satanicglitters

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Why cant I die? I fucking starve. Im reckless. Im fat. Im ugly. Im useless. Im fucking starving but I cant die why cant I die why am I even alive I dont get it I dont get it

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Hi my name is ozzy and I take emotions from other people and adopt them as my own because I have no fucking purpose other than to be a sponge of stupidity

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Every night everything gets more painful because I overreact about everything I get depressed too easy im a stupid idiot moron who cant treat anybody right and also im ugly

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I dont fucking deserve to exist!! Im a fucking idiot!! Im a fucking moron!! Im an ugly fat beast!! Im nobody!! Im useless!!!

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Hahahahhahahahahhhahhahahah why am I living thing why do I exist I shouldnt exist I dont do anything but fuck up!!! Wow im such a fucking idiot I refuse to eat I refuse to do anything I get mad about everything im a fucking joke!! Im a joke!! Im a fucking terrible joke and nothing is so dick deep in my level that I just feel useless!! Wow!!

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I want to fucking die im so fucking useless im so fcking stupuf im so fucking drunk I just want to drink until I fucking die im so fucking done im so fucking done im so fucking done im so fucking done im so fucking done

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Dont see dont see

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Hhhahahaha

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Im ok im ok im ok im ok

I’ll act ok! Everything is ok! Everything is happy! Im fine! Im great! I dont think about that time I dont think about it its killing me its fucking killing me I want a cigarette please just let me die

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Having you say "I love you" to my face, constantly, every day keeps me going more than anything else. Never stop. Please. So I can say it back too. Forever.

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I would gladly carve my heart out for you. I would kill for you. I would burn this world to the ground for you.

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good lord just destroy me. leave bruises, hickeys, scratches. anything. just touch me and make me feel. i love you so much i feel like my heart is gonna burst. be mine and make me yours.

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You consumed me. It was a small crush then it became this insatiable yearning. I need to see you, I need to feel you, I need you so much even though you don't need me. Seeing you waste your affection on someone who never truly appreciates all the sacrifices you make for them makes me want to gouge their eyes out.

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I know he didn't mean anything but the thought of you two together even once makes my blood boil

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Own me. make me wear a collar everywhere so they know i’m yours. grabs my ass and whisper “this is mine” to me. pull me onto your lap and tell me how i’m yours. how you own me, how i’m your slut, your whore, your dirty boy. choke me as i call you ‘daddy’, screaming for more. own me. tame me. make me yours.

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He said its ok he said its ok he said its ok but its not its not its really not im scared im scared im scared

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God dammit im gonna puke u k fuckfuckfuckf fuckf uckf fuck fuck its not that easy for me its not that easy I wanna scream I want to fuckng scream I want to scream I want to scream