Hi all, so the years donāt stop coming. I turned thirty and had my first ever car accident aaaaaaand because I drive a compact from 2015 and the airbags deployed, insurance totaled it.
So, what I mean to say is: Iām taking commissions. Iāve never taken them before, but I need the money. Iām open to writing or drawing, just send me a DM here or on Twitter @silentsongsāweāll work out details privately since no one was really interested over on Twitter!
I also have a Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/minlin92
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Chapter 12: First
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I have a Twitter. I donāt use it. I should. MmHHMMMM
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Chapter Nine: Time | Chapter Ten: Shatter
Okkotsu fucking Yuuta is a menace.
His uniform scarf is all stretched outāand so are the necks of at least three of his turtlenecks. Donāt get him started on how many scarves Yuuta has straight up stolen in pursuit of Togeās mouth. And now his face mask is loose. Itās not a big deal, itās justā¦ well.
Heās not really sure what else he expected, really: Yuuta loves so entirely that he once generated the strongest curse the jujutsu world had seen in centuries. Of course Yuuta is the sort to snag him any chance he can get for a quickāor not so quickākiss. Heās changing his uniform to a collar like Yuutaās with a zipper just because his floppy scarf is driving him nuts and he hates wearing loose face masks.
This particular mask met its death that afternoon, when Yuuta left on a last minute mission: Yuuta was being sulky because he was going to miss making chocolate with everyone. Face masks arenāt meant to be held aside and tugged on; besides, itās tie-pulling thatās supposed to be sexy, not hooking a finger into a mask.
Heās not entirely sure if heās complaining or bragging about it.
āYouāre bragging about it,ā Maki scoffs, shooting Toge a glare as Toge fiddles with his loose mask for the thousandth time.
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This is me planning the next chapter of my inuokko coming of age comedy by texting @sinhchan the various ways Yuuta can suffer as he and Inumaki try to bang
I am a serious author
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Chapter Eight: Affection
Yuuta catches him around the waist as he stands, nuzzling into the small of his back. āHey,ā he says quietly. āNo matter what gets decided today, Iā¦ I am so thankful to have met you.ā
Toge curls his fingers around Yuutaās forearms, holding him there as his throat tightens, his face growing hot as his eyes burn.
No one has ever been thankful for him before. Yuuta must know that; must know how devastating that single word is. How much it makes his heart ache with love and longing and grief.
āIām thankful for everyone, but you, itāsā¦ youāre special to me,ā Yuuta whispers. He hugs Toge tighter, cheek pressed sweetly against the curve of his spine. āYou helped me feel human in ways the others couldnāt. You say you were named āthornā because you were destined to hurt people, but thorns protect the plant. Even when I was scared of you and standoffish, even when Rika-chan was a threat to your friends, you protected me. I had never been protected by anyone but Rika-chan. Not by my family, not by senseiāI was just some anomaly to watch out for. Thank you. Toge, whatever they say, thank you.ā
āDonāt make it sound like youāre dying,ā Toge says, his power ringing out in the room despite the tightness in his throat.
Yuuta huffs, then laughs softly, squeezing Toge tightly. āI donāt intend on it,ā he promises.
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Chapter Seven: Return
Yuutaās mouth trembles, eyes shiny in the light spilling out around him. āI donāt know what happens now,ā he admits.
Toge inhales sharply, mentally shaking off the wave of anxiety threatening to crush him whole. He slips his fingers from Yuutaās, signing; āWhat happens now is that you take a shower, I make us both some cocoa and help you bandage up, and then we can cuddle.ā
āAnd tomorrow?ā
āI donāt know. Get Panda to shit in the higher upsā office? Sic Maki on them? Fuck if I have a plan for that.ā
āI donāt know if Panda canā¦ uh, do that,ā Yuuta counters meekly, mouth shaking as he struggles not to laugh.
āHe can if I say so.ā
āOh my god, Toge, no.ā
Toge grins, huffing a quiet laugh at the horrified look on Yuutaās face. He reaches out and grabs Yuutaās hands, thumbs smoothing against split knuckles and raised flesh. āOkaka,ā he murmurs.
