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curiosity killed the cat, huh.

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no kidding huh

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dialogue i think about a lot ( spoilers ??? )

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fixed up my pinned a bit.

added the best battle song ever created to the post. ur welcome.

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❝ 𝐈  𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓  𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖  what  this  means. ❞ / @falsementor

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𝐀𝐒  𝐈  𝐆𝐎  𝐓𝐎  𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄,  I'm  stopped,  once  again,  by  an  unnecessary  question.  Patience  is  growing  thin,  but  i  find  myself  unable  to  leave.  is  this  conversation  really  important?  i  would  ask,  but  i  already  know  the  answer,  even  though  it  would  go  unheard.

❝ 𝐍𝐎.  ❞  i  say  before  making  another  attempt  to  leave.  it  was  for  the  hedgehog's  best  interest  anyway,  since  feedback  on  my  appearance  has  been  rather...  unnerving,  to  say  the  least.

The fuck's this guy's deal? He's so weird, and tall. Looked like Slender Man if he was a baseball player. Though Cynic's judging stare passes over The Batter with enough 'ttude to warrant getting bunted out the door, his curiosity is piqued by the puppet's question.

❝ ... Can I see 'em? ❞ get ready to be traumatized, idiot.

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𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒  𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄  𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍  towards  the  voice  that  speaks  out  to  me.  my  expression  is  unchanged  as  i  try  to  make  sense  of  the  question.  ❝ of  course  i  do.  how  else  am  i  to  see  ?  ❞ well  whether  or  not  that  was  true  didn't  entirely  matter  since  i'm  puppeteer  by  someone  outside  of  myself.  it's  the  reason  i'm  cemented  to  my  spot,  talking  with  this...

creature. @yourflame.

❝ 𝐀𝐍𝐘  𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑  questions  ?  ❞

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when off game becomes popular again... remember me

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// batter's got weird taste buds -- he, unironically, would like zomburger.

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                    𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐄𝐎𝐔𝐒 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐎𝐅 𝐆𝐎𝐃 .

                    𝐈 𝐀𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐎𝐓 .

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𝐈  𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑  𝐒𝐀𝐖  𝐌𝐘𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅  as  a  sinful  man.  i  had  a  purpose  and  delivered  on  it.  how  was  it  that  i  could  be  punished  ?  truly,  it  was  a  cruel  joke  by  my  creator  (  the  blame  is  shared  ).  nonetheless  --  the  saying  went  the  path  to  hell  is  paved  with  good  intentions.  and  no  matter  how  righteous  my  intent  was,  it  still  landed  me  here.  standing  in  front  of  the  one  who  was  first  casted  out...  it  almost  makes  me  sick  to  my  stomach  with  the  anger  that  was  brewing  inside.

❝ 𝐈'𝐃  𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄  𝐓𝐎  𝐊𝐄𝐄𝐏  this  meeting  brief,  ❞  i  state,  gaze  hidden  from  the  brim  of  my  cap.  as  much  as  i  loathe  the  thought  about  @themosthatedbeing,  there  was  really  no  one  else  who  could  understand  my  situation.  still,  that  didn't  mean  i  couldn't  still  hold  my  resentment.

╰┈➤    STARTER CALL .

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^ me holding myself back from making a sideblog for this derranged man.

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actually — lemme cook — batter in his fallen / helluverse, his bat is made from angelic grade steel. he’s just not permitted to use it unless in specific self defense.

mainly… it’s for show. he does have other lesser value bats that he is permitted to use. those ones do not permanently kill sinners

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what if u like this for a starter .

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wait, hmm -- actually... the batter would make a good d/bd killer...

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𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐃𝐄. // a prompt list based off the first episode of the podcast DANGEROUSLY YOURS. feel free to change pronouns, decriptors, etc !

