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important psa for all mutuals

I'll reblog this post several times, I'd suggest to all mutuals to read it, but especially if you tend to worry about having done something wrong when another person talks to you less.

For the few of you who don't know, I've been chronically ill since I was 18 (I'm 36 now), barely able to leave my house, no energy to do anything except roleplay all day long, for at least 12 years, until some doctors believed me and helped me out. The last two years have helped me get a bit more used to going outside, doing various activities and so on.

Now I'm feeling a little better, still weak as hell (also because I'm doing more than laying down and typing all day) but better. So this month I will start working as a tutor in a more official capacity.

This means that this month I'm facing: -working for the first time in my life, with/for other people -going out of my house nearly daily -going out of my house nearly daily to work, whether I'm feeling well or not -interacting with new people, which my ptsd loooves -a wedding, to which I was invited alone, no plus one, because an aroace woman who is single can go to hell if she needs company -several medical appointments I need to get "done" before I begin to work (blood test this week, dentist next week, therapy as always) and these things will tire me to death -trying to eat more so I can survive, but that means also having to test my digestive system with possibly terrible consequences -I've been asked to privately tutor a kid with panic attacks who is basically being rejected by teachers because of it (??) and so help me, I will give this kid everything I've got. Starting NEXT WEEK though, while I thought I'd have half a month to prepare. I'm happy because I might actually make some money of my own, but I'm obviously terrified and have no idea if my body will allow it.

In a roleplaying context, it also means that: -I'm going to be VERY, VERY VERY FRAGILE. Emotionally and physically. It might take me a few months to get adjusted to this new reality. I have NO DOUBTS that I will want to rp, rp makes me feel better, but I will be too tired to do it daily. I will be careful about starting new things with new characters or, harder, new people, becayse I have a HARD TIME saying no when not interested as it is, now it would probably give me hella anxiety and possibly turn me off these blogs.

-if you unfollow me because I'll be inactive for weeks, I will NOT try to follow you again because that just happens to me sometimes so there is no point, if that's your preference. -if I followed you first, I still intend to initiate some dm-ing or send you things, I'm just slower now! -I will *have* to favor the actual 'writing threads' and 'having brief yelling moments in dms about what our muses are doing or will do in threads' parts over any other ooc communication ('talk about our days', 'talk about our ideas for our own characters that don't involved the other roleplayer' etc will have to wait) because more talking is just going to send me into overload. -I will have way less time to do anything, and like I said I'll need to WRITE anyway, so I probably won't be able to start new interactions with NEW characters that I don't know (it's not a rule, if I get time to check someone out I will, but it's not a priority to do it), whether they are OCs or canon ones that I don't know, or if they are muses that require plotting to make a thread work due to our muses' personality; this because I won't have the time/energy to read a new long bio or plot more complex starters. So if you add new characters, even if we already write together and you are my rp buddy, I probably won't be able to get to it at a decent speed, and if we don't know each other well then it's even less likely that I'll try until I have more time. On the other hand, when able to write for hours, I will post memes and starter calls and welcome new interactions with the characters I already write with OR with canon ones from shows I know or with the OC ones I had the time to read about up until yesterday. I'll repeat that if an interaction require extensive plotting to try to understand why our muses will stick together, it will need to be postponed. -I'm not talking about the oc characters I already write with, some of you are legit my closest rp partners here and life will go on as normal except for the mentioned slowness and absence. -if you have a multimuse and I followed you, I read your rules, checked your writing, but I also probably just focused on one/a few muses I already know in the hope to write with them, I didn't do the usual attempt to read about everybody. Normally I am happy to read at least about a few ocs so we can see where things go, but I doubt I can do that now. I'll just want to show up and write as easily as possible. If that is a problem, know it's not the NORM. -I may focus on ONE thread, do back and forth, when I lock in, if I get a quick reply back, or, if we have more threads together, focus on one/two that work for me, especially when they are "short" and therefore easier for me to write at once (I cannot write one piece and then come back later, it must be done all in one go for me). Not because I lost inspiration but because of *gestures wildly at this post*

-IF/WHEN I'm on dash, if I see you posting ooc things I'll probably throw in a like to let you know 'HEY PAL I READ IT. YOU ARE COOL, I MISS YOU'. I love writing and I love the social aspect of it, but the social aspect tires me, as a neurodivergent introverted person, while the 'losing myself into a fictional plot' relaxes me.

