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Hello my sweeties, Merry Christmas to you and your Family, I know some of you are still in Dec. 24 but still Merry Christmas from my home to yours
I don't have a Christmas gift—story—to you all, but soon, I'll post soon, I've just been busy this past few weeks since I'm taking care something—work/job related—
But I wish you all happiness, good health, hope you're happy and safe and a happy merry jolly Christmas
Love you all 🫶🏻
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Omega Pt. 18 (Natasha)
Summary : you're annoyed at Natasha and took some memories with your family
Pairing : Alpha ! Natasha Romanoff x Omega ! Fem Reader
Warning : Cut, bruises I think that's all
Word count : 2,132
Series Masterlist
Cherrylemontober
{OMEGA PT. 17} {OMEGA PT. 18} {OEMGA T. 19}
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“Does it still hurt? "You gently sat besides her while she's busy tending to her wounds. You felt bad when she was quickly sent out for a mission when she got home; her bruises and her ribs weren't fully healed when she was called out for a day mission, and now there's cuts added to her already beaten body.
Of course she talked to you first before she was sent off, reassuring you and making sure that you're fine before she leaves again.
“Not much, but it still stings a bit.” It's been 2 days since she came home from the mission, and it hurts you every time you see her cleaning her wounds that Natasha tries to avoid showing you her bruises and wounds.
“Let me help you.” You took cotton balls and rubbed alcohol to clean the area of the wound on her right waist.
“I can do it, you know.” Natasha didn't stop you but watched you closely, but you shook your head determined to help her.
“I know, but I still wanna help you,” Natasha winces when you dab the cotton with rubbing alcohol on her wound.
"Sorry,” you whisper, but still continue with her hissing at the pain of the alcohol. Once you're sure that the area of her wound is properly clean, you dab a Povidone-iodine with a cotton ball on her wound. After that, you patch her up, moving to the next wound, and do the same until she's all done.
“Thank you,” she whispers, putting on a shirt. She groans when she stretches her limbs, but a sudden frustration gets into you, making you roll your eyes at her.
“What? "Natasha asked, catching your sudden change of mood and turning to face you.
“Tell me,” she whispers, taking your hand and giving you a small smile.
“Nothing, I’m just annoyed,” she said, moving forward, sitting in front of you, and looking you in the eyes.
“Why are you annoyed? ”You close your eyes and look away, thus making Natasha chuckle at how cute you are.
“Don't look at me like that; I can't stay annoyed at you.” You cover your face with your hand.
“Then look at my face, love; I don't want you to be annoyed at me.” She slowly peels off your hands, and you pout at her with a frown.
“Tell me, why are you annoyed? ”You sigh and move to her lap, resting your head on her shoulder, and Natasha quickly wraps her arms around you.
“Cause you're reckless, you always come home with injuries—not just some injuries but serious injuries,” you whisper, scolding her, and she runs her hands through your hair.
“I’m sorry, I promise, I’ll be more careful next time,” you sigh in relief, closing your eyes and turning your head so you're smelling her scent.
“Guess who will be going to the carnival? "She whispered, and you frowned, leaning back to look at her.
“Who? "She gives you a peck and squeezes your hips.
"Us,” she smirks, but you frown, not loving the idea.
“But you're injured; we can't walk around the carnival in your state, plus who will be looking for the pups? ”You start to play with her baby hair at the back of her neck; that gives Natasha some comfort.
“Don't worry, I’m good to walk around and do some activities; Helen approved, plus the team will be with us; they offer to look after them.” You're still not convinced, so she keeps stealing a kiss until you're chuckling.
“Stop, ok, ok, but still you need to take breaks once in a while, ok? "She salutes you, and you roll your eyes at her.
“Yes, whatever my love said and commanded,” you smile and peck her.
“Ok then, jno extreme rides, even the bumper car, you also need to sit at least 10-20 minutes." Natasha quickly makes a sour face, but you ignore it and keep looking at her.
"Ok, that's fair,” she mumbles with a pout, and you smirk at her when you remember one thing you need to forbid her.
“And no haunted house,” her eyes quickly went wide and looked at you.
“No haunted house? "You hum while nodding, but she still can't believe it.
“No haunted house for you! "You bump her nose with your pointer fingers, and she sighs in disbelief.
“But that's the best part and the only thing that makes me occupied since I’m not allowed in any rides except the carousel and ferris wheel,” she whines, but you shake your head.
"Then we were not going to the carnival.” You stand up and turn to walk away, but before you could turn around, she took your hips and made you stay.
“No, fine, fine, fine, I’ll do it,” she sighs in defeat, and you kiss her cheek.
“Thank you,” you softly whisper, and she smiles quickly, hugging you and resting her head on your stomach. You smile and comb her hair with your fingers.
“Anything for you, my love, anything,” she whispers. You smile, then look down at her.
You've never expected she'll be like this or your life will be like this, but all you know is that this is one step forward for the life you wanted for your family.

