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I fear no one has been this cunty since

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NO ONE will ever bee good enough for frog wife

obsessed with her at all times btw

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My tavs in modern/80s style. This was really fun to color.

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Ruth

Based on this ask list

What was the original thought that led to the creation of this character?

When my sister first convinced me to play BG3 she decided that her character was going to be the Dark Urge and I was happy to start off with a Tav. While I was very inexperienced with video games, I had been a dungeon master for years and was familiar with the various races and lore around The Forgotten Realms. I knew who the Dead Three were and was familiar with Bahaal since I have run the module Descent Into Avernus.

I wanted my first Tav to be sweet, but not innocent. My sister loves to play characters with an edge, who are morally grey so I went in the opposite direction. As a Seladrine Drow living in Bauldur's Gate, Ruth would have faced intense prejudice and discrimination daily. I gave her the Charlatan background because she would have had to swindle people to survive, and I made her a bard because my first ever dnd character was also a bard.

I imagined her initially as a street performer who learned that when she told stories of valor and heroism people listened. When she painted a vivid picture of heroes performing deeds of daring do and sacrificing everything for love and friendship, people almost forgot that she was a despised Drow.

Did she believe in the heroes she spoke of? Probably not, but it was nice to dream that there were people out there like that. There was probably only one tavern that it was safe for her to perform at, and that was where she met her best (and only) friend, Falin. A tiefling who had terrible amnesia but seemed to enjoy her performances (my sister's durge character).

Due to her history she had incredibly deep seated insecurities, and when she became a hero her imposter syndrome had her almost in a vice. She did not believe that she was worthy of love, though she was willing to love almost anyone who looked at her. And after a lifetime of straining for the spotlight and craving attention she squirmed a bit when it was focused directly on her. Initially she was terrified of everything, but as the story progressed she learned that bravery is not taking action in the absence of fear but in the grip of it.

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So last night my sister and I were playing our self-insert run and we came to the mountain pass.

Lae'zel, being a terrible liar, gets us into a fight with the Githyanki. We win (barely) but she and I get into a shouting match. She's obviously hurting so I reach out to comfort her-

"Get your hands off me!" She snarls, "You dare pity me? I should make a gift of your corpse alongside the kith'raks!"

I stare at her, my eyes wide with horror. My stomach is in knots, my vision still blurry from the adrenaline of battle, but I also feel hot angry tears forming. I grit my teeth and turn away from her before they can spill. She'll only see them as another weakness, another failing.

It's the beginning of the end for us.

As we continue up the pass Lae'zel suddenly stops and says the creche is near. We argue for a bit about what to do.

"Fine," I eventually say, "Stay here then...I'll be back. Maybe." And I walk away. I hear Marlie exchange a few words with Lae'zel before she and Shadowheart follow me. Marlie catches up with me, an extra pack on her shoulder. Apparently Lae'zel turned over all her gear.

We walk maybe another 10 minutes before I sigh and turn around.

There's a flash of...something across her face when she sees me crest the hill and come into view. She's exactly where I left her.

"So you've seen reason." She says as I hand her back her pack.

"I wouldn't say that." I mutter. I could've kept walking for at least another ten minutes...

When she doesn't say anything else I pause. She looks...Is she gathering her courage for something?

I swallow hard and cross my arms.

"Truth be told..." she begins, her golden eyes rise to meet mine, "Nevermind."

"Out with it Laezel."

"No." Her tone is stern and flat, very reminiscent of Withers.

I feel my lip puck up into a pout. "Are you breaking up with me?"

"What?!" She snaps, looking utterly bewildered.

"Well then WHAT were you going to say?" I practically stamp my foot in frustration. "Was it important?"

"I'm glad you came back, alright!"

I look at her. The birds chirp around us loudly for a beat or two.

"Now let's move on," she snarls, tossing her hair, "before this discussion turns maudlin."

I don't know what that means, but I feel my face break into a wide smile. "I missed you too, baby."

"I- well..." Her cheeks flash pink, "Come then... every moment counts."

I have tears in my eyes again as I follow her down the path toward the monastery. This time I let them fall. Shadowheart let's out an irascible sigh from behind me and I hear Marlie snicker from somewhere in the brush. She's stealthing but I know she's not far.

Rouge shit 💕

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"My soul echoes your sorrow."

What I image Lae'zel said when she found Sasha crying for the millionth time. Though their relationship ended in tragedy, Sasha never doubted that Lae'zel loved her. Could she have loved her better? Yes. But more? Impossible.

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Finished my portrait of James and Marissa!

The "Heroes" are here to make Ferelden a better place (for themselves).

James belong to a mutual (@saturjaysunjay) who I found on TikTok and had to draw!! Follow him to learn more about James.

Let's geaux evil Couslands ❤️❤️

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We made it to Act 3!

Our Rooks in Faerun run has finally made it to Act 3!! I have proof!

Just a couple of girls destined to save the world...again. Thanks to our lovley photographer @halfelfschollar

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You talk I’ll listen ❤️❤️❤️

love u guys

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@sweetjulieapples

me to the Cullen haters….

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The Tumblr app won’t let me reply to any of my posts 😭

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Would you die for me? Playable Races/ Species

The options for Races would be as follows:

Elf - elves are a hardy and versatile race that has an affinity for spiritual connection. They value community and prioritize the group over the individual. Elves are empaths and have telepathic and psychic abilities.

Human - humans are best known for the irony within their nature. They simultaneously desire to create and destroy. They live as if everything is a competition, and are best known for their educational institutions and cumulation of knowledge.

Dwarf - dwarves are renowned for their creativity. Many are artisans, craftsman, writers, painters and sculptors. They are also immortal with some of the oldest still able to remember the early days of creation. They tend to think in terms of eons and are very future minded.