-it is possible I'll have days when I'm more active than ever, read new bios, jump into plotting if you are online and write new things, it just won't be "the norm" on this blog until I get used to this new life.

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new prices just dropped! send me an ask if interested, guidelines are here!

Type 1: regular square/rectangular icons, no frames or decorations, no other shapes:

if unedited besides the cropping: 3 euros every 100 icons (0.03 euros per icon)

If sharpened and brightened/colored: 4 euros every 100 icons. (or 0.04 euros per icon) I ask for a minimum order of 5 euros.

you can see some examples here of before and after editing (more types of icons and prices under the read more):

 Type 2: square or rectangular with or or two frames/borders/decorations inside the icon 5 euros every 100 icons. (or 0.05 euros per icon)

Type 3: shapes that aren't squares or rectangles, no borders or decorations. I'll have to adjust each icon to make sure nothing important gets cut off, so:

If unedited: 4 euros every 100 icons (0.4 euros per icon)

if edited: 5 euros every 100 icons. (or 0.5 euros per icon)

Type 4: shapes that aren't rectangles or squares with max 2 borders/flowing/decorations or any other shape with several borders

6 euros every 100. (or 0.6 euros per icon)

Type 5: super-customizable square or rectangular icons with blockquotes or objects as their frame/background: 

8 euros every 100 (or 0.08 euros per icon). The more 'elaborate', the longer they will take. We'll need to discuss what you want.

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apologies for the small disappearance but my bby hannah always gets priority when i have replies there, and she got some in the last few days <3 I meant to come back here afterwards, but I'm messing up with my sleep pattern and need to try to go to bed earlier, so I'll try tomorrow!

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I was too tired so I worked on the new theme I'm making (I already put it on this blog if anybody wants to see, really happy with the light mode button??) and NOW I feel like I might be able to write, except it's almost 1am and I have to go to bed lkbgjfkg anyway, tomorrow I'll get back to writing IF I finally sleep through the night, feel free to keep sending memes for when I'm back, you know I'll answer to everything asap!

All starters are done in all my blogs, so there are only a handful of memes left for me to do, and replies to new-ish mutuals so I can dive into new dynamics <3

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new prices just dropped! send me an ask if interested, guidelines are here!

Type 1: regular square/rectangular icons, no frames or decorations, no other shapes:

if unedited besides the cropping: 3 euros every 100 icons (0.03 euros per icon)

If sharpened and brightened/colored: 4 euros every 100 icons. (or 0.04 euros per icon) I ask for a minimum order of 5 euros.

you can see some examples here of before and after editing (more types of icons and prices under the read more):

 Type 2: square or rectangular with or or two frames/borders/decorations inside the icon 5 euros every 100 icons. (or 0.05 euros per icon)

Type 3: shapes that aren't squares or rectangles, no borders or decorations. I'll have to adjust each icon to make sure nothing important gets cut off, so:

If unedited: 4 euros every 100 icons (0.4 euros per icon)

if edited: 5 euros every 100 icons. (or 0.5 euros per icon)

Type 4: shapes that aren't rectangles or squares with max 2 borders/flowing/decorations or any other shape with several borders

6 euros every 100. (or 0.6 euros per icon)

Type 5: super-customizable square or rectangular icons with blockquotes or objects as their frame/background: 

8 euros every 100 (or 0.08 euros per icon). The more 'elaborate', the longer they will take. We'll need to discuss what you want.

