m hunted. I rebelled. And I did it, all of it, for you. What happened to you, Cas? You used to be human, or at least like one. Look, next to Sam, you and Bobby are the closest things I have to family – that you are like a brother to me. I’m doing this for you, Dean. I’m doing this because of you. But we were family once. I’d have died for you. I almost did a few times. Don’t make me lose you too. You used to fight together. Bestest of friends, actually. When Castiel first laid a hand on you in Hell, he was lost. Sorry, but I’d rather have you, cursed or not. I prayed to you, Cas, every night. Cas, buddy, I need you. I know you’re in there. I know you can hear me. Cas, we’re family. We need you. I need you. You gave us order, Castiel, and we gave you our trust. Don’t lose it over one man. No. I can’t. His true weakness is revealed. He’s in love with humanity. Everyone you know, everyone you love… they could be long dead. Everyone except me. But you’re always there, you know? You’re the best friend we’ve ever had. You mean too much to me. To everything. You’re my family. I love you. I love all of you. It’s a gift. You keep those. We’ve lost everything. And now you’re gonna bring him back. It’s good to have you back. Just don’t get dead again.  But I swear, if he did something to her, if she is – Then you’re dead to me. Dean, you asked, what about all of this is real? We are. You used to trust me, give me the benefit of the doubt. Now you can barely look at me. I know you’re sorry, Cas. I already apologized to you. You just refused to hear it. I left, but you didn’t stop me. Cas? Cas, I hope you can hear me… that wherever you are, it’s not too late. I should’ve stopped you. You’re my best friend, but I just let you go. Cause it was easier than admitting I was wrong. And I forgive you. Of course I forgive you. I’m sorry it took me so long. I’m sorry it took me till now to say it. Cas, I’m – I’m so sorry. I hope you can hear me. I hope you can hear me.

SUPERNATURAL: Dean and Castiel (2008-2020)