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would you guys answer tho??

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Why do losers on 4 chan get to talk about their shit, and all my posts get deleted???

Can't talk about suicide on 4 chan but the other losers can share hateful opinions?? wtf is this?? I get to see ass holes bitching about random stuff, and I can't bitch about mine?? literally fuck off

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I just find it a bit conserning that you think having stereotypical mental health problem it's a literal "lifestyle" worth promoting

Aesthetic I like to rethink: Hikicore (Hikikomori aesthetic)

My main reason I say ‘rethink’ is cuz the things I list below are things I don’t usually see a lot in the tag

Hikicore commons are:

Either a stuffy filthy room or a practically empty room

Being encouraged/encouraging losing sleep or closing yourself off from people

Close to no self preservation/generally taking care of yourself (by that I mean barely showering, brushing your teeth, eating, etc)

Spacing out (like staring into tv static, staring at the wall, etc)

Staying at your computer/phone all day

Losing track of time (forgetting what day it is, not realizing it’s been a week, etc)

Dark room either illuminated by a computer/TV light

Sitting either on the floor or in the corner of that room

Things that give off Hikicore vibes are:

Slow/more gentle Breakcore/lolicore

Serial experiments Lain

The buzzing of computers and fans

K that’s all, thx for reading my post on things I wanna see in the hikicore tag that nobody’s gonna think about lol

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I use hikicore aesthetic as a personal coping mechanism for not feeling ashamed of my emotional problems, and encourage myself to seek help and not hiding them. Hikicore should be use as vent, not a way to encourage others to become hikikomori. You are allowed to talk about your experience, that's a really good thing, but not use it as a way of promoting that life style. It's unhealthy

Aesthetic I like to rethink: Hikicore (Hikikomori aesthetic)

My main reason I say ‘rethink’ is cuz the things I list below are things I don’t usually see a lot in the tag

Hikicore commons are:

Either a stuffy filthy room or a practically empty room

Being encouraged/encouraging losing sleep or closing yourself off from people

Close to no self preservation/generally taking care of yourself (by that I mean barely showering, brushing your teeth, eating, etc)

Spacing out (like staring into tv static, staring at the wall, etc)

Staying at your computer/phone all day

Losing track of time (forgetting what day it is, not realizing it’s been a week, etc)

Dark room either illuminated by a computer/TV light

Sitting either on the floor or in the corner of that room

Things that give off Hikicore vibes are:

Slow/more gentle Breakcore/lolicore

Serial experiments Lain

The buzzing of computers and fans

K that’s all, thx for reading my post on things I wanna see in the hikicore tag that nobody’s gonna think about lol

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Anytime dude, I'm glad I could help!!!! ☆☆

A VENT ABOUT VENTING, HOLY SHIT!!!

[Pls read if you frequent these vent art tags]

Aheh heh, yeah so um

This might be kind of awkward but you're going to be seeing me a lot on these two tags in the near future

Like as in Literally starting right now qwq

just a heads up ig, I d k, I'VE NEVER HAD A VENT ART BLOG I USE SO OFTEN BEFORE OK. THIS IS NEW TERRITORY FOR ME AND I'M SO SORRY IF MY POSTS GET ANNOYING?? I ACT LIKE RANDOM TUMBLR USERS ARE GOING TO CARE IF I DRAW MORE MILDLY CONCERNING IMAGES THEN I USUALLY DO LMAO, AT LEAST I'M BEING HONEST

But yeaa I'm too scared to talk to any adults rn and I don't wanna make my friends

✨💞sad💞✨ so B)

If you see a continuous stream of art from me and that gets annoying or like nothing for a week I'm sorry <3 I post things right as I finish them, and I'm not doin well, just not doin well

Damn forget about thinking I annoy my friends, I FEEL LIKE I'M ANNOYING THE TUMBLR STRANGERS TOO. ISN'T THAT SOMETHING

Remember to drink water and take care of yourself! I also heard a useful tip for keeping your room clean today:

"Don't put it down, put it away. If you put it down it's gonna sit there for three weeks."

-Peaxhie

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Diary (4/6)

These past months I've been trying to think of plan to finally go away clean as possible. I've been thinking a lot about jumping off somewhere, but I'm afraid as hell of heights, so I probably wouldn't do that. The next option is just hanging myself, but I think doing that looks kinda ugly, so I really don't know. The other available option it's to slice my wirsts, but I'm afraid of damaging my tendons in case it dosen't work. I have two more entries to think about it tho; I guess when the day comes, I'll just do whatever.

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Filling my arm with eva doodles to hide my mental illnesses

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i'm siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick and tired

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I don't want to die

I don't want to die

I don't want to die

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Diary (3/6)

No drawing today bc I'm not at my house.

I don't want to come back to normal life. All I do is sleep, neglect my friendships and cut myself.

Thankyou to the few random people that have read some of posts. At least I won't be fully ignored

Good bye, good bye everybody.

Not actually going yet, but thanks for everything

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It's literally me rn (I can't get myself to cry tho)

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Plz don't ignore me

REBLOG IF YOU ARE HELLA BORED AND WOULDN’T MIND SOME CURIOUS ANONS.

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Diary (2/6)

I felt like absolute trash the whole fucking day, and I lost my fucking cutter so my only escape was to play ponytown for hours and pretending my life is not slowly falling apart.

Nobody wants to believe I'm a fucking failure. Nobody should love a waste of meat like me. I wish nobody cared about me. But I guess everyone is also slowly starting not to. I've already lost two friends this year. It's just a matter of time

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I can't fiND MY STUPID ASS CUTTER