He lifts one of Yuutaās hands to his chest, holding it in place. āKonbu,ā he murmurs.
āIām back,ā Yuuta acknowledges, leaning forward to brush a gentle kiss to Togeās forehead.
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Hi all, I very unexpectedly had to have one of my cats put to sleep today.
While Iām lucky enough to have had a completely paid off credit card so I could afford the diagnostics, X-Rays, and other costs, itāsā¦ still a lot.
I made a Ko-Fi.
I draw and write a lot these days! If you could, check those out and send me a tip! Anything will help.
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Chapter Twelve: Paradigm Shift
āAbout that,ā Risa says pointedly. āWhat is going on with you and Niwa-kun? Youāre so down in the dumps recently, and I donāt like it. Iāll beat him up, just say when.ā
Riku laughs, flicking water at Risa. āDonāt! Geesh! Thatās my thing, you know?ā
Risa grins, then leans forward, her face slowly morphing into something serious as she studies Riku. āI think itās time you tell me whatās going on with you two,ā she says gently. āI know you donātā¦ youāre notā¦ about Niwa-kun, Riku, Iā¦ I never want you to feel like, like weāre competing.ā
Riku looks down at her knees. āSometimes,ā she says after a long pause. āIā¦ā
She closes her eyes tightly, then immediately regrets it, remembering the winged shadow hovering over her, Daisukeās face half-illuminated by the moonlight, eyes shining like polished garnet even as he scrambled away.
Daisuke, surrounded by feathers, bleeding and in tears outside of the museum; Dark, where Daisuke should be. A dream of a world of snow and scraped-raw palms.
Hiwatari, at the dance, ivory gun in hand, tears pouring down his face, and Daisuke, Daisuke was Dark, then, she knows it.
If this is true, then Risa needs to know. If itās true, if itās trueā¦
āWhat if,ā Riku says slowly, taking her time to form the right words, the right questions. āWhat if that werenāt true? If we didāif we liked the same person?ā
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Chapter Five: Readiness
āYuuta was in a good mood this morning. A really good mood.ā
Toge blinks at her, shoveling another spoonful of cereal into his mouth. She leers more. He shrugs.
āAnd he came out of your room,ā she adds. She pauses, then leans forward, whispering āDid youā?ā while making a very lewd gesture with her hands.
Sheās very promptly rewarded with a face full of half-chewed cereal. āOkaka!ā he sputters, coughing.
āFuck!ā
Toge isnāt sure if she meant to finish her sentence or if sheās swearing at him. āOkaka!ā he repeats, making his absolutely not hand signal even as his face burns hot.
Maki whips her glasses off, scrubbing them against her jacket, glowering at him. āYou are disgusting and I am going to kick your ass.ā
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Chapter Eleven: Favor
āA favor,ā Dark says quietly in his voice, something threatening and dark in his tone.
Pleaseāpleaseā
So he lets Dark take over, turns himself away from the sight of his own hands vaulting him over fences and onto the rooftops, closing himself off from what this means.
āYou canāt stay blind,ā Dark says to him in that echoing space that is their shared consciousness. āYouāre going to hurt more than just yourself, you know. Riku, Hiwatari, even Risaātheyāre just going to suffer if you refuse to think about this. About what it means. You know what it means! Youāve known for a while that youāā
No! No! I already said I donāt want to hear you, I donāt want to listen, I donāt wantā
He curls in tight against himself, hands covering his ears.
Heās willing to wrap himself up in this space again, cocoon himself against the realization that thereās something wrong with him, that heās let everything come to a head because he refuses to face the truth head on.
So much could be fixed if he would justā¦ look at himself, but thereās so much about himself that he already despises, so what happens when he looks in the mirror, and thereās not a single redeeming thing about him?
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Chapter Four: Beautiful
Heās covered in literal trash, bloodied, and heās pretty sure his entire back is bruised, and who knows what sort of curse goo was on Yuutaās hand when he unceremoniously shattered Togeās entire idea of what his sexuality was like, and he on top of that, he doesnāt even know if Yuuta even realizes that what he did could be considered erotic.
