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been looking back at my most recent posts. guess i miss things often

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i miss instagram lowkey. i just wish i could mindlessly scroll when im upset. and ive reached to post a story at least 5x today.

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i miss being emo

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need my tarot cards read stat

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i miss my boyfriend. he’s sitting 2 feet away from me but i miss being in his arms.

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youtube ad came on. devastation.

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going back through old writing and not cringing is an incredible but confusing feeling. are the things i have to say while experiencing my most cliche of emotions beautiful?

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just because i’m an adult doesn’t mean i’m no longer a girl. i’m not a woman sorry no that’s not me i’m a girl for life.

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i love the idea of documenting my life and using platforms like social media to organize and catalog memories but whenever i pull out my phone to take a pic i get a profound feeling of sadness because i’m actively removing myself from the moment t catalog it. “oh what a jolly good time im having right now!! let me remove myself from this very pleasant state im in to remember this.” what a good concept except i’m cutting my enjoyment short. i have come back to the realization that i had at a young age and lost sight of. i value joy and being present much more than i value photographic evidence of the joy.

this instagram break was a much needed reminder of the simply concept of living in the moment.

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this is me

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earlier my mom said “you look like u would have gauged ears” and when i agreed and said i had been thinking about it she replied with “no.”

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went from cringe city to evil town

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hey so i’m actually not with all that evil shit so please don’t hmu when ur evil please and thank u

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i think my childhood is over and that fact has filled me with profound sadness

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how to experience profound joy and see the world through lenses of the most beauty and have the resting eyes of intimate sadness and true loss

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acts of service is my love language cuz the other night i fell asleep on the couch and when i woke up in the middle of the night i saw that adventure time was on. my mom turned off the show we were watching and put on adventure time for me in case i woke up. and she did it without knowing whether i’d even wake up to see it. she just did it because she knew that if i saw it, it would make me happy. i love her.

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