“I told you to get it easy! "You scold her and help her sit down on the bench, Wanda and Vision following behind you two, strolling the stroller, single stroller with Wanda and double stroller with Vis.
“You shouldn't push your body; Nat, Dr. Cho, give you permission, but still, your body isn't fully healed.” Wanda follows, then gives you a bottle of water, and you hand it to Natasha.
“No internal injuries nor stitches being ripped, just elevated breathing.” Natasha rolls her eyes on the two, and you glare at her, making her look down while calming her down.
She's been walking around for hours, trying rides when she gets the chance—when you're with pups, in the bathroom, or just her making excuse to go somewhere while you rest your feet—and as a result, her body was hurting, especially her wounds.
She hates to admit it, but she regrets not taking your words, and now you’re annoyed at her, and instead of you two having fun, your here scolding and glaring at her.
“I shouldn't have said yes earlier; you think I wouldn't know about you sneaking on rides.” You scold her while dumping the towel a little harsh to try off her sweat, then give her a painkiller that Dr. Cho prescribes.
Now Natasha is like a lost puppy, sitting besides you, head low, hands on her lap while she plays with her fingers and staying quiet, not wanting to add fuel to the fire she makes.
“I’m sorry, they are tempting,” she mumbles, for only you can hear, and you sigh.
“Were good here, Wands, Vis? Thank you, though. We'll have the pups later, for now you can go have fun,” you said to them with a smile, and they nodded at you.
“You sure, we wouldn't mind if we stayed here a little bit.” You shake your head and kiss the pup's forehead.
“Yeah, I’m sure.” With that, they bid their farewell, and once they are out of sight, you turn to Natasha.
“Stay here,” she nodded. You took your bag and went to the food stall to buy some food and brink for the both of you.
Once you get your order—burger, fries, two slices of pizza, and soda with a bottle of water—you get your tray with food to the table Natasha was sitting in.
“Here, eat it all.” You put her food in front of her, and you sat beside her and started eating your food.
“Eat now, Natasha, so you have strength,” you said when she's not touching her food and keeps looking at you.
“I’m sorry.” You look at her and sigh, then lean in, cupping her face and kissing her lips.
“It's ok, I understand, but I would appreciate it if you listen to me next time.” Natasha quickly peppers you with kisses, and you giggle.
“I promise,” she then lands the kiss on your lips with a smile.
“Now eat your food, so we can stroll around with the pups and get some pictures,” Natasha smiles, loving the idea of a family picture.
“I love that idea,” Natasha mumbles, and you smile, seeing the sparkle in her eyes that you've never seen before.
“So eat your food and rest your legs so we can walk around.” Natasha quickly finishes her food, too excited to take photos with her family, especially with her daughter.
“That's fast,” you comment, finishing your burger, then sliding your pizza and half fries to her.
“I’m full; I can't eat that anymore,” Natasha says, clicking her tongue five times, then looking at the food you push towards her.
“You shouldn't have ordered a lot if you can't finish your food; it's bad to waste food.” You pout at her, but she still took the food, but she sends you a knowing glare.
“I’ll eat this, but next time, get the only thing you can finish, ok? "You nodded while drinking your soda with a straw.
“I understand,” then you reach her face and kiss her lips with a smile.
Natasha sighed, then took a napkin, then started to wipe your face and mouth. You have some crumble around your lips with some sauce, then you have sweat on your forehead.
Once Natasha finished your food, you two quickly go around looking for Wanda, and you found them on the carousel. Wanda and Vis had the two boys, and Yelena has Natasha's princess. Then Kate and Peter are the ones in charge of guarding the strollers.
“This is a good spot to take a picture,” you point to the left of the carousel. Natasha quickly holds your hand and goes to Kate, knowing the ride will end soon.
“Kate, Peter, could you take us some photos over there?"Natasha asked, pointing to the camera on Peter's neck.
"Yeah, sure, Ma'am,” Natasha drags you to the spot, and she positions herself behind you.
“We will be having a family photo after their ride too.” You inform Peter, and he gives you two thumbs up.
“In count to three,” Peter informs, then Natasha quickly puts her arm around your neck, tilting her head to the left, then you hold to her arm and smile.
“1...2...” Peter counted, and Natasha smiled, putting her lips to your ear.
“I love you, my love,” she whispers to you, and your body quickly reacts, looking at her with a smile and adoration in your eyes, and that's when Peter presses the shutter, taking a complete, perfect picture.
“That's gorgeous.” Peter jumps with excitement when he sees how good and how you could feel the love in the photo he took.
Your eyes widen and you blush at the compliment Peter gives you, and when you look at him, he's showing Kate the photo, so you hide your face with your face.
“Don't be shy; you're really gorgeous, honey. One more picture, what do you say? "You look up at her and nod.
“But please, I want a decent one; just stand beside me; no more cheesy comment,” she chuckled and nodded at you.
"Ok, ok... Peter, could you do one more? "Peter smiled and nodded.
“Yes, whenever you're ready,” you wrap your arm around her left arm while she holds your other hand and leans in, smiling, then resting your head on her.
“That's sweet,” Katae awes; that's when the three with a pup come smiling.
“There they are,” you smile, taking one, then Natasha took the two boys.
“Come on, Peter, another one.” Peter quickly gets into position while the three pups are giggling, and he quickly snaps a photo once you two are ready.
“Is it good? "You ask, and he quickly opens the photo and goes to you.
"Yes, it is,” he shows you two, and you're mesmerized at the photo.
After many photos, the team decided that it's best to go home when the clock hits 7 p.m. They want the pups to rest peacefully, plus they are exhausted from all the rides, games, and walking. Of course every member has a picture memory; you all even took a photo in front of the carnival.
So here you are at the passenger seat, fast asleep while the pups are sleeping too in their carseat at the back, and Natasha is smiling, looking at the back, and to you, her hand is resting on your thigh, squeezing it.
She can't get rid of her smile no matter what; she just loves this day and is happy that the four of you are here.
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Omega Pt. 17 (Natasha)
Summary : you starting to reconcile?? To Natasha
Pairing : Alpha ! Natasha Romanoff x Omega ! Fem ! Reader
Warning : sad, panic attack, shout, hurt Natasha
Word count : 2,648
Too tired and lazy to write the murder/kidnapping/torture scene eheheh
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Cherrylemontober
{OMEGA PT. 16} {OMEGA PT. 17} {OEMGA T. 18}
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This is one of those days again where out of nowhere your tears are falling and you are being hormonal again, making you cry just at Natasha’s departure, and again, Wanda always knew that’s why she’s here, sitting with you on your balcony, offering silent comfort while the pups are sleeping peacefully on their bassinets after their 15 minutes of wailing again.
"Hey, are you okay? "Wanda asked when she saw that your tears had dried and you were just looking into the sky, completely lost in your thoughts, so she nudged you, making you get out of your deep thoughts.
“What? ”You look at Wanda with fresh tears running down your checks.
“I lost you for a minute there, you ok?”You sniff and nod at her and give her a smile.
“Yeah…yeah a little. I just really miss her, and I think the pups too.” Wanda nodded, understanding the situation.
I mean, you're just starting to let your guard down again and letting Natasha in; you’re getting comfortable with her and, of course, the pups too, so the sudden absence of Natasha for over a week and a few days takes a toll on you and the pups.
“If it makes you feel better, I made you some cookies.” You smile at her and nod.
“Cookies sound nice,” you mumble and stand up to go downstairs to eat the cookies and some fruits before the pups wake up.
But the sudden opening of the door with force that makes a loud sound when it hits the wall makes you jump out of your skin and ready to protect and run to your pups, but when you see it's Natasha who’s standing in the bedroom door, you sigh in relief that it’s not an intruder.
"Hi,” Natasha pants, putting down the duffel bag she’s carrying on her shoulder and smiling at you.
But you didn’t meet her expectation, you running to her and hugging her—no, but instead—you just stand in your position, looking at her coldly. You don’t know what to say, do, or feel... but you know that you’re angry at her. That’s why you slap her right on the check when you get close to her, making Natasha speechless and shocked.
“Ok...” Natasha mumbled, looking at your teary eyes, that you refused to run down your cheeks.
“I deserve that,” then another slap right after she finishes her sentence, and this is the signal for Wanda to quietly walk out, pups following behind her with her magic, and give you two some space.
“And that,” she looked down at you again with an apologetic look, analyzing your reaction and body language, looking for any since you don’t want her in your room; in your nest.
“I hate you,” you said with gritted teeth, and a tear ran down your right cheek. Natasha swallowed the lump on her throat, cursing herself to ruin her family again, but she wouldn’t change a thing if she went back in time, and she was not sorry for what she did.
“I’m sorry,” Natasha mumbles, not stepping forward to give you space that you might want and need, but instead you're the one who steps forward and starts to punch her chest.
“I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! "You keep chanting while punching her chest; Natasha just let you get out all your frustrations on her until you are tired; your punches are getting weak until you come to a stop.
Tears are running down your eyes while you look down; your shoulders are shaking because of the sobs you're making. Natasha slowly wrapped her arms around you, giving you time to react if you want to push her away or let her embrace you.
Instead you let her, your hands resting on her chest, leaning forward to have her warm body against you that you missed so much for over the past few days, your hands slowly traveling up to wrap around her neck, crying on her collarbone.
“Sshgh, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, Malyshka,” Natasha whispers sweetly in your ear while rubbing your back and the back of your head.
When you didn't move nor stop crying, Natasha felt that all your weight was on her now, so she supported your body, kissed your forehead, and picked you up, closing the door with her foot and bringing you to the bed.
"Hey, hey, hey,” Natasha whispered, putting you on her lap when she sat on the bed, leaning on the headboard, hands gripping her sleeves, afraid she would leave again or maybe you're just hallucinating.
“Hey, Malyshka, look at me,” Natasha cupped your face and made you look at her when you're getting hard to breathe.
"Breath, Malyshka, breathe...” Natasha then gently put your head on her chest, making you listen to her heartbeat and feel her chest rising and falling, indicating for you to follow her.
“Follow my breathing, Malyshka,” she whispers, kissing your head and starting to inhale and exhale.
You nodded and focused your senses on Natasha, how she breathes, smells, feels, and how warm she is. You tried to follow her breathing, but when Natasha noticed it wasn't working, she quickly sang a Russian lullaby that Melina used to sing to her and Yelena.
When you hear her sing, you automatically focus on her voice, distracting you until you finally calm down, sniffling, and your shoulder shoke a little, but the tears finally come to a stop, making you sleepy until you pass out on her arms.
“I’m sorry, Malyshka,” Natasha whispers, laying you down gently, then going behind you and spooning you.
“I love you..so much, Malyshka.” You feel the shift of the bed and Natasha behind you, so you groan a little, turning around and gripping her shirt and nuzzling your face on her neck, under her chin, then you back into deep slumber, making Natasha follow soon.
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You slowly open your eyes, groaning when you hear a faint crying, blinking your eyes to see more clearly and get yourself together, remembering what happened before you fell asleep.
“Natty? "You sat up; fear was evident in your eyes when you realized and saw that Natasha was no longer lying down beside you or anywhere around the room.
“Natty? "You called out again, getting out of the comfort of your bed, putting your slippers on to go proceed in the bathroom or the walk-in closet.
“Natasha? "Your panic got even worse when you didn't see her anywhere around the room, so you quickly ran out, heart pounding on your chest.
“Do you see Natasha? "You asked Sam when you saw him walking in the corridor, sweaty and out of breath.
“Uhm…no, I just got home from a...” You didn't let him finish you; quickly walk past him.
Going down to the common room just to find no trace of the redhead you've been looking for made you devastated, heartbreaking at the thought of her leaving again.
You're lips quiver, but you stop yourself to cry, so you go back to your room, head down low with a slumped shoulder, trying not to break down. Not at least you're in the comfort of your room, but instead you go to the witch room to see your pups and distract you for a moment.
“Wands? "You knock before you open her door, hearing the soft giggle of your pups, and when you open the door, you see them in the air with Wanda's magic surrounding them and Wanda entertaining them.
“Who's that? I think I heard Mommy calling "Wanda gasp, making them giggle a little louder.
“Hey, Y/N, what's up? "Wanda brought them down, and you sat besides her.
“Nothing, just wanted to be with these little cuties.” You smile at them and tickle them.
“You sure? "You nodded, not meeting the witch's eyes.
“Do you miss Mommy, huh? "You ask in the baby voice, and you make a face that makes them happy; you could feel Wanda’s eyes on you.
"And...” you look at the clock, seeing that it's near their naptime.
“It's nap time.” You give her a smile.
“You sure, you ok? "You hummed and nodded at her.
“Yeah, why wouldn't I be? "With that, you stood up, took the two pups, and came back to get the other.
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Natasha sigh of relief when she finally got back from different stores. She does not want to leave the bed when she's so comfortable with you in her arms, but she also wants to do something special, simple but special, as a form of apologies and to just spoil you and the pups from now and to the near future.
She looks down at the bags she's holding, and only now she realizes how many she bought, but hey, who's complaining? No one, so she should be good.
“It's for then anyway,” she mumbles to herself while shrugging her shoulders and going to the kitchen to put down everything she bought on the kitchen island.
She started to short out everything she bought: foods, mostly your favorites, and a cheeseburger with onion rings and fries with some nuggets; baby clothes and their shoes; and a flower for you.
“I think I bought too much,” she mumbled, seeing all the things she bought, especially the food.
“F.R.I.D.A.Y. Is Y/N awake? "Natasha asks, putting back everything in their bags and proceeding to your bedroom.
“She is Ms. Romanoff.” Natasha smiles and runs up to your room, knocking at your door before she enters with a smile.
But her smile faded when she saw your side profile with tears freely falling and a tired expression while looking down at the three pups, already asleep on the bed.
"Hey, hey, hey, what's wrong? "She quickly put down the bag and rushed to you, but before she could take you in her arms, you looked at her with pain in your eyes.
“STOP! "You put your hand up to make her stop.
“Hey, what's wrong? "She whispers softly that all you want to do is cave in and just feel her warmth again, but you shake your head.
“Stop, please, just don't.” Natasha stopped trying to reach out to her and stare at you; her heart was aching when she saw how hurt and scared you look.
“Please stop; she's not here; she's just my hallucinations.” You keep mumbling to yourself while gripping your hair, tugging the ruts of your hair.
“Hey hey, it's me; I’m real, Dekta, hey hey hey,” Natasha softly whispered, cupping your face and making you look at her.
“It's me, Dekta, I’m real,” you grip her wrist, tears slowly running down your cheeks while analyzing her facial structure.
“Natty? "You whispered, she whispered. Yes, for a moment you want to relish the warmth coming from her hand, but it quickly faded when you remember what happened a week ago.
You shake your head, taking her hand away from you, and quickly slap her across the face, leaving her stunt in her spot, eyes widening and confused.
“Get. Out,” you whisper, trying to suppress your sob and look away from her.
“Y/N-” you push her shoulder, but it takes more than a push and your strength to completely push her off.
“Now! "You growl, glaring at her. Natasha swallows the lump on her throat and nods, looking down.
“I’ll give you some space,” she whispers, and she proceeds to leave the room with a heavy heart. Natasha takes a deep breath and pinches the bridge of her nose when the door is already closed.
“You ok? "Natasha looked up and saw Wanda just get out of her room.
“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine. "Wanda takes a moment to take in what was going on, and by the devastated look on Natasha, leaning on your closed door, she takes it that it didn't go well with you two, so she walks forward and taps Natasha's shoulder with a small, soft smile.
“Give her a moment; she's not emotionally stable at the moment.” Natasha taps Wanda's arm as a sign of saying thanks.
With that, Wanda proceeds to go down to meet Vision for their afternoon stroll, and for Natasha, she stays at your door, waiting if you ever come out, which is not long after.
Natasha remains on the other side, not wanting to invade your personal space, but her eyes never leave you.
“I...” You look down with a frown while fidgeting your hand, and you slowly walk toward her.
“Does it hurt? ”Mumble and lean on her front when you come face to face to her and make her arms wrap around your body.
“I’m sorry,” you mumble, wrapping your arms around her waist while you buried your face on her boobs.
“It's not; don't worry.” Natasha tightens her hold on you and kisses your head.
“I’m sorry too, for leaving just like that,” Natasha hesitates to tell you, but when you look up at her with those doe eyes, even if you try to hide it, Natasha clearly sees how upset, sad, and scared you are.
“I couldn't let them on the loose, knowing they could be around, wanting to hurt you again or the pups,” Natasha whispered, not proud of what she actually did; she wouldn't change any of what she did.
“What did you do? "You look up at her and make a small space between you two to actually look in her face.
“I go after them with Yelena... and kill them,” Natasha whispers, looking down at the floor, wanting to hide from you.
“You killed them? ”Your eyes widen, shocked by what you heard. You took a step back to ground yourself.
“I-” you quickly lift her shirt, looking for any sign of bruise, cut, or any damage around her body.
“Are you hurt? ”You asked in a shaky voice, and you quickly took your hands off of her when she winced when you touched her ribs, looking up at her, worried and concerned.
“I might have a broken rib,” she whispers, lifting her shirt more, and there you see a big bruise right below her left boob.
“And a few bruises on my back.” You turn her around and make her lift her shirt at the back, and you gasp when you see 3 big bruises.
“Then what the hell are you doing here? You idiot,” you shove her shoulder when she turns around to face you, but she winces again.
"Sorry,” you whispered and took her hand.
“You should be in the hospital; why didn’t you go there first, huh? ”You scold her for pushing the elevator button.
“I want to—” you’re not taking her excuses and continue scolding her.
“What if you’re bleeding internally? What if you pass out suddenly? Or worse..you—” Natasha took your face on her hands and made you look up at her; she caressed your cheeks and softly smiled at you.
“I’m fine; it's just bruises; I’ve had it worse.” Your lips tremble, and you hit her chest again.
“I hate you; you know that! "You sob when the elevator door closes and Natasha quickly pulls the emergency button to stop the elevator.
“I hate you for leaving; I hate you for being such a hardheaded; I hate you... I hate you! "You wipe your tears with the back of your hand.
“But I love you, and you're hurt,” Natasha's heart flattered, taking you in her arms.
“I’m sorry, I promise. I’ll never leave again. I’ll stay by your side forever, whatever happens. I'm sorry. I’m sorry, my Omega.” She kisses your forehead and pets your head.
“You're going to see Dr. Cho, end of discussion, ok?"You look up at her, and she nodded, pressing the emergency button.
“Whatever makes you feel comfortable and at peace, I’ll do it,” you nodded, hugging her back gently, not wanting to hurt her further.
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Distraction (Natasha)
Summary : you make sure Natasha finished her paperworks before tomorrow
Pairing : Natasha Romanoff x Fem ! Reader
Warning : Nat has penis, creampie, oral, cockwarming, little bit of daddy kink
Word count : 1,297
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Natasha groans while gripping the edge of her table so hard that her chuckles are turning white.
"Fuck…mmhhh,” she moans, then starts to gather your hair into an oonytail and starts to thrust her hips into your mouth.
“That feels good,” she sighs, feeling how warm and wet your mouth is. Then you massage her balls, making her a little bit tense but in a good way.
“Don't baby….shit, I’m going to blow if you keep going that,” she whispers, stopping her intrusion.
“Then do it...” you whisper after you pop out her cock, then start to give her a sloppy handjob.
“I’m going to swallow it,” you smirk, and she looks down at you with a smirk too.
“Oh yeah, why don't you give me a show” she sat down on her chair, then lean back.
You happily obliged, then started to lick her length, then sucked the tip of her cock, making her groan.
“I know you're near, honey,” you whisper before you take her length and start to bob your head up and down, hollowing your cheeks and massaging her balls, which leaves her a moaning mess.
“God, Y/N...shit that feels good,” she groans, bucking her hips to meet you halfway, but you push her hip down, making her whine.
“Stay still...” then you switch to her balls and suck it; she moans, gripping the handle of her chair, and throws her head back.
"Shut, it's coming fuck! "You quickly pop out her balls, then go back to sucking her tip and jacking the rest of her length until she cum in your mouth that you happily swallow every last bit.
“Fuck fuck fuck,” she keeps moaning, then when she stops, you swallow the last cum on your tongue, then show her that you swallow, making her twitch.
“Fuck baby, I want to fuck you so bad...” She whispered, and you chuckled at her and sat on her left leg.
"Well, you still have work to do... or do you want Fury to be in the bad mood tomorrow?” she groans and rolls her eyes. She's been working for 8 hours straight, no break, in her office, and it's making her nuts. All she wanted to do was just lay down and rest.
You chuckle and then smirk when an idea pops up in your head, making Natahsa look at you, curious.
“How about this...” You pause then run your fingertips on her still hard cock; that's gain still twitching.
“I’ll reward you once you finish this paperwork, huh? "She is still confused but loves the idea of reward.
“I’ll let you do whatever you want to do to me... anything,” she quickly smirked when she heard the word anything, and it gave her a boost to finish her paperwork.
“Anything? Are you sure?” you softly smile at Ger and Hum.
“Yes anything…. Anything my love wants...maybe a...creampie? "You whisper the last word in her ear, and she quickly drags the chair to the table, ready to start her work.
"But...” she stopped before she could touch her keyboard, because, you know, there's no stopping her once she touches the keyboard.
“Of course, I’m not going to let you have it in an easy way,” she whined, and you chuckled, but she agreed neither the less.
“What's the but? "You stood up and took off every piece of clothing you have, leaving you naked in front of her.
"Sexy,” she whistles, and you chuckle. After years, her reaction is still the same.
Then you straddle her and hover your entrance above her cock; she rests her hands on your hips, eyes looking up at you.
“I wanna give you a taste of the reward... I'm going to cockwarm you, baby,” she twitches and grips your hips, which will probably leave a bruise tomorrow.
Fuck yeah, come on so I could fill you up.” You didn't waste another second and quickly went down to take her length.
It's not easy since she's bigger than what you've had before but bearable, but still, it takes you time to fully seat her in you.
“Fuck that feels so fucking good shit,” she lightly bowed her lips when you already took her in, so you took her face and made you look at her.
“I’m sorry, love, but no moving. You clench around her, and she rests her head on your right shoulder.
“But it feels so good,” she whispers, and you chuckle.
"Sorry, but the fun will be after your paperwork,” she groans, finding the situation unfair but still wanting to have that reward.
"Fine,” then she starts to work again.
This is the first time you let her in without a condom, so you know it will be hard for her to focus, but still she works, even though she needs to stop once in a while.
After 2 hours of you teasing her, bucking your hips, clenching around her, and kissing her neck, you even leave some hickeys that Natasha doesn't really mind; she finally finished.
“Finally finished,” she throws her hand up, and you chuckle, seeing how happy she is.
“And now, I’m going to claim those fucking rewards now,” she quickly wrapped her arms around you and stood up, cockstally unside, then moved to the bedroom.
“You really have so much energy, huh? "She chuckled, then laid you down on the bed and took off her shirt.
“Of course... It's baby time... and I’ll get to fill you up this time,” you nod. Play her baby hair on the back of her neck.
"Yeah, you like that idea,” she said, then started to slowly thrust her hips.
“Hell yeah,” then she took your left knee and hooked it on her shoulder, then the other hook it on her arm, making sure you're spread wide open for her.
“Fuck, that feels good,” you moan, feeling her reach your pelvis and clenching around her.
“Gosh, fuck, I need more,” then she leans down and starts sucking your niople, making you moan while she sets a fast and hard pace.
“Fuck fuck that feels good, Daddy more...” you moan, throwing your head back and start clawing her back.
“Fuck fuck you feel so fucking good.” She reaches down and starts to toy with your clitoral area, and you start to shake, feeling how close you were. Natasha sits up and takes your hips and brings your hips up and starts to fuck you hard, making you grip her wrist and toss your head.
“Fuck fuck fuck, I’m going to cum, I’m going to cum,” you scream, moan, and squirt at Natasha, but Natasha didn't stop; she kept the pace and made sure to meet you halfway, making you whine and moan a mess from overstimulation.
“Nat fuck wait...oh god,” she said, taking the two pillows next to you and placing them under your hips, making sure your hips are elevated.
Then she leans down, nipping, biting, and sucking your neck, making sure she leaves marks as much as possible.
“God, you feel good around me, shit.” She groans. Her hips are getting sloppy, so you wrap your legs around her and start to help her reach her orgasm.
“Gonna cum oh fuck fuck fuck.” she screamed and cum deep insider you while she buried her face in your neck.
“Fuck that feels good,” you whisper when she stops, then puts her weight on you, so you comb her hair, cherishing this moment.
“From now on, no condoms allowed,” she said, and she lay down next to you, making sure she wouldn't pull out, and positioning you in a spooning position.
“Sleep baby, have some rest, and regain your strength.
Because I’m not done with you,” you chuckle, but close your eyes, sleeping while happily cockwarming her.
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Hi Hon, I miss you too.....how have you been?
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Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 2
Summary : You've got your little revenge
Pairing : Natasha Romanoff x Fem ! Reader
Warning : Smoking, bad writing
Word count : 1,697
Crazy Love Pt. 1
Crazy Love Pt. 2
Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 1
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“Nat? ...nat? Natasha: "Clint shake her shoulder a bit to get her attention.
“Yeah? Sorry,” Natasha whispered, straightening her back, and took a deep breath.
“You're thinking about her again, huh? "Natasha scoffs at Clint and rolls her eyes, then stands up from the island chair.
“If you don't have anything good to say then, I'm heading out first,” Clint sighs, watching his best friends back with sympathy until she disappears to go to the rooftop.
Clint knows that deep inside her, she misses her; she questions a million what-if's in her head every night where she stays awake until 4 o'clock.
And if she didn't stay awake, she would have a nightmare, a nightmare she most fear for her life—your death—the image she couldn't get rid of off her mind no matter what she did.
Everyone knows about it, especially the brunette Avenger—Wanda—was constantly having a headache for trying not to hear the Russian spy thoughts, but she couldn't be mad at her; she knows how it felt to lose someone's; she understands Natasha, and Wanda didn't blame her for how things are now.
“Damn you, Barton,” Natasha curses, kicking the empty box that's lying around the rooftop, taking a cigarette and lighter out of her inner pocket of her famous black leather jacket.
Standing near the edge while taking a hit of her cigarette, she doesn't know what she should feel—angry? Sad? Longing? Hatred? Or maybe all, but all she knows is that everything changes and it stinks, and she doesn't like, not one bit of it.
Because the people around her act like nothing happened, like at all. She knows how much damage you cause, and she hated to admit it, but you really did a number around the city, but who hasn't? Because she also knows that she and the others also did dirty around the city, not just you.
But people and God weren't on your side, and it leads to something permanent—death—she can't accept, face, or want to hear about your death.
And now here she is, tears wanting to fall after weeks of holding it, not wanting to submit to the ugly truth and cruel world, but the more she holds it, the more she wants to mourn and be vulnerable, but your not there anymore to give your shoulder to cry and lean on; an ear to take all the frustration out of her mouth; and a hand to go back on her feet again.
“And Damn you, Y/L/N, Damn you for...” Natasha stops midsentence and looks down on her feet; she can't say it.
“Damn you for what you did...” her hands are clutching her shirt, where her hands are wrapped around her, then she bites her lower lip so hard that it draws blood, not wanting to sob like a pathetic cry, baby children, and her knees are getting weak that any moment it will give out.
But she's not strong enough to endure and pretend that it didn't happen and pretend that you're out there somewhere just living your life to the fullest.
But all things must come to an end, and so were the sorrow, pain, agony, and the facades. In that said, Natasha broke, sobbing on the ground, all her strength vanished to thin air, only leaving a vulnerable Natalia Alianova Romanova—like the young Natalia.
The cigarette is halfway done and long forgotten to the ground, and just like the who's slowly dying, so was the wall she built to protect herself from the unacceptable truth; it all came down to her, and she hates to admit it, but it feels foreign.
On the Avengers kitchen, Wanda stopped from making food when she once again heard Natasha's voice in her head, and she shed tears. She wanted to be there for her and give her at least a little bit of comfort, but she knows the Spy would have masked it if she was there, and everyone is walking on eggshells when Natasha is around.

“We need to stop her! "Steve shouts while fighting these monsters.
“You think that we're not trying! "Tony fights back through coms and tries to bring down a masked girl who's head to head with Thor.
“Then fight harder! "Natasha is getting out of breath from all the fighting all around the city.
She took a step back and looked at her right side to see the person who's behind all these. Natasha is on the bridge; she can see much since the main casualties are on the main road, which is below her.
She can see how Thor and Tony try to bring down the enemy, but no matter what they do, it's not enough to have serious damage to the masked lady.
But one thing Natasha notices... is the fighting style she knows very well, so she observes how she fights, her moves, and the posture.
“On your back! "Clint said through the intercom and shot it with it's arrow. Natasha quickly dodged the axe that was thrown in her direction, then looked behind him to see Clint ready to shoot another shot, then gave him a nod.
"Carol, I need a lift.” Natasha looks up to Carol, who's fighting a flying monster.
“Little busy here,” Carol then blasts the monster, then looks down at her.
“Just land me real quickly where Thor is; I have a plan.” Carol sighs, then blasts everyone near her, then quickly flies down and grabs Natasha.
“Throw me on her back.” Carol frowns and looks down at her right before the monster can hit her.
“Are you crazy? That's suicide.” Carol scolds her, and she just locks her eyes on her.
“Just do it; I can handle it! "Carole sighs and speeds up.
“Thor, Tony, stand by and be ready! "Natasha said to the intercom, then they said yes, and Carol quickly dropped her and started fighting back.
Natasha quickly put her left leg in front to land on her back, but she quickly caught her and tried to throw her to the other side, but Natasha quickly got a hold of her color suit, then put all her strength on her lower half and used it to feel her and bring her to the ground.
“Now! "Tony and Thor quickly charged right before she could turn the table when she took Natasha's arm and tried to throw her to the ground.
But Thor charged, throwing the Mjölnir, hitting her on her right shoulder, then Thor punched her through the face, which threw her to the ground, and he summoned the Mjölnir, and it hit her to her back, sending her flying back to Thor.
He took her face and pushed it to the ground. That's when Tony shot an iron cuff that binds to the ground in either of her wrists.
“That's awesome,” Tony said while chuckling, but before they can rest assured that they captured her, Hela and Athena quickly drop to the ground and start attacking Thor and Tony.
“Hela! "Thor whispers and quickly charges to fight her, then Athena gets her spear and starts to jump from one building to another while she tries to pierce Tony with her spear.
“You'll pay! "Both Athena and Hela scream.