Shade - what remains of a person after having lived a life in a material form. After death some choose to pass on to other realms of existence, some choose to stay. Shades have a corporeal form that functions similarly to a material body and a phantasmal form.

Demon - what remains of a person after having lived a life in a material form. After death some choose to pass on to other realms of existence, some choose to stay. Demons' existence are tied to a specific purpose, once accomplished they must pass on to another realm. Demons have a corporeal form that functions similarly to a material body with additional powers associated with their purpose.

Spirit - the soul of a person who has opted out of having a corporeal body. They have access to a variety of powers unavailable to Shades or Demons. (In this option you can still romance companions but there are no physical intimacy cut scenes. There would be specific dialogue options around that and unique scenes.)

Would you play this game??

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Would you die for me? CRPG

I had to repost this as there's a weird error on my OG post.

Okay here me out: a CRPG that lets you create a beautiful or creepy gremlin character, along the lines of American McGee's Alice. You pick your class (necromancer, larcenist, huntsman, grifter, conjurer, or devotee), background and spells/abilities.

The game begins with you waking up inside a creepy mansion, you're not sure how you got there or where you are, but you climb out of a coffin and begin to explore. The place is filled with shades some helpful and curious about you some irritated and hostile.

As you explore the rooms you find clues as to who's house this is and who might've lived here. Some of the doors are locked others are open and in a few there are coffins. If you open one you will find a person within, and if you interact with the "body" you will be whisked away to a "memory"...

This memory is of a significant time and place in the person's past, you must help them find a solution around a difficult situation they have been fixated on, the options vary obviously (and you can either guide them towards closure or prolongation of the given issue) but whatever resolution you come to, afterwards you both find yourselves back in the mansion. After this they climb out of their coffin and become one of your companions :)

Themes of the game would revolve around powerlessness, grief, resilience, and perseverance. The goal of the first act would be to gather your companions, find clues as to where you are and why you're all in this house, unlocking the various doors and sections of the mansion, and to help some of the shades that dwell within the house.

Obviously all the companions are romanceable <3

Would you play this game?

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Would you die for me? Companions

Meet the companions!

Zayne Mcgee (Grifter class): an impoverished inventor who's great-grandmother discovered a way to safely harness the powers of lightning and was famous for it. They are determined to follow in her footsteps and better the world with their own inventions. I envision them as a mix between Milo Thatch and Maurice.

Billy Bob (Bubba) Horton (Necromancer class): a multi-media artist who works primarily with haunted/possessed art pieces. He was propelled to fame after one of his works was displayed in the prestigious Alwun House. He has been suffering from artists block ever since and is looking for a way to break through it. I envision him as a mix between Karen Eiffel and Harold Krick (both from the movie Stranger Than Fiction)

Marina Crystal the Breaker of a Thousand Hearts (Huntsman class): a community activist who spent the last 20 years organizing protests around the deforestation and abuse of the inhabitants of the Glimmerwood Forest. She is an expert on historic preservation and environmental law and desires nothing more than a world where natural resources are respected and treasured. I envision her as a Lucy Kelson type (from Two Weeks Notice)

Princess Emerald Giali (Conjurer class): a diplomat from the kingdom of Cephali who was in the papers for weeks regarding the scandal of her divorce. Rumor says she had an affair with a Devotee in her court (unconfirmed). She is desperate to get back into the good graces of high society and make amends with her royal family while still living her own life. I envision her as a Princess Ann type from Roman Holiday.

Holiday Butterfield (Larcenist class): a "hired hand" who drifts from town to town doing mostly manual labor and seasonal work. They witnessed a murder and were called into the court system to testify against a friend. After the friend was found guilty they were outcast by their community for "snitching." They're quite literally lost on so many levels and are willing to do what they need to do to survive. I envision them as a Tom Joad character with the optimism of Russel from Up.

Vaquez Warant (Devotee class): an ex soldier who spent several years as a military medic. Frustrated with his inability to save the lives of his fellow soldiers on the field he became a devotee to save them mentally and spiritually instead. He hopes to find his own salvation as he leads others along the path. I envision him as a mix between Joe from the Princess Diaries and the priest from Fleabag.

Would you play this game??

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Would you die for me?

Okay here me out: a CRPG that lets you create a beautiful or creepy gremlin character, along the lines of American McGee's Alice. You pick your class (necromancer, larcenist, huntsman, grifter, conjurer, or devotee), background and spells/abilities.

The game begins with you waking up inside a creepy mansion, you're not sure how you got there or where you are, but you climb out of a coffin and begin to explore. The place is filled with shades some helpful and curious about you some irritated and hostile.

As you explore the rooms you find clues as to who's house this is and who might've lived here. Some of the doors are locked others are open and in a few there are coffins. If you open one you will find a person within, and if you interact with the "body" you will be whisked away to a "memory"...

This memory is of a significant time and place in the person's past, you must help them find a solution around a difficult situation they have been fixated on, the options vary obviously (and you can either guide them towards closure or prolongation of the given issue) but whatever resolution you come to, afterwards you both find yourselves back in the mansion. After this they climb out of their coffin and become one of your companions :)

Themes of the game would revolve around powerlessness, grief, resilience, and perseverance. The goal of the first act would be to gather your companions, find clues as to where you are and why you're all in this house, unlocking the various doors and sections of the mansion, and to help some of the shades that dwell within the house.

Obviously all the companions are romanceable <3

Would you play this game?

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I want a cringey gothic twisted romance full of Heathcliff-esque yearning and soul sucking “I burn the world for you” love but as a video game.

No im not designing a video game in my spare time…👀