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"STOP PUTTING YOURSELF INTO DANGER!" PROMPTS *  assorted dialogue for expressing your fear that the person you care about might get themselves hurt if they keep acting like this, adjust as necessary

i thought i told you to stay back.

i love you too much to let you get hurt like this.

this affects me, too, you know.

every time you leave, i sit up all night waiting, praying you'll come back alive.

you keep pulling stunts like this and something bad will happen.

do you have a death wish or something?

this isn't fair to me.

i deserve better than this.

i didn't get any sleep last night because i was so worried about you.

you promised me you'd stop going out at night.

i don't like hearing this.

you've been risking your life, and for what? so you can feel like a goddamn hero?

i said i would handle it.

what the fuck are you doing here?

you told me you'd stay put.

so much for laying low.

you remember how bad it was last time.

seems like you haven't learned anything.

i believe you promised me you'd lay low.

i can't keep doing this.

don't give me that look.

we'll discuss this later.

this stops now.

i'm tired of picking up the pieces once you've left.

you keep throwing yourself into danger.

you don't give a shit about yourself, do you?

i'm sitting here, worried out of my mind, while you're out doing god knows what.

that was really stupid of you, and you know it.

i thought you knew better than this.

what's your excuse this time?

you do realize what this does to me, right? seeing you get hurt like this? you know it hurts me, too?

you really don't give a shit how this affects me, huh.

that was the dumbest possible thing you could have done.

i need you to stop throwing yourself into harm's way.

that was completely unnecessary.

they had it handled.

you didn't need to step in like that.

why do you think you're invincible?

the last time you pulled a stunt like this, it nearly got you killed.

i can't just sit here and watch you get hurt.

what are you trying to prove?

you just like fucking with my heart, don't you.

this shit hurts me, too, you know.

you're not the only one affected by this shit.

you've got a lot of people counting on you to come home every night.

what happens if you don't come back?

you think we can just carry on without you?

you think i can handle things if you end up dead?

i'm not sticking around to watch you get hurt.

you're not even slick.

you think you're invincible, don't you.

quit pretending you've got everything under control.

let someone else do it for a change.

you can't keep putting yourself through shit like this and expect me to just sit back and watch.

i'm done with this.

next time you do this, i'm not coming back.

promise me this is the end.

look me in the eyes and tell me you'll stop doing this.

let the authorities deal with it.

you're making a big mistake.

is it worth dying for?

i've dealt with enough pain over the years.

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The way he laughs at her makes Torvic wish she had drowned him when she had the chance. Arsehole. If she weren't so horrified by herself, she'd be charging at him, psychic muzzle be damned.

"What happened is that I hurt my damn arm for a human! That's disgusting!" she goes after him and there is a part of her that is still considering slamming her body against his back, just because. "I know you did something to my head, one of those bullshit Time-Lord things you got from the Vortex. There is no way I'd ever help anybody! Much less... that." The thing is, Ruby isn't the worst, if only because her nana is someone she relates to. "She was going to fall into the black hole. And I stopped her. That's... so messed up, you know me, you know I should have just... watched it happen and then mocked you while you suffered, that's me! The saving is you!"

torvic isn't the save them kinda person. torvic is the i want to blow stuff up watch the flames demolish every last bit that's left, kind of person person. ruby's words definitely surprises him, as his attention goes between ruby, to torvic, and back again. and oh, the only thing that isn't a surprise right now is how torvic turns on him.

"hah." the laugh escapes him, disbelievingly, and he shakes his head. "that doesn't have anything to do with me, honey. you did that all by yourself." but he's aching to know what had happened. he hadn't even known ruby was in danger - she tends to tell him that kind of thing, too. at least as a story, after the fact. guess all he had was torvic to ask, huh? he looks to her, before knocking his head back into the direction of the tardis.

"alright, come on. tell me all about what happened, yeah?"

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featuring: a backstory for fantasy fandoms, one for historical ones, one for Shadow and Bone, one for Fallout (Prime), one for The 100 and a final one for modern fandoms with specific variations for shows such as Lost, Chuck, Firefly, Leverage, Librarians, some Marvel and DC shows, a bunch of sitcoms and dramedies, and a lot of older rarer shows. Also: commonly triggering content and dark themes ahead, check the rules for that first! Written by Ele, as always. At @smiletimeisrunningout

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this but also a reminder she has verses for 99% of my fandoms here!

Emma Blanchard-Nolan, added verses for the TWD-TLOU fandoms! Rescuing the defenseless, especially girls, building a community, flirting her way out of trouble with men - you'll find both Peak Dumbass Vibes & Inflicting Gruesome Punishments On The Enemy Energy

looking for more characters from telltale twd, main show twd (and dead city and the ones who live) and from tlou show or game.