The City of New York was in chaos; there were too many casualties, but in the end, they managed to put them under spell.
And now the moment of truth, who's behind the mask, they are eager to see and know who it is.
But Natasha has a different feeling about this because the hair, fighting skills, and posture were all too familiar, and she's afraid if she thinks that person is behind that mask.
Steve quickly undoes the mask, and everyone is in shock when they see who it is.
“No, that can't be,” Natasha whispered, seeing your face.
“H-how? "You glare at them while you're hands were bind behind your back.
“Y-Y/N...” You smirk, seeing their reaction.
You don't know who you were still alive, but when you open your eyes, your mothers were there, Athena and Hela, looking at you with a smile, and from then on, they trained you day and night.
"Well, hello there, my my, what a reunion,” you chuckle and start to unlock the chains.
“You're dead, how? "Tony said, and you scoff.
“So what? That's not important anymore, but nice fight.” Natasha quickly walked in front of you and lowered herself down.
Touching your cheeks while trying not to let out her tears
"Well, hello there, my love.” You see right through her how your words affected her; it makes you smirk.
“Is that really you? "You smile sweetly at her, then once your cuff is off, you quickly throw her to the other side of the room and Teleport to your unconscious mother on the sofa.
“Wait no, please,” Natasha pleaded and ran to you. You sigh and give her what she wants.
"Stay….please.” Natasha doesn't care anymore if you do bad or good things; what matters to her is that you're here, standing in front of her.
“Get back, Nat; she's dangerous! "Clint said their weapons are already aiming at you.
“I don't care; she's here; that's what matters.” She holds your hands and squeezes them.
“I’m sorry. Please stay,” her tear drops, and you want to laugh at it, but you look at her and cup her cheek.
“I’ll...” You sigh, trying to be as soft as possible, and seeing a little hope in her eyes makes you want to laugh, but you stop yourself.
“Just please stay. I'll do anything. Please, I love you.” That's when you know you had her, so you smirk at her and look at her in the eyes.
“I’ll never want to stay with you, you understand, because I don't love you,” Natasha's heart sinks, and you chuckle and quickly teleport back with your mothers.
You've never wanted to go back here on earth, but you wanted to get the taste of your anger and see her break, like how she broke you.
You swear that she will be the last who will hurt you, and you'll never fall for her tricks anymore.
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Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 1 {Natasha}
Summary : Natasha finally have the love of her life
Pairing : Natasha Romanoff x Fem ! Reader
Warning : Nightmare, sad/depress Natasha, happy ending, death
Word count : 7,657
Crazy Love Pt. 1
Crazy Love Pt. 2
Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 2
Cherrylemontober
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It's been half and a month since they found her dead in her house, a whole half and a month didn't do well for the team
After your funeral Tony, buried his himself in the lab and drink alcohol, the only thing he can get out in the office is when he needs to go back to his and Pepper bedroom, and Pepper sometimes try to at least get some fresh air with him, but Pepper is having a hard time moving on, in your tragic death but she stay strong not just for herself and Tony but for the other Avengers too
Bruce always outside in the middle of the forest so if he turn into Hulk, he will hurt no one, plus the forest reminds him of you, you loved animals, well except spiders and you loved the fresh air and water in the forest
Bucky go back to Wakanda, he can't bare to stay in the compound even a day after your funeral, the compound just reminded him of you, whatever she look in any parts of the compound, so he go back to Wakanda
Sam burying himself by running over and over again, then he will go to you both favorite coffee shop, sitting in your spot and ordering your favorite coffee or tea, even if he didn't like the taste of it, he still drinking it
Clint, he always with his family cause this reminds him of you, specially with Nathaniel, you always play with him and he always in your arms, you spend most of your time with Nathaniel is because you always teasing Nat that it's Nathaniel, not Natasha and you don't have to get up and play with a toddlers, you will just sit and have him in your arm but you love Clints kids so much
Thor, he's in Asgard, once they found you, Thor quickly go back in Asgard and just comeback to your funeral to say goodbye for the last time and go back to Asgard, remembering how you're so amaze when you first go in the Asgard, well Thor didn't get tired seeing you like that every time you visit Asgard, you never get over how beautiful Asgard is
Rhody, He spend his time in the military and constantly checking the Avengers, specially Tony, cause he knows that he's over working and drinking a lot, he manage to visit you tho, yesterday when he got the chance, it hurts him but he's slowly learning to accept the bitter truth
Vision, well he's still Vision but he got more quiet and stay by Wanda's side all the time, comforting her and reassuring her
Wanda, she spend most of her time in her room, crying, mourning of your death, she still cooking but not as delicious as before, considering that all she feels is sorrow, there's no joy in her body so the foods she's making, making it a little bitter, plus it remind her too the times when you two cooking
Steve, he's been uneasy, sure he's mourning in your death but he can't lour himself of your death, knowing that saving people doesn't have a break and he stay strong for Nat, even if it's breaking him, he still reminds strong
And Natasha, to all of them, Natasha is the one who have a most impact to all of them, she move out of Steve bedroom and go back to hers which is besides your bedroom and she’s isolate herself in her bedroom, she didn't dare to take a step out of her room since after your funeral
She only eat 1 times a day but mostly she didn’t eat anything, and she mostly eat is junk foods, every day and night she cry herself to sleep, blaming herself and feeling guilty that she didn't saved you, she didn't protect you while you always protecting and saving her no matter what the circumstances
She just lay in her bed spending all day and night there, she just stand up when she needs to go to the bathroom and take the food the Steve leaving in her door, her life is fall apart, for her there's no point of living when half of her already dead, when the one person, the only reason she keeps fighting, having hopes, making her happy and guiding her in a right direction are already gone
But she can't bring herself to kill herself, cause she knows you will never want it and she don't want to waste your effort, the sweat, and blood you lost just to make sure she's safe, protected and alive
Her world turned to dark grey with storm, she's losing hope now, the only think it makes her to go on in life is The Avengers, Yelena, Melina and Alexie, she can't just disappear knowing you just leave them all
And now here she is again, crying in her bed with the pillow you always used when you spend time with her in her room, you always in her room tho, and she's laying in your side of her bed when you will sleep in her room
"I miss you" she mumbled burying her face in the pillow, smelling your scent that left in the pillow that is now slowly fading, until she fall asleep again, remembering the worst day of her life

She wake up with a smile on her face, she just had a dreamed of you last night, a good one that she thinks it was real
-THE DREAM
Natasha wake up with the sounds of birds chirping and the sound of water running and falling, she open her eyes and cover the sun that was hitting in her eyes
Natasha frown when she wake up in a different room, it was all wood, the chairs with a pillow, book shelf, night stand, the bed and it's look like a rooms in one of the resort in the forest but this is more comfortable and more relaxing
Then she frown more when she see a beautiful Paradise outside the window, there's a waterfalls, tress, flowers, and fruits are around her, animals scattered doing there own business and having fun, the sun was hitting the water that makes it sparkle, big or small rocks form into a beautiful places and the cold and fresh air hitting her whole body
"Where am I?" Natasha mumbled to herself and stand up, and start to go out
She looks around, scanning the place while taking a step forward, mesmerized at how beautiful the place is. She found herself in peace and for once in a half of the month she feels safe, protected, relaxed, free and happy? she feel a little bit happy
Natasha take a deep breath with close eyes, this is the first she felt this, since Y/N change to a crazy person and it felt forever for her, she missed this feeling, like she's in your arms and nothing matters only you and your comfort that matters to her
But that stop instantly, getting alert and ready to kill someone when she heard someone humming a song, it was a relaxing one but she could never trust it even if it's relaxing her
She look around and grab a branch with a sharp edge, then she start to look for the person who held a beautiful humming voice, she's stepping in the ground carefully, making sure she will not gonna make any noise
Until she come close to the waterfalls and she see a girl who have a Y/H/C hair with a basket with some fruits and the animals surrounded her, the girl is sitting in a plain white blanket besides her is her basket and she's wearing a beautiful white dress with some details, she also have a white handkerchief tied in her head that compliment her wavy Y/H/C hair then she have a white flower resting in her lap
(The outfit but no sandals)
(Like this, I can't find a good one with the front showing so we will stick to this one)
(The hair, white handkerchief and the flowers)

