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PSA: never discuss private affairs in your DMs, especially contraception and abortion. Social media moguls will absolutely sell you out to the government. There are already cases of people being charged based on evidence in their DMs.

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my new favorite minecraft mob - gaslighting

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how are we all feeling chat

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He never noticed it

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It sucks that there's only 20 minutes in each day. If there was more than that I would get more stuff done I'm sure

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rejection sensitivity is so fucking lame. like boo hoo look at me i felt mildly ignored for 30 seconds and already started planning my own funeral liKE BITCH CHILL it was never that serious

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idk what black woman needs to hear this (it’s me) but your natural hair is beautiful in all forms, it’s beautiful even when you don’t think it is, it’s beautiful regardless of what those white women be saying under they breath, it’s beautiful even when it’s fallin over your face, it’s beautiful with shrinkage, it’s beautiful when tangled, it’s beautiful when wild, it’s beautiful when maintained, it’s beautiful no matter what length it is!!! it’s beautiful when you just let hair be hair and do whatever it wants<3 your hair is soooo beautiful and lovely and the only opinion that matters on it is yours, life is tooo short to care what these ppl think of your crown! 💛

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Trump is such an attention hog. "Oh they tried to assassinate me again" yeah yeah we've heard it before get new material

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Jeez Milo Manheim can’t seem to get a life

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peeking over pride flag emotes!

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TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN!!!

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man.

for the longest time I've been almost positive I have adhd, and despite my family's limited knowledge of mental health i decided to reach out to my mother seeking her help and approval. after a few times of suggesting it she finally agreed, making me an appointment with a psychiatrist.

meanwhile i was telling my therapist of my concerns, in which she agreed, telling me it seemed very likely i had adhd. i took that little crumb of hope and i ran away with it.

the day of the appointment finally comes, i can barely contain my excitement and anxiety. i was finally getting somewhere, and even if it wasn't far, i was no longer at rock fucking bottom and that was good enough for me.

i talked to the psychiatrist, i thought things went really well. she mainly just asked me a lot of questions, but i could tell some were related to adhd. she told me "it seems likely you have it". she followed up with my mom.

when she hung up, i quickly asked my mom what she said about me, to which she responded the psychiatrist just recommended we discuss if i should start anti-depressants or not (my mom refuses to let me take them and at this point I don't care anymore). i was left confused, and my questions remained unanswered.

at my next therapy appointment, i expressed my concerns and curiosity to my therapist, telling her about everything that happened and how i just wanted an answer. she checked something out for me, and proceeded to tell me that the psychiatrist ruled out adhd. she told me it seemed likely i had it, and then proceeded to write down that i didn't meet the fucking criteria.

i don't know what to do. im almost positive my mom only went along with this to ease my concerns, and i feel like now if i try to bring it up to her again she'll just say i don't have it. i just want someone to listen to me. my family won't listen. my therapist won't listen. im out of options until i can manage to figure something else out.

im just,, so fucking upset, man.

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*Grabs your other hand* yes

holy shit