❛ i’m through ! ❜ ❛ i will betray you. ❜ ❛ we both can’t win. ❜ ❛ listen to your heart. ❜ ❛ you know who i am ? ❜ ❛ you never loved me ! ❜ ❛ you mind if i smoke ? ❜ ❛ look, a shooting star ! ❜ ❛ what are you thinking ? ❜ ❛ stop talking like a child ! ❜ ❛ you’re a coward at heart. ❜ ❛ he is a dangerous enemy. ❜ ❛ there are worlds between us. ❜ ❛ i couldn’t have betrayed you ! ❜ ❛ if i betray you, i betray myself. ❜ ❛ you tricked me into loving you. ❜ ❛ you’re actually going to kill me ? ❜ ❛ you’ve lost, you hear me ? lost ! ❜ ❛ rather melodramatic, aren’t you ? ❜ ❛ do you think i wanted to love you ? ❜ ❛ you forgot how close hate is to love. ❜ ❛ how do you know you can trust me ? ❜ ❛ the mission will be completed tonight. ❜ ❛ i loved you so much, i let you pretend. ❜ ❛ i wish you wouldn’t go see that woman. ❜ ❛ you knew i loved you, and you used that ! ❜ ❛ you’ve guessed wrong in our little duel of wits ! ❜ ❛ you will live a long time. an eternity without me. ❜ ❛ you’re determined to die with a lie on your lips ?! ❜ ❛ for me, there will never be another woman but you. ❜ ❛ what good are words when your heart is breaking ? ❜ ❛ you were the most handsome man in the dining room. ❜ ❛ you will either give me my information, or i will kill you. ❜ ❛ you might as well take my heart. it’s already full of you. ❜ ❛ since that first hour we met, i’ve been completely yours. ❜ ❛ for the first time in my life, i am completely, head over heels, in love. ❜ ❛ this is a gun in my hand. i’d advise you to be careful with what you say. ❜ ❛ if some kind fate wishes to send a beautiful lady to come dine with me, i can only be grateful. ❜

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a collection of my own writings … sentence starters a warning for dark themes and profanity

“ i was just a kid. “

“ i want to be soft… “

“ you are immovable. “

“ do you forgive yourself? “

“ can i stop fighting, now? “

“ you were different. you cared. “

“ you never really cared, did you? “

“ i keep waiting for it to get easier. “

“ i’d lay down my life to keep you safe. “

“  think i’m owed a happy day… just one. “

“ i should’ve known better than to trust you. “

“ who the hell gave you the right to hurt me? “

“ you always made me believe that it was okay. “

“ no one’s ever smiled at me the way that you did. “

“ i thought i had forgiven. i thought i had forgotten. “

“ but, anger is damn well better than nothing, right? “

“ maybe some people are just made to be shattered. “

“ you gave. and you gave. expected nothing in return. “

“ all the love I’ve ever known… has never been gentle. “

“ do i fear you…? since when does a wolf fear its prey? “

“ something inside you is broken. maybe it always was. “

“ i’ll never forget their faces. i still see them every night. “

“ why do i find myself missing a life that never even was? “

“ maybe it’s time to show them what a mistake they’ve made. “

“  i didn’t know how far i’d fallen. i don’t know how i can escape. “

“ and, sure, you can fool them… but, you can’t fool them forever. “

“ i fucking hate it when you smile, because i know what’s beneath it. “

“ i found myself craving touch, aching to be held, if only for a moment. “

“ i’ll hold your heart as it deserves to be.  i’ll protect it to my final breath. “

“ no, you were never meant for this, but that will not stop you from trying. “

“ i guess i always knew it was too good to be true. shame on me for hoping. “

“ a fire still has a way of blazing ,still eats you alive, even if you aren’t looking. “

“ if that’s what it takes… i’ll let the beast inside win and claw my way through this. “

“ you thought you could keep them all fooled, but your silver tongue keeps slipping. “

“  you will have my forgiveness, time and time, again. always. ——  but, my trust…? “

“ i would do whatever it took to protect you… let my hands drip  r e d  to keep you safe. “

“ oh, yeah, there’s a lot of things i would love to say to you… ‘ fuck you ‘ comes to mind. “

“ there’s still so much of me that’s pieces of you. and i can never seem to claw them all out. “

“ how do i trust you won’t bring the lighter, the gasoline and set my garden ablaze as they did? 

“ i was too young for these scars on my heart. i was too young for this blood on my hands.”

“ we climbed all the way to the stars, but heaven knows we were doomed to fall from the start. “

“ wounds don’t ever heal. you just notice them less. on good days, you forget they exist at all. “

“ why the hell do i rearrange my world for you… when you pretend i’m not even a part of yours?”

“ it took me long enough, but i think i’ve finally figured it out. i’m the villain of this story after all… “

“ the moment they touch you is the moment they should be falling to their knees, pleading for mercy. “

“ they dropped the world on your shoulders and called you atlas.  ——- how long can you hold the weight? “

“ i could live without you. i could fight without you. i could survive without you. but, that doesn’t mean i want to… “

“ you were once among the strongest, appearing unbreakable, unshakable… oh, but, darling, even Rome’s walls crumbled. “

“  i don’t know how to put it into words how much i need you, how much i love you… i just know i sleep better when you’re beside me. “

“ they molded you into a monster. sharpened your claws, your fangs. ripped out everything good and holy, made you howl until your throat burned… “

“ you were so pure before they dragged you through the flames… now, you’re all charred remains and shattered bones, choking on ashes and smoke, begging for the fire back. “

“ when i tell you that i love you, i am swearing that i will be here for you when you need me. i am saying that you are my entire world. i am saying that you are more precious to me than you could ever know. “