-NATASHA
I frown at it, then the girl started to laugh with the animals around her, she's like talking to them but as soon as I recognized the laugh I froze on my spot that the branch I was holding is back in the ground again
Then she look on her left side to look at the squirrel and I see her half smile face, and it's her, Y/N, my heart beats faster, my knees are getting weak but I still manage to stand still, and my eyes are getting watery
I can't believe of what am I seeing, Y/N is in front of me, just a few steps from me and she's happy, have a sweet cheeky smile on her face, my Y/N who's like a child for the small things she loves
I missed this, her smile, her face, her eyes that sparkle with so much joy, her cheek specially when she's blushing in my remarks and small things, and.....and-gosh I just missed her so much
"Natty?" I bring out of my trance when I heard her voice again and my eyes snap at her beautiful Y/E/C ones that held so much passion and joy and she stand up and starting to walk towards me with her basket
"Finally you're awake, sorry I wasn't there when you wake up, I just get us some frui-" she stop when she got closer to me and notice the tears slip out of my eyes that I didn't know
"Are you crying?" then she cup my face and her thumb brush over my cheeks, wiping my tears
"Why are you crying my Natty?" then she pout with eyebrows connected to each other
But this just bring me to more tears, this is real I can feel her, her hand, the warm of her hands, I can hear her, and she's here in front of me, I missed this so much
All I can do is sob, bringing her in a tight hug, I hug her as tight as I can, afraid she will leave me again, and I don't want that to happen, now that she's in my arms again
"You're here, you're here, this is true you're here........oh my god!" I sob, burying my face in her neck and cry there, while her hands goes to my back and head
Her hands running up and down in my head and back calming me down while she keeps kissing my head and reassure me that she's here with me, in my arms
"Shh..... Natty stop crying, your gonna make me cry too" she whisper and I push my head off of her just to look at her gorgeous face
I chuckled when I see her puppy eyes, frown lips and eyebrows like she's nearly crying, I wipe my tears while chuckling and kiss her cheeks that makes her blush, that I missed and love the most
“I’ll stop crying” I whisper and sniff, look at the side and wipe my tears and look at her again with a smile on my face, one that reach on my eyes and full of joy
“There’s my favorite smile” Y/N said with a smile and a blush on her face
This is the only chance to have a full view of her, what she’s wearing and how beautiful she is, I sigh and look down to her while stepping one backward to look at her from head to toe
She get what I’m doing, so she give me a spin for me to have a better look on her and she look magnificent and this makes me in tears again, so I bite my lower lips to prevent my sobs and to try not to fall down my tears
She’s wearing this beautiful white dress with a details and the handkerchief in her head that I give to her, this is the last gift I give to her, I love spoiling her with gift and this, this dress is the last gift I give to her
And this is the first time I see her wear this, well she didn’t wear this since I give it to her since I’m so busy going out with Steve, having date nights and just spending time with him
This is the dress I want to see her wear cause i know she will look magnificent, I remember when I was out with Steve and we come across to a shop and see this beautiful dress, I quickly pull Steve inside the shop and I buy this for Y/N and I don’t care if Steve teasing me of how so soft I am to Y/N
Even if he’s my boyfriend, I still build some boundaries and a little walls but with Y/n I let all my guard and walls down and be vulnerable in front of her
“So how do I look?” she asked, bringing me out of my trace and I smile at her then a single tears slip out of my eyes so I quickly wipe it off
"Magnificent………..you look magnificent as always” I said softly then she lightly jump and squeal of happiness, I chuckled at it then I noticed something
I frown at it, her feet is bare, she’s not wearing any slippers, shoes or anything to cover her foot from the dirt or possible spinlers in the ground and I don’t like the idea of it and seeing her bare foot in the ground it set something off of me
“Here wear this” I said and give her my slippers and she stop jumping around and look at me down since I already in my knees waiting for her to wear my slippers with my help
I look up when she didn’t move her feet and I see her blushing more and she cover her face with her hands, i chuckled at it and stand up, taking her face off of her face that makes her whine
“You’re cute when you’re blushing” I tease and she slap my arms playfully with a groan, I chuckled at it and soon after she chuckled too
“But I love it” I add and kneel my one knee again and take her right foot and slip my slippers on it and I did to her left one too
After that I stand up, brushing the dust off of me knee, stand beside her, taking the basket on her hand and put my other free arm over her shoulders
“So, what did you get? And where have you been?” I asked her and we start to go inside the house again
“Fruits and other ingredients” she said ignoring my other question but i just shrug it off
Once we’re in the house she quickly pull me in the kitchen, making me sit in one of the stool and she go in front of the stove and put her apron on
“Just stay still there, I’m gonna make you the delicious breakfast you will ever taste” and she smirk with a wink and ‘tsk’ making me laugh a little
With that she start to cook but not before she put some music on, with that there’s a good ambiance and she’s starting to dance and sing with the song while cooking
I’m giggling and watching her doing her thing, this is the one I always admire to her, and I will never get tired of seeing this and I will do anything to see this again and to see her
After she cook we eat in a delicious breakfast and full of laughter and now here we are in the fall
“Natty come on” Y/N shout and pull me closer until my feet is in the water
I look in my front and I see the fall sparkling and making a calming sounds, this place is beautiful and when I look at Y/N she’s already in her bra and underwear, putting her clothes where they will never get wet
“Come on, Natty, you stings so…let’s swim” she then whisk a water in my face
I heard her giggle while I wipe my face and then she splash a water in my face then splash a water on me wetting my shirt and shorts, I gasped at it but she laugh and swim away from me
“Oh you wanna play that game, you better be ready!” I shout stripping and leaving me in my underwear and bra, I throw my clothes beside her and swim where she was
When I was near at her she go down so I stop and look around, getting more aware in my surroundings but then I got pull down making me yelp
When I open my eyes under the water I see Y/N smiling and she go up so I follow her, I gasped for air when my head is finally out of the water and I heard an angelic giggle and laugh that was coming out of Y/N mouth
I look at her and giggle at how she act so I splash a water to her, making her stop
“I’ll get you back” I threaten and she just shrug and swim away from me
“See if you can catch me!” she shout
This goes on for a few minutes, just us playing around the fall until I finally catch her and hold her waist
“Gotcha” I whisper making her startle and I start to tickle her making both of us sink down
After that we go back in the ground and sit in the rock and she start to hum a song again, one by one the animals starting to surround us, the squirrel even so to her lap, looking up at her, I smile at it and close my eyes and relax at her beautiful humming voice
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-NO ONE’S POV
When Nat open her eyes again, she’s back in her room in the compound again, once she recognize her ceiling she quickly shot up and look around, looking for you, she got panic when she see you nowhere
“Natty are you ok?” Natasha heard a soft voice that she loves the most and she quickly snap her head where the voice is and she see you at the door the only person she wants
“Oh my god, I thought you leave me again” Natasha quickly jump out of her bed and run to the girl she loves and missed the most, Y/N
Then she quickly put you in a tight hug, afraid you will disappear if she didn’t held you enough, and she don’t want that to happen and go back to her routine which is bed and crying til she fall asleep
“Please, promise me you’re not gonna leave me again …….. You will stay, right?” natasha asked with tears streaming down her face
She stare straight through the Y/H/C head woman eyes in front f her white she cup her face, her eyes are begging for Y/N to said yes
“I’m not leaving you silly, plus I’m always right there…….” then she poke natasha’s heart with a smile
“In your heart” then she look up to Natasha with her bright smile
For Natasha that was an enough answer as long as she know Y/N will never leave her again, that all matters to her, to have Y/n back in her arms again
And this time she promises and make her mission to protect and save Y/n in any situation and any harm, she will do everything for her to make Y/n stay
“Thank you” Natasha whisper and kissed Y/N’s forehead
Then Natasha pull Y/n in her bed making Y/N to sit in her bed, then she put the covers in y/n’s lap, grab the remote, getting in the bed too behind Y/N
Now Y/N is between her legs and she pull her to lean her back in her front, then she quickly wrapped her arms in Y/N’s waist and open the TV
“What movie?” Natasha asked going to the Netflix
“You choose” Y/N whisper getting comfortable
Natasha smile at it and put Y/N’s favorite romance movie, even if she don’t like it, she still watch it cause Y/N loves it and by the time being, she learn to like the romance movies too
With that they watch in silence, just savoring this moment, the moment that Natasha have been craving for, and missed, she then rub her thumb in Y/N’s stomach, knowing this makes the Y/H/C head girl relax
Until half in the movie, natasha’s hand goes to Y/N’s hair and start to comb it, then she reach to the drawer of her nightstand and get out an elastic and comb
Then she start to comb Y/N’s hair that makes the Y/H/C girl hum in satisfaction
After Natasha comb her hair, she start to section Y/N’s hair into two to make a double french braid
“Stay still, потница” Natasha mumbled and y/N just nod, letting Natasha braid her hair with a humming song of a Russian song that Y/N loves
“And done” Natasha whisper after she finished and she give Y/N a mirror, but she didn’t take it and look at Natasha with a smile
“I don’t need a mirror, I know I look good whenever you do my hair” Y/N said with a cheeky smile and Natasha hug her
“You always look good even in your morning hair, you’re gorgeous потница” She whisper and Y/n giggle at it until Y/N stomach grumbled making the red head look down on her stomach and Y/N look away while whistling
“You’re hungry” Natasha tease and Y/n just whine
She get out of bed and pull Natasha with her, then they both slip their slippers on and then Y/n’s stomach grumbled again and this makes Y/N whine but Natasha chuckled to it
“Come on, let’s eat breakfast, I’m starving” Y/N said with her cheeky smile and Natasha chuckled at it
Y/N always hungry so Natasha always making foods, only the one she knows to cook, like fried foods, toast bread and of course her favorite, peanut butter sandwich that Y/L loves too, and if y/n get tired of her fried foods, they will go out to buy foods
“Come on, I’ll make you a breakfast” And Nat hold her hand and they go out of her room down to the kitchen, but they just take a few steps Y/N whine
“What?” Natasha asked worried
“Don’t be mad but…..” Y/N bite her lower lips
“I’m not gonna get mad, what is it?” Natasha clearly concern and worried for the woman in front of her
“I’m just….uhm my stomach don’t want some fried foods of yours” Y/N mumbled looking down in her slippers, which is natasha slippers you stole from her 2 years ago, this makes Natasha chuckled and make you look up at her
“Don’t worry, I’ll cook other food, and I know you’re not sick but I know how to cook soup, you want that? And maybe I can make both of us a peanut butter sandwich?” Natasha said egear to cook for her favorite girl and person in this world,
This makes Y/N squeal from happiness, whatever Natasha learn something new from cooking she always gets so excited to taste it, knowing Natasha will allow only you to taste it first, and Natasha loves to learn new recipe for you to eat
“Yes, yes yes yes…..now come on, I want to taste that soup of yours” Y/n quickly drag Natasha to the kitchen and this makes Natasha chuckled
Once they got in the kitchen Natasha quickly but gently pick Y/N up and rest her in the counter beside the stove and Natasha quickly get all the ingredients she needs
Natasha can't let to take the risk of you getting out of her sight, she can't take the risk cor you to just fade away when she take her eyes off of you
“Mmmhh it smells good, I can’t wait to taste it” you said rubbing your hands together and swinging your feet, this makes Natasha smile
“Just wait…” she smile at you so you both go on in a good conversation, like you always used too while she’s cooking the breakfast
She set things up and go back to you and pick you up again and place you down in the bar stool and sit across to you
“Mmmhh yummy” you said eager to taste the food she cook for you, Natasha smile
“Go on taste it” you smile widely and take a spoonful of the soup
You will eat it without blowing it so Natasha quickly stop you, cause she knows you will burn yourself if you just take that spoonful of a newly cooked soup
“Woah, woah woah slow down, blow it first, it’s still hot, you will burn yourself” Then Natasha lean in and began blowing the soup in the spoon while you giggle in embarrassment
“Sorry” you mumbled and bite you lips
After Natasha blow it and make sure it’s not that hot she lean back with a smile looking at you with loving eyes
“Nothing to be sorry, Y/N/N, there you can eat it” your eyes lit up and you quickly take the spoon in your mouth
“Mmhhh” you hum with close eyes and slum back down in your seat, savoring the delicious soup
“Yummy” you said when you the soup is already down in your stomach and you lean in again and start eating the soup
This makes Natasha giggle and start eating with you, for the first time since you dead this is the happies, relaxing breakfast she have
The have a good conversation, remembering the old time and telling the hilarious scenarios in their life while only natasha and y/N just listening to her, but mostly Y/n is the who always tell stories while Natasha is listening but now, Natasha is the one who’s telling stories and y/N just listening and laughing with Natasha
“And oh I remember when you just trip after you defend a lady in the park with 5 boys, that’s hilarious, you look badass walking away then suddenly you trip” Natasha said between laughter
What she didn’t know that Avengers with Pepper and Clint’s family just got in the living room, they agree last night that they should help one another to get through this and mostly help Natasha, knowing is is the most damage one
“Is that Natasha right?” Sam asked frowning, when they all heard her laughing, this is the first time they heard Natasha laugh loudly like she’s the only one in the world
“Ye-yeah, I guess” Wanda said, she clearly still have a red puffy eyes and a big eye bags under eyes
“Why is Lady Natasha laughing?” Thor asked and bring her Mjolnir in the corner
“There’s only one why to find out” Tony said and they all go to the kitchen
“And oh Y/N/N maybe we can visit Lene, she missed you too” Natasha said and this makes all the Avenger froze in their spot, looking at one another
“She probably will be ha-” Natasha cut off by Bucky
“Ah Nat, who are you talking with?” Bucky asked and Natasha look back since she’s facing her back to them, and they see a big smile plaster on Natasha’s face, the one they never seen before
“Oh Hi guys, come on Y/N is here, I know you all missed her too” Natasha said and stand up to go to them
All of them have a question look, at this point they got more worried to her cause they see no one besides Natasha, the soup in front of Natasha is untouched, the spoon besides the hot soup is still laying down neatly, the peanut butter sandwich is still laying down in the left side, without a bite, only Natasha’s foods is the one who's not untouch
“Uhm, Nat is dead” Bruce bring the news that Natasha forgot since the dream happened
This makes Natasha stop in her track, she just take a step when she stop and she frown looking at them
“Wha-what…?” she asked chuckling not believing what Bruce said
“Y/N dyed half and a mont-” she quickly cut Pepper in her sentence
“I head what Bruce said” she snap, getting angry
“She’s not dead! I just talked seconds ago to her!” she yell in angry looking all of them with confusion
Laura quickly take the kids away from the kitchen so they didn’t hear or witness Natasha’s sorrow, this kill Laura and she don’t want that to witness so so they get out of the compound and go to the nearest park
“What are you saying? She’s not dead” The Avenger sigh and look at one another, breaking at what Natasha’s saying
“Nat Y/N dyed, Half and a month ago, she took her own life” Rhody softly said
“We see her hanging in her bedroom ceiling, you and Wanda first saw it, remember?” Steve softly said and go to natasha slowly
“I told you I just talked to her, look she’s right th-” Natasha stop when she point where she see you, and when she look at it, you’re already gone
“There” she whisper confused, and tears starting to whelm up of your her eyes
“Nat, st-” Tony said but natasha didn’t dare to listen
“She’s just here, I’m just talking to her, laughing even” then she go to your seat and touch it and it was a cold seat
“Nat, she’s dead” Wanda said
Natasha’s tears starting to fall down, one first follow by one again until numerous tears are falling
“No, no no no no no no no no no, yo-you’re lying” she said looking at the food she made for you and it was untouched
“Nat we’re not lying, you saw her dead, we ev-” she cut Tony off
“SHE’S HERE, IN MY SIDE, I EVEN TOUCH HER, WE TALK, EAT, AND I CAN FEEL HER IN MY ARM, I-I…..I EVEN…..-” Natasha sob shout getting weaker, that she just wake up to a reality
“We even buried her Lady Natasha” Thor said softly and this makes natasha go weaker, collapsing in the ground and thankfully Steve quickly catch her
“No, no no no no no, you-you’re……..you-you’re just lying” Natasha keep mumbling that sentence over and over again while sobbing
Steve bring her to a hug and Natasha try to get him off of her but Steve didn’t budge it and continue to hug Natasha even if she’s punching her
“AAAAHHHHHH NO NO NOOOOOO, NOOOOOOOO” Natasha scream out, it was agonizing, the pain and sorrow, it’s like she just seen you hanging in your bedroom ceiling just a few minutes ago
And all of the Avenger look away from Natasha, crying too, this makes even harder for all of them, seeing Natasha like this, killing them over and over again
“Natash-” She cut Steve off and push him away
“NO, YOU’RE LYING, SHE’S ALIVE. Sh-she’s alive, I touch her, I even braid her hair…..sh-she’s alive, you-you all ju-just……. Just lying” She back away from them until she stop
“She’s dead nat” Clint said, in the whole ordeal, he spoke with seriousness and pain, then he step closer to Natasha
“Don’t you fucking said that Clint, I told you she’s just here, I see her, believe me” Natasha said through sobs
“Nat-” Clint whisper and the Avengers just looking everywhere that’s but Natasha, they can’t bare to see natasha like this
“No, don’t you dare sa-” she cut off by Clint grabbing her arm and harshly shook her a bit and grip her arm tightly
“She’s dead Nat, she killed herself” Clit said harshly, he hates doing this but he have too as long as his best friend wake up to her illusions
“No, no no no no” Natasha whisper looking at Clint’s eyes, who also crying
“Accept it, what you see is just an illusion Nat, Y/N is dead!” with that Natasha didn’t fight and let her body weight on Clint, that he catch and bring Natasha in a tight needed hug
Natasha just cry there, she feel like someone pour a bucket full off ice on her, but the feeling and the truth is killing her, this is more painful than the torture she went through before
And she don’t want this to feel, she’s so tired of it, she’s so tired of mourning and the pain is unbearable, she just want this to stop

This went on for a few days that turn into a weeks and months, Natasha lost her mind and getting crazier by the time being, she keeps seeing Y/N everywhere and this drives her crazy
She also killed someone, when she get out of the compound cause she see Y/N outside, she just follow Y/N until someone disrespect her
And this bring back everything and when the night comes she killed the guy like what Y/N killed the previous guy who disrespect her
This go on for one to two, then three until numerous guy killed by Natasha, she continue what Y/N started
Until One night she dream of Y/n again, like the other nights, but this one is different, this is not just only making memories
-THE DREAM
She wake up again in the beautiful paradise but this one is different, instead of a fall it was a clean lake, instead of a house it’s just a blanket with pillows
The place is beautiful, this more brighter and calmer, trees everywhere, birds chirping around, butterflies and other animals are here, and the water are sparkling by the sun hitting the water
She feel at peace here and all her worries and pain are gone here, she feels like she’s in heaven
“Gladly you’re awake, talia” a soft voice ring in her ear so she quickly snap her head to see the Y/H/C head girl
“Потница” Y/n smile at her and sit besides her, Natasha got mesmerized by your beauty, you are wearing a white dress with gold details
(Your outfit)
“Welcome to my paradise, my love” Y/n said looking around but Natasha eyes is on you
“You look magnificent as always, потница” you smile at her and thank her for that
“Finally catch up on you” Natasha said and will gonna hug Y/N but she just went through her
“Wha-what?” she frown confused and she try to hug you but she went through you again
“Y/N?” she look at you waiting for an answer
“Oh my love, I’m sorry but you can’t touch me” Y/N said softly and give natasha a small smile
“Why? I can touch you before” Natasha said and try to touch you but she can’t
“You know what, let’s explore my home, shall we?” Y/N stand and wait for Natasha so she stand up too
“Ok, whatever you want, потница” Y/N smile at it
“Follow me” and they start to go around, Y/N showing Natasha her favorite part of her home, and telling her what she have done to them
She tell stories and have a good memories, but behind all of this is a message for Nat to have, that Y/N want to tell her
Until it’s time for Nat to wake up, in the reality where no Y/N, where the pain and sorrow will come back
“Nat it’s time” Y/N said softly stopping by the lake and look down in the clear water who have their reflection
“Time for what?” Natasha asked and look down in the water too and have eye contact to Y/N
“For you to wake up” The she face Natasha, this make Natasha eyes water
“Wake up?” Natasha asked looking at her with confusion
“Yes, wake up to reality” Natasha just look at her to Y/N smile softly at her
“This is just a dream, my love I’m not real” Natasha’s tears starting to fall, even if you want to wipe it, you can’t
“No no no no, you’re real………you are real” Natasha sob at it trying to hold you but she can’t
“No, my love, this is just a dream, this is my home now and you have to wake up, you can’t stay here” you said softly
“I don’t want to wake up, it hurts there, and I don't want to feel it anymore, please………please I don’t want to wake up, please” Natasha plead but you shook your head and take a deep breath and with a flick of your fingers you cup her face and wipe her tears
“Look Talia, I’m not here to distract you from reality, I’m here to make you realized something, the Y/n you keep seeing is not me, the y/n keeps appearing in your dreams is not me, it’s just your illusion” Y/N said softly rubbing her thumb on Natasha’s cheek and wipe her tears
“Wh-what?” Natasha look at her confused
“Look, I know what I did back in earth is wrong, and my brain eat me, poison me and be a crazy person bu-” Natasha cut you off
“No you just did that because you love me and I know you didn’t mean it” she said and Y/N smile at her and Nod
“Yes, I didn’t mean it bu-” again she cut you off
“And because of me you did those and and because of you you took your own life, this is my fau-” you quickly cut her off
“No, Natasha, this is no ones fault ok, it’s my decision to killed myself cause, I know I can’t stop myself of killing people” Y/n take a deep breath
“Look, I saw myself to you because I want you to wake up from the reality where I’m no longer there, and I want you to keep going on your life and live happy with Steve, have yi=our own family, I know you can’t pregnant but I now Tony and Bruce will fixed that but that’s not the point….” Natasha look in your eyes sowas you to hers
“I want you to stop, what you’re doing is wrong, stop continuing what I started, you’re not that person Talia, you are a hero not the Villain” you said softly
“Maybe I already became one……look if you’re not there, I will lose my mind, i can’t live another second without you so please I don't want to wake up, please” Natasha sob pleading and she hug you tightly
The comfort she’s looking for is now here, she’s getting it, the real comfort not the comfort that her illusion making
“Please, please I don’t want to wake up” Natasha plead burying her face in your neck and you rub her back up and down
“But if you don’t wake up, you will die, and think of the people down there, the Avengers, Wanda who is counting on you, having hopes that you will go back to your normal self, Steve who loves you the most with all of his heart, Lena who still needs a sister, your love, Melina and Alexie who still wants to see you and make it up to the years of pain they cause, they still needs you down there Nat, so you need to wake up” you said softly but she shook her head and pull away
“No, it’s unfair” she sob looking at you
“It’s unfair, Y/N cause Wanda need you too, so was Lena, Steve, Tony and all of us, especially me, I need you but you just left us” Natasha broke of her voice
“I know but it’s for the best but you, the world still needs you” You said softly
“Please, I don’t want to go back there, I have already done enough, I always put everyone before me….please at once I wanna be selfish…..” natasha soc holding your hand firmly
“For once I wanna put myself first, I wanna be selfish, I wanna stay here with you…..cause if I go back there knowing you will not gonna be there, I can’t go on life, I can’t save a life and it will drive me crazy so please…….” then she cup your face and kiss your forehead then rest her forehead to yours
“I want to be selfish and stay here with you, please” she said softly
At that moment you know you can’t change Natasha’s mind, what every pursue ow whatever you say, she will stick of inseasting to stay here in your home, in your paradise
Cause you know she’s a stubborn one but you love it, so you sigh, holding her wrist and rub your thumb at it and nod, leaning in on her comfort you missed too
“Ok” you whisper and she sob bringing you in a tight hug
“Thank you, thank you” you smile at her and hug her too
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Meanwhile in the compound, the team are losing hope, they can’t help Natasha and it makes them frustrated especially Wanda, Steve and Lena
“I’ll go check on Nat” Lena offer and they all hum at it so all hum in agreement and lena go to her sister’s room
“Nat?” she whisper and enter her room, she see a peaceful Natasha laying in her bed
Lena frown and got happy cause for the first time of 8 months this is the only times she see her sister peaceful
“Nat?” she said softly and shook her but the redhead assassin didn’t wake up which is unusual cause she always wake up even if you just open her door
“Nat” lena panic and shook natasha violently but the redhead still didn’t wake up
Lena try for a few times but it still didn;t wake her up and this broke Lena, sobbing in her sister’s body and she put her two fingers in her pulse in the neck and she felt nothing
“Natasha” Lena whisper and sob knowing her sister already passed away
“FRIDAY tell everybody to come up here
“Yes, ms. Belova” with that FRIDAY tell everybody to go to Natasha’s room
At that time Lena broke the news and they all broke down especially Wanda and Steve, this isn’t easy for them, first you tragic death and now Natasha’s tragic death too
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The last moment of Natasha, her funeral, everyone is wearing all black mourning of Natasha’s death, Doctor Cho announce that she died of cardiac arrests
In the rainy day, everyone have an umbrella and in front of Natasha’s casket and slowly putting down in the hole
They will buried her body next to your, her death is uneasy too but they accept it, knowing that she’s know with you, that Natasha always wanted since you dead
They know that it’s hard to move on knowing that still didn’t move on on your death and now Natasha but they know they will accept the truth someday and move on and be happy
“ Я знаю, что ты теперь с Т/И/И, и я знаю, что вы оба теперь счастливы, Т/И/и, пожалуйста, позаботься о моей сестре, Ты тоже Нат, присмотри за Т/И/И” (I know you're both happy now Y/N/N please take care of my sister, You too Nat, look after Y/N/N) Lena said with a smile
“I always will люблю вас обоих” (Love you both) Natasha whisper and throw a white roses
“I am happy and will look after her, I will always love you too сестра” Natasha said from above
You and Natasha watching everyone from your now both home up, Natasha feel bad for leaving them but she didn’t regret it, she knows that she will just make a bad decision and do something wrong if she go back to earth
“I will don’t worry Lena, I always love you too” Y/N said with a smile, she understand and speak Russian too, Yelena and Natasha teach her
“Let’s go?” Natasha asked and stand up taking the dirt off of her dress and offer her hand to Y/N, that she gladly take and Natasha pull Y/N up
(Natasha’s outfit)