The dude is like, curse-married to his dead childhood sweetheartāhe has no idea what heās doing half the time. Toge once watched him eat the leaf wrapping on a zongzi without question.
God, Toge loves him.
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Please do not remix/rewrite/repost my fics without my permission.
This isnāt a post I should have to make, and in my fourteen years of writing, never thought I would have to, but here we go:
Do not, under any circumstances, remix/rewrite/summarize/repost my fics, WIP or finished, without my express permission and credit.
AO3 has a nifty āinspired byā feature, along with comments, and Tumblr has a tagging and messaging feature. Thereās no reason not to contact me to acquire permission. Iām more than happy to provide it if something of mine catches your fancy or tugs on your inspiration. I am Not Happyā¢ļø to stumble across stuff without it
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Chapter Two: Screenshot // Chapter Three: Untouchable
Makiiiiiiii āļø: i'm gonna kick your ass if you make yuuta cry *AGAIN*
štogeš: IMCRYINGGHHH
what happened to wlw/mlm solidarity
Makiiiiiiii āļø
you know what?????? no
you know who deals with your disaster bf when he gets all mopey about you?????
hint: it's not you or panda
is2g inumaki if he wakes me up like a demented zashiki warashi again
štogeš
ok this is a hate crime
Makiiiiiiii āļø
no its not
štogeš
*i* hate it
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Summary: Inumaki Toge is just like any other teen in their first relationship: Horny, awkward, and way too obsessed with the way his boyfriend's ass looks in uniform.
Unlike every other teenager, he has to deal with the emotional baggage their powers carry, being run ragged on missions, and oh, the fact that his boyfriend just shoved his fingers into his mouth, and--get this--it was extremely hot.
He's boned. Just. Not like that. (Yet? Yet.)
Pairing: Inumaki Toge/Okkotsu Yuuta
Rating: E
Heās dead. Absolutely boned. Goodbye world, this is where he flees this mortal coil and all its trappings. Right here, right now, in some dingy alleyway in Tokyo, laid out in a halo of busted bags of burnable garbage.
Heās not even going the way he thought he would: head down, mouth and nose streaming with blood, the thick taste of copper mixed with syrupy sweet benzocaine heavy on his screaming, branded tongue, body broken beyond saving in the face of a curse who wouldnāt listen.
Well, he was.
At first.
And then Okkotsu fucking Yuuta shoved his fingers in his mouth, and thatās what killed Toge.
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Blue Hour Mornings
Summary: Toge wakes to find a sleepless Yuuta.Ā
Pairing: Inumaki Toge/Okkotsu Yuuta
Rating: E
Tags: Post Shibuya Incident, Future Fic, Established Relationship, Aged Up Characters (SEE THE REST OF THE TAGS ON AO3)
Pale blue light spills through the crack in the curtains, soaking the room in pre-dawn moonlight.
Dazed with sleep, Toge blinks as awareness soaks into his bones, trying to piece out what woke him. Warmth seeps into his limbs, making him fuzzy around the edges. He stirs, nuzzling his cheek lazily into the sheets. Heād been having such a good dream, too, something about Yuuta, an onsen, and sake.
āToge?ā
Warmth surges, shooting to the tips of his ears at the soft ghost of breath against his neck. Yuuta, curled up against him, knees pressed into the bend of Togeās, his hand flat against Togeās belly, his other arm tucked carefully underneath Togeās shoulder. Toge was never quite able to give up sleeping on his sideāitās uncomfortable now, but sometimes itās mitigated by Yuuta propping him up in his sleep, soothing him with a low-level of reverse jujutsu when Toge wakes up cranky.
He thinks, blearily, that must be why heās woken upābut he doesnāt hurt and heās not overly uncomfortable, so whyā¦?
He shifts, stretching out against Yuuta, then grins.
Ah, he thinks, an anticipatory shiver working its way across his skin, thatās whyā
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