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"We need to find out everything we agree on so we can join forces against them---" she trailed off looking at Leliana's face, "Diplomatically, of course. I'm definitely not here to provoke more chaos. If you'd like to follow me, m'lady Ellana." She knew that she could have taken advantage of her 'hero of Ferelden' fame to make a far more dignified impression, she had a clean slate here, and that meant Neria could have been a more serious, even solemn, presence. But she had also seen from up close all the clowns and backstabbing snakes that dealt with politics before, and had made a point of not watering herself down for any of them.

"Oh, the stories I could tell you," she said, loud enough for Leliana to hear, walking away so they could have some more privacy. Spymaster. So strange to think of her sweet bard that way. "And I happened to have bumped on your Cullen once or twice, you'll have to tell me what he's up to."

She lowered her voice, then. "I have been traveling for a while now... and literally underground for some of that time. Is it as bad as always? For elves, for mages? Do they dare go against you even if they think you have been marked by a God?" Ah, maybe that was offensive, 'they think'. Maybe she thought that too. "Sorry, I'm... not religious but I don't mean to disrespect your faith in Andraste."

Ellana had been nervous about getting the chance to meet the Hero of Ferelden. Not because of the reminder that it was her and Hawke that Cassandra and Leliana had been searching for to originally be the Inquisitor, but because it wasn't often one met such a legendary hero. Her thoughts made her pause, raising an eyebrow. Was this how others reacted to meeting her? She already knew they treated her as a symbol of hope, which she did not mind.

At the end of the day though, she would still always be...her. A Dalish elven mage ─ an outcast ─ trying to help the world how she could, only because she knew she could. It wasn't easy. There was still much she had not processed, but there was important work to do.

Green eyes fall on the figure introduced to her, pulling her from her thoughts. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Neria. I'm Inquisitor Ellana of Clan Lavellan." She pauses at her words, an amused and mischievous smile growing on her lips. "Oh yes. I'm a female elven mage. What can I say? I like to live dangerously. Keeper Deshanna always said I was quite the rebel. I take pleasure in making racists shrivel in pain." Oh, if the Chantry could hear her...she didn't really mind. It was the truth, after all.

"So...you're an old friend of Leliana's I hear? That means you can give me the secrets on our spymaster. My...how the tables turn." She chuckles playfully.

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so, tonight I had a lovely anxiety attack that kept me up for two hours, then I got to sleep some more, but the result is a headache and tiredness. This means:

-writing less today, and if I write I'll probably just focus on whatever feels right (like always the same thread even if we have another one) -probably no plotting or ims (probably!) -maybe do things like mess around with my blog pages, coding, add verses?? MAYBE. And I was so excited to get back into writing today! lrkglf

you, though:

-feel extra welcomed to send memes for when I have moments of feeling better, or like starter calls. AND I MEAN NEW MUTUALS TOO. I want to write with everyone! -remember I'm mutuals only, which means I will only write with people I follow. And if I don't follow you, I must have my reasons, whether your character has something that triggers me/makes me uncomfortable or I'm not okay with your rules or the way you organize your blog/tags/replies. So don't take it personally but also do respect that.

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Brought back to life from her Until Dawn canon, full bios ready for all kinds of fandoms! Mutuals only! Especially, but not only, focusing on Until Dawn, TLOU, Fallout, Telltale TWD, and a bunch of other magical and/historical fandoms! And especially, but not only, loving the found-family trope and whatever you call when 'the girl who is really not the hero survives but is barely holding it together'.

Dark-ish themes present, read before following!