(Natasha’s hair)

“Let’s go” Y/N said and Natasha help Y/N take the dirt off of her dress, Y/N still wear the same dress tho
(Yout outfit)
(Your hair)

(And you both didn’t wear anything to cover your feet, you both just go aroun bare feet)
With That you walk away hand in hand and happy to be with each other’s arm again
This is what happiness and a life you both wanted, a peaceful yet you both are together like a love birds, that whenever the one leave, they always come back, when one love birds die, the one will follow soon
And you both are happy that this is the ending you both have, you might have a traumatic pass, have a worst life in earth but at least you both do everything to have purpose in life and didn’t let your past affect your presents
And how here you both are happy with your new lives so was the people who loves you both in earth, they are happy that you both are now in peace, they know that someday you all will reunite, in the afterlife
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Crazy Love Pt. 2 {Natasha}
Summary : Natasha finally said the unspoken truth
Pairing : Natasha Romanoff x Fem ! Reader
Warning : Torture, blood, screaming, death, suicide
Word count : 5,800
Crazy Love Pt. 1
Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 1
Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 2
Cherrylemontober
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It's been 5 months since you got away. The slip up of almost getting caught that day wasn't the end of what you're doing. No, not even close, everything just got worse
Ever since that cursed day, following Natasha's every move was at the top of your list. The need to make sure she was safe was too much to ignore, you needed her safe, no matter the costs
Following her every move also meant witnessing men continuously flirt with her. The flirtatious acts towards Natasha made you angry, you couldn't control it. You really tried to but at the end of every night the man's blood would end up on your hands and another victim would be added to your ledger
It's not like she couldn't sense someone was continuously following and watching her, she is the Black Widow after all. One of the deadliest, sneakiest, and intelligent assassins but at the end of the day you still managed to outsmart her. No matter how hard or close she came to catching you, you would always find a loophole before she could
Tonight isn't any different. As you follow the latest man who harassed her, Natasha, thoughts of what he did swarmed your mind. The image of him cat-calling her as she walked into the party and even slapping her ass after her clear rejection. The guy would not quit and seeing that Steve wasn't there to protect her caused you to get more angry
The image in your head gets more consuming as you finally catch up with him and shove him into an empty alley
"Who the fuck are you," he questions trying to push you off
Instead of verbally answering you drive your fist hard into his stomach causing him to fall on the ground, gasping for air. You grab his head and send a hard punch to his jaw causing him to knock out
You kneel down and force him to sit up to make it easier to pick him up. As you pick him up from the ground you make sure no one is around and start carrying him to your car to put him in the trunk
You then climb into the driver's seat and smirk while you start to drive off, excitement filling your body as you think about the painful punishment awaiting him

"NO, PLEASE STOP!" he exclaims while pain shoots through his body as you run your knife through his body, occasionally adding more pressure to make large gashes
He continues to plead for your mercy while you put the tip of your knife on his thigh and add more pressure, slowly causing it to drive deeper into his skin. As you continue your actions he tries to break away, which is no use due to the ties you put on his wrists and ankles
As he continues to try to move away from you, more cries and pleads leave his mouth as more cuts are made on his skin from the metal bed you tied him to when he was unconscious
You continue to do this until his body is full of large gashes and cuts. You carve carefully into his skin, making sure the words are visible for when the police find his body
A frown comes across your face as silence surrounds the room, the agonizing screams and begging no longer heard, even as you put the knife deep into his rib cage and twist it
You finally move your gaze to look at his face and huff and shake your head in disappointment as you see him no longer breathing and a slight paleness flooding his face. With a long sigh you roll your eyes and get off of him
From the amount of blood over the scene you could tell he died of blood loss. An annoyed groan escaped your throat
"You could only last ten minutes" You wipe your face with wipes, weighing as you get a sack to put his body inside and in carrying it into the trunk of your car, as you slam the trunk closed you mumble
"Well, that was no fun. I had so many fun plans for you but I guess I'll have to use them on the next douchebag" you quickly climb into the driver side of your car and put it into drive to make your way home
Before arriving at your house, you make a quick detour to dispose of the body. When you finally arrive home you quickly enter and make your way to your bedroom to dispose of your clothes and take a much needed shower
After you finish your shower you quickly change into new clothes and grab the old ones. You quickly go into your living room and start a fire in the fireplace
As the fire starts to grow you throw the clothes into the fire. Burning them was the easiest way to get rid of the blood stained clothes, no traces were left
In the Avengers Compound the team is stressing out due to the uprise of murders that have been going on for the past few months
The Avengers handling murder cases wasn't very common, the police handed the cases over to them due to them not being able to get any leads
The cases were getting worse every month, the only people who would be able to figure this out were the world's mightiest heroes
"Any lead where she could be?" Tony asked, clearly stressed out
The team has been tracking and trying to find where you are but they can't get any direct leads. The air is tense as they try to find a lead, tension fills everyone's body, especially Natasha and Wanda
When the pair figured out it was you behind all of the killings they didn't tell Fury. A divide was made in the team when they confessed to knowing it was you
The others wanted to tell the Director while Clint and Thor agreed with Natasha and Wanda on not telling him. Which is why the heroes are currently fighting with each other
"Nothing," Sam simply said while looking around the room. Steve abruptly got up from his chair
"No one can stop me from telling Fury. It's the right thing to do!" Steve said in a leader voice
"Don't you fucking dare, Steve!" Nat threatens while taking an intimidating step towards him
"Not even you babe, I'm sorry but we have to tell him," Steve said while trying to walk past her but Nat didn't let up and stopped him before he could
"No one will tell this to Fury," Nat exclaimed then that's the start of more chaos
Steve and Nat fall into a screaming match while the others have their own amongst each other. The screaming matches abruptly end when a hologram appears in the middle of the room. Everyone turns their gazes to see Fury standing with his hands behind his back
"Director Fury," Nat says while sending a respectful nod to him, causing everyone else to greet him
"Sorry to bother you all at this time but another victim has been found in the outskirts of the city," he simply states while keeping a stern look. The team all shake their heads as disappointment fills them
Natasha closes her eyes, she can't believe that this is happening, she can't and doesn't want to accept the truth that you're killing people for her, that your love is flooding over you to the point where you would actually kill just for her
She can't believe this because you're her best friend, the person who was always bubbly, cheerful, adorable and sweet
She can't accept that the Y/n she's always known is different now, a crazy person who would kill people just because of a feeling that's supposed to cause happiness in life, the feeling of love
She's so lost in her thoughts that her brain didn't even register that Tony and Steve were telling Fury about you being the murder
Natasha finally got out of her head when she saw Wanda's hands glowing red in her peripheral vision
"How long," Fury sternly asks, causing Nat to quickly sit beside Wanda and hold her hand to calm her down
"Since a few months ago," Bruce mutters while Nat continues to comfort Wanda until the red on her hands and eyes start to slowly fade
"And you just decided to tell me that Y/L/N is the person behind this" Fury sternly questions causing Nat to close her eyes and clenched her jaw, anger coursing through her body
She wants to save you because she knows that the Y/n she knows and loves is still there, Wanda wants to save you too, she believes what Natasha believes, they both have the same reasons and beliefs
They kept talking until the call ended, Wanda quickly pinned them down using her powers, excluding Nat, Clint and Thor
"What the fuck! why did you tell him," Wanda hissed, causing Nat to get in front of her and put her hand on her arm to calm her down
She could tell her powers were too powerful for the boys, their groaning and gasps of pain being enough to tell just how powerful Wanda's powers were
"He- he had the right- to know," Steve gasped out between painful winces, the statement only firing something inside Wanda causing her to hold them even tighter
"Hey, hey Wanda calm down," Nat cups her face, making Wanda's gaze turn to her
Once Wanda's eyes land on Natasha's, she smiles and sends a quick nod, then Wanda starts to slowly calm down causing her powers to fade away until she completely releases them
"We can't hide the fact that it's her forever" Bruce exclaimed while rubbing over the part of his body that Wanda's powers were on
A silence falls over the room as they take a few minutes to catch their breath, not wanting to fight anymore
"So now what?" Nat questions them, still angry. They look at each other having a silent conversation

After a few days of going over the cases, they finally come up with a plan which leads to now
The first part of the plan starts with Tony having one of his huge parties and Nat wearing a sexy revealing dress
Natasha quickly checks around the room to see everyone in position. Nat goes on the dance floor while Steve acts like he's busy with something else
Nat starts to dance while acting drunk causing a man named James to approach her and start to touch her
On the other side of the compound you're hiding with binoculars, you keep your gaze focused on Natasha. Anger starts to bubble in your stomach as you see someone all up on her again
As the scene continues to unfold, his hands continue to wander over her body causing your blood to boil, you quickly glance at Steve to see him busy doing something else
It goes on until the party starts to slowly die down, you keep an eye on the guy while keeping an eye on Natasha
Once you see that the guy is walking on the dark side of the compound you quickly go to him and knock him out, you pick him up and start to go to your car but before you get a chance to take another step the team corners you
The team's plan goes according to plan, James, the guy who was set to flirt and harass Natasha, is an agent of S.H.I.E.L.D (Clint's friend)
The plan was to let James act like an awful man who would harass Nat, the team would act like they don't know what is happening and when the party dies down James will be the last to go out. The team got in position and stood by the corner you were in and boom, they surrounded you
"Y/N" Natasha whispers
You look at the team and smirk, you drop James on the ground and chuckle, patting down your clothes to fix the wrinkles
"Long time no see guys" you enthusiastically exclaim with a grin on your face
"Y/N/N please, just stop this," Wanda whispers pleadingly, only loud enough for you to hear
You turn to her and smile sweetly, you take a step but Vision and Bucky stop you, Bucky points his gun and Vision puts his strong arm in front of you, you look at it and chuckle
"Don't you dare take another step," Tony hisses, pointing his repulser at you. You turn to him with innocent eyes
"Why Dad?" you question keeping an innocent look
"Am I in trouble? I didn't break one of your suits, nor interrupt you from your lab" you spit out the last part with a sweet voice
He shook his head at your antics, he loves you so much, he treated you like his own daughter. When you mentioned the last sentence, memories of when you were happy swarmed his mind
"Stop it" he bites out
"You're not her! I don't want to hurt anyone to get hurt, especially you but you're leaving us no choice here Y/N" Tony tries to bargain while looking at you again causing his eyes to fill with anger when he realizes you're not the same person anymore
"Awh, you're all so sweet," you sarcastically exclaim through gritted teeth with a smile on your face while your gaze is set on them
"Just surrender Y/N," Natasha says with a pleading tone and eyes
"You know that I love you so much Nat, I can give you the world, that's how much I love you! I'm willing to do everything for you but I'm so sorry my love, I love you Nat" you confess with a loving tone while staring into her eyes. As soon as she smiles and tries to take a step towards you, you drop the smile and look at her with an emotionless gaze. You wanted to fall into this, fall into her, but deep down you knew that it was a trap. You may be crazy for her love but you're not dumb, as soon as Natasha sees your change in emotion she frowns at you
"But you can't fool me" you lowly say, you then throw a gas bomb at your feet and as soon the gas spreads you quickly bring everyone down, some try to stop you but you dodge their moves
When the gas starts to fade you quickly run away from them. Bruce, Sam, Bucky and Vision groan and wince holding onto themselves due to you injuring them. Nat, Steve, Tony, Wanda, Clint and Thor weren't affected so they chased after you
As you're running Tony lands in front of you and tries to hit you with his repulser, you dodge it and with your skills you manage to take his mask and turn off his suit, as you're about to stab him in the thigh, Steve grabs you and throws you in a tree
You groan while standing up, Clint approaches you and tries to bring you down but you quickly slip him off of his feet and slice the side of his rib cage and stab him under his collar bone, seeing Clint on the ground, Steve and Tony try to bring you down
You fight with them, they are strong but you manage to get off of them and run again then Thor tries to hit you with his thunder but when he's busy summoning his power you throw two daggers at him and it lands on his right bicep and the side of his abdomen
Tony, Steve, and Wanda quickly approach you to try to end this. As Tony approached you, you noticed how he had his suit back on which didn't matter because you took it off of him and stabbed him in the hip and threw him into the tree
You're near your exit, but Steve stops you, you both exchange punches until Nat joins too. They try to bring you down but fail, you know them very well, reading what their next move would be was a big advantage for you
Steve gets a hold of you and Nat is gonna put you to sleep but you have other plans, you pout at her and laugh like a crazy person
"I love you Natasha but," as you trail off you use Steve as strength and kick Natasha to her face making her nose bleed and slam down on the ground
You jump Steve's back and quickly stab him on the back of his hip and tase him making him fall to the ground. Wanda quickly comes into your view, you look at her with a pout then smile, her eyes glow red while she starts to form an energy ball, you gasp at it like you're surprised at what she's doing
"You know my dear friend, you're late for the fight and now an energy ball, seriously?" You laugh at her actions causing her to look at you with anger in her eyes
"You leave me no choice Y/N, I don't want to do this but I have to" she continues to form the energy ball to throw it at you but stops when you state something that makes her question herself
"You have to because that's what they ordered you to do Wanda! Look at what happened to your dear brother, he died because you both followed Ultron, you both helped him take the whole city of Sokovia down, if you both didn't take orders, there would've been no war in Sokovia," you bitterly exclaim with a smile causing Wanda to get lost in her mind
"That's enough!" Natasha exclaims through gritted teeth
She then uses one of her widow bites on you causing you to fall to the ground. You quickly take it off and slowly stand up, you look at her with an emotionless expression
That's when Natasha realized that fighting with you will never change your mind but what she did next really shocked you
"Y/N, I'm not gonna fight you, okay," she said softly while taking off her widow bites and taking her guns and knives off of her body and resting them on the ground. She then stands up with hand in the air, showing you her surrender
"Let's talk, please," she says with a pleasing tone
"I'm not gonna fight you, I promise" You didn't buy it but you just look at her and she sends you a pleading nod
"Okay, it's fine if you keep your weapons, but please" she says while starting to take a step towards you causing your body to get into alert mode
Noticing this she stops to let you adjust to her, when she knows that you're okay she starts to walk towards you slowly again, you let her until she's in front of you. Tears fall down her eyes causing you to wipe them with your thumb, she then cups your face and sniffles while smiling at you
"Please stop this, this is madness, this is not the Y/n I know," she whispers, searching in your eyes for any sign of the Y/n she knows but she couldn't find the spark you used to hold in your eyes. She couldn't find you in them anymore
"I'm willing to do anything to protect you, those guys" you trail off trying to contain yourself
"They deserved to die" you whisper lowly and your eyes turn soft
Nat smiles as she notices the shift in your expression, hoping that the 1% of her Y/n will be enough to get through to you, she'll take that small chance to bring you back
"I know but you don't have to do that" she caresses your cheeks with her thumb and smiles at you
"You're a hero Y/n, you're not the Villain. You do good things for people, you don't go around killing people like that" she whispers softly and puts her forehead on yours, you close your eyes and feel the connection, you even drop the knife you held in your hand
"I'm just doing what I know is right" you whisper while looking at her eyes. You're so lost in the moment that you crash your lips on hers
Shock runs through Natasha's body while anger starts to bubble in her chest, unable to contain herself she harshly pushes you off
Guilt starts to cloud her brain as she starts to feel like she cheated on Steve which causes her to get more angry
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO!" she shouts while wiping her lips. Her lashing out causes you to go back to your crazy side, you chuckle and shrug your shoulders
"I just kissed you my love-" Before you could finish your sentence she cuts you off
"DON'T FUCKING CALL ME THAT! I'M NOT YOUR LOVER AND WILL NEVER BE! YOU'RE A FUCKING KILLER!" As she shouts in your face, no emotion is seen on yours which causes Natasha to get even more angry
"YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT'S BEST FOR ME?!" she questions
"YOU KILL EVERY MAN WHO LAY THEIR HANDS ON ME BUT YOU KNOW WHO YOU NEED TO KILL NEXT?!" she bitterly questions, completely losing her composure. You keep your silence causing Nat to go on
"YOUR FUCKING SELF! YOU'RE A FUCKING KILLER!, YOU THINK THEY ARE DANGEROUS FOR ME?! WHAT IF I GOT WITH YOU?!" she exclaims with venom filled in her tone
"I WOULD CHOOSE TO BE WITH ANY OF THOSE MEN OVER YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE THE MOST DANGEROUS PERSON!" she shouts pointing her finger in your chest aggressively causing Wanda to snap out of her thoughts and watch what was going on
"YOU'RE A CRAZY, DANGEROUS, KILLER. THE WORLD WOULD BE A BETTER PLACE WITHOUT YOU IN IT!" she exclaims again, finally taking a deep breath to gather herself
"Stop following me, killing for me and most importantly stop loving me because I will never love you the way you want me to" she hisses out bitterly
You stand there, taking everything she said in, Wanda just stands there gulping at what Natasha said, she doesn't want to get in between this so she chooses to stay out of it
"Is that really what you want?" you ask with an emotionless tone
She looks at you with confusion, but nods frantically and Wanda bites her lips alternating her gaze between the both of you
"Yes! Yes that's what I want" she said still angry causing you to simply nod at her
"Okay" you simply state and then throw a small chip at Wanda causing her to fall to the ground and tase Natasha in the neck making her go weak
"But I will never surrender myself to you" you simply state, you run off until you approach your emergency vehicle, it was a black 2020 BMW R1250 RS
Once you get in the vehicle you quickly drive off, away from them and make sure that no one's following you. Once you confirm you're not being followed you speed off to your house

