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Through Google I came across your 2017 post about Regina Spektor`s gayest songs. I'm listening to her newest album and there's a song called one man's prayer. Shit's gay. Not necessarily healthy gay but. It's gay as fuck.

i really thought this was going to be a spam message, so this message is a nice surprise. what a blast from the past! i wish the song didn't have such incel energy but ty for letting me know

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fatal flaw in this plan. i don’t know how to be normal

ok i think im done being crazy now. everyone wish me luck i’m going to be normal now

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been getting really into bed lately

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ok i think im done being crazy now. everyone wish me luck i’m going to be normal now

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hey, sorry for posting just when im going through it, but do you guys have any tips for getting over something that deeply affects you but there is literally nothing you can do about it and you just need to get over it because thats kind of the only option other than feeling bad about it forever

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I’m obsessed with your header picture. Do you happen to know what flowers those are?

sorry i have no idea! does anyone else know?

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i love poetry so much but i will never be able to write it because i feel like.. it would definitely be all the bullshit blood flowers skin soft tender teeth etc words that everyone makes fun of at Least in the beginning and i am too prone to embarrassment for it to ever work. art for me is like. i think the most detached from my own personal emotion (it still has some, but mostly just that a lot of it is gay, so that feels like a vulnerability in a way), then fiction is the next one, because wow i have a hard time showing that to people, but poetry is like. i don’t think i can even stand to be the only one reading it. just the act of writing it would be too much i think. yes i am overthinking this but maybe its goodto have an interest i just consume and don’t produce.

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lads

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hey, random question, can i hear some of ur bucket list items?? also ur goals for 2022! this is genuine interest i like hearing about this stuff

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the fight between cutting down my book from its crazy long length (like 160k) vs the fight of keeping in my favourite scenes. 

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ok im gonna do a more formal post later but i have finished the second draft of my book (featuring the characters you’ve seen me drawn for the past few years) and i am looking for beta readers. so if you have any interest in my characters, hmu! i am looking for someone who can at least read the first act, which is 40k, so if that’s too big of a commitment, then that is completely cool. im planning on having the beta readers read it over like. at least five months to give everyone enough time with life and everything. anyway, cheers

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consider: it's rosevriskanrezi... and June comes to visit

this ask was such a blast from the past yet i got it today?? yesterday?? i have not drawn homestuck fanart for three years. when i read june i thought you were saying it was like. american summer.

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tattoos look so hot but i am cursed to never get them because 1) i would definitely find something wrong with the design due to the way my brain works and it would be on me forever 2) i think it would have to be personal and the only thing i like tattoos of are like plants which aren’t really personal at all and therefore not worth it and 3) it seems like im heading towards a career in finance and i am already pushing my luck with my short hair and how i am so obviously a lesbian

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i need to get more emotion and meaning into my art i think. i think maybe part of the reason ive been feeling so lifeless about it is that it is pretty much just me doing a collage of already existing photos and mashing them together. but i also dont know how to do that except in really like. basic and almost meaningless ways because i feel like they would also be fake and not help. i really like rendering skin but i think maybe my art should be about something?? but also i like drawing just girls kissing? i love looking at other peoples art and ive been liking looking at traditional art lately too but literally like. is it worth all the time to create something that already exists and doesn’t even really mean anything other than like ‘pretty’?

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i love my story and my characters so much...

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all the things i did, just so i could call you mine

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all the things i did, just so i could call you mine