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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i can't stop thinking about you even when i try.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat.  ❜ ❛  i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there.  ❜ ❛  do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how much you truly mean to me.  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us?  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you.  ❜ ❛  i had a lot of dreams about you recently.  ❜ ❛  somehow, you're always on my mind.  ❜ ❛  i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met.  ❜ ❛  my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go.  ❜ ❛  all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it.  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve.  ❜ ❛  every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?  ❜ ❛  i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need.  ❜ ❛  will we ever get another chance together?  ❜ ❛  you were the best thing that's ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  my biggest regret is ever letting you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see.  ❜ ❛  every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me.  ❜ ❛  it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to.  ❜ ❛  i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back.  ❜ ❛  i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms.  ❜ ❛  hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me.  ❜ ❛  there's so much i wish i was able to tell you.  ❜ ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ ❛  i miss the way you always made me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're the reason i keep holding on.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how i feel about you.  ❜ ❛  i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine.  ❜ ❛  i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you?  ❜ ❛  my heart belongs to you, always and forever.  ❜ ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  i've been thinking about us a lot lately.  ❜

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angsty injury things … sentence starters

“Can you walk?”

“That looks broken.“

“That’s a lot of blood.”

“Tell me where it hurts.”

“Why are you bleeding?“

“That’s not just a scratch.”

“I thought you were dead!”

“Don’t you pass out on me!”

“Hey, hey, stay with me, ok?“

“You got hurt, again? Again?”

“Just sit up and breathe, ok?“

“Holy crap, you look like hell.”

“What happened to your leg?“

“Thank god you’re breathing…”

“You should get that looked at.”

“You can barely walk. Sit down.”

“I’m going to carry you, now, ok?”

“Is it bleeding? It’s still bleeding?”

“Where’d you get those bruises?”

“Don’t move, you’ll make it worse!“

“We need to get you to a hospital.“

“You were really hurt. Really hurt…”

“Oh, that’s going to leave a bruise.”

“How many fingers am I holding up?“

“Here, press this against the wound.”

“Here, lean on me. I’ll help you walk.”

“Hold still, I have to bandage this up.”

“Don’t move, I’m getting a first-aid kit.”

“Why didn’t you tell me it was this bad?”

“How the hell did you do this to yourself?“

“Shush, just concentrate on staying awake.”

“This is going to hurt, but I need to clean that.”

“Oh, god. Please be alive. Please still be alive!”

“On a scale of 1 to 10, how much does it hurt?“

“That looks pretty bad. I think you need stitches.”

“What do you mean you’re fine? You are not fine!”

“You should lay down, you hit your head pretty hard.”

“Well… I hope you at least gave as good as you got.”

“That’s a really nasty looking bruise. Need some ice?”

“I got you. It’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“I don’t know how you’re even conscious at this point.”

“Stop being so stubborn and just let me patch you up!”

“You’re going to stay in bed and heal. I’ll handle things.”

“I’m going to find you did this to you, and I’m going to kill them.”

“’Don’t do that’, I said. ‘You’ll get hurt’, I said. And what did you do?”

“So, you tried bandaging this up, and you… well, you did your best.”

“Oh, thank god, you’re finally awake. Thought I lost you for a minute there.”

“I found you laying out there in the cold. Had to fight to keep you breathing.”

“Okay, no, I’m not laughing. Not laughing. Are you okay? That must’ve hurt.”

“Who did this to you? And, no, I’m not going to believe this was an accident.”

“Of course I’m worried about you. You keep getting hurt, and keep not letting people look after you.”

“I bandaged you up while you were out and… this isn’t the first time you’ve been hurt this bad, is it? I saw the scars.”

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DO YOU THINK THAT...

Do you think that when Nami was sick, this is who Sanji saw getting sick again...

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Emma Blanchard-Nolan, added verses for the TWD-TLOU fandoms! Rescuing the defenseless, especially girls, building a community, flirting her way out of trouble with men - you'll find both Peak Dumbass Vibes & Inflicting Gruesome Punishments On The Enemy Energy

looking for more characters from telltale twd, main show twd (and dead city and the ones who live) and from tlou show or game.

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semi-ship call!

Like it to give me permission to write my muse being attracted/interested in Yours (now or eventually) but obviously there is no obligation for you to make it happen, AS LONG as it works with what I wrote in the character's 'open to ship with' section.

Basically, like it to let me know that -if our muses don't know each other in canon, you'd be okay with a ship if they get along in threads/my muse can at least find yours hot -if they are close in canon, or even have a romance there, you are okay with us writing towards it -if they aren't close but have canonically interacted, you like them and mine can be into yours.

Multis can and should specify which of mine and which of yours!