It's been a week now and the team stressed at first that you got away but it was a relief when no new victims were found, it makes them think that you stop but they are still trying to find you
They want to see and talk to you in a good way, not like your last encounter, they keep looking for you
But Natasha is so bother at where you at and the package you send to her the night after the fight, it was a small box with full of the flower of a cherry blossom tree and a note, she don't want to open it so she don't know what it is but she always keep it on her pocket
Then Wanda is so lost in her head, after the fight she feels something wasn't right after that she feels all of your connection to her is gone, and it makes her worried and drives her crazy, she just wishes that you're ok
"Finally!" Tony shouts and writes down the address of your house, everyone goes to him
"What? What is it?" Natasha asked frantically and Steve rubbed her arm
"I finally found her" Tony said and gave the address to them, Natasha quickly read it out loud
"What are we waiting for? let's go!" Wanda quickly said, getting anxious at what will happen next, she doesn't have a good feeling, she tried to connect to you for weeks now but she just can't, it's like you just vanished
"Ok let's go" They all said and quickly got to their cars, Steve, Natasha, Wanda and Vision are in one car then Bucky, Sam, Thor, Clint and Bruce are in the other car together and well, Tony is in his sports car alone
They speed off in your location, the others are happy that they will finally find where you are but not Wanda, she truly feels something is wrong, and she can't lose you cause you're the only one who's left of her family, she see you as a sister
Once they got in the house, it was quiet, the house was silent and like it's no life, it's not lively, the plants are already dead, dried leaves are scattered around the house, it's like someone abandoned it
"Ok, let's go" Bucky said, scanning the house
They nod and go to your front door, they knock but no one's opening the door nor no sounds inside the house, they look at each other worried
"Let's just go in" Sam suggests and Steve nods since he's in the front and he opens it
They frown at the door isn't lock, they got in and the scan the house, the house is neat, no object are out of place, the house looks like your style so they know it's yours, but it have dust that confused them cause you're the person who's organized and clean, who leaves no sign of trash nor a single dust in your place
"Ok scattered around" Nat said and they nod, Nat and Wanda go up with Bucky and Vision and they divide into two so Wanda and Nat wonder at the right side
They see nothing, so the guys go up and meet Bucky and Vision so they go to Wanda and Nat, then they hear a loud thud and scream of Wanda, they quickly run to where the sound is, clearly worried, and they burst into your room
They see Natasha and Wanda are on the floor, frozen while looking up, Wanda is screaming and trying to get out of Natasha's embrace while Natasha holds Wanda tightly
The woman was both crying, while Wanda screamed, agonizing that everybody's heart broke. Once the guys saw what it was, they were shocked
Steve, Bucky, Bruce and Sam shook their heads while tears ran down to their cheeks, their eyes glued to what was in front of them, crying specially Tony, his heart wreck
"NO NO NO NOOOOOOOO!" Thor shouts and the cloud turns to dark gray and thunder are everywhere, starting a thunderstorm
They see you, see you hanging in the ceiling, blood is already dried in your body and on the floor, that night until the other day, all is in your head is what Natasha said and what she wants
You didn't refer at what the last thing she said, your asking if she truly want for you to kill yourself, so when you confirm it, you think of it over night until you hang a rope in the ceiling of your bedroom and hang yourself there but not before torturing yourself too like you did to the others
"NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOO!" Wanda screams and gives up, leaning on Natasha and crying on her arm
Natasha acts strong but deep inside her, she's so broken, she picks Wanda up and goes out of the house to their car and they cry there but Natasha tries to comfort her, cause she knows how you meant to her
While the two women crying in the car, Steve and Bucky bring your body down, then they bring you to the compound and clean you up, only a woman who's not related to you cleans you up cause Nat or Wanda can't look at you
They mourn for you that day until you're already clean. They go to you and look at you, when they see you they finally see your innocent face
Memories flashing back to their head and tears falling, all the happy memories are coming back to their head, and it breaks their heart to see you like this, that you took your own life
Once they are around you they take the white fabric covering your body and you're wearing a white sando and shorts
That's when they saw the carved words, it was all over your body, they gasped at it, Natasha's world crashed when she saw it
'Killer' 'Crazy' 'Dangerous' are carved in you, all over your body, from head to toe
The night of your fight flash back on Natasha's head, when she lashed out at you and what she said, she gasped at it and just got out there
She can't handle it all, it's so overwhelming for her, so she got on her motorbike and went to one place you both love, it was a special place cause that's where you both always spend your free time and make happy memories
She goes to the mountain where you can see the city, you both even build a little tree house there and plant flowers there
Once she got there she got to the edge and sat there, that's where you both sit, but today she sat at your side, at the right one
She sobs there, she lets her emotion out there and holds her chest at how painful it is. The memory of her telling you what you are and what you should do that night is repeating in her head like her favorite movie that she didn't get tired watching
She keeps crying there, she take all of her emotion out there, she even throw a rocks and scream at the top of her long until her body collapsed on the ground, she sob there pouring all of her emotions that she never let anyone see it and let them to know it excluding you, your the only person she can be who she is and show every part of her
Until she brings out the note you sent to her, out in her pocket then she slowly opens it with her shaky hands and reads what you wrote
She thinks that she can't cry anymore, she thinks that all of her tears are all pour out but once she read what you wrote she sobs at it and more tears come out, while clinging the note to her chest with a shattered heart
I'll always do what you wantYour wish is my commandBye. Natalia
She cries there, she cries her eyes out, her heart sting more at the use of her birth name, you never used it before, it has always been Nat, Natty, Tasha or other pet names she loves but this? This broke her heart more than before, this is the first time she cried like this, like the half of her life ripped out of her, like someone took that away from her, when you took your own life, you bring the half of Natasha with you
You're her best friend, her buddy, her partner of crime, you show her love, you're the one who make her believe that she's not just capable but she also allowed to love someone, your the one who show her that love isn't just for children, Natasha's life is full of darkness, traumas and bad thing that hunt her but when she see you, when you come to her life, your the highlight of her life
You take all her worries away, because of you, her past never hunted her, she feels like all her life are all happy, you're the most important person in the world to Natasha, she will do anything to protect you cause you saved her, you saved her in any possible way
But she failed to protect you, even worse she's the reason why you took your own life, she killed you, and now this will forever haunt her until she dies
"I'm-I'm so........sorry bub, I'm so sorry I didn't protect you!" she whispered crying
She screamed at the top of her lungs, it was so agonizing, that if anyone will heard her will break
Your death will hunt her every night, every hours, minutes and seconds, she will never forget this day
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Crazy Love {Natasha}
Summary : Your love from a certain redhead leads you to something unpleasant
Pairing : Natasha Romanoff x Fem ! Raeder
Warning : Blood Torture, Bad writing
Word Count : 2,568
Crazy Love Pt. 2
Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 1
Crazy Love Pt. 3 Ver. 2
Cherrylemontober
NO one has permission to repost my work anywhere, if you see it please let me know.

You were sitting in the bar drinking whiskey while watching Natasha across from the room, She was having fun talking with Mr. America, Captain Steve Rogers, while getting handsy, it makes your blood boiled
Steve and Natasha have been dating for a year and a month now, but you love her, you're crazy in love to her, that you can kill anyone or everyone just for her nor yourself, you can do that in order for her to love you
But the thing is she's not into you, you already confess to her 2 years ago but she rejected you, saying that she didn't love you and she just see you as a friend and that's it
You try to make her fall in love with you but her heart is already for Steve, at first it was ok for you, saying that it's better to be friends rather than to lose her, so you just let it and try to move on
But the thing is, the more your with her, spending time together and the day passes the more your falling in love to her, that it made you crazy, crazier more than what you think
You already kill mens before for her, because you to are still best friends and she thinks that you already moved on, she always ranting about everything that happened to her life and what she want in the future
That lead to her telling you that a particular men are trying to get to her pants and just disrespect her, you always comfort her and and be there for her, until the ranting about mens hitting on her and harassing her happened frequently that it mess with your head
But the most mess with your head and made you even crazier is when she rant about a particular men raping her, not once nor twice, it's more than thrice
So what you did is asked her about the names of other mens she didn't tell you, once you got it you hunt them down and kill them, in a hard way
You torture them before killing them, you will tied them down in a metal bed or just in pole and you start to hit them, punch, kick, slit them, stab and twist the knife in their flesh, carving words in their skin, use electric shock, puddle them etc. but the worst it, you cutting what's between their legs
Making them beg for your forgiveness of what they did that they didn't know at why you were doing it to them, seeing them in that kind of situation makes a relief on you, telling your self that they will never ever touch your girl
After your finished them them you clear thing up, leaving no evidence that your the one who made those and just throw them somewhere and them a few days, they will on the news where all your team watch
You always make sure that you carved a words in their skin like, Rapist, harassing or any word that what they did to my girl, letting other people know what they did once they already found
"Hello, earth to Y/N!" You snap out of your thoughts when Wanda your bestfriend snap her fingers in front of your face
"Yes?" you asked looking at her
"I said are you ok? your lost in your thoughts!" she said drinking her Pina colada, you just send her a small smile
"Yeah I'm ok, just minding my business!" you said and gulp your whiskey then order a new one, but it was Gin tonic
"Penny of it?' she asked chuckling and you chuckled to it while shaking your head
"No thank you Wands, but it's better to keep it only on me" she nod sipping her drink with a smile
"Whatever you say, I know you can handle that you're Y/n Y/L/n for God sake, you can do everything" she compliment you and the bartender slide your drink in front of you
You smile and nod humming then sip on your drink, what she didn't know how dark is in your mind, recalling what you did to those mens with a smile on
"Anyways, I have to go, Vis and I will get out of here" she said and Tap your cheeks and hug you, you return the hug and smile at her, then she leave with a wave
So now you're alone again in the bar but you don't care, you just watch your girl until you see she was heading out so when she got out you follow her behind, not to close for her to notice but not to far for you to slip her out of your sight
Until she go outside and answer a phone call, you just watch her talking in the phone until she's finished, she just stay there for a minute until a guy come to her and getting handsy
The guy is clearly drunk and Natasha try to get him off of her until he's harassing her, putting more force and it makes your blood boiled so you step in on the two and pull Natasha in your embrace
"Get the fuck off of her!" you hissed in pure anger and give him a glare, Natasha got behind you hiding, sure you're smaller than her but you're capable of everything, even beath this guy who's 6 flat tall
"And what are you gonna do, kid? beat me? your noth-" you cut him immediately and punched him in the stomach that make him crouched down and you punched his nose pretty hard that it dislocate and bleed
"What are you saying!?!? you hissed and kick him making him lay in the ground then you start to kick him over and over again
You just stop when Natasha stop you, she pull you off of him and make you look at her, she cup your face and caressed your cheeks with her thumb
"Hey, hey calm down, I'm fine..........let's just............let's just got inside ok?" she said softly and all your anger wash away once you look at her emerald eyes
"Ok.." you said and you both got inside but you take one last look on him and you see her laying in the ground unconscious, you smirk at it thinking you will got him later
once you both in the party again you just again watch her in Steve embrace, if you can rip Steve's head you will just to get your girl but you can't, Natasha loves him so much that you can't just take her happiness away, sure you're crazy for her but you still want her to be happy
The team and other people just there partying so when you know that the team are so engage to the party you quickly get out and see he's still there unconscious, so you pick him up over your shoulder and go to the forest near the compound where you always kill every men lay who lay their fingers on your girl
Once you got in there you tie his ankle in the floor and tie his both wrist, once he's already tied up, you take off the blazer of your suit and rest it in the chair in the corner, you smirk at him and take a bucket of cold water with come cube ice then pour it om him making him jolt awake, gasping for air
"Well, well well, look like I gonna have some fun tonight" you said and crouched down to his level
All his drunkenness wah away and look in your eyes with confusion, you smirk at him and he start to get free, he look down and see he's all tied up, he look back up to you with confusion and fear on his eyes
"Wh-what is this about?" you stand up and go to the wall and table where all your weapons are, you chuckled at him and take a pocket knife, your favorite pocket knife off of the table
"To entertain myself?" you said with a question and turn around to look at him with a smirk and you twirl your pocket knife in your hand
"Wh-what are gonna do to me?" he asked scared of you, you chuckled darkly and slowly walk towards him
He became to shake his head and his body shaking, once you're in front of him you just slice his right cheek, it bleed down to his cheeks to his neck that make him scream
You just continue to torture him, and him begging for you to stop and forgiveness of whatever he did but you didn't buy it you just continue to torture him
In the other side Natasha is looking for you but she can't find you, she noticed your sudden action few months ago, so she's observing you for over 3 months now, she noticed some changes on you
So tonight she put a tracker on your suit before you got in the party, she and Wanda is planning to find out what's up with you, and tonight is the night they will find out
"Where's Y/N?" Wanda asked to Nat, Natasha just shrug and bring her phone out to see where are you
"I don't know, she just vanished again!" Natasha said and they go out and look where you at
Once they see where you are in Nat's phone they frown at where you at, in the middle of the forest near at the compound, they look at each other with confusion
"What is she doing in the middle of the forest at this hour?" Wanda asked, Nat just shook her head
"I don't know but I have a bad feeling of this one!" Nat said looking at what direction your at
"Well, there's only one way to find out!" Nat mumbled but Wanda can still hear it
"Well, let's go!" Wanda said and Nat nod and they start to go where you are
Once they already found an old house, she take a deep breath and look at the house, they look at each other, wondering why are you here
"Are you sure this is where she is?" Wanda asked looking at the old house, Nat not and look at her phone to confirm this is the destination
"Yeah, this is the place Wands" Wanda nod and they start to go in the house
"This is scary Nat" Wanda mumbled
"Don't worry, W-" Nat stop with a loud scream coming from the underground
"AAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" they heard an agonizing scream
There face got paled and they quickly run in the underground but still careful, once they at the door they stop
"Are you sure about this?" Wanda whisper asked and Nat look at her and nod
"We need to go in ok, in count to 3!" Nat whisper and Wanda nod
"1...........2..........3" Nat said and slowly open the door and they come in
Then there you are full of blood, your white suit are now full of blood, Wanda and Nat eyes winded when they see you
"Y/-Y/N?" and mumbled and you turn your head to them with a smile still holding a knife
Nat stay her eyes on you and Wanda look at the man in front of you who was dead and cuts all over his body, with a word carved in his left thigh, 'Harassing'
"What is this about Y/n?" Nat asked and put Wanda behind her, scared of what will you do to them
"This is for you, my love!" you said and start to walk towards her but Nat stop you
"No, stay where you are!" Nat said holding Wanda's wrist in her back
"Ok" you obligate and just stay where you are
"Why did you killed him?" Wanda asked and Nat look at the guy, once she saw the carved word it click to her, it click everything
"For Nat" you just simply said and drop the knife on the floor
Nat look at you again with fear and disbelief, she shook her head not wanting to believe what she think, she bite her lips and find a courage to asked you
"Are you the one who killed those mens in the news?" She whisper asked but you can still heard it, you smile at the thought of it and nod
"Yeah, I did all of it just for you!" you said, Nat shook her head and tears stream down her cheeks, she can't believe it
"Why?" she asked with a shaky voice, you chuckled at it
"Because they lay a hand on you, they are the one who harassed you, raped you, and everything, they deserved it, no one can lay a hand on my love!" you said an walk towards them
They hold their breath until your in front of them, they get a better look on your face, your eyes are soft and warm, your whole face are full of blood, Nat and Wanda shook their head of what they see
"Don't cry my love, no one can hurt, I promised that!" you whisper and caress her cheek and wipe her tears with your bloody hands, Nat shook her head at it and close her eyes
"Ge-get away from us!" she whisper and you obligate you step a few backwards, then they look at you again
"I told you, I don't love you like that, I just see you as a friend, please stop this please!" Nat said and beg for you to stop this, You shook your head at it
"I know, you will learn to love me" I whisper and she hook her head
"I'm sorry Y/N but please, stop this, I can't love you like you wanted, I just love you as a friend!" it stings your heart so much, that you practically did everything for her but that's not enough to love you back and can't have the girl you wanted and love the most
"Just choose me, love me, I promise I'll give you the world jus-" you explained but your team barge in here
"What the fu-"Tony stop himself when he see the situation, all the team eyes winded and quickly get their weapons are and just be ready if you attack them
You chuckled at it and look at all of them, you see that all of them are looking at you in disbelief and they can't truly believe what they saw then there he is, Steve Rogers pulling Natasha behind him
"Just love me" you said looking at Nat's eyes and she shook her head and hide behind him
"Care to explained this madness Y/N?" Steve asked and you chuckled darkly, you didn't say anything so Wanda told them everything, at the end of it, they look at you shocked, they lower their weapons
"You don't have to do that Y/N, you can still changed!" Steve said and You shook your head
"I don't think you!" you said with a chuckled
"Just let us help you, surrender yourself to us, we can help you!" Tony said but you just chuckled
"Please" Wanda beg but you shake your head
"I'm not stupid Stark, then what will happen if I surrender? gonna put me in the cell call fury them what? he will put guards on me and at the end of this you will kill me!" you said shaking your head with a chuckled
"No thank you!" you said looking at them and they already ready to attack you
"Then you leave us no choice!" Bucky said and they gonna attack you but you know every way in this house so you throw them a gas bomb and quickly get out there
You can't let them catch you, and you will never gonna get back to those hell cell, never in your life
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everyone sorry that I didn't upload today, but tomorro, I'll upload two
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Omega Pt. 16 {Natasha}
Summary : you're hurt and sad and miss Natasha so much and so were the pups
Pairing : Alpha ! Natasha Romanoff x Omega ! Reader
Warning : crying, the pups is sad I thinks that's all
Word count : 1,507
Cherrylemontober
Series Masterlist
{OMEGA PT. 15} {OMEGA PT. 16} {OEMGA T. 17}
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“Where’s Nat? "You asked Wanda when you came down with three strollers with the sleeping pups in them, and you saw her making breakfast.
“Huh? "Wanda asks, looking suspicious when she turns around with those sweet smiles.
“Where’s Natasha? ”You repeat, and she hums, moving smoothly around the kitchen.
“Uhmm...” she chuckles, making you a plate of fruity pancakes.
“I think you're hungry; why don’t we eat first, mh? ”She put down the pancake on the island table and pushed you to sit, and then the three sleeping pups
“Hi there, sweet, you look so cute sleeping,” you turn around, frowning at her unusual behavior.
“Wans, tell me, where is she? We’re supposed to walk around the compound, have some fresh air, and relax all day, but we can’t find her.” Wanda smiled at you, and you didn't have a good feeling about it, though, so before she could take the three for an excuse to get this out, you quickly stopped her, putting your hand on the stroller, and lightly growled at her.
“You're not going to have time with them until you tell me where. She. "You growl, and Wanda puts her hands up in defense, and she sighs when you're really persistent.
“She left...” Wanda chuckled, and you frowned at her.
“What do you mean she left? "Wanda sighs and slumps her shoulder.
“Nat left with the quinjet early in the morning; no one knew about it or what she’s after; all we know is she left, notified by F.R.I.D.A.Y.” You were tense by the information she had given you, and you nodded.
“Oh...” you shift in your spot, disappointed by the action of Natasha. You turn around to leave, but the question makes you anxious, and you can’t help but turn around again to Wanda to ask.
“Does that mean she’s rejecting me again…..?”You ask with a frown; you can’t help but recall what had happened before—same scene but different situations.
“I mean, this is what she did last time; she just left without a note... or anything.” You took a deep breath, not wanting to think that way, but when the person you trust just left you before, you can’t help but assume that she’ll do it again.
“What? ....No, no.” Wanda quickly comforted you and sat you down on your seat before giving you a cup of water and sat beside you.
“No of course not, she’s not gonna do it again……she works hard to be on your good side and still working hard to earn the little to be your deserving Alpha once again….” wanda rub your arms up and down when she saw that her little speech didn’t make you feel better even for a little bit
“She’s not going to ruin it again, definitely not when she works hard to get where she is with you, you know.” You look up at Wanda, still confused.
“When does she leave when we plan this week for ourselves? And without any form of notice that she’ll be gone for God knows how long” you whimper, feeling distress, and Wanda knows it, by your body language and the way your scent changes.
“I don’t know too; I’m sorry... but one thing I know for sure.” Wanda gives you a smile of comfort.
“She’ll come back...and everything will be fine. I know she has her reasons why she left without any notice.” Wanda tried to comfort you, but whatever she tried, she knows that your worries can’t subsided that easily.
“Why don’t we do the agenda instead of with her?”You give her a small smile, and Wanda appreciates it even though she knows that it’s not as genuine as you try to be.
“I guess that's better than nothing.” Wanda quickly made a breakfast of her own and joined you, trying to lift your mood up a bit.
You start your day with Wanda and the pups checking all the agenda you plan with Natasha, making you a little bit relaxed and having fate that Natasha is going to come back like Wanda said... right?

