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I am scared. I’m scared of my own thoughts, of my own mind and of my own past. Simply seeing someone, I got crushed by large rocks, pulled down by my ears, and sank from my stomach. Someone follows me. I am slowed down with the millions of thoughts crossing through my mind, but nothing makes sense. Did I drink too much coffee?

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Almost #psychedelic

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That feeling Of a rock standing in between your eyebrows Of two rocks pressing against your brain Jittery, burning body? Oh, It's finals.

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Merry Christmas!

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Sometimes I just hate everyone around me to the point I get disgusted

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Sometimes I feel like I own the world. Other times I’m in misery of being not able to see my only family-mom, not being able to work in a country where I’m supposed to get academic education and get through the primitive life of a student. But then I get stuck in the dilemma of where was I SUPPOSED to be? Am I meant to be here at all? Maybe the woman who works in the international student office is a part of game where she needs to threaten me with getting deported from the U.S. because I AM NOT MEANT TO BE HERE? Should I still keep going and try my best to at least not get deported from this country? But alone? WHERE IS MY FAMILY? I thought families were supposed to help each other. I need a paying job though.

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Kadikoy’de yururken, agacin alcak bir dali kafama biraz dokundu Basimin bir agac tarafindan oksanmasi bana bir an oranin bir cocuguymusum gibi hissettirdi

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tamam tamam artik fotograflarimi paylasicam, soz http://demet-senturk.tumblr.com

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Bugün İstanbul'a salı günü gitmeye ve Çarşamba sabahı uçağa binmeden önce dövme yaptırmaya karar verdim:-)

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“I spree”  Spree Day 2015, Clark University

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sorry people, I have been slacking off a lot lately. I love you

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Daha makinenin üzerinde M moduna nedir, şöyle bi modlar nedir merak edip karıştırmıyorlar bile

yeterki “profesyonel kameram olsun”

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oops haha acaba bunu ne zaman yazdin... tesekkur ederim beni umursadigin icin :-) benim hayat hareketlendigi zamanlarda blogum biraz paslaniyor. sanirim biraz daha ozen gostermem lazim buraya. umarim sende iyisindir!

Mesajımın iletilmediğini düşünerekten yazıyorum. Eğer iletildiyse sorun yok sadece ben umursamaz görünmek istemediğim için tekrar yazıyorum. Sen nasılsın?

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את צריכה עזרה בעברית?

האמת שכן :)

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התחלתי לשכוח את העברית שלי. אני צריכה קצת אזרע... 

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ilk aldigim kamerami satmaya karar verdim :(