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if u haven't folowed me to @khrkin yet get with it

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thots

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a who the fucck are all of u

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hewwo! a lil reminder after th death of this blog that i still do khr related stuff on my sideblog (khrkin) if that’s what you used to follow me for lmao

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weep wop guess who’s back from the dead for one hot minute bc I didn’t even see your reply holy shit. 

But this is a good addition and there are a lot of open ended theories abt Takeshi because Amano never retouched on any of that Shit which kind of disheartens me seeing as how it was written off as he’s just ok after that and nothing more because of the aforementioned gag manga chapters the issue appeared in. 

As someone who (bringing this up due to the heavy subject of suicide/depression) attempted to end their own life on several occasions and came very close to succeeding. Jumping from a roof is way too out of bounds to just be an impulse of the moment decision, no matter how ugly your thoughts. Ending your own life is planning, and thinking, and playing with idea for usually a long time and buddy you’re in somewhere so dark and hopeless when you try. No one who is temporarily depressed (that’s a thing?) eg: for weeks or some months (as far as I know, I could be wrong) would go so far as to be two seconds away from doing so.

Usually it’s smaller actions that start out like self harm. It’s a slow decline. Depression is thrown usually bc a lot of our generation has it, suicide is being backed into a corner with no more options left.

And absolutely I believe Takeshi was lonely and starved even for a friend who wouldn’t idolize him and put him on this pedestal of always being the best. Who would at least listen, coming from a place maybe even darker than his own. The panels are him seeking help. They’re kind of obvious attempts at red flagging to Tsuna without literally saying it that “hey I am not okay! I need help!” only Amano doesn’t touch on that well because mhmmfnhn it’s supposed to be Funny Look At This Idiot Jumping Off A Building And Talking About Baseball Gods. Also a plot device for Tsuna to become closer to Takeshi.

Maybe the point is that it could go either way and no one is really wrong in their HCs because we still don’t know shit. I don’t think Amano intended them to be signs of depression either. But they’re blatant signs just the same.

People can become dangerously talented at hiding those things especially if they fear rejection or don’t even recognize it for what it is. Takeshi was most likely not even taught that was something he could have????

This became so long I have apologies forming in my dumb head as I type this but buddy I am Passionate abt this, lord willing. Just know that,

Takeshi Yamamoto attempted to jump off a building several stories high and if that doesn’t scream warning signs I don’t know what will.

hot take: yamamoto takeshi isn’t “acting dumb on purpose” nor is he “actually super dumb”, his questions are structured differently. trying to work through things with a different and sometimes scrambled mindset usually makes things seem a little off. though i agree his canon mental illness (that was made into a gag :))) ) probably comes into play when he laughs certain things off, i’m just gonna pitch it out there that his easygoing self is a natural part of him and he’s wholly on a different depth perception and slower to realize the more obvious things thanks

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that’s it i’m mcgone kinda no more in the queue

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i’m still here once or twice a day to answer messages about my new url!! it’s ok if we don’t know each other, aren’t mutuals or have never talked to still ask. the worst i can do is politely decline

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moving!!!

i’ve moved to a new blog! message me if you’d like my new url & i’m about to queue this so many times someone screams

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moving!!!

i’ve moved to a new blog! message me if you’d like my new url & i’m about to queue this so many times someone screams

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moving!!!

i’ve moved to a new blog! message me if you’d like my new url & i’m about to queue this so many times someone screams

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moving!!!

i’ve moved to a new blog! message me if you’d like my new url & i’m about to queue this so many times someone screams

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“In a game with no consequences, why are you still playing the ‘Good’ side?”

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The first time I saw Takeda I was sure he was the little giant and I still kinda want him to be xD

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i might restart my main and kinda “abandon” this one aside from whats already queued? don't know yet but seeing people reblog the r/\27 things or old k/ h/ r posts/ships and frankly things i dislike from old me is giving me a lot of anxiety?? and this blog is a negative energy because of the mess. dunno

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how do i delete 3 n a half years of things off my blog

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somebody had to do it  (blank credit)

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