Wanda sighs of relief, thanking that she's finally home after the crazy grocery shopping that went kind of bad. Let's just say that she bumped into Karen.
“Oh, groceries, do you buy some chips for me? "Sam quickly jogs to the bags of groceries that's placed on the kitchen table, ready to search for a bag of chips.
“If you touch a single bag, you will be the one sorting it out.” Wanda glared at him, and Sam quickly put his hand up.
“Ok, no touching Jeezz,” Sam said back away, not wanting to be on the wrong side of the witch.
Wanda sighed and took a deep breath, looking at the grocery bags. She closed her eyes and decided that she didn't want to sort them out, so instead she used her powers to organize the groceries and sat herself in the kitchen island chair.
But after a few minutes, she frowns, seeing the breakfast she made for you, still covered and sitting in the corner untouched, so she looks at the clock, seeing it's 11:27 a.m.
“Steve? "Wanda calls out when Steve comes in the kitchen all sweaty from his daily run and gym.
“Yeah? "Steve, go straight to the fridge to get a bottle of water and turn around to face Wanda while he leans on the kitchen counter.
“No why? "Wanda goes to the food, wanting to make sure that you at least take a few bites, but when she opens the food cover, it's really untouched.
“She didn't eat her breakfast; did she take lunch? "Wanda, look at Steve, but Steve shrugged his shoulder with a little pout.
“I don't think she does.” Wanda quickly put away the remaining groceries, and when she's done, she quickly jogs up to yours, Nat, and her floor, going straight to your door.
“Y/N? "Wanda knocked, hearing the crying of her nephews and nieces, but when she didn't get any response from you, she opened the door slowly and carefully, coming in, looking around the mess of the room: toys, scattered around with tissues, wipes, and baby clothes, possibly dirty, and there's you.
On the bed with the wailing three pups, trying to calm them down while also trying to subside the tears running down your face and sniffling from your runny nose because of crying
“Y/N, sweetie, what happens? "Wanda quickly ran to you and sat besides you. You sniffed and looked up at Wanda, giving her a smile the best you could master.
“What's wrong? "Wanda whisper, wiping your tears, then rub your back.
“I-I…..I can't make them stop.” You breathe a shaky breath, looking down on the wailing pups that you can't calm down for a few minutes now.
"I don't know what to do... and I miss Natasha so much...” you sniff, leaning your head on Wanda's shoulder.
“And….and if she would be here, the pups won't fuss like this…she knows…she knows them….she always calms them down no matter what…I-Why does she have to leave? "You bite your lower lip; you stop yourself to sob; you don't want to be a big burden to the witch; she has done so much to you and the pups for the past week.
She took care of your health and helped with the pups; she even offered to do your laundry, and she doesn't take no for an answer. The last thing you want to do is wail at her too.
"Sshhh, babies, please stop crying. Mommy is here.” You look at them and try to calm them down.
Wanda sighs seeing how stressed and emotionally unstable right now. She quickly puts the baby a few inches high off the air and rocks them slowly to ease their stress with her magic, then runs to your back, giving you a smile.
“It’s ok, Y/N/N, I’m here to help you,” Wanda whispers. You bite your lower lips when you look up at her.

On the other side, Natasha smirked, looking down at the body with a devious smirk she could master, seeing the art she had done to the body. So she sat down on her heel, taking their faces between her hands and pushing them to the left and right to analyze their faces.
“I told you I’d make your stay here exciting and wonderful...” Natasha stood up and went to the bathroom to clean herself and take a needed bath she’s been dreading to have since yesterday.
“Natasha, we need to go! "Yelena shouted a 20 minutes later, knocking on the door.
"Coming,” Natasha shouted back, getting out of the bath, drying herself, and putting on some fresh clothes.
“Why do you take so long there.? Wanda called, you know! "Yelena shouted at her, and Natasha demented soften
“How’s Y/N? "Natasha asks, anxious at why Wanda called her.
“Not good..so get your ass in the quinjet, we need to go now.” With that, Yelena turned around with their things to store in the quinjet.
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DNA Pt. 2 {Scarlett}
Summary : Scarlett finally found out you're her daughter
Pairing : Mom! Scarlett Johansson x Daughter!Reader
Warning : curse word, bad memory, anxiety, cutting, blood
Word count : 2,029
DNA Pt. 1
Cherrylemontober
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"Oh, that feels good,” Scarlett sighs in relief, relaxing every muscle when one of the employees decides to give her a massage after a long hour of working doing stunts, running, and just a never-ending shoot.
“Tired huh? "Scarlett chuckled when Alice—one of the workers on the project—commented, moving her hands from shoulder up to massage her head.
“Yeah, oh god, that's the spot... That's been aching for days now,” Scarlett whispered, closing her eyes, and Alice chuckled at her behavior and kept massaging her shoulders and head.

“Ok, what exactly are we doing? "RDJ asked, still confused while driving after he picked up Lizzie, and Hugh is on the way to look for you
“It's Y/N, and it's a long story; she just ran away in bad condition.” Lizzie bites her lower lips, worried about you, and RDJ is confused and worried too.
“Why? "He stops at the red light and faces Lizzie, who's been busy contacting you.
“It's... She found out who her biological mother is, and... and I don't know what's going on in her head; she just bolted out, and I’m worried.” Lizzie's hand keeps shaking, and her breathing is getting labored, so RDJ quickly took her phone and held her hand.
"Breath, Lizzie, breath; Y/N’s fine; she wouldn't so such thing.” Robert squeezed her hand, and the light turned green, and he proceeded to drive.

You took a deep breath, still gripping the steering wheel tight. You've been sitting in your car for about 20 minutes now, after your 4-hour drive from the city to the outskirts of another city.
You look at your left side, seeing a simple but big house, enough for 20 to 40 people to fit in, then you look back forward to see a path going forward for another house of your neighbor.
You close your eyes and take a deep breath, going out of the car and proceeding to walk to the door of your old house, then stopping at the door to knock three times.
“Mom? "You called out, but after a few minutes, no one is answering, so you assume that your mom went out to get some groceries or something.
So you lower down to get the spare key at the bottom of the third flowerpot, then open the door and come inside to see the place as clean as you expected.
The house was well maintained, no dust, no dirt, no trash, or anything unpleasant. The pictures scattered around the house, some hanging on the wall, some on top of the drawers.
It's all pictures of you, your mom and dad, and your lovely sister, whom you adore and love so much. This house brings so much memory that you can't help but shed a tear just by looking around and touching things.
From the picture of the four of you standing in the side drawer, past the entrance to the trophies, couches, and decorations laying around the house, that brings you to the kitchen when you four are usually having fun making dinner for Sunday night that is full of laughter before everyone goes to do what has to be done the next day.
It eventually leads you to the backyard, where you can see the city up there. Your father built a wooden fence around when your sister was 5 years old, and then he also built a big swing where your mom put comforters and pillows there after 3 months when you were adopted.
You love looking over the city from the backyard, and you always sneak out at night just so you can sit at the ground in awe and watch the city light shine with the stars.

“Here you are, Miss Troublemaker,” your father sat besides you after another night of you sneaking out of your room when they told you to sleep and bit you goodnight.
“You know, you should really sleep now; it's getting late; you still have school tomorrow,” your mom, sat on the other side of you, then pulled you to lean on her and kiss your forehead.
“Sorry again,” they chuckle, knowing you will be doing this again eventually.
“We know, sweetie,” you whisper, then stand up.
“I guess you both plan on staying here for a little while longer. Just go inside before you two get cold, ok? "After your father answers her, ‘Yes, dear, no need to worry. Mom gives us a warning look, then goes back inside.

That night you and your dad stay late at night, you listening to the stories of your dad on how he courts your mom. Your mom eventually goes out again to fetch you both back inside before you two catch a cold, and that being said, you two got a good scolding from her first thung at the morning.
"Idiots,” you chuckle at the memories, not knowing your tears, cunning down your tears.
You sigh, taking off your shoes, putting your bag, key, and phone down to the pavement of your backyard before you set foot on the soft grass and go to the swing to sit and lay back your back at the headboard of the swing and begin to hum the song your family loves.
“I miss you, Dad..I wish you were here,” you whisper, looking down, and you can't take the pain anymore. You sob there, curling to the ball and crying on your knees until you run out. Tears still keep dropping one tear after another, while quiet sobs keep coming out of your mouth.
Not knowing your mom is already home, standing right before your things on the pavement, happy and also sad seeing your shoulder shaking, without any doubt, your mom also took her shoes off and walked towards you.
"Sweetie,” your mom called. You quickly turn to the other way and wipe your tears, making yourself presentable as much as possible.
“What’s the problem? Honey? "Your mom sat down beside you, opening her arms for you to get in and lean on her.
“It's nothing; I just missed Dad, that's all.” Your mom didn't push you but offer a comfort that you know you can trust and lean on to her no matter what.
“Ok...just don't forget me and your sister is here, ok?”She kissed your forehead, cupping your cheeks, and made you look at her.
"Yes, Mom,” you quickly move to embrace the comfort your mom is giving you.

You’ve been out the whole day, not answering the phone calls or texting to anyone. Lizzie and the other were worried sick looking out for you.
It's 9 p.m. when you decide to head back home to your house in the city, and when you open the door, Scarlett is there, walking back and forth.
She's been worried for hours now. When the news reaches her, Lizzie doesn't have a choice but to contact Scar and ask her about the places where you could go, and that's when Scar knows that you run away.
“Y/N gosh, we were worried sick for you; where have you been?"Scarlett quickly enveloped you in her arms, but you quickly but gently got out of her
“I wanted to be alone. Please leave.” You open your front door, but Scarlett didn't move an inch.
“Y/N? "Scarlett whisper, she can read your expression and body language well, and she knows that you want space but not wanting to leave you all alone.
“What's the problem? "She tried to reach out, but you moved and opened the door more for her to get out.
“Leave me alone,” you said with so much hatred.
The more you look at her, the more your patience gets thin, and the more angry you are, you can't accept the fact that she's the person who gave birth to you and who threw you in that stupid orphanage.
And the more you hear her voice, the more your memory comes rushing back bit by bit, where you try to leave it to the back of your mind and you hate her for it.
“LEAVE NOW, DAMMIT! "You scream, not wanting to be near her anymore.
"Y/N, I'm here; you can tell me everything." Your blood boils, and you explode right there and then.
"You wanna know, huh? Ok...you wanna know how fucking bad of a mother you are, leaving your child to a shitty orphanage who makes them work and gives them a good beating when they didn't do things right or they didn't have money to give to the orphan keeper...and I fucking hate you for that." Scarlett's eyes were wide open, because her secret is out but also confused.
"How...how do you know about my daughter?" You quickly cut her off and pushed her a little.
"Cause that child you abandoned is me. You fucking left me with that monster. I have to survive in order to llive, and you... you're in your fucking mansion, drinking wine, having delicious meals,s, and living your best life while I try to survi." You push the DNA paper on her chest and clench your jaw..
So fucking leave before I drag you out of here." You drip the door handle to control yourself and not just grab her and get her out of here.
"I-I……ok,” Scarlett is speechless, and she has tears in her eyes. She wanted to explain, but she chose to leave with a heavy heart, not knowing what to do or how to approach you.
Once she's out, you quickly lock every door and window and head up to your room and lock yourself in the bathroom.
Your heart is beating loudly; you can hear it on your head; every beat brings back memories of how the paddle sounds when it hits your skin.
Every little noise coming outside sounds like how many times you and the other run away when you all hear the madam coming home.
Every scream, every cry, every shout, every pleading—you can hear it all like it's happening, and your chest starting to hurt—that makes you sit down and lean your back on the wall, clutching your chest.
You look around in hopes of distraction, but your eyes land on the razor blades you use this morning to shave.
Your mind says no, but your body has a different approach; it quickly grabs it, taking your shirt off and starting to cut your hips.
The blade kissing your tender skin, puncturing the flesh and drawing blood, and you sigh in relief, one cut after another; some are deep, some were superficial wounds. The only thing that makes you stop is when you look up at the mirror, seeing yourself.
“What have I done? ”You drop the blade;your eyes lock on the blood on your hips and hands.
“Oh god,” you shed tears over what you've done. You've been 6 years clean, and you promise your dad that you will stay clean before he dies.
And you curse yourself for doing this to yourself without thinking it, but it also makes you feel safe and alive at the same time.
You got interrupted when your phone rang and Lizzie's name flashed on your screen, so you cleared your throat and answered her call, knowing she's worried too.

*LIZZIE*
Hey-
Where have you been, huh? We’ve been going around thecity to look after you
Sorry that I worry you all. I go to Mom to clear my head
It's fine; just don't do it again, ok? Yeah
How are you? Are you okay?
Yeah, just shocked and sad and hurt. I'm fine, Liz.
I’m not convinced; I’m going there
You don't have to; I swear I’m fine, and I want to be alone.
Are you sure?
Yeah, I’m sure, just tell everyone, I’m fine and I’m sorry for making them worry.
They'll understand. Just call me when you need someone ok? I’ll be right there.
Yeah, thanks, Liz.

After saying your goodbye, you hung up and winced when you started to move to go to the
How to wash yourself, and it stings more when the water runs down to your wounds.
“I’ll be fine.” You keep chanting it until you're ready to sleep.
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Threesome {Natasha & Maria}
Summary : You wanted to fulfill your wife's fantasy
Pairing : Natasha x Fem!Reader, Maria x Fem!Reader, Maria x Natasha
Warning : threesome, oral, Nat sa penis, just basicaly a sex without plot
Word count : 1,691
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I wake up with a smile on my face, this is the day, that I will make my wife dream come true
At first I didn't support it but I think about it and wanted to really, really make this dream come true, and that is to have a threesome
I already think who I will asked and that one person is the only one I can asked for doing this, I trust her and I know she have a little crush on my wife
I get out of bed and go to the kitchen and make a breakfast while I call my twin sister Maria, after a few rings she answered

*Twin Maria*
Hey, sorry to bother you
Hey, its ok, I'm already awake tho, what do you need
Ok, I know its a little too much and it's ok if you said no, but I'mtruly be happy if you agree to it
Spill it out, Sis
Ok........can you have threesome with me and my wife?
Wh-what? Threesome? Why?
Well that's her dream and I want it to give it to her, at first I don't want too but I think about it and you're the only person I can trust with this one
But, you're my sister and she's my sister-in-law
I know, could you please?
Ok, ok fine I'll do it
Thank you very much and oh I'm thinking to give it to her tonight, is that ok for you?
Tonight.......is good
Ok, just come here, thank you very much, love you Sis
Love you too, bye

Then she hung up, I squeal of happiness excited too, don't get me wrong Maria is my twin but I find her attractive, if she wasn't my sister, I will court her
Anyways I just do the breakfast and go up in our bedroom with the breakfast and wake Natasha up and we eat our breakfast
We have our own house away from the city just how we wanted, and we're married for over 4 years and that's the most amazing year on my life but something is missing, I don't know what it, it's just-I feel it
We just spend the day together until it was night Maria is already here and we already eat dinner and we're just hanging out in the lounge
When I wink at my sister indicating that it's now the time and she nod so I start to touch Nat while she's talking to Maria
"Love what are you doing?" she asked and I look up at her innocently
"I'm doing nothing!" Then I get on her lap grinning on her crotch making her close her eyes and hold my hips, me feeling she got hard
"Your sister is here in front of us, stop it!" She growl but I didn't stop
"Why? It's ok!" Then Maria got besides her and start to kiss her neck
"Fuck, what are you two doing?" She pant then Maria play with her boobs and I grin harder on her now so hard member that was poking my hole
"I thought you wanted a threesome!" I said then pulling her sweatpants, boxer and underwear down
"Bu-but she's your twin!" I just smirk and let Maria take her member in her mouth
"What are you saying?" I asked her then take her shirt off and take her nipple on my mouth then play with her other one on my fingers
"Mmmhhh fuck...... Fuck it, I need to be inside of any of you two!" She quickly put both of us on her shoulder stepping out of her clothes and go upstairs to to our room
"I need to fuck you two!" She growl ripping both of our clothes, leaving the three of us naked

NATASHA
"Maria sit on my face and Y/N ride my cock!" I say laying down and they quickly got on top of me
When Maria hover her cunt over my face I hold her thigh and slum her down on my face and start eating her out while Y/N aligning my cock on her entrance
She slowly go down making me impatient so I grab her hip and in one swift motion I just slum her down until my whole cock got inside her
They both moan, Maria start to grin her cunt in my face so I stick my tongue out and enter her and she start to jump up and down on my face
Y/N are getting slower to her movement so I help her and starting to fuck her, meeting her half way through while she bounce up and down
"Ooohhh fuck Nat, you feel so good!" Maria shout
"Wait till she fuck you with her big dick Maria!" Y/N moan and I move faster my movement making them a moaning mess
"Oohh I'm close Nat, fuck!" Maria moan and I hum on her cunt
"Cum, Maria, cum all over my face!" I mumbled and it trigger her orgasm and she cum on my face so I lap all of her juice
"Oooohhhh fuck, Nat baby you're so fucking deep on me!" Y/N moan still bouncing up and down then Maria get off of me, laying in the bed so I hold Y/N's waist pulling her down and hug her then fuck her fast and hard
"Oooohhh I-I'm gonna cum.....oohhh fuck yes righ there!" She moan on my ears and with one last trust she cum all over my cock
"Fuck, lay in the bed Y/N!" I say, she did and I grab Maria putting her in front of Y/N
"In all fours Maria!" I growl and spank her ass making her moan and go in all fours
"There you go, eat her out, baby!" I said teasing her entrance by my tip
"Mmmhhh. Ye-yes please put it inside me please!" Maria moan and start to eat Y/N out
While she's eating her out, I juat slum my cock inside her making her stop eating her out but I hold her head and force it on Y/N cunt and she eat her out again
"Oohhhh fuck yo-you're so big....fuck ho-how ca-can you take this Y/N" Maria moan out and I just chuckled out and she start to eat Y/N again
"I-I don't know too, ooohh fuck.....Maria yo-your mouth is so good, fuck me!" Y/N moan throwing her head back
Seeing my wife in pure euphoria making me turn on, plus seeing Maria in all fours me fucking her from behind wants me to cum right away, just having this twin Hill on my bed and a chance to fuck them is a privilege
"Eat her out real good Maria, show what you've got to us!" I growl and start to trust harder and faster on her tight hole just like her sister
"Fuck you both are so fucking tight........ Fuck!" Then I went faster and faster making her shove her face on Y/N's cunt
"Fuck I-I'm close again, fuck!" Y/N moan so I slowly down and reach to her cunt and insert two fingers and just go on fast pace and curling my finger inside her making her go crazy
"Cum, darling, cum for us!" then I still go on
"Look how beautiful your sister is when she cum!" I whisper on Maria's ear still pumping slowly then in one curl of my fingers Y/N cum hard
"Look how beautiful she it!" Then Maria moan at it
I take my finger off of her and lick it clean and spank Maria's ass
"Lick her up, clean her up!" I growl going to my hard and fast trust again
She did what I told until Y/N are now clean up, I grab Maria's throat and pull her up, pressing her back in my front
"Gonna fuck you so good!" She moan out and I start kissing her neck, her hand land on my hip and arm that was holding her throat
"Ooohh fuck!" Maria moan and Y/N start to circle her clit
"Oohhh fuck, I-I'm gonna cum!" Maria shout and we go in hard until she cum throwing her head back, after she cum I pull out and jerk off
"Open your mouths!" I growl and they sit in front of me, mouth wide open, tongue out waiting for my climax
"Oohhh fuck!" I groan jerking off until I cum all over their mouth and face making me moan
"Oohhh fuck!" With one last trust I cum my last drop
"Thank you!" They both said and swallow my cum taking some of their face by their fingers and lick it
"Good girls!" I smirk, standing up, going to the bethroom to get ready the bath after that I go to them and pick them up going to the bathroom and lay them their
I start to wash them both and they just hum of it, after that I change all of us, them only my shirt and I only wear a boxer
Then lay them in the bed, me getting between them and pull them on me, they cuddle up on my side
"I love you two!" I say kissing their heads
"Mmhhh we love you too!" They both said and Y/N look up at me with a smile
"Ca-can Maria be in on our relationship? Like the three of us in one relationship and get married the three of us?" She asked and I smile at it, I nod and we look at Maria
Who was looking at us shocked, we give her a reassuring smile
"So what do you say? Do you want to be in on our relationship?" I asked and she smile
"I would wish nothing more than to be the both of you!" we smile at it and kiss each other
"Good, now sleep, I know you both are tired" I say kissing their head
"Good night!" They both said
"Good night you too!" With that we sleep with peaceful, happy that Maria added on our relationship
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Threesome Pt. 2 {Natasha & Maria}
Summary : Natasha is making sure she fulfill her lovely baby's wish
Pairing : Natasha x Maria x Fem!Reader
Warning : P and V, Nat has penis, creampie, talk of babies, oral (reader), use of toys
Word count : 1,663
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Cherrylemontober

Standing in front of the mirror in the bedroom, picturing yourself with a baby bump, turning left and right, hands on your belly—you don’t know, but these past few weeks you’ve been thinking of babies, you looking pregnant and glowing, and the babies and cute baby things on your FYP are not helping at all; it only adds to your already obsessive baby fever.
“Hon? "Nat interrupted you in your moment when she saw you looking at the mirror with your hand on your belly for a hundred times already.
“You ok? ”You didn't turn around nor move an inch from where you are; you just looked up at her for a second, then back down on your belly while humming.
“Yeah,” you softly said. Nat being the sweet and caring wife she is, she walked forward, standing behind you, and wrapped her arms around you from behind, resting her hand on top of yours.
“You've been doing this for the last few weeks now... What's on your mind hmm?"She whispers, resting her chin on your shoulder after she kisses it and looks at your eyes on the reflection.
“I-I...I want a baby...I've been picturing myself with a baby bump, carrying your child for some time now.” Natasha caught surprise for a moment but recovered immediately, smiling and wrapping her arms around your tighter with your hands linked to hers.
“What do you think? "You ask, nervous of her answer, thinking maybe... just maybe she doesn't want it or is not ready yet.
“I think you will look perfect being pregnant.” Natasha starts to kiss your shoulder up to your neck and under your ear, whispering to you that gives you goosebumps.
“Your belly swelling with my babies, your tits full of milk, and your puffy pussy who will be hungry for my cock... Yeah, definitely perfect.” This makes you gasp for air, looking at her reflection with lust in your eyes, legs starting to rub together.
“You like the thought of that? "She whispered, biting your earlobe, and you nodded, making her chuckle and start to kiss your neck and jaw that turn into sucking, making you moan, holding her arm that's still wrapped around your midbody.
“Me filling you up with my cum...pumping you full...and maybe...maybe I’ll just stay inside of you, making you cockwarm my cock day and night, making sure I’ll knock you up..mhh? You want that, don't you? "You clench around nothing, and your knees get weak, tilting your head to the side so she has more access to your neck while moaning a mess at the thought she's putting on your head.
“Yes…yes please... want that, Daddy,” you moan, rubbing your butt against her harneding cock.
“Please fuck me,” you whine, turning around and kissing her. She squeezes your hip, pulling you closer and kissing you hard.
"Oh, getting started without me, huh? "Maria smirked when she opened the door and saw you two eating each other's faces.
You quickly push Natasha a little, getting embarrassed and turning around so Maria wouldn't see your flushed face.
"Ow, our soon-to-be mommy is getting shy.” Natasha teases and makes you turn around, going behind you and resting her hand in your stomach.
Maria smirks at you; seeing you all shy and embarrassed makes her heart flutter. You three have been talking about having a baby for the past few weeks now.
Maria's comments were casual; she said she's in, but she doesn't want to carry one ever. She sure wants to have her own baby, but the thought of the long, painful, and sleepless night for being pregnant wasn't her ideal 9 months.
You, on the other hand, are excited and happy to carry as much as Natasha wants to put in you; this is your dream to have a baby of your own who will grow inside you. Plus, you've been obsessing over anything related to babies; Maria and Natasha can tell too.
And Natasha is more happy to fill you up with her babies, but as much as Natasha wants to just impregnate you one after another, she knows that's not ideal for a family, and two to four is more than enough for her.
“How cute! "Maria walks forward and kisses your cheek, then proceeds to whisper to your ear.
"Well, why not start the baby making? I’m sure Natasha will impregnate you in no time, mhh,” Natasha smirked, and she couldn't help but squeeze your hip and pull it on her aching bulge.
"Oh, I will definitely fill you up as much as possible every fucking day,” you gasp, then bite down on your lower lip, squirming a little because you're feeling you're getting sticky.
"Pl-please,” you whisper, clenching around nothing and pressing yourself back to Natasha.
"Oww, she's getting needy, Nat. I bet she's soaking wet,” you whine while the two chuckle and Maria start to kiss your neck while Nat roams her hand around you, making you moan.
"Well, there's only one way to find out,” Nat whispers to you and kneels behind you while hooking her fingers in your shorts and pants, then pulls it down around your ankle.
“Mhh mmm,” Nat hum when she spread your butt cheeks apart, seeing your butthole and glistening pussy, making her thirsty.
“Well? "Maria, go around and join Nat, looking at your private area, making you shy and embarrassed, but never dared to move away or hide.
"Tasty,” they both mumble, standing up but not before having a lick to taste you, which makes them hum in satisfaction when they taste their favorite meal.
"Perfect,” Nat whispers to you, then pulls up your shirt and guides you to the bed with Maria.
“Please... Please, Daddy,” you whine, backing up to position yourself in the middle.
“Already begging,” Maria sat besides you, lapping your upper body while Natasha took off every piece of clothing she had on and got in the bed.
"Well, she's a good girl, isn't she? "You nodded. Maria quickly pulled you down a bit and started kissing you.
"Pl, please...bred me,” you whine, squirming and rubbing your thighs together to create a friction that quickly snatched away when Natasha parted your legs to see your glistening pussy, ready to be taken.
“What a glorious sight,” Natasha chuckles and quickly dives down to lap up every juice that's spilling out, licking and eating you out to get out the juice she oh-so-loves drinking straight from the source.
"Mhh, please, Daddy, put a baby in.” Natasha hums at the taste and deliciously lapping every juice while Maria keeps stimulating your breast and creating hickeys.
“You sound beautiful,” Maria whispers, and you whine, bucking your hips to Natasha's face while tugging on her hair.
“God, I’m so hard for you,” Natasha groans, then sits up and positions herself between the two your thighs while stroking her cock.
“Put on some good show for me, will you?"Maria smirked at Natasha, and she quickly got the vibrating dildo on your drawer and positioned herself besides you two while having a better view of Natasha entering you.
"Oh, I will,” Natasha smirked down at you while rubbing her cock on your folds.
"Please,” you whine, bucking your hips up and down in hope to make her enter you, and this makes the two women chuckle.
“Very impatient,” Maria said, turning on the vibrating dillo.
“Don't worry, my darling, the wait is ending,” then Natasha thrust her dick forward, making sure you take every single inch from tip to base in one thrust. Her hands are locked on your hip to pull you back and position your hip up.
You throw your head back and have a tight grip on the sheet, and her wrist, mouth wide, and eyes roll back at the back while Natasha keeps pounding you, never giving you time to adjust or get used to the feeling.
“God, I love this pussy; it’s perfect; it's taking me to the hilt fuck,” Natasha groans, then reaches out to Maria and pulls her in for a messy kiss.
You whine seeing how beautiful they are when kissing; you bite your lower lips and reach out to the dildo and start to push it in and slowly fucking her with it.
“Fuck, baby,” Maria moans. She has a tight grip on your wrist, but you didn't stop. You lazily fuck her with it while Natasha keeps pounding you.
Her cock reaches a new spot; she's now abusing your cervix like her cock wants to enter it; her tip keeps slamming your cervix, making you a moaning mess; and your rhyme of fucking Maria is already long gone; you're just laying there, taking everything Natahsa gives you.
“Gonna….mhhh gonna cum Daddy,” you moan, trashing all over your spot, wanting to get away from Natasha because it's getting all too much.
“Go on, baby cum,” Natasha groans and settles to a slow but hard thrust; she is also near her orgasm.
With a few hard thrusts, you both cum, your shirting squirting all over Natasha and her painting your wall white. She leans in and starts to kiss you.
"Mhhh,” Maria moans, nearing her orgasm too, so Natasha reaches out and takes out the toy and replaces it with her hand.
“Go on, cum baby,” Natasha whispered and started to finger her, her palm bumping on her bundle of joy while her three fingers were curling inside her, making sure to hit her spot.
“Shit, gonna cum...fuck,” Maria moans and cums, her body shaking and gripping her fingers tight.
“Good girl, good girl,” Natasha praised with the two of you, and Maria lay down beside you.
“My two beautiful ladies,” Natasha said, lying down beside you, not wanting to pull out of you because she wants to keep her cum in, making it stick.
“Rest dear, I’ll clean you up later,” Natasha whispers, taking a plug, then plug you up, making sure not a single drop will go to waste.

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Yes pls🥺🥺🥺🥺




This is the only things I can leak out....sorry eheheh😅
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Hi girl...miss you girl😔
I miss you too baby girl 🥲...........you all I mean heheheh😅
Anyways want some sneak peek ?😉
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VITA-SMUT HAD ME HEALTHY...LOL HAHAHA
As healthy as possible 😉
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